Chapter 66:

In the past two days, many people came to the hospital to visit Xie Sui, even Cheng Xiao.
She didn't expect Xie Sui to save her son, so he would die.
She left a card on Xie Sui's bedside table, saying it was a fee for thanks.
Ji Bai, who had been straining his nerves for days, finally broke out when he saw the card.
She threw it on Cheng Xiao's body, and said in a deep voice with an angry voice: "Go away."
Cheng Xiao replied: "I... I also express my feelings."
"Get out!" Jibai picked up the apples in the fruit basket and tried to smash them at her.
Cheng Xiao left in despair.
Jibai stood by the corridor in a daze, and took out the white jade Guanyin from his pocket.
The blood stains penetrated deeply into the red rope, the color became deeper and deeper, and it was not clean no matter how to wash it.
Guanyin looked at her kindly.
Jibai suddenly threw it out and shouted angrily: "This is the peace you gave me!"
Tears slid down her eyes, gasping feebly and said, "What kind of bodhisattva are you, your mercy."
"Why did you make him suffer."
The white jade hit the wall, one corner was mutilated, and a rickety old man passed by. Seeing the broken statue of Guanyin, he said silently: "Amitabha, Amitabha."
Jibai leaned against the wall, crying hoarsely, and kept repeating: "Why did you make him suffer? He is so good, why do you make him suffer?"
The shattered Guanyin looked at her compassionately.
Love parting, cannot ask, all beings suffer.
In the ward, the unconscious Xie Sui heard the painful question of the girl in the corridor, and a tear slipped silently from the corner of his eye.
During those few days, Jibai almost lived in the hospital, staying with him day and night.
The doctor said that Xie Sui’s other injuries were not serious. He was in good health and he could heal quickly. The most serious part was pelvic fracture combined with urethral trauma, which may cause bodily obstacles and loss of sexual function.
After experiencing the events of the previous life, Jibai had been mentally prepared for a long time, and the few teenagers who had been with Xie Sui were shocked to hear the doctor say this, and they were so excited that they were about to hammer the wall with their heads.
They even wanted to pull Jibai out to prevent her from listening.
If he can't be a man anymore, how can he fall in love, how can he marry a wife, how can he hold his head up in this life because of his proud personality.
Of course, the doctor didn't say anything to death, only that it might be so, but he still had to wait for him to wake up before conducting a specific examination.
A few boys avoided Jibai and stood by the wall whispering to discuss the matter. Dai Xingye said that no matter how much money he paid, he would definitely help Xie Sui cure his illness.
Jiang Zhongning said: "Or let's just hide it from Sui Ge, otherwise how can he stand it."
Cong Yuzhou said, "How long can you keep it from him, and the doctor will give him further examination when he wakes up, and he won't know it yet."
Jiang Zhongning turned his head and looked at Cong Yuzhou: "How will the doctor check and show Brother Sui? Let's see if he can be hard. If the brother is not hard, there are doctors and nurses in a room, this...too cruel."
Cong Yuzhou: "..."
Can your imagination not be so rich.
Dai Xingye tilted her head to look at Jibai. She wore a white cotton skirt that was cool in summer, and looked gently at the sleeping teenager in the ward.
He thought of Xie Sui's loss of soul when he heard the earthquake that day, and he knew how important Ji Bai was to him.
He was sure that the girl would not dislike Xie Sui.
The day when Xie Sui was sober, it happened to be the day when he put the list to check his scores. Jibai was called home by his grandmother and stood in front of the computer together, waiting for the query webpage to open.
At twelve noon, the web page was finally refreshed, and Jibai found his own score, 683.
With such a high score, all colleges and universities across the country can choose her willfully.
Grandma was very happy and said that she would hold a grand graduation banquet, inviting all relatives, friends and business partners to join in to celebrate Jibai.
Jibai smiled and said okay. After coaxing her grandma to leave, she sat down in front of the computer again, trembling and inputting another string of ID numbers to check Xie Sui's score.
