Chapter 72: What a pity it's not you

On January 9th, H City ushered in the first snow in 2003, and it was like a feline. Compared with the spring banquet, it was no difference. I wonder if it has raised too many talents and beautiful people. The whole ancient city is also a day after day. The sun and the earth become poetic.
A Heng accidentally slipped while receiving water in the morning, broke the water bottle and poured the whole trouser legs. She couldn't laugh or cry, so she had to lose the old one and buy a new pot.
On the way, I met the monitor, Xiaopang, who was eating buns. When he saw her, he pulled his pigtail and asked, "My child, how is your review?"
A Heng: "Little fat, monitor, do you believe that I can't do it once? I was really a good boy before."
Xiao Pang flushed with cold, sniffed, stuffed the buns: "You pull it down, I will be crazy if I believe you. Okay, don't run anywhere today, and go to study with brother."
Xiaopang is a kid who can squeeze into a bun with a smile and has a few folds. He is kind and responsible, and he is very popular. But too overbearing, in the class is an absolute one-party dictatorship, the one-party ruler. He said that A Heng is going to study for self-study, so our children must go. One second later can make you shameless and you will not be suspended for treason today and tomorrow.
Really, old domineering.
So Ah Heng could only "Oh", and followed Xiaopang with the new pot, and swayed to the study room.
Towards the end of the term, the study room was full of people, and half of the building was full. Finally, I finally saw a few people on the fifth floor. As soon as he wanted to go in, Xiaopang pointed at the two people in the corner of the last row: "Hey, isn't it Brother Gu, that, Du Qing?"
A Heng glanced, nodded and said yes.
Xiaopang wondered: "How did they get together?"
A Heng smiled: "Nowhere in life, you can eat a bun and buy a pot."
Chubby murmured, too. Suddenly, he closed the door and said strictly: "No, you can't enter this classroom. Wen Heng can't see Feibai."
Aheng laughed blankly.
Wen Heng could not see Feibai. This sentence is Xiaopang's famous saying, and it implicitly shows the objective embarrassment of Wen Heng who sees Gu Tiancai about to pounce at any time.
Xiaopang patted Aheng on the shoulder: "Don't stick him so hot anymore. There will be no freshness at that time, and your mind will get crooked. When you cry. Brother is a man, so I know what men think."
Aheng said, "Which eye did you see me sticking to him?"
Xiaopang patted the snow on his schoolbag and said: "It's not sticky, how to say, it should be you rely on him, you can't see him, you...you panic, I will tell you."
Aheng: "Really... hit the nail on the head."
She has been locating her feelings for Gu Feibai, and found that those who like and love seem to be too far away from her, but she can't see him, and she will unconsciously recall the feeling of being hungry on the flyover holding a leather suitcase. There is no sense of security, it's really... difficult.
So, thinking backwards, a member of a Wildlife Conservation Association in City B doesn't know if he thinks the same way. It is really sure if he doesn't like it, but he thinks of the delicious feeling of ribs.
Xiaopang said, "Have you ever thought about the future? I asked you to study hard as if it hurt you. Every day you think about how to earn one or two more dollars. If you lose one or two dollars, you can starve to death or something. Master Gu Can you be the same? If you don’t work hard, let alone follow in the footsteps of others, you can get out of the Sahara. Just for a little money, short-sighted and vulgar!"
A Heng bowed his head: "It's really going to starve to death. You can lose a dime."
The deflated belly, and the deflated...self-esteem.
In the evening, Xiao Pang stretched his waist and let him go.
A Heng hurried back to the dormitory, put down the pot and changed his clothes, ready to go to work.
Du Qing has returned, and everyone else in the bedroom is also there. Everyone's expressions are a little weird, looking at her, hesitating to talk.
Aheng wondered: "What's the matter?" He lowered his head and found a mess under the bed. The place where the box was enlarged was empty.
A Heng looked around but didn't see it. Bi drew the size of the box: "My box, have you seen it?"
