Chapter 544: Singing on the willow

Xia Xi people are not very comfortable, and they lay up on their clothes, and they slept in a short time.
I slept in the afternoon, and woke up at eight or nine o'clock in the night. I saw Li Lei sitting on the bed and looking at her with a pair of quiet eyes, some sad. Xia Wei moved and asked Li Lei: "What are you doing?"
Li Lei smiled very softly, and the sadness in his eyes swept away: "Nothing, see if you slept well, tired." He said, "Get up for dinner?"
Xia Wei said: "I don't want to eat."
"Then lay down for a while." Li Lei is not reluctant.
Xia Wei actually lie on the bed for a while, in the countryside night, there are unknown insects outside the window, and there is a faint sound of children. She listened with ecstasy, remembering her dead baby, and her eyes gradually covered with a faint mist.
Li Lei looked in his eyes and reached out and took her into his arms.
Her body was slightly stiff, and her heart flashed through the sight of the buggy as she came out of the cemetery during the day. Later, I felt that his comfort was not so sincere.
She told herself that she could not ask Li Lei like this. She did not want him to be sad and sad to hide everything.
However, when he was really out of the way, she felt that her heart was empty.
She gently opened his arms and sat up: "I am going to eat."
Li Lei looked at her and got out of bed, and looked down at her own hand, bitter.
He was also tired for a day, accompanied her to take a five- or six-hour car ride, arranged for people to rent a house, cleaned, let the chef prepare the food she liked, and could not lose momentum in front of Yan Ziheng, dealing with his sharp arrows. Li Lei went to the restaurant to accompany her for a few meals, and at night, she slept very hard.
When I woke up in the morning, Xia Wei was no longer there, and the bedding on the side of the body was a little messy and cold.
She seems to have been up for a long time.
Li Lei quickly got up, hurriedly washed and asked the driver who was cleaning in the yard: "What about Miss Ye?"
"Miss Ye went out early in the morning and said that she was going to distract her. Arnold and Ah Si followed in secret." The driver said, "Boss, let's have breakfast."
"No." Li Lei asked her which direction she was going, and went out.
In the early morning in the countryside, the air is very fresh, the countryside is verdant, the river bank is light and elegant, and the willows on the shore are swaying with leaves and leaves, and there is a leisurely and tranquil scenery. Li Lei did not appreciate it, and walked in a hurry for a long time. Thousands of golden sunshine emerged from the eastern canopy. He met her in the morning sun and found her on the bank of the river.
She was facing him, sitting on a large rock, surrounded by a group of children.
In the wind with the scent of willow leaves, the songs that were sent to her on and off, melodious, just like the sound of nature.
"Sister, you sing very well."
"Yes, sister, you can sing another one."
The children either stand or sit and look at her with eager eyes.
So Xia Wei said: "Good." Sing again, the song is very peaceful, there is no gorgeous dazzling skills and momentum, is the simplest children's songs and folk songs - "Spring Day Tour, Mo Shanghua, Qi Fangcao is my home... ..."
A group of children are intoxicated.
Li Lei was also fascinated, slowed down, and quietly turned to a big willow tree, looking at her side face. Her cheeks are as white as jade, and there is a faint golden light in the morning sun. She sings so beautifully, her eyes are very soft, and people can't help but like them.
She sang one song and another.
Some children said to her: "Sister, you have a baby in the future, he is really happy, every day can hear such a good song."
"Yeah, yeah," the other children said.
The light smile on her face was slightly bitter.
In the distance, a peasant woman greets the children to go back to eat. The children have bid farewell to Xia Yu, and they have gone a long way. On the bank of the bank of the river bank, the desert was restored, and only the breeze rustled the leaves.
Xia Wei sat quietly on the big stone, looking at the sparkling river, the look was even more embarrassing.
Li Lei walked out from behind the tree and sat down beside her.
She noticed someone around her, looked at her face and saw him, and turned her head and looked at the water quietly.
"After returning to the city, I will contact several good hospitals to treat you. Maybe I can have children later."
"Do you want a child?"
"I think you like children very much."
Xia Wei did not speak, bowed his head and looked at his toes. She is not a qualified mother. She can't even protect her children. Now, the little Shao Hui is still cold. She is anxious to do treatment and try to regenerate one. What is this?
"No one can replace Shaohui," she said.
Not to mention that she has no fertility now, even if there is, even if she really gave birth to another child, each child is unique, and no child can replace the one who died.
Li Lei was silent for a while before saying: "Let's go, the river is cool. Go back to have some breakfast, let's go to the cemetery to see Shaohui."
Xia Hao nodded and obediently followed him back.
After eating breakfast, he took her to the cemetery. Today is not the day of Shaohui’s burial. There is no clearing in the cemetery. There are a few family members who mourn the deceased relatives. They are all accompanied by their husbands, or the elders look sad and peaceful with their children.
Li Lei gently held Xia's hand.
Xia Yu earned a bit, did not earn, and went with him.
Li Lei held her tightly, and she felt a sense of solidity in her heart. I felt that they were also a family when they looked at the surface. They came out to see the children together, like a pair of ordinary couples.
This is fine.
When I came to the child's tomb, the deep and sturdy "裴" on the tombstone was like a thorn, and it was tied in his heart. He has to make a foolish look, because that is her child.
He heard Xia Wei ask, "How come there are flowers here?"
In front of the tombstone is a bunch of fresh white daisies, with twitching petals on the morning dew.
Here is the vip acupoint. They all accompanied the staff. At this time, the staff said to her respectfully: "This is what Mr. Yu told me yesterday. I want to give the child a bunch of flowers every day, 365 days. , one day without interruption."
Zhai Ziheng knew that she would look at the children when he was not there. Since it is impossible to stop, it is better to pay more attention to the scene. Whenever she comes to see it, she will feel that he is good to their mother and child. He wants her heart to always have its own shadow.
Xia Wei did not expect that Zhai Ziheng was so kind, this is obviously not his child, but he even paid attention to such small things as flowers every day.
Li Lei's look is slightly tight, the man, how is the ghost? !
He bent down and placed some of the toys and fruit snacks he had bought in front of the child's tombstone. Mouth said: "Shao Hui, you are going to be good in the sky, to bless your mother is also good, happy and healthy."