Chapter 40: the fortieth

Chapter Forty
Song Yi nodded, knowing that he could not drive in this situation, and he was not responsible for himself and others.
On the road, he leaned on the co-pilot and remained motionless, and his mind was full of minutiae that had been neglected in his life over the years.
Those he couldn't understand, now he figured it out.
He remembered that there was a rainstorm when he was a child. At that time, everyone was still using bb machines. It was not as convenient as making a call now. The teacher organized the students at the school gate and waited for their parents to pick them up. Song Yi just watched his companions disappear one by one. In the end, the sky was dark, and he was the only one who stood alone under the eaves. The head teacher had no choice but to him home. Zhao Hongyan saw Song Yi who was wet all over, and asked him with a calm face how he came back.
Song Yi has forgotten what she said, but the sympathetic eyes of the head teacher are particularly deep.
There is also a third year in high school. He stayed up late to read and study in the early morning. Zhao Hongyan played mahjong all night with his poker friends, laughing and making noise. Song Yi couldn't read the book at all, and he could calm down only by plugging his ears with cotton.
At that time, he was young and didn’t realize that there was something wrong with Zhao Hongyan. He had never seen what a normal family would look like. He thought that most of the homes were like this. It was not until the university lived in the dormitory and contacted his roommate’s mother that Song Yi realized Zhao Hongyan’s. unusual".
So many years have passed, and time has let him go, but today he learned that he was not his own person, and the insignificant things in the past, Zhao Hongyan's extremely detrimental behavior, are all worthy of scrutiny.
When he arrived at the hospital parking lot, Song Yi looked at the roof of the car for a few seconds, then realized that he wanted to get off.
Gu Xingchuan twisted his neck and fixedly stared at Song Yi's face. He rarely saw Song Yi's utter despair, and his usual calm and indifferent image was completely different.
Song Yi twisted the handle a few times, and could not open the door. The safety lock did not open. Turning around, she looked at Gu Xingchuan, her eyes flushed slightly, as if she was about to cry.
Glancing at each other, like lightning, Gu Xingchuan's heart twitched fiercely, and involuntarily, he leaned forward to pinch Song Yi's chin, and took a bite of the flesh on his cheek.
The pain involved returning to reason, Song Yi's senses restarted, and he clearly smelled the familiar aura of Gu Xingchuan, as if he had struck a stable, with an inexplicable sense of security.
Gu Xingchuan looked into his eyes and said in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I am here."
"Thank you." Song Yi said seriously, very sincerely grateful for Gu Xingchuan to be with him at this time.
Gu Xingchuan touched his hair, opened the driver's door and got off the car, walked around to the co-pilot and opened the car door, "Let's go, I'll go up with you."
Song Yi acquiesced, now that he can't care about any children's love, and can face Gu Xingchuan together, at least he has a lot of confidence.
In the afternoon, the aisles of the hospital were deserted, and a few happy women in the obstetrics and gynecology department walked around slowly holding their stomachs.
Song Jie went for a daily physical examination. Zhao Hongyan was knitting a sweater leisurely in Song Jie’s single ward. He saw Song Yi and Gu Xingchuan coming in one after the other, moving their hands and turning away unnaturally. Facing the window, continue to knit a sweater.
"Mom, I have something to tell you." Song Yi tried her best to keep her voice calm and emotionless.
Zhao Hongyan glanced at him, put the ball of thread in his hand on the sofa, patted the skirt of his clothes, and walked out without saying a word.
Song Yi followed, and the two stopped in the empty pantry.
The light-transmitting glass windows of the warm sun in the afternoon gave a sense of openness and quietness. Zhao Hongyan turned around, looked at Song Yi, and pressed his mouth tightly, "Are you with Xiao Gu?"
Song Yi looked at her, closed her eyes, and said straightforwardly: "Let's do a paternity test."
Zhao Hongyan was shocked, staggered back two steps, almost falling to the ground, looked at Song Yi incredulously, "What are you talking about?"
"Let's do a paternity test." Song Yi's voice was calm and sour.
Zhao Hongyan took a breath, panic and uneasy in his eyes, "Okay, why do you suddenly want to do this"
"I did a blood type test. Xiaojie and I, and you and Dad are not the same blood type."
"you……"
Song Yi clenched her fists, "I am not your son, am I?"
Zhao Hongyan lowered his head, stiff body, and squeezed the corner of his clothes with one hand and rubbed it. Song Yi couldn't see her expression, only her slightly trembling hand, which looked extremely tangled.
Song Yi didn't urge her. After a while, Zhao Hongyan raised his head, with a look of sorrow on his face, and a cold sweat on his forehead, "Yes, you were raised by me and your father."
She glanced at Song Yi, then lowered her head and said, "I have been married to your dad for several years and have never had children. Your grandma has been urging her. Relatives and friends said that I am a hen who can't lay eggs. I can't stand this anger. Dad discussed it and hugged a child from outside. He didn't expect... Xiaojie will be there in two years."
Song Yi opened her mouth, looked at her and asked, "Where are my biological parents?"
