Chapter 161: Masochism

"You deserve it, who told you to be so bad." She said grimly.
"After I got married to her, you were cold to me, and I knew I liked you. Do you remember? You used to be very obedient in front of me, and you just do whatever you want and never say anything that violates my meaning. . Even if I face you coldly, you will still greet you with a smile. I was used to your attitude, but after I got married, your attitude turned around 180 degrees and suddenly started to treat me Indifferent. Always said to leave me, and felt that I was the husband who robbed Cher, and always pushed me out. I found out that I didn't like you to treat me like that. I hope you can treat me like you did before. Obediently Be obedient, serve me like a daughter-in-law, cook for me, and wait for me to take a bath."
His confession caused another mist of water to rise in Zilog's eyes.
"So you are also a masochist!" She sighed with tears in her eyes.
"People used to treat you well, you didn't cherish it, but when they treated you coldly, did you like them?"
"Who wouldn't say yes, I found out that I was also guilty." Qiao Yushi mocked himself.
Maybe when she treated him well, he didn't feel her spirituality. Instead, when she was about to leave, he discovered more of her. Only then did she discover that she didn't come for the money and the status of his family as he imagined.
"Oh, you go quickly, if you don't go, my parents will be finished when they come back. Get up!"
Qiao Yushi looked at his watch, unknowingly, time passed, and he had to leave.
He had to hug her again, kiss her little cheek, and kiss her lips a few times in intoxication before getting up.
"You want to miss me all the time, you know? Except for me, no one else is allowed to think about anything!" He commanded her aggressively.
"Well, okay, whatever you say is fine." She smiled softly, as soft as she was when she was with him.
He finally understood one sentence now, shrinking himself so that he can put it in the eyes of others.
Didn't she just shrink herself in the past? It existed smoothly and silently, until it took root in his heart, she stretched out her little paw like a kitten, and easily captured his heart.
In this battle for love, I don't know if he won or she won.
Zilog wanted to send him out, but he was pushed back on the bed.
"Sleep well, don't get up, it's very cold outside."
"It's okay, I watched you go." She insisted this time, even if she looked at him more.
"It's not allowed to come tomorrow, you know the cold is heavy, why do you have to come in the morning?" She whispered.
"Okay, don't come, don't you get up too early. In winter, it's better to get up after seven o'clock in the winter, you know? Little things." Thousands of warnings still seemed to be uneasy.
"I see, uncle, it seems that there is a generation gap between us, you are too long-winded." Zilog smiled playfully at him.
He gave her a look that made her wait and see, and when she got better, she could tell if he was an uncle.
He took a deep look at her, then kissed her forehead, her eyes, her eyelashes, her little nose, and her little mouth again.
He just let go of her, and left her sweet girl.
Today's insight is the lovesickness of two people. He plans to go directly to the company, and now he works more enthusiastically.
During the day that day, Zilog received a call from Brother Xiaoyong.
"Little Luoluo, how are you? You are about to have a baby?" He asked with concern.
"Brother Xiaoyong, the child is gone, miscarriage." She said sadly. In front of Brother Xiaoyong, she always said what she had.
He would comfort her gently, and sometimes he felt like Xiao Baiyu, like his own brother.
"How could this happen? When did it happen? Are you okay? Didn't it affect your body?" Brother Xiaoyong's series of concerns made people unable to hear any falsehood.
In fact, to Qiao Sinan, he really cared about this kind and innocent Zilog.
It seems that using Xia Wanru makes him feel justified, because she volunteered.
Zilogg, she always simply believed in him. She didn't know her feelings, but he was planning and directing.
From the moment she entered his sight, she was destined to become Qiao Yushi's woman. Some things may be destined, but she just broke into Qiao Yushi's eyes, and also into Qiao Sinan's eyes.
Originally, these roles of her were to be completed by Xia Wanru, but unfortunately Xia Wanru could not really fall in love with Qiao Yushi.
What's more, she had given it to him for the first time, and Qiao Yushi might have difficulty falling in love with her from the bottom of his heart.
So Zilog became the perfect target to use. She had a look similar to Xia Wanru, which was a pass close to Qiao Yushi. She also possesses the simplicity that Xia Wanru does not have, and the blankness of her amnesia after a car accident.
Her mystery, her simplicity, her frailty, her beauty, besides her, who else in the world can successfully grasp Qiao Yushi's heart?