When she saw the scores, there was an uncontrollable surge in Jibai's throat. She covered her mouth and held back her tears, not wanting to cry for her grandma to hear.
Xie Sui dropped a subject with a score of 498, not on the first line, but exceeded the second line by a dozen points.
Jibai didn't dare to think, if all this had not happened, what kind of high score Xie Sui should get, what kind of new life should be ushered in, should...
Regrets everyone will have it, but not everyone has the chance to do it again.
When Jibai met Xie Sui in the last life, he had already walked out of the darkest period. Although he was still a teenager, his temples were slightly frosty.
He will fall in love with her no matter what life, and Xie Sui will make the same choice no matter how many lives come back.
Some things can never be changed, and Xie Sui will never change.
He is passionate and sincere, kind and brave.
In the afternoon, Jibai received a call from Dai Xingye, saying that Xie Sui had woke up and wanted to see her.
Jibai was nervously preparing words to comfort him along the way, and when she arrived in the hospital ward, she heard the laughter of several teenagers at the door.
"Dai Xingye, you are too good."
"Please change your role. Every time you play as a priest, you die very fast."
"Run, don't let Brother Sui catch it."
"Oh fuck, you didn't let him deliberately, all the handles were arrested."
...
Jibai gently opened the door and saw a row of boys full of sofas.
Xie Sui was lying on the white hospital bed, playing mobile games blankly.
There were some scratches between his nose, but it was scabs.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, he raised his light coffee-colored eyes and glanced at her lightly, then his gaze fell on the phone screen again, and he continued to play the game with the teenagers.
Jibai walked to Xie Sui's side, reaching out to check the wound on his face.
Xie followed instinctively back for a while, Jibai's hand in the air paused, then awkwardly retracted it.
"You sit down first."
Xie Sui's voice was light and fluttering, as if nothing had happened, and he pointed to the chair next to him: "Sit down for a while, and wait for me to clear the game."
Cong Yuzhou pushed Jiang Zhongning, Jiang Zhongning patted the back of his head and said, "By the way, isn't it on the list today? Walk around and check the score!"
"Let's play, brother, let's go to the Internet cafe to check the score, do you want to check it for you by the way."
Xie Sui put down the phone and said lightly: "No."
The teenagers shoved and left, and the lively ward fell silent for a moment. The warm sunlight came in through the windows, and the ward was stained with pure white light and shadow.
The two looked at each other in silence for a moment, and Jibai got up and walked over to Xie Sui. She wanted to jump into his arms and hug him.
However, Xie Sui stopped her and said, "Just stand there and listen to me."
"what do you want to say."
Jibai had already sensed something was wrong.
"You should know what I'm going to say." Xie Sui looked at her peacefully, with a faint expression in his eyes: "Xiao Bai, I have made a choice."
"Your choice is to be a fool."
Jibai took off his sandals and sat on the bed, stretched out his slender arms around his neck, and naturally curled up into his arms.
Xie Sui closed his eyes and could still smell the faint fragrance of the girl's body in his breath. She hugged him tightly, and now Xie Sui had no strength to push him away, and he was reluctant to push him away.
"When I drove on the road back to Hushan, I had already made a choice."
Xie Sui controlled his emotions and said in a flat tone: "Stepping on the accelerator, I thought in my heart, I will accelerate one kilometer now, I will be one kilometer away from Xiaobai, but I still haven't looked back. This is my choice."
His throat was dry, and the last few words were desperate.
Jibai sat up and fixedly looked at the young man in front of him: "Xie Sui, I'll give you one last chance, don't say any more..."
Before she finished her words, she was interrupted by Xie Sui: "Break up."
Jibai lowered his eyes, restrained his sadness, and turned off the topic: "By the way, I found your score, and I'm in a second copy."
"I said break up."
A warm smile hung on Jibai’s face: "Let’s choose a school next. Which city do you want to go to? Just stay in Jiangcheng. I think it’s better to stay, and I will stay..."
Xie Sui grabbed her slender and white wrist, pulled her closer to him, stared into her eyes, and said every word: "I said breaking up, are you deaf?"
