Chapter 61: sleep together

On the TV in the terminal, the situation of the Pingliangshan earthquake is being broadcast urgently.
The earthquake was caught off guard. Most of the houses in the mountain village collapsed at night. Most of the villagers were crushed under the rubble. The casualties were hard to estimate.
The town closest to the mountain village has dispatched a fire rescue team to the villages for emergency rescue, but due to the interruption of the signal, the specific situation is currently unknown.
Xie Sui bowed and sat on a chair in the terminal with his elbows on his knees, clenched into fists. He stared at the TV screen closely, his eyes were blood red, his temples bulged, and he jumped.
Dai Xingye walked to him and patted his shoulder comfortingly.
He just recovered slightly, breathing heavily, a feeling of suffocation forcing his chest, and every breath was painful like convulsions.
Dai Xingye just called for a car rental and rented an off-road vehicle. After getting off the plane later, he could drive directly into the mountains.
"Don't worry, Missy will be fine."
Dai Xingye thought that Xie Sui’s girlfriend was Silence. He took out a cigarette and handed it to him, comforting him:
These rich people will go to the temple to pray and accumulate blessings for their children. Silence is the jewel of the Ji family, Fuze Deep, not so easy to hang up."
Xie Sui went to the smoking room, took out the lighter and wanted to light it, but his hand was always shaking uncontrollably. After lighting it several times, the flame was extinguished by him.
But his Xiaobai is a pitiful little who has no blessing and no pain.
Xie Sui couldn't wait for her life to suffer, and to give her all the blessings of this life, only to ask for one for her...safety.
When Dai Xingye watched Xie Suishou was so trembling, he quickly lit a cigarette and handed him the instant noodles he had just made--
"Don't worry, we rushed over in such a hurry, we should be able to reach the scene as soon as possible, you can hold it, don't you collapse before you reach the disaster area, maybe we will help rescue together."
Xie Sui listened to what he said, and took the bowl of instant noodles with trembling hands, ignoring the boiling heat, and gobbled it up.
Seeing him like this, it's not like eating, but like stuffing things into his stomach mechanically.
Dai Xingye had never seen Xie Suipan like this before, and his bloodshot eyes were like Shura crawling out of hell.
How desperate it can be to become like this inhuman and ghost.

It's dark, and the surroundings are scary.
Jibai went to sleep and woke up in a daze, and found out the phone to look at the phone time. It is four o'clock in the morning and the phone screen still shows no signal.
"sister..."
She called for silence, and no one responded for a long time.
Jibai panicked, she crawled to Silence and patted her face lightly, her voice trembled with fear: "Sister, don't sleep, please, wake up."
Her tears fell out uncontrollably, "click", and fell on the silent and dirty face.
"Sister, wake up, don't sleep, we will be saved soon."
Silent slowly opened his eyes and said weakly: "You are so noisy."
Jibai breathed a sigh of relief. She took out the nougat from the bag, peeled off the icing with shaking hands, and stuffed it into the silent mouth.
"Don't sleep, let's talk."
She was so afraid that the silence would pass and she would never wake up again.
Silent's tongue tasted sweet, and her spirit was a little better. She tried hard to sit up with her arms supported, but the lower part of her body seemed to be nonexistent, without strength.
"Little Bai, we will die."
Jibai rubbed his nose, crying and said, "Don't talk nonsense."
"No one will come to save us, we will definitely die!"
This boundless darkness has already caused Silent's emotions to collapse. She grabbed Jibai's arm and said in a panic: "Jibai, you...are you afraid of death, I'm so afraid, I don't want to die."
Jibai hugged her tightly and patted her on the back: "Nothing will happen, there must be nothing wrong, they will come to rescue us soon."
Silence was crying crumbled in her arms, and she had never felt so hopeless for a moment.
"Shhh." She comforted her intermittently: "Don't be afraid..."
Ji Jing was tired of crying, and finally calmed down, leaning against Ji Bai's shoulders frustrated.
Jibai was afraid of quietly sleeping, and sometimes patted her face to make her sober.
"Sister, don't sleep."
"Little Bai, I'm so unwilling."
The silent voice was dumb, with a desperate cry: "I have worked so hard, I have planned so much, I am so unwilling! I really don't want to die!"
Jibai didn't know how to answer, so she hugged her quiet and cold body tightly: "Sister, let me tell you a story."
"Ok."
"A long, long time ago, there was a little monkey at the foot of Huaguo Mountain. He was very stupid and stupid. He was always bullied by other monkeys. One day, another big monkey was chased by monsters. He wanted to survive, so he took this little monkey. Pushed to the monster."