"The child's age is gone, and the injury must be hurt. However, the doctor said that if you take good care of it, there should be no major problems in future fertility. Brother Xiaoyong, I always feel guilty for this child. If I didn't protect it He, he won't leave so soon."
"Don't be stupid, there is no guilt, although I don't know how your child is missing. I think, it must not be your intention. Which mother doesn't want to protect her child? You say it? You hurry up Well, after the full moon, Brother Xiaoyong will visit you."
"Okay, you don't have to worry about me, everything is fine with me. Brother Xiaoyong, you have to work hard. I have always believed that you will have extraordinary achievements, and you won't be living for long."
Her gentle encouragement made Qiao Sinan's heart warm.
He hoped that Zilog would never know that he was Qiao Sinan.
He really didn't dare to think about what she would think of him if the entanglement between her and Qiao Yushi was caused by him alone. She won't even say anything to him from now on, right?
This little girl, what should he do with her?
Although Zillog had agreed with Qiao Yushi, he told him not to come the next morning.
In the next morning, he still came downstairs to her house. This time, he was not in a prominent position.
He didn't want to disturb her to rest, he wanted to look at her from a distance.
Zilog heard the sound of his parents going to the morning exercise and closing the door, so he got up and stood at the window looking out.
"This guy, don't let him come, he really won't come." She muttered, disappointed not to see the familiar and stalwart figure.
Women are always so contradictory. On the one hand, I hope he will not come, so that he can better rest and raise his body.
At the same time, she was eager to see him, and felt empty without seeing her.
Qiao Yushi hid in the dark and saw her standing in the window and looking out again and again.
Knowing that she is looking forward to seeing herself, how can she bear her heart not to show up?
He wanted to surprise the little thing, so he went upstairs and knocked on her door.
he came? Zillog thought happily, and then walked a few steps out of the bedroom and opened the door to him through the living room.
"Why are you so bad, you're here, why don't you let me see you?" She laughed again and pouted again, not to mention how cute she looked.
"I don't want you to see it. I'm afraid you are expecting me to come every day. If I don't come someday, you will be disappointed. Little things, come over and let me kiss you."
She walked up to him, he put his arms around her head and kissed her sharply.
Not as soft as yesterday, today's kiss was very warm, and she responded warmly.
The two kissed for a while, then went to Zillog's room and lay on the bed to talk.
It seems that there are endless words, until the time is not enough, and the two reluctantly separate for fear of being bumped by their parents.
By the full moon in Zillog, the two would date in the morning almost every day.
With his daily company, Zillog slowly shifted his attention a lot. Over time, her pain of losing her child was not as intense as before.
But once she heard someone crying, she would still feel sad.
This injury only changed from a sharp pain to a faint dull pain.
She didn't want Qiao Yushi to worry, she always persuaded herself to look a little away, and she couldn't return what was lost.
When I saw her every day, Qiao Yushi knew that even though she didn't say anything, she still couldn't get out of the shadow of losing her child.
He has been thinking of ways to make her cheerful and lively as soon as possible.
On this full moon day, Qiao Yushi came to see her with a cup, a cup with his picture.
He personally went to Jingdezhen and got his own photo up by himself. For this, Zillog hadn't seen him in the morning for two or three, so he was very disappointed.
She didn't know why he left until he hurried back from Jingdezhen overnight that morning and handed the cup to her hand.
He said he was on business trips, but he didn't expect that he had specially prepared this cup for her.
She remembered that she had said in the letter that the gift she wanted for the full moon was a cup. She wanted to get his promise, she wanted to feel more practical.
"Baby, I will love you all my life, trust me!" He put the cup in her hand, and then said affectionately, holding her little hand in both hands.
It won't be long before Cheng Daxing will be his Qiao Yushi's opponent. He will have to bow his head to beg for peace due to business pressure.
He will soon marry her and let her be the comforting grandmother of Joe.
He thought that grandparents would also be happy. If the children are still there, they will be happier.
"How about you? Will you love me forever?" Qiao Yushi asked her.
Zillog nodded heavily and said softly: "Yes, I will love you forever, and we will never be separated in the future."
As soon as she finished speaking, she heard the sound of a key opening outside the door.
The two of them seemed to have been arrested in love, and Zillog was almost out of breath with nervousness.
"What to do?" She asked him nervously with a pale face.
"Don't worry, go to sleep first." Qiao Yushi said softly, touching her hand to relax her.