Chapter 37:

After Qiao Lezhi's birthday incident, the relationship between Yu Zhi and Shi Yi has entered a new level.
She was wondering... Does Shi Yi like her a little bit too? The kind of love between men and women?
But Shi Yi never said this, and she finally did not dare to ask. After all, Shi Yi had always been very good to her.
The college entrance examination is approaching, and the focus of senior middle school students is also on learning.
With half a month before the college entrance examination, Ruan Qing came back suddenly and found Yu Zhiyi in No. 1 Middle School.
When Yu Zhi heard that his mother was looking for her, he was a little surprised.
It was lunch break when Ruan Qing came. Yu Zhiyi walked down the teaching building with her and found a place where there were few people.
Ruan Qing tried to pull the child's hand, but was avoided by Yu Zhi without a trace.
Ruan Qing’s expression was slightly embarrassed, but it was only a few seconds before she quickly regained her smile, "Mom is on vacation these two days, come back to see you."
Yu Zhiyi dropped his eyes faintly, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."
I don't know when it will start, even parents watching their children has become a gift. In the face of this daughter, Ruan Qing is full of guilt and cannot make up.
She always thought that the eldest daughter is obedient and sensible, even without her, she can take good care of herself and live a good life.
But now, Yu Zhiyi really doesn't need her anymore, she can't do anything to her children.
Ruan Qing sighed silently, "Is it very tiring to study lately? This body looks thin."
Yu Zhiyi: "..."
Since high school, her weight has hardly changed, and she has lost weight.
The adults of other people's family say these things, it is distressed for the child. But even if Ruan Qing had this kind of thought, it fell in Yu Zhi's ear to mean "you don't know me at all."
"I'm fine, I'm full and dressed warmly." Even without parents, I can still live well.
This lukewarm tone still made Ruan Qing anxious after all. Ruan Qing frowned and her face was full of melancholy, "One by one, why have you still refused to forgive mother? My mother really wants to be nice to you. "
The same words circulated countless times in her ears, making her head hurt.
Yu Zhi couldn't hold back his anger again and again, and asked: "You have been asking me repeatedly, why don't you forgive? So what you are doing now is really caring about me, or is it to make you feel at ease?"
Ruan Qing's eyes were startled, and she couldn't help raising her tone, "One by one! How can you say that to me, I am your mother, I naturally treat you sincerely!"
Yu Zhi closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes were a little darker than before, "I don’t know what is the criterion for treating people sincerely in your eyes, but I want to tell you, even Aunt Ning, she I have never asked me to do anything. And you, hoping to get my forgiveness, are actually asking me to answer the sentence "forgive you"."
"It stands to reason that you are the person responsible for me, but since you have chosen to be responsible for the other daughter, I will neither fight nor rob, but you can't ask me to be the same as your other daughter."
Ruan Qing was a little anxious, "You and Yanyan are both my daughters, and my mother's love for you is the same."
When Yu Zhi heard these words, he chuckled softly, a little helpless, "Except for blood relationship, you ask yourself, what do you care about me?"
"What I lack is the undesirable gifts that you take time home every time you give me alms?"
"You have to force me to give an answer, I might as well tell you. I used to like those things because I thought I liked my parents, but I don't like it anymore. You can't force me to like it anymore!"
This is probably the most important thing Yu Zhi has said to his parents over the years.
The surrounding air seemed to freeze for an instant.
Ruan Qing's heart trembled, "You should have told mom these words earlier, if you told mom earlier..."
But she couldn't say anything afterwards.
Yu Zhi shook his head lightly, "I told you earlier, so what can you do? Would you give up Yanyan and take me with you? Or take us both."
"But it is no longer necessary. I think it was good at the beginning. At least after experiencing those things, I really understand that there is a person in this world who will not abandon me, even if I don't have any so-called blood relationship with him."
"One by one, Mom didn't abandon you, really not." Ruan Qing said moved.
