Chapter 83: Big Dream Life (1)

Xie Yingtao said that she was called Xie Yingtao because his father brought fresh cherries home in the early morning of late spring and washed them for his mother and sent them to the office.
My mother had a meeting that morning and was furious because of the decline in performance. Later, the employees who stood outside the office waiting to be criticized were like seeing a savior when they saw Dad coming.
So when my mom criticized others, my dad would feed my mom one by one cherries, blocking her mouth.
Later, Mr. Bai's love to eat cherries was spread in the company.
Xie Yingtao said, in fact, where my mother loves to eat cherries, she just likes her father to feed her cherries.
The friends are very interested in the origin of Xie Cherry's name. They also want to eat cherries, but it is summer and the cherries are out of season.
The little guys expressed their pity one after another, and then reached out and touched the black and soft ponytail of Xie Cherry, which was like a satin-like black and soft ponytail.
At the same table, Qiao Jiajia said to Xie Yingtao enviously: "I know, your father often goes on TV and drives a lot. My mother said that she is a fan of your father and asked me to ask you for an autograph."
She handed the notebook to Xie Yingtao, and Xie Yingtao solemnly collected the book: "Don't worry, I promise to complete the task."
Although among the children, Xie Sui's idol halo made Xie Cherry's face brighter, but most of the time, she was actually very afraid of her father.
Dad is really fierce and often sullen his face. Xie Yingtao was shocked when he saw him.
Every time Dad came to pick her up from school and saw a boy approaching her to talk to her, Dad would scold the boy and drive him away.
Xie Yingtao is eight years old this year, with a little natural baby fat on her face, white and soft skin, hair like satin, and her eyes are like the agile deer in the mountains and forests. She looks extremely cute.
Her mother is already very beautiful, plus Xie Sui's immortal appearance, the daughter born out is just as beautiful as an elf.
Walking down the street, anyone could not help but look at this little girl more.
Therefore, Xie Sui takes care of her daughter very tightly and will not let unfamiliar adult men contact her.
That day, he picked up Xie Yingtao and went home from school and walked to the roadside dessert shop. Xie Yingtao said he wanted to eat ice to bully.
Xie Sui said dissatisfied that he was eating ice cream junk food. Despite the scolding, he went to the dessert shop to buy ice bully for his daughter. When he came back, he saw a strange man pinching her face, with a wretched smile on his face.
Xie Yingtao stood there stupidly, not knowing how to dodge.
Xie Sui's temples tightened suddenly, without a word, he stepped forward and threw him to the ground, not forgetting to bully the ice into Xie Cherry's mouth.
He beat the man hard.
That time, Xie Yingtao was really terrified. She licked the ice cream and cried while clutching the corner of her father's clothes. The cream was mixed with tears and turned into a little painted face.
Xie Sui's face was tense and low, picked up Xie Yingtao and hurried home.
In the evening, Jibai said that he should restrain his emotions a little bit, and shouldn't move rough in front of his daughter and frighten her.
Xie Sui was suffocated in his heart, but did not talk back to Jibai.
There must be small noises on weekdays, but most of the time, he will let her. He knows that he was too impulsive today. He only said that it was the ice cream's fault, and would never buy ice cream for Xie Yingtao again.
Jibai rolled his eyelids and said, "Go and accompany your daughter."
Xie Yingtao hurried to the bed again on tiptoe, turned off the light, and covered herself in the quilt pretending to be asleep.
Xie Sui walked to the door of the room with the story book and knocked on the door: "Cherry, Dad tells you a story."
Xie Yingtao pinched her nose and said, "Cherry is asleep."
"Is it?"
"Yes."
"That's who is talking to me."
"Um... you're talking to Brugge."
Brugge is a little bear doll beside Xie Yingying's bed.
Xie Sui stood by the door for a long time. His daughter didn't seem to want to open the door for him. He had no choice but to say softly: "Then trouble Brugge to tell Cherry that Dad loves her very much."
In fact, children don't understand their parents' love very well, but there are a little bad things about their parents, they can remember them clearly.
The next day, Xie Yingtao walked out of the room and saw a thick stack of notebooks on the coffee table, all of which she brought back to her father to sign.
