Chapter 31: Farewell (1)
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A Book Dedicated to Our Youth
- Tong Hua
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- 2021-03-02 04:28:26
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You said Hong Kong is too small to let go of your dreams
You have been so excited about our green years
If time can go back
Please take us with us
1
Deep in love
The hard work is nothing, and the long wait is nothing.
As long as the shock is settled, everything can come as expected.
However, life was originally a tragic comedy, and giving and receiving do not correspond.
At the time of the annual literary meeting, the two programs in our class are Song Chen ’s rehearsals, and the other is Guan He ’s Erhu. Guan He invited me to perform with her, I was shocked: "Impossible, I have no literary cell."
Guan He smiled and said: "You only need to sing along with the music and sing karaoke in peace."
I still shook my head, and she gave me a deep analysis of the reason why she wanted to do this: "I will take the entrance exam soon. After the entrance exam, I do n’t know if we can enter the same school. Even if we enter the same school, we are only afraid of the possibility Very small. Maybe over time, you and us will naturally become estranged. I just want to leave a memory for our table at the same year. Maybe one day, when you watch your daughter singing and dancing in the auditorium, you will suddenly remember I remembered that there was a girl who sang songs with you. After going to high school, I will concentrate on learning and stop participating in these literary and art activities. This is probably the last performance in my middle school years. I want to make it special. This is I gave it to myself as well as your graduation gift. "
Her words were terrible, Qiong Yao, but even more terrible, I was actually impressed, and I said: "It will be embarrassing, so don't blame me."
Guan He understood that I had agreed, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I didn't plan to win the prize."
Zhang Jun seems to be released, but from time to time he will be absent from school. The teachers all know that he must have been asked by the police again, so he does not even need a leave.
When Zhang Jun was at school, he was always sullen and thinking about the problem. I suspect that even when he was not at the police station, he was thinking about how to answer the police ’s cross-examination. The problem he is facing is no easier than before. He may not do much, but there are many things he knows. Whether or not to be righteous is not an easy choice.
Zhang Jun is still that Zhang Jun, lingering as before, but (7) Several demon heads in class saw his eyes changed, the self-study class was very quiet, the class was very honest, anyway, suddenly, Zhang Jun It becomes a special deterrent.
Hao Si still did not come to school. Although the most gossip classmates did not know his news, everyone judged that he must have done something much more serious than Zhang Jun.
Tong Yunzhu often goes to Zhang Jun. When Zhang Jun is not thinking about problems with a sullen face, he must be with her.
Everyone often sees Zhang Jun and Tong Yunzhu together, but never sees him with his girlfriend Chen Yinan. I have a feeling that Zhang Jun should be dumped again. Sure enough, it didn't take long for news to come from the high school department that Chen Yinan and Zhang Jun broke up. Compared with the first two girlfriends, her way of breaking up was very literary and articulate, which was in line with the public's expectation of literary young women.
On that day, Song Chen was discussing the line. Guan He and I discussed what song we sang. The noise in the corridor suddenly disappeared. Several girls ran in and asked with regret: "Can you listen to the broadcast for a while?"
We all nodded in wonder, thinking that there was something unexpected in the school, and the school leaders wanted to speak.
They turned on the radio and immediately heard the affectionate voice of the school radio host echoing in the classroom: "The following song was broadcast to her good friend Zhang Jun by the former director of our radio station Chen Yinan. She wanted to say three sentences to him Words. The first sentence 'Thank you', the second sentence 'Goodbye', the third sentence 'Sorry'. Let's enjoy Hong Kong singer Chen Shuhua's "Rolling Red Dust" together. "
At first you inadvertently
And the young me
Love in Red Dust
Just because of the hurry of life
I think it's the fault of the world
Or causal
All for life
He will not hesitate to exchange yin and yang
Come and go
World travel for decades
Easy to get together
Love and hate forever
Should belong to your heart
It still protects my chest
For the hands that are turned over after the face that was transformed for the world
Come and go
World travel for decades
Easy to get together
Love and hate forever
So you don't want to leave
To say goodbye to me
There are still faint whispers in the world to follow our legends
I often go in and out of the karaoke hall, but this is the first time I listen to this song. The song is really nice, but I think that "it should belong to your heart, it still protects my chest" is Chen Yinan, "so you do n’t want to go, say goodbye to the missing me" is Zhang Jun-I am full of In the sad song, he heard a sense of joy and kept laughing, and Guan He bit his lip and smiled.