"What happened later?" Silence was obviously attracted by her story, and her mood gradually calmed down a lot.
"Later the little monkey died."
"What a story."
"Listen to me." Jibai peeled another nougat and put it in his mouth: "Later, Sun Dasheng tore off his hair and blew it, and the little monkey came back to life. Not only did it come back to life, but it changed. Stronger and more vigorous, it returned to Huaguo Mountain angrily to find the big monkey who killed it for revenge."
"Later, did it succeed in revenge."
"Foresee what will happen, and I will tell you when we go out."
Quietly grinning sadly, for a long time, she said solemnly, "Thank you."
Seeing that Silence's mood had stabilized, Jibai took out the phone, opened the memo, and started editing the information.
Silent leaned against her and asked: "What are you doing?"
"Play games."
"Don't lie to me." Silent said: "You have started to write last words yourself, and you also comforted me to be saved."
"Hey..." Jibai looked up helplessly: "Don't talk nonsense, how can I write a last word."
"Dare you show it to me? It's not about writing the password for the small vault that I have saved over the years."
Ji Jing tried to stretch her head over and looked at her phone screen.
There are only two words on it-
Xie Sui,
The cursor stays next to that comma.
Silent opened his eyes: "You can write him a message, I won't read it."
Jibai lowered her eyes, and the faint light reflected on her gentle face, she shook her head: "I don't know what to say."
There are so many warnings and worries.
Live well, work hard and work hard, never go racing...
But ah, if she is really gone, what would Xie Sui be like? Will he listen to her?
No, he will never.
Because... Xie Sui of the previous life saw the suicide note left by Jibai, three words written obliquely on the suicide note
Stay alive.
He returned with revenge, and on the afternoon of seeing the suicide note, he hugged her ashes and lay on the rails.

At six in the morning, Xie Sui's jeep drove into Pingliang Village, which had long been turned into ruins.
Most of the houses in the village have collapsed. Some tents have been built on the surrounding open space. Blood dripping can be seen everywhere on the ground. Doctors and rescuers rushed over the ruins to rescue the trapped people one after another.
Seeing those people's bodies seemed to be soaked in dripping blood, some of their stumps were still hanging on their bodies, crumbling.
Xie Sui went mad and staggered out of the jeep, looking for the figure of Ji Bai everywhere.
Dai Xingye looked at his headless fly, and said that it would be weird if he could find it.
He inquired about it and said to Xie Sui, "Let’s go to the temporary hospital built at the east end of the village. I heard where the injured and rescued patients are. Maybe she has been saved..."
Xie Sui turned and ran towards the hospital that had just passed by.
The hospital was temporarily set up with tents in the damaged yard of the health center. Now the patients have been overwhelmed, and a steady stream of injuries have been sent in.
In the yard, many villagers lifted the white cloth of corpses docked on the ground, looking for their relatives. Those who couldn't find them breathed a sigh of relief, and the ones found... covered their mouths and howled.
living hell.
Xie Sui-kan didn't even look at the rows of white-clothed corpses at the door, he didn't believe...
As soon as he walked to the door of the health center, a medical staff came out carrying a stretcher. Baibury slid out a thin wrist with a red rope tied to it, and a white porcelain little fat dog hung on the rope.
His brain exploded with a "boom" and almost fell. Dai Xingye quickly supported him with his eyesight and hands: "What's wrong."
Xie Sui staggered and threw himself in front of the stretcher. His trembling hands fell on the white cloth, but he had no courage to lift the white cloth...
The eye sockets instantly turned red.
"small…"
His voice was like the hoarse of a dead leaf being crushed, but in any case, he could not call her name.
Dai Xingye stood by and saw him kneeling on the ground, his back bowed into a heavy mountain range.
The light in his eyes completely died out at that moment, leaving only boundless darkness.
Dai Xingye finally couldn't stand it anymore, he walked over and opened the white cover, and saw that it was only a little girl who was less than ten years old.
"Brother Sui, you...your girlfriend is not her, right?"
"..."
With a calm face, he lifted all the surrounding white cloths to search for it, but did not find Ji Bai.
Xie Sui breathed a sigh of relief, feeling top-heavy when he got up, walking lightly like falling into the clouds.
I heard that the people of the charity foundation seemed to be in the village elementary school, so he asked all the way to the school.
The school has been completely turned into rubble, and search and rescue personnel took search and rescue dogs to search around the rubble.
Standing on the ruins, Xie Sui's temple jumped abruptly in the light of the morning sun.
The crying and shouting all around were intertwined. He let go of his throat and called her name.
At this moment, Dai Xingye turned his head and saw a familiar face.