Xiao Sanyi in the dormitory was straightforward and couldn't help but opened his mouth: "A Heng, it's not like you, why don't you discuss such unlucky things in the dormitory?"
Aheng lowered his head.
She has no home, where do she want to put it?
The fourth faintly said: "A Heng, you are not doing this right. Let alone the box, why don't you tell everyone about the second sister and Gu Feibai? The grievance she suffered is not small, you can't fight it. Everyone loves you and ignores sisterhood."
Aheng looked at Du Qing, stretched out his hand, his face pale: "Where is the box, where is my box?"
Du Qing bowed his head: "A Heng, I figured it out, Feibai, I won't fight with you. Gu Feibai said I am stronger than you, and I can be happy without him, but you are different. You have always had a lot of trauma in your heart. As my father had a heart attack, from struggling to death..."
Who wants to hear you say this, I know better than you.
A Heng looked at her, his blood was cold, and his heart hurts when he inhaled. The knife slashed, and he yelled, "Where is my box?"
Where's the box?
She looked around the bedroom blankly. The desk, umbrella, kettle, mirror, slippers, everything was there.
But what about the box?
Where's dad...
Xiao Wu couldn't bear it, closed his eyes, and pointed in the direction of the bathroom.
A Heng walked over, step by step, cold handles, an unbearably small space.
On the ground, her big box was scattered.
A ticket, the ticket to bring her here.
A filial attire, which she wore when crying for someone else's father.
A wooden sign, the position of loving father Wen Anguo.
Often, when she couldn't bear it, she hid here, holding her father and crying.
Dad, I also want to be a good boy that everyone likes. But how much effort is needed?
The floor is so cold, they put you on the ground.
She turned around and slapped Du Qing severely.
She said: "I won't forgive you, never!"
She once said: "Dad, I seem to have five more sisters. They treat me very well."
Suddenly, looking at them, there was no pain in his eyes.
The big box, the one when it came, and when it left, is the same one after all.
City B.
On the evening of January 9th, Yanxi had a show that was entertaining. It analyzed a person in a comprehensive, multi-level and three-dimensional manner. How old are you to wet the bed, how old are you to wipe your buttocks after you learn how to use it? A show to satisfy the audience's evil taste.
Yanxi scolded: "Who has the bad idea?"
The director was helpless: "Your Fans said that if you don't let you appear on this show, you will black out ten websites, large and small."
Yanxi is weak: "The little girls love me too much."
Director Biao Tiao: "You don't have to black us if you love you!"
Yanxi stretched out his hand: "Where is the Taiwanese book?"
The director is serious: "We have never had a script for this show. As long as the host masters the program's progress and rhythm, you can play at will. Ah, yes, two show guests will be invited."
Yanxi raised her eyebrows: "Who?"
The director is mysterious: "You will know when the time comes. The purpose of our show is to create unexpected effects. By the way, DJ Yan, I remember you can play the piano, and there will be a link to show your talents."
Yanxi said: "What time will it be recorded?"
The director muttered: "Live broadcast, probably until the early morning of the 10th."
Yanxi twitched: "I want to know how high the ratings of your show can be. Most of the night's sleepers, who watched it?"
The director said: "Probably the same rating as your Sometimes."
Yanxi: "There are so many idlers who don't sleep at night..."
Next, he thought for a while and said, "I will prepare the piano first. Isn't it at ten o'clock tonight? I will be there on time." Then, he nodded politely, said goodbye and left, and finally grew from an arrogant boy to a little gentleman. Looks like.
It seems that last night, I was still talking naively and thinking about violence and innocence, but now I finally learned to calm down and restrain my emotions, saying "please give me more advice."
Time is really a terrible thing.
When making a show at night, the host must say what he hopes and know everything is endless.
