Chapter 52: Past

He looked into her eyes. "When you left, I had a very bad time. I never understood why you didn’t tell me why you wanted to go abroad. There was no explanation even after you left."
"Sorry, I'm because..."
He interrupted her explanation. "It's not important anymore. It's all gone. How are you doing well abroad?"
"Uh... well, okay" heavy losses hit her, and everything is no longer important. . .
"You look so beautiful and gentle, there must be many boys chasing you"
"Yeah, there are many, but I have always been alone"
"Oh?"
"Because I always hold one person in my heart, I can't hold other people anymore"
Erqi looked at her with complex eyes, and said softly, "Forget it, let it pass in the past"
Tears filled Xiaoyu’s eyes, and she grabbed Erqi’s hand with excitement.
No, no, I can’t forget, I love you, I’m the same, but I was too young, too impulsive, too self-righteous, you will forgive me Isn't it right? You just said it was deceiving, right?"
He patted her hand "Xiaoyou, a beautiful girl like you, there must be a better man than me to love you"
Her tears rolled down like a broken pearl, holding his big hand instead. "No, Erqi, I have only you in my heart. Until now, I found out that it would be so painful for you to lose it. Qi, give me another chance, we will come again, okay?"
Erqi shook his head "Impossible, I can never go back"
"Is it because of Miss Mu?"
Speaking of Xianyu, a soft light flashed in his eyes, "She is a good girl, if I can, I don't want her to suffer any harm"
His hint is obvious
"What about me? Do you have the heart to see my pain?" When a woman said such a thing, her pay was gone.
"I can only say, sorry"
"Don't be sorry"
Erqi began to tire of such conversations, and the beautiful past in his mind began to distort.
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