Xie Yingtao was still a little worried last night. She didn't open the door to let her father come in. Would her father be angry because of this and not sign her.
She opened the notebook and found that every title page was neatly signed with his name, and she let out a long sigh of relief.
If her father doesn't sign her, she really doesn't know how to tell her friends.
After this incident, Xie Sui began to pay attention to controlling his temper, so as not to frighten Xie Yingtao, the little counselor. But this is the case for children, who dare to open a dyeing room if you give you three points of color.
Xie Yingtao is the second grade of elementary school this year, her grades have not been very good. The little girl is really smart, but she doesn’t need to be on the right track. She is more naughty than the boys in school. She often teases the teacher with the bad boys in the class. .
Later, the teacher couldn’t bear it and invited Xie to the office. He said that he knew that he was busy with work and competition, but the child also had to take care of it. Look, this nine-nine-nine multiplication table was told to memorize it last summer. The classmates are already overwhelmed by memorization, only Xie Yingtao can't!
Xie Sui was very angry. Before the school bell rang, he walked into the classroom with a calm face, and took the cherries away like a piglet.
At night, Jibai came home from get off work, and I could hear Xie Yingtao’s crying in the yard. She cried and carried: one for one, one for two, one for three...
Jibai opened the door and saw Xie Sui sitting on the desk, and Xie Yingtao standing in front of him with her hands behind her back, wiping tears in her eyes.
"What's wrong?"
Jibai walked over distressedly and took Xie Yingtao into his arms.
Xie Yingtao hurriedly hugged her mother and cried aggrievedly: "Oh, my dad said that if I can't memorize the multiplication table, I...don't ask me to eat, and dad also...beat me."
Jibai looked at Xie Sui helplessly: "Can't memorize it and teach it slowly, why make the child cry."
"It's not that I can't memorize it, it's that this girl doesn't care at all. The classmates know how, but she doesn't.
"Then you can't beat her either."
Xie Sui pointed to Xie Yingtao, and said angrily: "I will complain to your mother indiscriminately, right? When I beat you, you count how many black things you have sue Laozi over the years."
Xie Yingtao cried harder: "Oh, Cherry hates Dad! Don't want Dad again."
Educating children, sometimes it doesn’t work if it’s lighter or heavier. Xie Suichu is a father. Many things are slowly learning and groping. When the child says he hates himself, Xie Sui is angry and anxious. He turns back to the room and closes it heavily. Room door.
Jibai could only comfort Xie Yingtao first, wiped her face with a small kerchief, then took her back to the room and asked her patiently: "What the is going on."
"...It's just that when my father heard the teacher say bad things about me, he became so angry that he was just in school and... and it made me lose face."
Children of this age are actually quite strong in vanity. The students around are envious of Xie Yingtao’s such a good father, but Xie Sui just grabbed Xie Yingtao out in front of the classmates, which made Xie Yingtao. It feels so shameless.
"I hate daddy." She gagged and said angrily: "I don't care about him anymore."
"Dad has gone through a lot of bad things before. He has a bad temper. We are all his family members, so be patient with him, okay."
Jibai wiped Xie Yingtao's face, and leaned over to pat her thin shoulders: "Although Dad looks fierce on the surface, we all know that he loves cherries."
"I don't think he loves me." Xie Yingtao mumbled: "He knows he is angry."
Jibai took out the warm white jade Guanyin from Xie Yingtao’s white neck: "The day the cherry was born, my father rushed to the hospital in the rain from the company. When he saw the first side of the cherry, he hung this Guanyin empress. I put Cherries on her neck, and I hope she will bless Cherries and grow up safely."
Xie Yingtao looked at the Guanyin with blood-red spots in the corner of her eyes, and asked inexplicably, "Why does the Guanyin mother shed tears?"
Jibai thought of those tragic stories and the suffering of the teenager climbing out of the mire step by step, she said solemnly: "Because Empress Guanyin is also reluctant to see kind people suffer, and father is a kind person, so Empress Guanyin brought us to him. Accompany him by his side."
Xie Yingtao nodded her head seemingly understanding, and yawned: "Then I will... forgive dad tomorrow."
Jibai touched her little head: "Why tomorrow."
"Because tomorrow is Dad's birthday."