Zhao Hongyan glanced at him again and sighed, "I don’t know. I bought it through someone else. I heard people say that your biological parents didn’t have much money and they couldn’t afford to raise a few children. So we took some money and put You changed it back."
Song Yi squeezed the bridge of his nose. This situation was similar to what he had guessed, but it was still a little frustrating to hear Zhao Hongyan say it himself.
Zhao Hongyan took a few breaths and shook his head, feeling helpless, "You have been different from other children since you were a child. Like your dad said, none of our children of the same generation can compare to you. In our hearts, You are no different from our own people. We treat Xiaojie as well as you. We have never treated you badly, but there are too many things in your heart. In this regard, you are not like other juniors, our family does not have your mind. So many people."
She paused, looked at Song Yi tentatively, and continued: "You came to see me for a paternity test today. My heart is too cold. Others say that nourishment is better than birth. I raised you so much to let you Don’t you think you are better than your biological parents"
Song Yi had heard enough of these words. Today was in a bad mood. He could barely cooperate before, and he didn’t want Zhao Hongyan to say these sour words. He took a few deep breaths, calmed down, and said calmly,
I don’t know my biological parents. What kind, but you did a terrible job in motherhood."
Zhao Hongyan's breathing was stagnant, and he stared at him.
Song Yi glanced at her calmly, then turned and walked outside the pantry.
He didn't bother to listen to what Zhao Hongyan said. He would just want to take Gu Xingchuan home, eat a meal of Gu Xingchuan's cooking, and get some warm comfort from Gu Xingchuan. He didn't want to care about these messy things.
Looking at his decisive back, Zhao Hongyan bit his lip to raise money, and followed quickly, "Xiao Yi, don't worry, I have something to ask you."
Song Yi looked at her questioningly, not wanting to speak.
Zhao Hongyan hesitated for a few seconds, then twitchedly asked: "Are you with Xiao Gu?"
"What are you asking about this?" Song Yi frowned.
Zhao Hongyan looked embarrassed, and whispered: "Don't be too troubled. I don't usually see you. I wanted to tell you this last time."
She coughed, looked at Song Yi and said, "Xiao Gu also chased Shen Li before, and now his two suitors are together, you two are like this, have you considered how Shen Li feels?"
Song Yi always laughed. Although this is not funny, in this absurd scene, it makes him feel funny, "Who am I with, why should I consider Shen Li's feelings"
Don’t say he’s not with Gu Xingchuan, even if he’s together, what does it have to do with Shen Li?
Shen Li never agreed to his pursuit of anyone.
Zhao Hongyan was embarrassed, bathed in Song Yi's sight, feeling very ashamed, and said like a mosquito, "Shen Li once helped our house after all...you did this..."
Song Yi sneered, and the corners of her mouth cocked slightly, "Mom, do you know why I didn't go to Manchester University at the time?"
Zhao Hongyan was taken aback, "Didn't you forget to fill in the blanks, so you didn't get the recommended quota?"
Song Yi shook her head, her voice was clear, and she said every word, "Shen Li begged me to give it to him. There are only two of us competing for this place. I didn't forget to write it, I did it on purpose."
"So don't think we owe Shen Li anything, our family doesn't owe him anything." Song Yi made a loud voice.
Shen Li’s family seems to have a lot of expectations of him, and they want Shen Li to get the recommended place, but compared to Song Yi’s grades, Shen Li is far behind. Shen Li mentioned the fifty thousand who had helped the Song family. He didn’t want this. For a sum of money, as long as Song Yi deliberately releases the water and cedes this place to herself, everything can be written off.
He sincerely thanked Shen Li for helping him, and always remembered this good, but he has already paid back what he should pay, and it's long gone.
Zhao Hongyan didn't know what was wrong, tears came out, covering his face with his hands and sobbing, his voice lamented, "How can he be like this, how can he be like this... how can he do such a thing."
Song Yi frowned. He didn't cry for such a big thing just now, but he cried like this. He couldn't stand it anymore. He patted Zhao Hongyan on the shoulder and said in a relieved tone, "It's nothing, our family doesn't have that financial ability. , The x scene is also very good, I have not regretted it."
Zhao Hongyan shook his head vigorously, tears running down his fingers, dripping to the ground, "He is too much, how could he do such a thing..."
Song Yi comforted her a few words, Zhao Hongyan gradually stopped crying, and walked out without saying a word, his steps deep and shallow, as if he had suffered a great blow.
Song Yi couldn't figure out where her excitement came from. It was a bit difficult for him to get the quota back then. If he could study drama in Manchester, his future would be better than today.
But then he wanted to start, and he didn't have the money to study. The foreign consumption was so high that his family couldn't afford it. The X drama was also quite good. He was quite content with so many excellent teachers and students.
Song Yi returned to Song Jie's ward, and there was no one. He took out his mobile phone and was about to call.
The attending doctor walked in holding the file folder and said with a smile: "You have a relationship to use it earlier. I have always worried that the patient's platelets will not be able to supply..."
Song Yi looked at him suspiciously, "What's the relationship?"
