Chapter 1157: The heartache that flashed by

Chapter 1157
"Anything?"
"Of course!" Su Xiaoyan answered affirmatively again.
"This is what you said, you will see what you want, come with me." Bu Lingfeng walked forward and asked her to follow.
Su Xiaoyan didn't know where Pu Lingfeng was going to take her, but in order to achieve her goal, even if it was the Tiger's Den in Longtan, she also went.
Not surprisingly, they returned to the room where they had spent the long night together. He went in first, but she was standing at the door, not daring to go inside.
She was very entangled in her heart. She was ready to retaliate against Wang Xiaolei. She could agree to all the conditions of Bu Ling Feng, but if his conditions were really the same as last time, wouldn't she be like Wang Xiaolei?
The last time it was Wang Xiaolei begging her to come, but this time it was she who took the initiative to find Bu Ling Feng.
She was entangled in various ways, as if two villains were fighting, and one person told her, as long as she can achieve her goal, why bother to pay? Didn't Wang Xiaolei sacrifice her just to achieve his goal?
Another villain said that she can't become the same person as Wang Xiaolei, at least they are still married now, and she can't do anything out of order. Although Wang Xiaolei is already sorry for her, she can't be like him.
"Why, do you regret it?" Bu Lingfeng turned to look at her when seeing Su Xiaoyan not going in.
The deep eyes, with strong penetrating power, could see what she was thinking at a glance.
No regrets, but hesitate.
Su Xiaoyan walked in tentatively two steps, the two villains in her mind, one of them had already defeated the other.
Even if she betrayed her body again, she still wants Wang Xiaolei to taste the pain she has endured over the past five years.
"No, I don't, but I haven't divorced Wang Xiaolei yet, I don't want to..."
As soon as the words were spoken, Su Xiaoyan hesitated again. She and Bu Ling Feng just met together. Isn't it too unkind to do so? But other than that, she didn't seem to have a better way.
As expected, Bu Lingfeng could see through her thoughts at a glance, and came to her in three or two steps, pulled her wrists up, and flicked hard, her body flew out directly uncontrollably, and the landing place was just right. On that big bed.
Before Su Xiaoyan could get up, he suddenly bullied herself and pressed her on the bed with his body, almost exactly the same as the scene that night.
"What are you doing?" Su Xiaoyan was a little frightened.
He was even more aware that Bu Lingfeng was a little angry, but she didn't know what she said wrong and angered him.
"Su Xiaoyan, do you know what you were talking about just now?" Pu Lingfeng's eyes were filled with chill, and the temperature dropped to freezing in an instant.
"I..." She wanted to use him. If the goal of divorce could be achieved in the end, it would be great, but when faced with his question, she persuaded.
"No one dares to use me." Bu Lingfeng seemed to be squeezing his anger, every word was squeezed out of his teeth, she could almost understand his feelings, and she hated being used by others, so she was so. Hate Wang Xiaolei.
"I want to divorce Wang Xiaolei—I want to divorce—" Su Xiaoyan suddenly yelled out hysterically.
I don't know if she tried too hard, but this roar broke free from his restraint on her.
After Su Xiaoyan sat up from the bed half-supported, she realized that it was not that she had really freed him, but that he had let her go.
They looked at each other, but Su Xiaoyan couldn't see the slightest emotion in Bu Lingfeng's deep eyes.
Bu Lingfeng is a person who knows how to hide. He can't express any emotions on his face, and his eyes are also well hidden. He is a person who is completely unpredictable.
"I don't want to use you, I just... I just hope you can help me..." Su Xiaoyan wants to explain, but doesn't know what to say. Using him for divorce is one aspect, but more is to hope him Can help her.
Help her get out of this sad marriage!
He Lianyi said that they gambled for six years, and she has survived five years, and only one year is left, but she doesn’t want to suffer like this anymore, she can’t just make it for nothing. Wang Xiaolei !
Why did she sacrifice herself so stupidly to perfect Wang Xiaolei? Her marriage was already a joke, and she didn't want to finally see Wang Xiaolei get what he wanted and then show off in front of her.
"Tell me why."
Su Xiaoyan knew that to explain this problem clearly, she had to tell Bu Ling Feng the real reason for her divorce.
However, she couldn't say it.
That is the biggest pain in her heart, who wants to tear the wound open for others to see?
"Why didn't you say it!" Seeing her hesitating, Bu Lingfeng's anger seemed to rise again. He took a step forward, reached out and pinched her chin accurately, and forcibly raised her head, forcing her to look at him. "I said so swearly on the phone, why can't I say a word now?"
Su Xiaoyan looked at Bu Lingfeng and looked at his dark eyes. She understood how angry he was, just like her who knew the truth later, she only thought about revenge.
But her heart suddenly calmed down a lot, and tears came out unconsciously, and she didn't know why, and the tears slipped down quietly.
Upon seeing this, Bu Lingfeng unconsciously lightened the strength in her hand, but she did not expect that she would suddenly cry.
Su Xiaoyan didn't expect that when she knew the truth, she didn't cry. She didn't cry every day when she struggled with Wang Xiaolei, but now she is crying.
She feels wronged. In the past five years, what she has endured is something that ordinary women can't imagine, and she has endured so much. The marriage she tried so hard to maintain turned out to be like this.
"He lied to me..." Su Xiaoyan said cryingly, her tears were like broken beads, and they couldn't stop, sliding down her cheeks to her chin and dripping onto the back of Bu Lingfeng's hand.
Bu Lingfeng seemed to be burnt, and subconsciously let go of his hand, the coldness in his eyes gradually faded. At that moment, Su Xiaoyan seemed to see a flash of distress in his eyes.
She knew that she was wrong, how could a strange man feel sorry for her? Wang Xiaolei, her respectable and lovely husband, the person next to her pillow who has been with her for five years, even he would not feel sorry for her, let alone a strange man?
She probably lacks too much love, that's why she has these crazy thoughts. She is very sad to say it.
Su Xiaoyan believed that she was the one who made the greatest effort and sacrifice in this marriage. She gave up her circle of friends for Wang Xiaolei and became a housewife with peace of mind at home. She wanted to be a good wife for He manages everything in the house.