Jibai was sore by him that he shed tears.
She wiped away the tears that slid out with the back of her hand, took out the phone, and said without hindrance, "Then I'll order a takeaway, I haven't had lunch yet."
Her mobile phone was suddenly thrown aside by Xie Sueduo.
The young man looked serious, and his broken eyebrows became more fierce.
Jibai had more tears, and she couldn't stop it sliding down her eyes.
Xie Sui looked at her tear-stained eyelashes, her hands under the sheets clenched her fists, distressed that she could hardly breathe.
"Xie Sui, I don't distinguish." Jibai lowered his eyes, calming the trembling voice: "No matter what you say, I have only one answer, no distinction."
"I don't need your consent." Xie Sui closed his eyes, suppressing the soreness in his throat: "You are not going to use it in the hospital."
Jibai stretched his hand into the bed, and touched Xie Sui's clenched fist hand, stretched as hard as a rock.
She held him gently with her soft palm. For a long time, she asked dumbly: "Xie Sui, can you call me Xiaobai again."
Xie Sui's Adam's apple rolled, swallowing hard, and murmured: "Xiao Bai."
She suddenly raised her head and kissed his dry lips.
Xie Sui leaned back instinctively, tears on his face, and he looked at the girl's closed wet eyelashes, feeling distressed as if he was about to burst.
"Then do you still like Xiao Bai?" She finally couldn't stretch herself, holding his chin and crying, crying while kissing his lower lip: "If you still like Xiao Bai, don't break up, okay. "
Tears fell into his bitter lips, just like that on a rainy day, he watched his mother leave the house with luggage and leave him, leaving him alone in the heavy rain, crying like a child who could not find home.
Maybe he really is just like Cheng Xiao said, it is a virus that can spread, and anyone who meets him will not get better.
He should close himself up and never touch anyone.
For a long time, Xie Sui stretched out his hand to hold Jibai's shoulder, suppressing the tremor in his voice, and said in a deep voice, "Xiao Bai, the future is long..."
But when he only said these words, he couldn't go on. How would he tell her that you would meet someone better than me? What would he say, I can't give you anything...
At the beginning, he must keep her by his side. At the beginning, he vowed to say that you will be the happiest woman in the world with me.
Now he wants to tell her that the future is very long, and time will change everything...including self-confessed deep and unforgettable love.
"Xie Sui, the future is long, but I only want you."
She hugged his neck tightly, pressed her face to his hard chest, and said, "Don't push me away, okay."
Xie Suiqiang endured the heart-piercing pain in her chest and pulled her hand off her body: "Jibai, I'm a little tired, you can go now."
Jibai expected how difficult it would be for him to accept all this, but she would not give up easily. She stood up, twisted the sheet for him, bowed her head and kissed his forehead.
Xie Sui closed his eyes, feeling the tenderness printed on his forehead.
When she walked out of the room, Xie Sui suddenly asked, "How many points?"
She knew that what he asked was her score.
"Can go to S big."
Xie Suiwei lowered his eyes, and a stone in his heart fell to the ground.
As long as she can be well, everything can be well.
He only needs to look at her silently, and get what he wants, even if the world does not treat him badly.

At night, when Jibai returned home, her grandma saw her red eyes and expected something to happen.
By the flower stand in the courtyard, she beckoned to Jibai: "Waibai, come here."
Jibai walked to the wicker chair. Grandma took her hand and told her to sit down: "Xiaobai, what's the matter?"
Jibai bit her lip tightly and whispered: "Xie Sui, he said he is going to break up."
Grandma sighed deeply: "On the road in the future, there will still be a lot of misery and setbacks, but those are not worth your tears. You work hard to reach the peak, to witness the long wind and the other life. This is a vast world. Looking back, the frustrations you encountered in your youth are not enough."
Jibai hugged grandma's soft body, and finally cried happily.
"But I am still uncomfortable." She sobbed and said, "I don't want to leave him, I should take good care of him and give him the best and best things in the world."
Just like... the way he treated me in the last life.