Yanxi smiled: "When I was three years old, I stole a lollipop and stuffed it under my pillow. My grandpa frightened me that if I ate the candy, there would be worms in my mouth, and the worms would knock my teeth with a small hammer all day. I was young and ignorant. , Knowing everything is endless, but I was beaten by my grandfather, which directly caused me to have a shadow on these eight characters now."
The host sneered: "DJ Yan is really humorous."
Knowing that he was not as easy to handle as the other guests, he converged a little and asked some questions about the online census, favorite colors, animals, food, unforgettable experiences, etc.
Yanxi answered one by one, how to be serious.
The director was anxious, and winked at the host. The host turned his words and asked Yanxi: "Recently, you and the host Chu Yunchu have been very popular in the scandal, is it true?"
Yanxi smiled and said nothing.
The host is curious: "Is it true?"
Yanxi said: "If I say true or false, the program will have no effect. It is better not to speak, you are more curious."
The host cursed secretly in his heart: Damn, one of them relied on their mouths, and asked me to use their mouths to molest their faces. Isn’t that an obvious tragedy. But his face opened with a smile, and said, "Then what did Miss Chu say about this issue, and what did DJYan's good friend and Lu's Shao Donglu Liu say?"
So, the topic was not enough, and the beautiful and handsome men came to join in.
Yanxi hugged her chest and raised her eyebrows when she looked at the two people who appeared from the other side.
Chu Yun wears a small beige Chanel dress, which happened to be given to her by Yanxi last time. The face is not usually dignified and photogenic, but with a lot of lively and casual, exquisite features, white face, which makes people feel good about it.
As for Lu Liu, the blue suit and iron gray tie, people made of jade are generally not happy or angry. Seeing him, he smiled slightly.
Yan Xi didn't mind that during the show, she said flatly: "Why are you here?" His tone pointed at Lu Liu.
Lu Liu's slender hands combined into a spire-like shape, placed on his chin, in an imposing posture like no one else: "I happen to have time, come and see you. Why, not welcome?"
Chu Yun sat down between the two of them, separated their sights, and smiled at the host: "Host Huang, you can continue."
Yanxi frowned, stretched out her finger and gently pushed Chu Yun: "Hey, aren't you too crowded? Isn't there a set of sofas opposite."
Chu Yun lowered her head, her eyes were bright and her voice was very small. She said, "Yanxi, I'm not afraid of Lu Liu. Really, you don't have to worry."
Yanxi touched her forehead with five fingers and smiled: "Please, this lady, I am the one next to you."
The host’s glasses reflected light and cunning: "The two are whispering to each other, it looks like a good relationship."
Chu Yun smiled: "DJ Yan and I are good friends who can drink and eat meat, watch movies, and give gifts to each other. Don't think too much about it."
Yanxi: "..."
Lu Liu smiled faintly, with gentle eyes: "Yes, Yanxi often hangs out with Ms. Chu, and often ignores gatherings with friends for this."
Yanxi convulsed.
Chu Yun glanced at Lu Liu, pretendingly: "No, I often persuade him to play with you."
The host was completely excited: "This is basically the relationship, sure enough, the two have indeed come together."
Yan Xi pounced: "You came to a conclusion sooner."
Chu Yun blushed with shame, "Yanxi, you forgot today, uh, which is January 9. What day is it?"
Yan Xi squinted: "What day?"
"That's it, the day I saw you for the first time. At that time, I was doing a show and playing games. There were two people with three legs. We were in a team..."
Yanxi was inexplicable: "Then what?"
Chu Yun smiled: "Then, I fell in love with you at first sight."
All people are stupid. After all, it is an entertaining show. Not many people will make fun of their reputation.
After a three-second pause, the host reacted, congratulated the two of them, and asked Yanxi how he felt.
So, what more Yanxi could think about, he said, "Thank you Chu Ai, I didn't expect it to be so meaningful today..." He bowed his head, hung his hair softly, and gritted his teeth, "Chu Yun, you don't think so ?"
Chu Yun held his head high and said, "I must be worthy of the Chanel you gave me."