"Xie Sui, she is from the Ji Group."
Xie Sui rushed to catch the man: "Jie Bai! Where is Ji Bai!"
The woman was holding a cell phone with no signal, and collapsed and said, "They were rehearsing in the music classroom... they didn't escape... They were dead..."
Xie Sui took two steps back in disbelief, turned around and knelt on the ground, and began to dig into the mound frantically.
Dai Xingye ran over to grab him, "What are you digging, can you dig it out."
Xie Sui seemed to turn a deaf ear to what he said, just frantically picking up the rubble under his hand, even if his hand was scratched and bleeding by sharp glass slag, he had no feeling.
"Thank you! Don't do this! Let's wait for news! Here...aftershocks may occur at any time, which is very dangerous."
Xie Sui's blood-stained right hand suddenly grabbed Dai Xingye's collar and pushed him outside.
"Hey, don't do that."
Xie Sui had already lost his sanity, and he was digging around everywhere desperately.
"All right, I will help you dig together."
Dai Xingye also squatted down, digging the mound with Xie Sui.
Under the ruins, Jibai could already vaguely see the dim light of dawn from the cracks in the wall, and it was dawn.
She was groggy, she seemed to hear Xie Sui's voice, it should be a dream...
"noob."
Jibai suddenly became sober, she tried to climb to the place where the glimmer was showing, and shouted with all her strength: "I am here, thank you for being here!"
Xie Sui's spirit was shaken when he heard the voice of Ji Bai.
Following the sound, he ran to a pile of broken tiles and frantically smashed away the rubble.
Dai Xingye called two rescuers, they surveyed the space and carefully used tools to excavate.
Crushed stones and dust continued to fall from the top of Ji Bai's head, and soon light came in from above, shining on her dirty little face.
"How many people are there below?"
"Two!"
Jibai quickly helped Silence: "Sister! Saved! We are saved!"
Silence has passed out, unconscious.
Jibai cried and said to the rescuer above her head: "My sister is going to die, you can save her..."
The rescuers cleared the surrounding gravel and asked eagerly: "Are you injured?"
"I'm fine."
The rescuers rescued Jibai first.
Lying on the stretcher, she held the rescuer's hand tightly: "Save my sister, don't let her die..."
"We will save her."
The sunlight fell on her, making her unable to open her eyes. She stretched out her hand to block her eyes and turned her head to see the handsome boy.
Behind him was a busy figure coming and going. He sat weakly on the ruins, as if he had been evacuated from the strength of his whole body, panting with his mouth slightly open.
He stared at her in a daze, his dark eyes seemed to be dotted with ink, as thick as the night that couldn't change.
In a hurry, she was carried to the simple medical shed nearby.
The boy seemed to finally regain some strength and stumbled towards her. The doctor was checking her body, so Xie Sui didn't dare to touch her, so he restrained his emotions and waited anxiously.
"It's okay, the skin is injured, just put some medicine on it."
When the doctor finished speaking, he went to examine the next patient.
Xie Sui couldn't say a word. He gently stroked her dirty cheek with the back of his hand, moving very gently and carefully, as if he might break her.
Jibai stretched out his hand, he immediately held it, closed his eyes and kissed every finger of her.
The girl was holding something in her hand, and Xie Sui took it. It was the last nougat left.
"baby..."
His dumb voice finally made a sound. This was the first time he called her like this. Before, Jibai told him not to call Xiaobai and could be more affectionate, but Xie Sui felt embarrassed.
He couldn't say a word for the affectionate nickname between other couples.
"Baby." With a trembling voice, he madly kissed her fingers, one by one, softly to the extreme: "Baby..."
He seems to pour all the love of this life into this moment.
Jibai's eyes were red, she slowly sat up, stretched out her arms to clasp his neck subconsciously, buried her face near his neck, and cried aggrievedly: "I'm so scared."
She couldn't stretch her emotions all the time, leaning against him and sobbing: "Xie Sui, ooh... it scared me to death."
Xie Sui had already yelled out loud, and he coaxed her with his breath and said, "It's okay, don't be afraid."
"I'm not afraid of death..."
She squeezed the corners of his clothes and gasped, no longer holding her back, no longer hiding and tucking--
"But I'm so afraid of you leaving you, I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid you will become a person again, I'm afraid you will do stupid things for me, thank you, I... I love you so much."
Xie Sui's heart trembled violently.
Hearing her uttering those words, for the first time in his life, a teenager who had never been accustomed to forbearance... his eyes were hot.
Being able to be loved and missed so passionately by her, he also felt that he had no regrets in this life.