"But what you want to give him may not be what he wants."
Grandma lowered her head, looked at Ji Bai kindly, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, "Perhaps all he wants... is to see you happy."
Jibai desperately shook his head: "I won't change my mind."
Grandma patted her on the back: "Love is weak, and love makes people brave, he is like this, so are you."
Jibai raised her head, nodding vigorously with tearful eyes: "I will be brave."

At night, Cong Yuzhou opened the door of the ward, and Xie Sui opened his eyes when he heard the noise.
"I didn't want to wake you up."
Cong Yuzhou dimmed the wall lamp on the wall: "Let's go to sleep."
Xie Sui supported his body with difficulty, sat up, and asked in a deep voice, "How did you guys do in the exam?"
"It's okay, I'm undergraduate." Cong Yuzhou smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "You're really good, you can get two books if you take one test less, how many when your English scores are three, 129? If you go to take the English test, this is not a key university in the country to choose from."
Xie Sui lowered his eyes and said nothing.
He has made a choice, there is no need to think about if, this cold and cruel world has no if...
"It's safer to report to volunteers these days. Let's discuss it carefully and see which school is safer."
"I will not report."
Cong Yuzhou looked at him in surprise: "What?"
"I said at the beginning that I would not go to other schools except for S."
"Xie Sui, don't be so stubborn..."
Xie Sui raised his dark eyes, his expression was as firm as ever, and the things he decided never changed.
Cong Yuzhou changed his opinion: "If you don't go to university, what are you going to do?"
"I was invited by a team before, and I am going to try the road of racing and make some money."
He sneered sullenly: "Now that I am like this, there is no other hope except money."
Cong Yuzhou sighed and asked, "Then you really want to break up with Xiaobai?"
"Ok."
"She has been taking care of you in the hospital these days, and she is really good to you."
Xie Sui raised the corners of his mouth sullenly, wondering if she was good to him, but what could he do? The best reward he could give her was...let her go.
It is better to bear the pain for a while than to entangle and torture for a lifetime.
The mountains are long and the water is wide, and any pain will be healed.
"She is the first girl I like." Xie Sui looked up at Cong Yuzhou and smiled reluctantly: "I have never liked anyone so much."
Cong Yuzhou looked at Xie Sui with a complicated expression between his brows.
He said depressively: "I can't even think about what she will be like when she is with me now, as long as I think of..."
He would smell the breath of death, from the depths of his heart... the breath of decay and death.
Cong Yuzhou thought of the two days of Xie Sui, it is hard for him to imagine that Xie Sui would accept this cruel fact so calmly.
For any teenager who is less than nineteen years old, I am afraid he will be crazy when he hears such news, let alone Xie Sui.
But not, he held back silently, as if nothing happened, and there was no emotional wave in mentioning this, just like treating a common disease.
He seemed to be a different person overnight, or he grew up suddenly overnight.
Until now, Cong Yuzhou understood that Xie Sui had been holding it back and suppressed not going crazy. Because once he collapses, Jibai will definitely cry, and it must be ten times more sad than now.
He would rather bear everything alone, than make her feel uncomfortable.

In late August, Xie Sui was discharged, and Jibai also received an admission letter from S University.
During this time, she calmly accepted all the decisions made by Xie Sui, including giving up applying for volunteers, preparing to join the team, and doing something in the car.
Jibai accepts it, because she knows that Xie Sui has nothing to lose, and Jibai is willing to let him try to do whatever she likes.
But the only thing Jibai didn't accept... was that Xie Sui said he wanted to break up with her.
Xie Sui raised it again and again, but was repeatedly rejected by Jibai. As long as he was a little tougher, she would cry.
Seeing her crying, Xie Suihui was so uncomfortable that she wanted to kill herself.
Later, Xie Sui simply stopped seeing her.
For a whole month, Jibai couldn't contact Xie Sui, and she was faced with the task of filling out her volunteers. At the same time, her grandma asked her to work in the company for an internship. She was so busy every day that she was busy.