Suddenly, her mobile phone rang and her husband, Mr. Zhao, called. Ruan Qing glanced at her daughter, and then answered the phone.
"..."
"What? Yanyan was injured? Okay, I'll be back soon." Ruan Qing's subconscious concern and worry did not fake it.
Yu Zhi watched quietly, until she hung up the phone, she asked the question that had been stuck in her heart for a long time, "Actually, I have always had a doubt. Both Yanyan and I are daughters, and there is no patriarchal patriarch. Say, why did you not take me with you when you left, but you were willing to have another daughter outside and take her with her?"
Sometimes she even thinks that even if her parents are stodgy and patriarchal, and raising a boy is good for him, then she will only regret that she is not the gender her parents like.
But they are all daughters, so the contrast is stronger and more hurtful.
"Later I learned that all love is divided into deep and shallow."
Ruan Qing was blocked and speechless.
At first they left their eldest daughter in their hometown because they didn't understand the situation outside, and then they went out for more than a year and became pregnant with another one. Yu Kai wanted a son, so he gave birth to that child.
As a result, she was still a daughter.
Both were daughters, and they recognized them.
At that time, he was stable in the field, so he raised his little daughter with peace of mind.
But they neglected, and their eldest daughter is only a few years old, still a child who needs the company of his parents and is hungry for the love of his parents...
The truth is the same whether you tell her or not.
That would only remind Yu Zhiyi that she was never the one chosen by her parents.
The meeting between the mother and daughter was still unhappy.
As soon as Yu Zhi returned to the classroom, she heard the words at the same table and found that she was depressed after seeing her mother.
Reminiscing about the few descriptions of her parents in the novel, she probably guessed that Yu Zhiyi's original family might not be happy.
Wen Tingyu turned out a paper from the drawer, pointed to the wrong question with the red X on it, and said: "One by one, I have a question that I can't solve just now. Tell me about it."
"Okay."
Once Yu Zhi took the test paper and looked at the questions, his thoughts returned to study.
Ruan Qing did not leave the school immediately, but followed the classroom and found Shi Yi.
The two said a few words at the corner of the stairs.
When he first met Ruan Qing, Shi Yi still respected his elders and shouted, "Auntie."
Ruan Qing was also very pleased to see the tall and outstanding young man in front of him, because it was this young man who had always favored her daughter since childhood.
Ruan Qing said, "I'm sorry to bother you in the classroom now."
Shi Yi did not pretend to be polite to her, and asked calmly, "Excuse me, what's the matter with you?"
Ruan Qing said: "I just went to meet one by one."
Shi Yi frowned slightly, then stretched out for a moment, waiting for Ruan Qing to follow.
"She still doesn't want to accept my kindness to her. I also know that what happened at the time hurt her a lot, and now I don't ask her to forgive me."
"Auntie said this to me, what do you want me to do?"
"I don't mean anything else. I know that you really love one by one, even more than I am a mother. I just want to thank you."
"That's not necessary, I treat her well, just because I want to be good to her." It is not that I need to be affirmed and thanked by others.
Ruan Qing was silent.
She probably could hear Shi Yi's attitude towards her a bit too.
But now she finally knew why Yu Zhiyi said those words.
Because as soon as Yu Zhi had received the love that was willing to give without asking for anything in return, other feelings mixed with impurities were no longer pure in her eyes.
Before Ruan Qing left, she put down her adult figure and bent over to thank the boy.
"Thank you, and your family."
"To meet you one by one is the happiest thing in her life."
From the moment Yu Zhi was born, it was Ning Suya's breast milk that saved her life.
Later, it was Shi Yi who healed Yu Zhiyi's heart.
Ruan Qing, a mother who is ashamed, quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes when she left.
Before the exam, Ruan Qing gave Yu Zhiyi a sum of money, so that she should not save what she wants to eat and buy, and treat herself better.