A girl shouted in the corridor: "Zhang Jun is downstairs, and he heard it."
The people in the classroom all hula rushed into the corridor, looked down at the window, and Guan He also pulled me out.
On the cement road beside Poplar Forest, Zhang Jun and Tong Yunzhu walk side by side. The big speakers on the campus are playing songs, and the small speakers in various classrooms are also playing songs, just like a big chorus.
"... There are still faint whispers in the world, following our legends ... It is difficult to come and go, decades of human travel, easy to separate and hard to gather, love and hate forever ..."
I ca n’t see what Zhang Jun ’s expression is. I just saw him and Tong Yunzhu standing on the road and turned to walk away from the teaching building. It is estimated that he also foresaw the corridor in the middle school now. .
The girls were very touched, imagining and whispering, and the triangle love of Zhang Jun, Chen Yinan, and Tong Yunzhu was derived in an instant.
Guan He's face was resting on my shoulder, and the whole body was shaking with a smile. I was also laughing, but I laughed and suddenly remembered. In fact, there is another non-editor star-Guan He, a super passerby-Luo Qiqi .
There was still a smile on his face, but bitterness filled his heart. How lucky is the girl who can wave goodbye to Zhang Jun, why don't I want to say goodbye?
Feelings of this age should be like unpredictable youth, like, it is a moment; dislike, it is also a moment. It will be liked because of a silhouette on his glass window, but also because of his naive words; it will be liked because of one of his eyes, but also because of one of his actions ...
This is true of the students around me. I like Jun A this semester. Maybe I like Jun B next semester. I am falling in love and falling in love, but why am I not like this? After so many years have passed, I alienated Zhang Jun in a decisive manner, while always paying attention to him, heartache for him, and sadness for him.
"The following is poetry appreciation. The poems selected for everyone today are ..."
I walked into the classroom, pulled down the switch cord, turned off the radio, and said to Guan He: "It's better to sing this song, listening to the tone is not high."
"When the whole auditorium laughs, Zhang Jun will come to trouble us."
"Afraid of him? Isn't he just here to entertain everyone? He is more entertaining than entertainment stars this year, one will be a Hong Kong gangster film, and the other will be Taiwan's Qiong Yao drama, I think we should award him a 'Best Entertainment Award of the Year' . "
Song Chen and Li Shan who heard me around all laughed.
Guan He smiled and said: "It is worthy of being a master of the debate! Fortunately, your character is not easy to fight, otherwise who can quarrel with you and win? You are deadly, you still have to laugh with you."
"Then let's sing this song? Even if you can't win the prize, you can still laugh with Zhang Jun's Dongfeng."
Guan He laughed breathlessly: "It's impossible. I just got rid of it at the head of the teaching director. Our teaching director hates students to follow the popular style of Hong Kong and Taiwan. Fortunately, the principal of No. 1 Middle School is not him, otherwise No. 1 Middle School must be similar to a concentration camp. "
I said to her very seriously: "Don't choose revolutionary songs for me, I can't sing; don't be a national song, I can't even sing."
Guan He nodded sadly.
I went to read my own novels and let her find a way. It would be better if I couldn't figure it out and give up on me.
Because Wavelet entered the sprint stage of the college entrance examination, the study was heavy, because I had to prepare a performance with Guan He, so I did not go to Wavelet for a long time.
Every Monday, the school will hold a solemn flag-raising ceremony. The high school section is on the left side of the square, and the junior high school section is on the right side of the square. When raising the national flag, salute the national flag at the same time, but after the national flag is raised, each will conduct their own week's teaching summary.
But today, very abnormally, the school brought together students from the junior high school and students from the high school, and the principal began to speak.
"... In the future, the school must strengthen the study style construction. Some recent bad incidents in the school have seriously affected the reputation of No. 1 Middle School. The school decided to deal with it seriously, so it decided to punish the following students."
The deputy principal in charge of school discipline took a list and began to report: "Hao Jianji in the third year (3) class was over-punished, expelled from school, ordered to withdraw from school; Check for half a year; high one ’s ××× recorded penalties, high two ’s ×× recorded penalties ...
I just do n’t want to hear it, and suddenly heard, "Xu Xiaobo of the third grade (6) class is too punished, expelled from school, ordered to drop out ..."