Being busy seemed to be helpful, allowing her to forget her pain temporarily.
But every night when people are quiet, thoughts will come like waves.
Grandma couldn't bear to see her depression, so she sent her to the outskirts Yunshuitai to see the model house, and came back to write a report.
The area of ​​Shuiyuntai belongs to the suburban lakeside, the environment is quiet and tranquil, and the high-end villa area is built. Grandma's original intention is also the name of continuing to work, allowing Ji Bai to relax.
The manager in charge of Shuiyuntai took Jibai to see the model house and said: "The North District is still under planning and construction, but the Lakeside Villas in the South District have been built and sold as soon as they opened. The environment there is very good. Okay, the green plant coverage rate is as high as 80%. Do you want to see the second lady?"
Assistant Qin had already called the manager to explain the situation beforehand. It was not necessary to really take her to see the model house and let her walk by the lake alone to relax.
"There is a club on the lakeshore holding a yacht party. They are all young people. Miss Ji can also come and join in the fun."
Jibai answered faintly, not sure if he heard it.
The manager saw her walking on the stone path by the lake alone, but did not follow.
The breeze was gentle, the lake surface was glowing like golden fish scales, the field of vision was extremely wide, and the white mood seemed to be relieved a lot.
Someone is indeed holding a yacht party in the distance, and the laughter of young men and women can be heard.
Jibai didn't want to go to join in the fun, she walked down the lawn path by the lake, preparing to detour from under the bridge. The lawn path did not seem to be properly repaired. It looked like green grass, but there was a deep mud pit under it.
It was too late for Jibai to react. The whole calf on the left had already stepped in. When he lifted it up, it brought out brown mud and grass stems.
In a bad mood, everything is unlucky.
She was wearing high heels and a white skirt, and it was fine now, her left leg was covered with mud and dirt, and she couldn't bear to look directly at it.
Jibai resisted the soreness in his throat, wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and there was some mud on his cheeks, looking embarrassed.
It seems that the whole world doesn't want her anymore.
Jibai bit her lower lip tightly, got up and left, just at this moment, her gentle and powerful palm suddenly grabbed her forearm.
Jibai turned her head and saw the handsome face of the young boy.
For a moment, she even thought she was dreaming.
Xie followed a black jacket with a tall and straight figure, exquisite features, long narrow peach eyes blinking, and thick black eyelashes.
He cut short the originally slightly long hair, and now it is a green stubble flat head.
After so many years, the broken scar between his eyebrows has not faded. With his flat head, it looks more manly.
Jibai felt that her breathing was about to stagnate.
During this time, she worked hard to keep herself busy. Even if she didn’t think of him for a second, she wouldn’t be so uncomfortable. She would be able to live hard as if nothing happened, trying to think what grandma said... The wind is thousands of miles away, and I have found another vast world.
But the moment I saw him again, the world that Ji Bai had been struggling to support suddenly collapsed.
She has him in all her dreams about the future, how can she let him...
Xie Sui looked down and saw that Jibai's left foot was full of silt. He took her to sit on the side chair next to him and asked, "Why is this careless."
His voice was flat, as if nothing had happened between them.
Jibai lowered her eyes, her long, curled eyelashes covered her eyelids, and her small dirty hands were tightly clenched into fists, trembling slightly.
Xie Sui gently shook the back of her hand and said softly: "Friends of the team are playing on the yacht. I will take you over to wash it."
"No." She said coldly, "I don't know you well."
Xie Sui had already taken off her muddy high heels: "You can't walk like this now, go and wash them."
Jibai raised his head, glanced at him angrily, gritted his teeth and said: "Don't worry about it."
"Really don't care about me?" Xie Sui let go of her: "Then you go."
There is no emotion in his light brown eyes, and he treats her like a normal friend.
There was sourness in Jibai's heart, she kept rubbing her eyes, trying to rub back the tears that accidentally leaked from her eyes.
She didn't want to cry, didn't want to cry in front of him, which made her seem very humble.
She snatched her high heels, which were stained with mud and could not be worn. Jibai could only walk back with bare feet and limp.