Yu Zhi once found out that the extra five hundred yuan in Kali was left intact, and even deposited part of the manuscript fee he received in the last month.
She had decided long ago that she would repay all the high school expenses to Ruan Qing and Shi's family.
Although it will take some time, she will not forget to do so!
On June 7, the intense and exciting college entrance examination finally arrived.
Ning Suya specially opened a room for the two children in a hotel near the exam school and accompanied them throughout the process.
During the exam, the two children walked into the campus together. After the exam, the two returned to the hotel together, facing each other around a table with the subject questions for the exam tomorrow.
Yu Zhiyi was still a little nervous, but Shi Yi watched with her completely.
Shi Yi comforted her, "Don't be nervous, I have finished two subjects."
"I just want to see it again, what if I just get the test tomorrow?" Yu Zhiyi comforted herself in her heart. In fact, she performed well during the day, just want to be more cautious.
June 8
At the end of the general exam, the students who returned to their school looked like wild horses that had taken off their reins. Someone really planned to tear off their books and fly downstairs to declare their freedom!
As a result, the school’s announcement of a ban on campus sanitation banned the wild horses.
The classroom was noisy, talking about what to do after graduating from the college entrance examination.
Yu Zhi collected all the things left in the classroom, and prepared to call Shang Wen Listening to go back to the bedroom.
Turning around, there is no one in the seat next to him.
"Huh? It was here just now."
The thing that heard the language is still there, but the person is suddenly gone.
Yu Zhi turned his head to look at the corner of the back row with consciousness. The weirdest and coldest teenager in the class, Shen Luobai was not in the classroom.
As for why she would look at Shen Luobai, of course it was because...Wen Listening Yu had a lot of conversations with her and Jiang Mi'er in this class, but only had intersections with Shen Luobai.
She also only learned that not long ago, it turned out that Wen Ting Yu had confessed to Shi Yi when she "drum (song) li (yong, just because she had the same secret love experience with her.
But Wen Listening's kind of thoughtful person is more tolerant than her.
She can use Shi Yi's sibling affection to cover up this strong love, and Wen Wenyu faced such a quiet teenager and silently liked it for a long, long time.
On the second day after the exam, the classmates discussed the graduation dinner.
After the last dinner, everyone had to rush to different cities, and almost no one was absent.
Except... Shen Luobai.
Shi Yi's class was also discussing a dinner party, some coincidence, they chose the shop next door. So before coming, the two had already said that they would go home together after dinner.
The classmate dinner is not just a simple dinner. For example, some crush lovers who liked others secretly in high school plan to summon the courage to confess today.
Some are happy and some are worried.
Successfully ran downstairs with a smile to buy sweets and gave them to everyone, but failed and left dingy.
After hearing the words and looking at the door direction, Yu Zhiyi probably guessed that she was waiting for that person.
But chances are... will be disappointed.
The students let themselves go and ordered a few cases of wine on the table.
He listened and drank several bottles in silence on weekdays, as if venting.
As soon as Yu Zhi couldn't stand it, he reached out and snatched her bottle, "Listen to the words, stop drinking."
"It's okay, at this point, you can't get drunk."
She can't get drunk, but her mood is obviously not right.
Yu Zhi pursed his lips, softly comforting, "Listen to the words...Don't be too sad, there are many things that can be solved."
Wen Tingyu grabbed the glass on the table, lowered his head, and muttered unwillingly: "He insists on missing me, what can I do?"
This makes people feel uncomfortable.
Although her situation is better than listening to words, she seems to be a humble crush... She has liked that person for a long time, and has not dared to express her heart until now.
Wanting to persuade Listening language, I was infected by the sad atmosphere of crushed love in Listening Language, which was biased.
"Listen to the words, don't say anything, I have a crush too..."
"How can we two be the same?" Wen Wenyu shook his head and smiled bitterly. "His tenderness has never been given to you alone. You are his preference and exception, and happier than many others."