I was totally stupefied, and I could n’t believe what I heard. I must have heard it wrong! There must be someone with a similar pronunciation to his name!
The principal started to speak, but I just wanted to take a careful look at the list in their hands, and finally waited until the end of this unusually long morning meeting, and immediately rushed to the school's bulletin board. The white list and black notice had been posted.
Really wavelet!
I don't care about going to class anymore, and I will leave when I turn around. Guan He sees my intention and reminds me: "The principal has already spoken, and all the class teachers must start to strictly discipline. Don't hit the gun."
I ignored her, slipped out of the school's side door, called a taxi, and went to the cabaret.
The door of the cabaret was tightly closed. I knocked on the door for a long time. No one opened it for me. I could only go to "on the water side". I did not expect that "on the water side" also locked the door.
I was so anxious to smash the door outside, and finally, the side window opened, and the people inside looked at me and called me: "Luo Qiqi."
I rushed over: "Brother Li? What about Wavelet?"
He dragged my hand and let me flip in: "Wait, I will call Brother Li and say you are here."
I walked around on the ground. After finishing the phone call, he came back and said, "Brother Li said he will come over right away. Let you wait."
"What the happened?"
"I ’m just a younger brother. I do n’t know the specifics. I only heard that Xiaobo ’s place was reported to have drugs. The squid brother was caught in the game. Xiaobo seems to have beaten people into cripple. Li first put all his business closed."
I was paralyzed on the sofa, unable to move.
Hearing the car horn outside, he hurriedly opened the door, let me go out, and signaled to me: "Brother Li is here."
I hurried out, got down to Li Ge and sat down, and couldn't wait to ask: "Where is Xiaobo?"
Brother Li's eyes were full of bloodshot eyes: "I sent someone to him to the field."
"Will he be sentenced?"
"I'm trying my best to deal with the injured, hoping he can tell the police that he didn't see who hit him."
"Is the chance of success great?"
"There is a door. I sent someone to give him both hard and soft. His parents are old. His disability is already a fact. Rather than gamble to send Xiaobo to prison, it is better to take a sum of money and spend the rest of his life. If he Competing with us, we can't take him now, but unless he is sent to the cell with me, otherwise, when this year's limelight passes, his family should prepare a coffin and Laozi will go out. "
"Why did Wavelet do this? Are there really drugs in the cabaret?"
"You know my rules and don't get drugs. The drugs in the karaoke are framed. I blame me. I think that I have been doing business in accordance with the rules all these years. It doesn't matter if he fights hard and fights hard. The excitement of Liu, I didn't expect to be overcast, Xiaobo couldn't argue, the squid took all the charges to himself in order to protect Xiaobo and me. I was out of control in those days, I said a few words that I shouldn't say, Pushing the wavelet too hard, plus the news that the squid is definitely going to go to jail, the wavelet will be cruel when he is impulsive. "
I stared blankly at the front. Isn't Wavelet the most restrained and sensible person? Did n’t he tell me that the outside world is huge, do n’t hurt his wings too early? Is n’t his most want to do is to go to college?
I mumbled, "Xiaobo was expelled from school."
Brother Li was very sad, but comforted me and said: "It's okay, as long as this matter is settled, I will come back to find a way to get him a college entrance examination quota in the field. He will be able to take the exam next year, and he will be treated as a year waiting for you."
I leaned my head against the glass window and said nothing.
"Qiqi, let's go back to class." Brother Li's car stopped at the gate of a middle school. "Jianghu Yiqi is often a face-to-face talk. Look at the betrayal and escape of the brothers under Xiaoliu's men. Seeing his life more precious, no one recognized him as the elder brother at the critical moment. Xiaobo and squid can definitely use their bodies to help me block the knife, I treat them the same, so you can rest assured that I will not let them have a problem. "
I did n’t say anything, would n’t it matter? Now one is in prison and the other has fled to the field. Is this okay?
Brother Li also said: "I know you are uncomfortable in my heart, and I wish I could help Xiaobo to fight off the crime, but you really can't do anything. As long as you study well in school, you are the greatest help for us."
When Brother Li said this, the green bars in his hands jumped straight.
I nodded, pushed the door to get off the car, and turned around and told me, "I will inform me of any news, no matter good ... or bad."
"know."
At the door of the classroom, I thought Teacher Wu would punish me, but she didn't expect her to let me in.