The attending doctor said: "Don't you know the head of the blood station in District X. I just called us. Platelet resources are given priority to your sister."
Song Yi felt relieved, and now there is no need to worry about Song Jie's affairs.
The attending doctor looked at him, blinked his eyes, and his tone became better, "How do you know the webmaster, can you recommend us?"
Song Yi smiled politely, went out and sent a message to Gu Xingchuan, and the two met in the parking lot.
He leaned on the door of McLaren, holding his arms, thinking about things in his mind, the regular footsteps sounded behind him, Gu Xingchuan walked over and touched his fluffy hair, then squeezed his face and asked: "Are we hungry, let's eat."
Song Yi's thoughts stagnated, and when he remembered he hadn't eaten yet. He touched the bridge of his nose and said sincerely, "Thank you for everything, Xiaojie."
Gu Xingchuan is not accustomed to him, so he opened the door of the car, Nu Nu chin his jaw, "I don't need you to thank me for a phone call."
Song Yi lowered her head and laughed, and got in the co-pilot. After experiencing all the mess today, she felt very comfortable and stable at this moment, "Where shall we go to eat?"
Gu Xingchuan glanced at him unexpectedly, leaned over and kissed Song Yi on the corner of his mouth, and said softly, "Let's go to Beihu No.9."
Song Yi squinted at him, "I don't want to eat a big meal, I want to eat the food you cooked."
Gu Xingchuan's eyes suddenly lit up, dark and lacquered, like stars, staring at Song Yi happily for a few seconds, a bright smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he gave a soft "um".
They returned home twice, and Song Yi hadn’t eaten much of the vegetables he bought. Gu Xingchuan put on his apron and entered the kitchen neatly. Song Yi thought about helping out, washing and cutting vegetables, Gu Xingchuan pushed his shoulders out. Outside, "You are clumsy, just wait for the meal."
Song Yi was quietly happy, took a novel, and lay down on the sofa leisurely to read it, Gu Xingchuan seemed to be in a good mood, humming English songs from time to time, intermittently, very nice.
The air was lazy, and the sound in the kitchen was buzzing, and there was a kind of plain happiness. Song Yi's mood was cheerful and calm, and the days should be followed how to live.
He had always thought about it. He used to be alone and everything happened. Now there is a small bottle cap in his stomach, and this is nothing.
After a while, Gu Xingchuan came out of the kitchen with a bowl of steaming shrimp porridge in his hand. He straddled Song Yi’s lap and stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, "You drink the porridge first, and others The dishes will be out soon."
Song Yi's thigh can't move. He used to let Omega sit like this before, and it was pretty beautiful. When he changed to Gu Xingchuan, his legs were almost numb. "You look thin, why are you so heavy?"
Gu Xingchuan looked at him triumphantly, "My body fat percentage is only 8%." With his free hand, he touched Song Yi's abdomen, squeezed it gently, and blinked ambiguously. same."
Song Yi looked at him with her eyes raised, guessing quite accurately, and snorted, "I haven't worked out recently, otherwise it's not worse than you."
Gu Xingchuan saw that he had no appetite for the time being, so he put the porridge on the coffee table with his arm around Song Yi's neck and looked at him face to face, "What happened to you today?"
"I don't want to talk about it." Song Yi didn't mention the bad things at all.
Gu Xingchuan kissed his forehead, then rubbed his nose, "Okay, I won't ask you, wait until you want to tell me."
Song Yi didn't respond, and looked at him lazily.
Gu Xingchuan said to him that he kissed on the cheek again. Song Yi still didn't respond. He pressed Song Yi's ear and asked in a low voice, "Are you the only way to respond if you kiss you with your tongue?"
Song Yi smiled, "You want me to cooperate with you for a strong kiss. Your request is too high."
Gu Xingchuan was not convinced, licking his cold lip line, sketching the tip of his tongue, rubbing it bit by bit, "Don't say I kiss you forcibly, don't you enjoy it"
To be honest, Song Yi sometimes enjoys it, but it doesn’t fail to show it. He sneered and said,
You’re good at kissing. How many people have practiced it after kissing.

Gu Xingchuan chuckled, his voice was low and hoarse, "You are jealous"
Song Yi gave him a white look, "Which kind of jealous do I have."
Gu Xingchuan squinted his eyes displeasedly, and pinched Song Yi's jaw like a bully molesting a good family woman, with warm breathing intertwined, "Sometimes I have raps in my songs, and I practiced it for a while."
He said, like a dazzling skill, pressing on Song Yi’s lips, the tip of his tongue was trembling in rhythm, and after a second, Song Yi froze suddenly, and the numbness on his lips made him feel strange. He took a deep breath, leaned his neck back, and moved the distance between the two people, pretending to change the subject calmly, "Well, it's pretty good, why do you want to sing?"
"because of you."
Gu Xingchuan took it for granted. After a meal, his tone became unhappy. "I plan to go to Manchester to find you to settle the account. I didn't expect you to go to the X drama. I was delayed in the start of school. I have to wait for the second year to retake the exam. I had a heart attack. A scout was looking for me at that time, so I signed a media company."