Wen Listening filled the two cups with wine, handed Yu Zhi a cup, took a cup, and clinked glasses with her.
She stared at the glass of wine and gave a speech full of literary and artistic atmosphere, "My favorite hanging in the air, I am afraid it will not be able to fly through these thousands of mountains and rivers."
Yu Zhiyi: "..."
Although I feel bitter and want to cry, what is going on when I hear this sentence and suddenly want to laugh?
Before leaving, Wen Listening patted her shoulder and said something in her ear, "Trust me, and muster the courage to express your heart to Shi Yi."
Yu Zhiyi personally sent Wen Tingyu away and got into the car.
Back downstairs, she was going to wait a while before calling Shi Yi so as not to disturb his interest in dinner with his classmates.
As soon as Yu Zhi stood beside the aisle, he suddenly heard someone calling his name.
"Yu Zhiyi."
"Huh?" Yu Zhi turned his head to see, Liao Zhewen was walking towards her.
"Squad leader, what's the matter?" she asked.
Liao Zhewen stopped half a metre away from her, and suddenly asked, "Have you ever dropped a notebook before?"
"..." Upon mentioning this, Yu Zhi immediately had the answer in his mind. Of course, she hadn't forgotten an accident that frightened her.
However, she was curious, "How do you know?"
"Speaking of which, you still owe me a favor."
"Could it be... the monitor picked up that notebook?"
"Yes." The two years of the past hidden in my heart, at the time of graduation, Liao Zhewen finally spoke out, "I've known it since you entered Class 16."
He had read the book and knew Yu Zhiyi's secret.
He knew that Yu Zhiyi liked Shiyi.
"Actually, I know you a secret."
"Wh...what?" The girl who thought she was hiding well was suddenly pierced, and the little girl was still a little flustered.
Liao Zhewen took a step forward, and Yu Zhi took a step back.
Liao Zhewen sighed heavily, "What are you hiding? I just want to tell you the second secret."
Yu Zhi stood still and held his fingers nervously, "You said."
"I still know you..."
Before he could finish speaking, Yu Zhiyi suddenly disappeared before his eyes.
As soon as Shi Yi went downstairs, he saw a slightly familiar boy blocking his little girl in the corner, and almost couldn't hold back a fist to greet him!
Of course, he is not such an unreasonable person. Before figuring out the situation, he directly pulled out Yu Zhi and protected him before he felt relieved.
"brother."
"What did you just say?"
Looking at Shiyi's defensive posture, Liao Zhewen made a relaxed posture instead, looking at Yu Zhiyi without rush, "That's our secret, right?"
He gambled not to reveal the secret.
Liao Zhewen's guess is correct, Yu Zhi will always truthfully explain other things, but this secret is not easy to tell.
"OK, are your secrets finished?"
"Well, eh! Brother, are you all gone? Let's go home soon." She wanted to invite to leave anxiously, because she couldn't completely believe that Liao Zhewen would suddenly pop out the truth like before.
Seeing her with a guilty conscience, Shi Yi felt uncomfortable. But looking at the little girl's dependence on herself and defense against others, this makes his heart happy.
"Well, go home." He didn't care about the secret for the time being, and turned around and left with the little girl.
Liao Zhewen looked at the two distant figures, took off his glasses and wiped them clean.
As for...
Yu Zhiyi, who has a guilty conscience, is definitely not at ease at this moment.
The two got on the bus, but luckily there were empty seats in the same row.
Yu Zhi turned to face Shi Yi, "Brother, don't listen to him, there is no secret between me and him."
"Oh? Really?" The boy was silent.
"Really! I don't know him very well."
If Liao Zhewen heard these words, I'm afraid he would vomit blood. Being a classmate for two years and being a monitor is defined as
unfamiliar
.
"Then you just tell me, what did he say to you just now?"
"on……"
She remembered Wen Listening's encouragement before leaving, raised her eyes and glanced at Shi Yi, a little uncontrollable.
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