I was not in the mood to think, and sat in my seat silently.
Guan He whispered: "I'm asking for leave for you, saying your aunt is patronizing you again. If the teacher asks you later, don't show me stuffing."
I nodded. In fact, she was worried. Teacher Wu trusted Guan He very much. Her words, the teacher absolutely believed.
2
Memories forever
There are always times when it will be discovered in the memory after the past.
Years later, at night under a light, I suddenly remembered and would smile quietly.
Those people have gone by boat in the river of time and disappeared.
In my heart, there is the warmth that crosses the river of time, and it will never fade away.
The incident of the wavelet made me suddenly calm down. All the rebellions and shame of the past have subsided. I became very well-behaved, living at two points and one line every day, school and home.
I started to concentrate all my thoughts on my studies, because I knew this was what Xiaobo wanted me to do most. Every time he saw my good grades, he would be very happy. I can't do anything for him now, this is the only thing I can do for him.
From Xiao Fei's accident to Zhang Jun's accident, I've been hanging around forever. Don't speak English that I hate, just like mathematics, physics and chemistry. I have also missed a lot of classes.
I first used a few days to turn the textbook of mathematics and physics from beginning to end, and clarify all the knowledge, study the example questions in the book thoroughly, and then, I began to turn through the reference book at hand and select the customs. The problem outlined by the Dutch with a red pen is the more tricky the more you like it, because when the mind is troubled, it will concentrate on the topic and consider how to make the problem from all angles.
Guan He quietly watched me solve the problem one by one, and every time I solved it, I discarded it, and did not retain the method of calculus argumentation, but she kept my draft paper for preservation.
I am very serious every day, do not read novels, do not concentrate, always doing exercises. Guan He was very surprised and didn't understand why I suddenly turned my temper.
At the time of class, I will prepare questions. During class activities, I will prepare a literary and artistic performance. I will be a voluntary audience for the skit, and watch Song Chen and Li Shan rehearse the skit. The sketch of the sketch was written by Song Chen, but the final formation of the lines is the collective wisdom of all of us.
During the rehearsal process, everyone revised it over and over again, sometimes forgetting the words, the people who acted arrogantly, the effect was amazing, everyone unanimously shouted: "Keep, keep!"
Guan He and I chose Deng Lijun's "Seeing the Cooking Smoke" again and again, which is in line with my unsound voice and no obvious "love" words, which touched the taboo of the teaching director. When they finished the ski break, Guan He and I practiced songs.
Song Chen was very unkind to me. When I sang, he often yelled in horror, saying that he was scared. Sanfan and Guan He said several times: "I have a special impulse to shut her in the toilet. Who supports me?"
Guan He smiled and said, "I'm more supportive of shutting you in."
In the laughter of everyone, I feel very trance. I seem to be the same as every girl of this age, reading, studying, living in harmony with classmates, and playing with noisy. After the laughter, I knew that I was different from them. They could chase and make trouble without knowing sadness, but I would look out the window and think, where is Xiaobo now? When are you coming back?
When even I recite Song Chen's sketch lines, the literary performance finally arrived.
Everything seems to be the same as when I was in the first grade. The beautiful men and women in each class used songs and dances to compare with each other. Lin Lan still used two dances to lead the show, and it is almost certain that (2) the class will win the prize. However, everything is not the same as when I was in the first grade. Tong Yunzhu did not participate, nor did he have Xiao Fei's figure. Zhang Jun had been exhausted to deal with the police, and it was impossible to play this.
Every year, literary and artistic performances are similar; every year, people are different.
In addition to the programs of (2) class, the programs of (1) class are also quite interesting, but they are not liked by the teaching director because the theme is not "healthy and positive", and the programs of our class are the most alternative.
It used to be that there were no class performance sketches, but our class sketches were extremely funny because they were planned by Song Chen, a poet, and a bunch of people made up lines.
Song Chen embedded the names of everyone in our class into lines and made up stories to show. Of course, this spoof, we all contributed wisdom. Song Chen also has a very post-modern nonsense and deconstructionist style (even though we did n’t even know what postmodernity, nonsense, and deconstructionism were at the time), the characters in the play were very cumbersome, and there was no borderline. Hu Hansan wearing a Leifeng hat, Jiang Qing wearing a red cotton jacket, Andy Lau, whose hair is so shiny that he can kill flies, and Guo Fucheng wearing a red bat shirt ...