Chapter 295: Princess Sanyin Fanwai-It's always been my one-man show

I'm Liu Chuyu of Shanyin Princess.
I'm a princess, and I'm Jinzhiyuye.
When I was very young, I knew the benefits of identity, that is, what I want, it is much easier than most people in the world.
My father-in-law loves me very much. As a woman, I don't have to worry about the status of a prince like Ziye. I just need to enjoy everything that identity brings me.
But then I learned that there are really no people in this world who can live a lifetime without trouble, when or where will you always meet that thing, or that person.
I met Rong Zhi.
It was a wonderful spring day, I lived in Shanyin, and in my spare time I went out to ride green, fragrant spring trees, weeping poplars, and I met my robbers.
At that time, he was dressed in snow-white clothes, sitting on a white horse, looking optimistically, Liuli unparalleled.
I have never seen such a handsome young man. I ca n’t help getting out of the car to talk to him. The young man is very elegant, his eyes are smiling slightly, and his language is sharp. He seems to know everything, and I always feel that I must dig out what I have learned. To keep up with him.
When I was separated, I learned his name and place of stay, and returned to the mansion, but I couldn't help it.
At that time, I was at the age when I could get married. Not long ago, my father-in-law asked me which son I looked after, and he gave me a horse. I did n’t go to my heart at that time, but I talked with that boy for a long time, but I I can't help but be fascinated. If he is my horse, I have nothing to regret in my life.
He must like me too, otherwise why would he smile at me like that?
If you only learn about appearance and status, there are not many women in the world that can compare with me, and you wo n’t be able to afford him anyway.
I went over and over and thought about it all the night, how can't I fall asleep, his heart filled with smile and look at me, the next morning, I couldn't help but went to his residence, showed his identity, said that he would make the father the emperor Decide to make him my pony.
Alas—I didn't know at the time that some people in the world would disdain the noble royal family.
After I finished speaking, I saw his smile, still so graceful and thoughtful, with beautiful and beautiful eyes, but the bottomless black eyes seemed to have a touch of ridicule.
Then he said no to me.
After the encounter, every time I think about it, I feel like a nightmare.
I was entangled. He always refused with a smile. I was born smoothly and never refused so severely. I was sent to capture him when I was angry, but he was more capable than I thought. It wasn't until I invited Tian Ruyue that he finally made it.
I saw that he was unconscious and seriously injured, but I felt a little bit distressed, but I was slightly happy. This is the rejection of my end. I wonder if he regrets it now?
However, as soon as he opened his eyes, he smiled at me as if nothing had happened, and I was alert. His smile was not for joy, and it was just me who was passionate about it before.
But I am not willing, I am a princess. I should have whatever I need, so I leave him at the house.
I treat him well, he doesn't appreciate it, I torture him, he doesn't care, I give him medicine, but after a night, he still smiles ... No matter what I do, it seems to have nothing to do with him. I'm desperate.
Later, when I was about to get married, my father asked me what I wanted, but I said in my heart that I want to tolerate, but I arbitrarily said the name of a noble son I know. I want to see if I talk to other people. Marriage, will tolerance remain indifferent?
The wedding was very grand, but in the evening I secretly ran to the tolerant yard and found that he was reading quietly and saw me coming with a slight smile.
It was supposed to be a wedding night, but I went to see another man, then hid in no one, and wept bitterly.
After that, I finally understood one thing.
It turns out that there are really things in the world that I can't get.
To ask for nothing is to ask for nothing.
Nothing can change.
不能 My appearance can't, my identity can't, my wealth can't, even my full-hearted love can't.
的 The thing I want most is right in front of my eyes, but I ca n’t get it forever.
Rongzhi.
I give you my best years, I give you my most sincere affection, but you let them sink into the icy sea bottom gradually.
I have no way to change tolerance. I can only change myself. I reached an agreement with him and asked him to stay in my princess house. I will provide him with some convenience within the scope of his identity.
I vaguely know that the identity of tolerance is strange, but I don't dare to think deeply, lest I want to understand, I will really break the last trace of association with him.
At least for now, I can lie to myself that he likes me, so he stays with me.
Later, I had a hobby of collecting heads, but few people knew that among those people, there were more or less tolerant shadows, eyebrows, noses, lips, face shapes, expressions, verbal behaviors, and some like me. I wanted to get it.
I seem to have them, I can piece together another accommodation.
But whenever the feast is drunk, and I wake up with a headache, I always feel like a mirror: I am deceiving myself.
Laughter is me, sadness is me, love is me, hate is me, painful struggle is me, can not be abandoned is me, he has always been a one-man show, and he smirked on the wall.
I have been like this for two or three years.
Later, one night after I fell asleep, I suddenly felt something strange, as if there was something invisible and intruding into my body, between light and flint, I understood that it was the soul of another person.
感觉 I feel like I'm gradually disappearing, as if flying ash is scattered in the wind, that alien soul is taking my body unconsciously.
She lived more than I wanted, and that desire was so strong.
Hey, that's it.
It turned out that I didn't want to live.
所有 All my love and vitality are spent on a person desperately. Now alive, it is just a body named Liu Chuyu.
fair enough.
的 The woman occupying my body, should I remind you that when you open your eyes, don't go to see the boy sleeping in front of you.
Don't look into his eyes.
Don't smile at him.
Don't have a conversation with him in words.
It's a demon who can devour hearts.
Don't fall in love with him, otherwise you will love and hate as much as I do.
Uh ...
Consciousness is getting more and more blurred ...
Okay.
The puppet show has ended, and I should leave.