Lu Liu was playful, leaning on the side of the sofa with his long legs folded, watching the two men's small movements.
The host said: "It's rare for our big beauty to take the initiative to confess, does DJYan have any indication?"
Yanxi, oh, after reacting, it's talent, and then said: "I play a piano song and give it to Chu Yun, uh...and our anniversary."
Naturally, the piano is already prepared. Yanxi looked down at the time of the watch, adjusted the distance of the piano stool, and lifted the piano cover with his slender fingers.
He thought for a while, looked at the black and white keys under his finger, his black hair covered his expression, and the corner of his lips smiled, but with a rare gentleness.
He said: "Devotion's MyPrayer."
The warm and meticulous piano sound played, and at the beginning, it was a monologue:
DearGod,
Iknowthatshe'soutthere,theoneI'msupposedtosharemywholelifewith.Andintime,you'llshowhertome.Willyoutakecareofher,comforther,andprotecther,untilthatdaywemeet.Andletherknow,myheartisbeatingwithhers.
(Dear God: I know that the person I want to spend my life with, she, is not here. But I believe that sometime, you will let me see her again. Can you please help me take good care of her Let her live comfortably, and bless her until the day we meet again. Also, let her know that my heart is with her.)
The fluent fingers, the slowed voice, seemed to spoil someone wholeheartedly, but helpless to that person.
DearGod, in such a confiding tone, delivered wholeheartedly, devoted all his tenderness to the God of whose.
The stop talisman, the cool finger, the lute sound, the pale color.
Silence, blankness, a soothing direction, a dazed end, the white snow outside the window.
Unstoppable breathing, but it sounded again, warming the room, praying.
InadreamIholdyouclose
(I often hold you tightly in my dreams)
Embracingyouwithmyhands
(Hold you with both hands)
Yougazedatmewitheyesfullofloveandmademeunderstand
(You stared at me with eyes full of love and made me realize)
ThatIwasmeanttoshareitwithyoumyheartmymindmysoul
(It is destined that you will share everything about me)
ThenIopenedmyeyes
(But when I open my eyes)
AndallIseerealityshowsI'malone
(The truth in my eyes is that I am still alone)
ButIknowsomedaythatyou'llbebymyside
(But I know you will appear by my side one day)
CauseIknowGod'sjustwaitingtillthetimeisright
(God is just waiting for the right time)
Godwillyoukeephersafefromthethunderstorm
(God please keep her safe and away from the storm)
Whentheday'scoldwillyoukeepherwarm
(When the weather is cold, please give her warmth)
Whenthedarknessfallswillyoupleaseshinehertheway
(When darkness falls, please light her way)
GodwillyouletherknowthatIloveherso
(God can you let her know that I love her so much)
Whenthere'snoonetherethatshe'snotalone
(She will not be alone even if there is no one around her)
Justclosehereyesandletherknow
(As long as she closes her eyes, she will know)
Myheartisbeatingwithhers
(My heartbeat is always with her)
SoIprayeduntilthatdaywhenourheartswillbeatasone
(So ​​I will keep praying until we are together)
Iwillwaitsopatiently
(I will always wait patiently)
Forthatdaytocome
(Just for the coming of this day)
MyPrayer, my prayer.
He said, I don't believe in the existence of God in this world, but if such a person really exists, I would be grateful, pity and pride, and regard him as God.
He said that he doesn't even have to bring that person to me, as long as he cherishes it and keeps it in love, I am still grateful.
After a long time, the stretched shoulder blades finally retracted. Raising his eyes again, there was already a look of indifference and distance. The gentleness just now disappeared.
Turning around, his big eyes were filled with powerful souls. He looked at Chu Yun with a smile and said clearly: "To the lovely MissChu, for your love at first sight."
Chu Yun blinked, "I think God has arranged the best actress by your side."
Lu Liu smiled faintly and looked at the wall clock in the studio: "Although I am sorry, but I have to remind the two of you, it's half past six, January 10."