Chapter 1420: Niuniu's past

"My mother is an outside room and has no money. In the past, my dad would secretly give my mom some money, but then my dad disappeared. To live, my mom put me in boarding school, and she went out to work and earn money to pay me I grew up in a boarding school as far as I can remember. Later, my father’s house suddenly found me, saying that it was for me to recognize my ancestors and give my mother a lot of money. My mother didn’t There was no stubborn refusal. Instead, he accepted the money and told me, Niuniu, I can’t give you the best life, and your father’s
You can at home. Seize this opportunity to become a master. "I cried and cried, begging her not to leave. But she finally left. Then I was taken home by my grandparents. At that time, I learned that my father and his wife had been married for more than ten years and had no children, so their family thought of my child born outside the room. They promised mom
Mom, will definitely raise me well. So my mother gave me to them. "In the beginning, they did give me good food. But my father's wife in the house always beats and scolds me when my grandparents and father are away. I swear that I must rely on my own efforts to control my life instead of being pushed around and calling
Scold away. "So I studied like crazy, and then I took the exam abroad with my best score. When I got the offer from the university, my family opposed me going to study abroad, so I told them that I would not spend a penny on them. I earned all the tuition and living expenses by myself. Then I resolutely
Resolutely left that terrible home, came to a foreign country, and started my hard life. "At the beginning, the family would ask about my situation. But I didn't ask for a while later, I inquired about it and found out that my father's wife was finally pregnant. They have their own direct blood in the family, and the child born in my outer room is naturally no longer important.
That's why I said, I have no home. Mom doesn't know where it is, Dad... as if not. That home is not my home either. Niuniu said with a chuckle and said, "That's why I work so hard to make money. Only money can bring me a sense of security. "
Shen Mo suddenly shook Niuniu's hand and said, "Sister Niuniu, so you are so difficult." Niuniu shook her head and said, "I don't feel hard, but feel good. Living on my own is stronger than anything else. I am now too. Not counting the lack of money, even if I graduate and look for a job now, I won’t starve to death. After so many years of hard work, I understand a lot of truth in advance. In fact, I am really very
Those who envy you have been hurt since childhood. I can't, I can only rely on myself. "
"In the future, let Brother Jianqing love you more." Shen Mo said with a pouting mouth. "No, it's impossible for me and him." Niuniu shook her head and said, "His lintel will not accept an illegitimate daughter born to an outside woman. You are all rich and of the heaviest descent. It doesn't matter if you are a commoner. , But it must be pure blood. And I... I even who my mother is, my grandparents
No one knows. From the time I can remember, there is only my mother and myself. Moreover, my mother did not marry my father and gave birth to me. This kind of thing cannot be accepted by the rich. "
"A girl of unknown ancestry, no one will accept. What's more, I don't want to tarnish the lintel of the rich." Niuniu laughed and said to herself: "This is good. Be friends with you is already my biggest I’m lucky, how can I be so greedy that I want everything?"
Shen Mo looked at Niuniu quietly.
At this moment, Shen Mo seemed to see something different from what she used to hear and see.
It turns out that not all girls in this world are born lucky.
Her luck is really rare in the world.
Niuniu is actually about the same age as her, but the things she has experienced have exceeded her by many, many times.
It turns out that life can be so cruel.
Shen Mo couldn't help asking: "Then do you miss them?" Niuniu shook her head: "I don't remember what my mother looked like. When I was a child, I lived in boarding and couldn't see her once a month, but she would pay me money at the end of every month. In his account, pay for my boarding school expenses. Then I will come to see me once in a long time, not more than an hour at a time.
When I was seven years old, when I returned to my father's house, she never showed up again. So, I don’t remember her look anymore. "
"Then do you hate them?" Shen Mo felt so entangled. "Hate? Why do you want to hate?" Niuniu said with a wry smile: "They all have their own last resort and their own difficulties. When my mother left, she went away in tears. I know she is not willing to me. But I also know. , If she does not let go, with her meager salary, it will be
After that, I can no longer afford my boarding fees. I will lose the opportunity to study, learn badly at the bottom of the society, and then waste my life. "And my father, he used to really love my mother. But he couldn't match the arrangement at home, so he married a woman he didn't love. He was probably very painful and entangled at the time, right? So he compensated me in this way. Although he hasn’t given me much fatherly love so far, at least let me
To avoid dropping out of school to avoid poor schooling due to lack of education at the bottom of the society. "
"So, why should I hate? After all, when I was born, they really loved each other." Niuniu tidyed up the quilt, smiled, and said: "I am not as fragile as you think."
"If you can't hang up, you always avoid Brother Jianqing. You are afraid that even if you are together, you will be separated in the future, right?" Shen Mo had a rare experience.
Niuniu nodded: "Yes."
"Then, Sister Niuniu, is your name Niuniu?" Shen Mo asked again. "I have a lot of names, my mother gave me, my father gave me, and my name abroad, my favorite is the name my mother gave me. Niuniu. Simple and easy to remember, pure as ever Niuniu replied, "My father's surname is Dai. My Chinese name should be Dai.
Niuniu. But I don't like this surname, and I don't want to have anything to do with this surname, so you should call me Niuniu. "
"Well, sister Niuniu, I will support you to the end!" Shen Mo reached out and bravely held Niuniu's hand, and said, "It's good to call Niuniu! We don't need the last name!"
Niuniu chuckles and laughs: "Well, no surname. Okay, it's getting late, go to bed early!"
"Sister Niuniu, good night." Shen Mo then withdrew his hand and fell asleep properly. Listening to Shen Mo's even breathing, Niuniu couldn't sleep anymore.