There was no problem with Jibai's physical condition, but Xie Sui was still uneasy. He asked Jibai to return to Jiangcheng with him immediately for a comprehensive physical examination.
"My sister is not out of danger."
Xie Sui held her hand and pulled her towards the village entrance jeep: "I don't care about others, just you."
At this time, a Hummer SUV drove into the entrance of the village. A man in a suit and leather shoes got off the car. Jibai recognized that it was Assistant Qin.
Assistant Qin walked to the other side of the car door and helped the gray-haired Ji get out of the car.
"grandmother!"
She ran towards the old lady Ji.
Old lady Ji asked Assistant Qin to hold her and walked tremblingly towards Jibai. She was used to seeing Jibai for half a lifetime. At this moment, she still had red eyes: "Xiaobai! My Xiaobai! You are fine."
"Woo, grandma!" Jibai hugged grandma's body hard: "I'm so afraid that I will never see you again."
"Bah, baah, don't talk nonsense, my granddaughter has a big life, and the Bodhisattva bless you."
There were tears in Jibai's eyes. She let go of her grandma, rubbed her eyes again, and stopped crying. When she cried, grandma would cry too, she didn't want to make grandma sad anymore.
Jibai turned his head and raised his hand to Xie Suiyang: "Xie Sui found me."
Xie Sui originally wanted to stay away from her and prevent the old lady from seeing him, but he didn't expect that Jibai would take the initiative to introduce him.
When he turned around, he hid the Guanyin on his neck under the collar, but this subtle movement was still discovered by Ji Ji.
"I remember this kid, he was Xiaobai's friend last time at the banquet." The old lady said to Xie Sui, "Thank you."
"Grandma, he is me..."
"I know, he is your good friend." Old lady Ji looked at Xie Sui kindly: "I will thank you, and you can mention it to me if you have any requests."
"No, Xiaobai... is my friend. Friends should have watched and helped each other."
Jibai gave Xie Sui a surprised look.
Xie Sui lowered his eyes blankly, his dark pupils calm.
"Where's your sister Ji Jing? Is she okay?" The old lady turned around and asked Ji Bai, "Where is she?"
"My sister is in the health center. The doctor is trying to rescue me. I don't know how it is."
"Assistant Qin, hurry up, take me to the health center, I'll go see Silence."
Assistant Qin hurriedly stepped forward, helped the old lady Ji, and hurriedly walked towards the simple hospital built at the east end of the village.
After grandma left, Xie Sui took her to a water pipe, washed her hands, and at the same time she held water and gently wiped her dirty little face.
He leaned over and looked at her tenderly, moving very lightly, wiping her little face clean.
"We Xiaobai have become Xiaohei now." He hung her slightly moist bangs to his ear: "It's ugly."
Jibaiqian smiled and said to him: "I almost confessed to grandma just now."
Xie Sui looked at the direction the old lady was going, his eyes deeper: "It's better not to."
He knew that the old lady despised a boy like him, and would not like to give him his granddaughter.
Jibai saw his low self-esteem.
"Xie Sui, don't underestimate my determination to go with you."
Xie Sui was too surprised, so Jibai stood on tiptoe and kissed his green stubble chin.
This dragonfly kiss rippled on the tip of Xie Sui's heart. He lowered his head cooperatively and closed his eyes: "Huh?"
"Uh what huh."
"The determination to be together is here." He pointed to his lips.
Jibai smiled and kissed his lower lip. His lower lip was dry and cracked, and it seemed that he had a blood hole, and he tasted a little rusty blood.
Jibai suddenly remembered, and asked Xie Sui said: "Did you sleep up all night last night?"
"Maybe not."
Jibai took him to the tent of the Jishi Group Charity Foundation and made a simple bed for him: "Sleep for a while."
"I'm not sleepy now."
"Then close your eyes and rest."
Xie Sui lay down obediently, and Jibai leaned over to cover him with a quilt, but he was directly pressed into his arms and pulled into the quilt.
"sleep together."
"Hey!"
Xie Sui held the girl in his arms with one hand, and at the same time twisted the sheet for her, let her lean on his shoulder: "Shhh, don't move, let me hold you."
Although Jibai was worried that someone would be embarrassed to see it, she was nostalgic for the warmth and couldn't bear to push it away at the moment, lying in the boy's hot arms.
Xie Sui held the back of her head and pressed her against his chest, his chin resting on top of her head, and his hot and humid breath tucked her hair.
For the rest of his life, only by holding his hard and hot body did Jibai feel at ease.
The deep sleepiness swept like a wave in an instant.
Jibai thought in a daze...maybe he can't be pushed away in this life.