She didn't take a few steps, as if she was weightless, she was hugged by the boy and a princess, and hugged firmly.
Despite her struggle, Xie walked towards the yacht with her in his arms.
Ji Bai was stunned for a few seconds.
"Xie Sui, you... let me down quickly."
"I'll take you to wash it." Xie Sui was expressionless, but his tone was rather stubborn.
Jibai made a noise in his arms, struggling hard: "Let go!"
Xie Sui's hand hugged her tightly and hugged her tighter: "Don't make trouble."
"Xie Sui, you said that you broke up, you care about what I do now."
"We broke up, but we still know each other. Since we know each other, we can't ignore it."
He knew that he was arguing.
"If you break up with me, you are a stranger. There is no middle ground. If I don't like you anymore, I would rather hate you."
She bit her lower lip tightly, her voice trembling slightly: "Now I hate you."
Xie Sui's heart lost weight instantly, and he pursed his lips. Without saying a word, she hugged the girl onto the yacht trestle with a calm face.
The young men and women on the yacht stopped laughing and looked at him in surprise when they saw Xie Sui holding a strange girl walking over.
"Fuck..."
"Brother Sui actually hugged the girl, what's the situation!"
"Xie Sui, this is...your girlfriend?"
...
When Xie Suizheng was about to say "no", Jibai wrapped his neck around his neck, buried his blushing face in his neck and closed his eyes.
Xie Sui hugged her, went to the back deck without a word, put her on a chair, and then found a water pipe to wash her silt.
Jibai looked up and saw the fruits, champagne and all kinds of snacks on the table, and said flatly: "You are doing well."
Xie Sui knelt beside her on one knee, took off her other high heels, and asked softly, "How about you, how are you..."
"not good."
She had a bad life, very bad.
Xie rolled with his Adam's apple. After a long time, he said softly, "Little Bai, we all try to look forward..."
"All the future I have looked forward to and dreamed of is a future with you."
Jibai asked him with red eyes, "Xie Sui, where do you want me to look?"
Desolate and wild, there is nowhere to escape.
Xie Sui stopped speaking, he took off her pantyhose and held her white and smooth feet under the water, letting the water wash away all the mud.
His slender fingers were well-knotted, and he gently stroked her calf and ankle, and the back of his hand was filled with cyan veins.
In the sun, his hands were shining with drops of light.
Jibai stretched his feet to his neckline and kicked them lightly, which moistened his breasts. He took off her feet: "Don't make trouble."
She looked at him and said calmly: "Xie Sui, why do you want to break up."
Xie Sui dried her feet with a clean towel, and said in a deep voice, "You know why I broke up with you."
Suddenly she grabbed his belt buckle, drew him closer to herself, looked at him with vengeful eyes, gritted her teeth and said: "Xie Sui, do you really think I care about this?"
"I care." Xie Suiying met her dark pupil: "I care very much."
Jibai closed his eyes and kissed his dry lips.
Xie Sui stepped back, and Jibai held down the back of his head, forcing him to open his mouth to welcome her arrival.
She moistened his lips gently a little bit, leaned into his mouth, sucking passionately on his soft tongue.
Xie Sui reacted by her teasing, and gradually turned away from the guest, holding her waist, lifting her up, his hot body pressed tightly against him.
During this long month, all his thoughts turned into his affectionate and passionate kisses. He closed his eyes and his soul was trembling. The pleasure has far surpassed the limit of the happiness that the body can feel.
At that moment, he knew that maybe he could not do without her in his life.
Jibai was almost suffocated by his kiss, she hugged his waist tightly, pressed her cheek to his chest, listening to his heart beating enthusiastically.
"Xie Sui, I really like you."
Xie Sui stretched out his hand to wrap her around her, breathing deeply, smelling the long-lost fragrance of her body, feeling that the whole world was complete.
He likes her so much, lifelessly, even if tomorrow is the end, he hugs her tightly and doesn't care about anything.
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Brother Sui's illness will be cured soon! Multiply the important words by three! ! !