Jibai smiled: "Okay, then we will forgive Dad tomorrow."
Xie Yingcheng hugged the little bear and fell asleep peacefully, her hand tightly holding the necklace of the goddess of Mercy between her neck, and babbling in her dream: "I want to give my father a birthday present, that is..."
Outside the window, there was a sudden storm, and Xie Yingtao fell asleep in a daze, feeling that his body was floating.
The chill wind was blowing her face, she felt the bed suddenly become hard, she opened her eyes in surprise and looked around.
She is not lying on the cozy little bed at home, underneath her are old railroad tracks.
In the distance, the green hills are verdant, and the surrounding cold railroad tracks lead to the endless distance.
Here...where is it?
How could she come to such a place, mom and dad?
Fortunately, Brugge, the bear puppet, was still lying next to her, Xie Yingtao quickly grabbed the bear and hugged it tightly in his arms.
At this moment, she saw a man lying across the cold railroad track. The man was sleeping on the railroad track, reluctant to live or die.
Looking at the figure of a man, it looks a bit like her father.
Just as Xie Yingtao stood up and was about to walk over, not far away, a rumbling train came at a very fast speed!
Xie Yingtao was so frightened that she screamed.
When Xie Sui heard the girl's voice, he opened his eyes suddenly, got up and looked back, and the moment he saw the girl, his whole body's blood was solidified.
Seeing that the train was already close at hand, Xie Sui stood up desperately, rushed to lift the girl off the rails.
As soon as the two people rolled off the rails, the train "swizzled" over the rails where they were just now.
Xie Yingtao’s mouth trembled with fright, she turned her head to look at the man who was holding her tightly, and quaked, "Dad, daddy..."
Xie Sui turned his head and glanced at her, a trace of confusion appeared in those narrow and beautiful eyes.
He ignored her, holding a square porcelain urn, got up and left.
Xie Yingtao saw that her father ignored her, and was anxious, and hurriedly caught up with him: "Dad, where is this place, I want to go home..."
Xie Sui looked down at her indifferently: "You have admitted the wrong person, I am not your father."
His voice was very deep and cold, and his expression was as cold as frost, and he couldn't find any familiar tenderness in his dark eyes.
He looks exactly the same as his father, but he doesn't look like his father... at least, he never looked at her with such cold eyes.
Xie Yingtao frowned in confusion, feeling a little hurt.
In any case, she decided to leave the desolate countryside with her father.
She held the dirty bear Brugi in her hand, followed Xie Sui step by step and walked on the empty railway.
"Dad, wait for me."
Xie Sui glanced back at her, and said to her heart that she couldn't get rid of it like a dogskin plaster.
"Dad...Cherry really can't walk anymore." The girl stood alone on the railroad track holding the bear doll, her voice cried: "Woo...Dad."
Xie Sui quickened his pace.
Xie Yingtao saw that her father seemed to be really about to dump her. She was anxious to wipe her tears and quickened her pace to catch up with him.
"Dad, Cherry is wrong, and Cherry really knows it is wrong... I will memorize the nine-nine multiplication table for you, one for one gets one, one for two gets two..."
Xie Sui suddenly stopped, Xie Yingtao slammed his head on his stiff leg: "Woo...Dad."
"Don't follow me anymore, I don't know you."
He looked at the little girl next to him with a cold expression: "I'm going to die, will you follow me too!"
Xie Yingtao frowned, cried out with "Wow", and screamed violently at the sky
"Dad, don't want cherries!"
Xie Sui:...

At six o'clock in the afternoon, the gloomy sky became darker, and night was approaching. The four fields of the railway are empty,
This time, the rest of his life after the catastrophe did not let Xie Sui feel the joy of being reborn. On the contrary, his heart seemed to be shrouded in a dark mist, suppressed, unable to breathe.
He was already dead, sitting on the rails again, silently waiting for the death of the gods to come.
but...
Xie Sui turned his head and glanced at the girl sitting beside him with big watery eyes.
She was only seven or eight years old, and she was white and white, her mouth pouted like a cherry, and her wet eyelashes were sticky with tears.
She stopped crying, resting her chin in her small hand and staring at him intently.
Whose girl is this!