Chapter 39: Don't remember me at all

A few words accidentally, he bit very hard, with hatred in it.
Zilog opened the pill box, took out the medicine, swallowed it dry, and replied without showing any weakness: "Don't worry about this, I will be very careful. Believe me, pregnant with your child, I will suffer 11 million more than you. Times!"
She said that, but when he said that she would no longer let her give birth to him, she was still a little disappointed.
Maybe people are willing to reject others instead of being rejected, she thought to herself.
He stretched out his hand to pinch her small round chin without warning. This is his habit, as long as he is angry, he would pinch her like this.
Forcing her to look up at him, he raised the corners of his mouth mockingly.
"I hope you can tell the truth."
Zilog looked straight at him, the pain from her chin made her tears in her eyes, but she would not let the tears flow.
"Qiao Yushi, everything I say to you is the truth. I didn't report the crime!"
Qiao Yushi snorted softly, leaned close to her little face, gritted her teeth and asked her: "Since you appeared four years ago, you have been deliberate about it. You woman, aren't you tired from acting?"
He was talking about four years ago, before she lost her memory, they really had contact!
"Four years ago, something really happened to us, right? Please stop worrying about me for what happened before. Maybe I did something I was sorry to you, but I forgot. Qiao Yushi, I was out. Car accident, amnesia. Tell me what I have done to you. If I am wrong, I will make up for it."
Her delicate eyebrows were tangled, and there was a desire to be understood by him in her eyes, as well as complicated prayers that he almost believed.
If she didn't say this after reporting him, maybe he would believe it even if it was absurd. It happened that she said it at such a timing, and he said it was impossible to believe anything.
"Amnesia? Zellogg, are you fooling a three-year-old kid? You really take my surname Joe as a fool!"
"What I said is true!" She argued excitedly, having been tortured by him for so long, blushing, her face flushed even more with this excitement.
"Enough! Don't make me hate you!" He snarled, opened her chin, and got up angrily to put on his clothes.
Not wanting to stay with the liar woman for one more minute, Qiao Yushi put on his clothes and slammed the door, without stopping for a moment.
Zilog heard the sound of the door closing vigorously, and his heart was complicated.
She felt a little silly today and insisted on explaining to him so that he wouldn't get him wrong. In fact, if he truly believes in you, one look is enough. If he doesn't believe you, he won't believe you even if you say a whole lot of things.
Pulling the thin blanket on the bed, she hugged her knees and leaned against the bed, lost in thought.
Qiao Yushi didn't tell her what happened between them. Maybe the trust between them disappeared four years ago?
She didn't know what mistake she had made that made him distrust her so much.
The heart is depressed, aggrieved, and depressed, but there are no tears. She just leaned on like that and didn't want to eat any more.
Fuzzy falling asleep may be a matter of sitting for a few hours, she saw Xiao Baiyu in her dream.
He was still like the first time she saw him, the sunshine smiled cheerfully, as if freshly dried clothes in the afternoon exuded a comfortable smell.
Even in a dream, his bright smile stretched her tangled brows.
"Hey, do you believe me? I really didn't lie." She is used to calling him, hello.
"Of course I believe you, I will always believe you." He gently stroked her head with his big hand, comforting her.
It was at night when she woke up, and the room was dark. She turned on the bedside lamp and thought of the dream that had begun.
Maybe it is because I want someone to understand it too much, maybe I am too young to stand being wronged, so I have such a dream of self-deception.
If he really met Xiao Baiyu, it would be strange if he didn't hate her.
Two years ago, when she knew that something happened in her home and Xiao Baiyu was just a small doctor, she chose to leave in silence.
She didn't tell him the truth of the matter because she didn't want him to feel guilty for not being able to help her.
Since she was destined to leave and destined to be sad, she would rather let him think that she was a dream. At least the dream is still beautiful, better than letting him know that she is an ugly woman.
Xiao Baiyu, where are you now? Will you think of me occasionally like me?
If you think about it, I hope you will smile with relief. Me and you, I am destined to be sorry, if there is another life, I will leave you a clean Zilog.
When Sister Li arrived at dawn the next day, she saw Zillog curled up on the bed, next to an open book.
Yesterday she saw that Qiao Yushi's face was not good. I guess this poor girl...
She only knew that the two were in a relationship, but she didn't know that Mr. Joe was the president of Joe's family and had a family.
She always hopes that two people can talk apart, don't always be awkward, and she doesn't want to betray Zillog.
The air conditioner was on in the room, she raised the temperature a little bit, and covered Zillog with the air conditioner before doing her thing.
After Zilog woke up, Li's wife served hot milk.
"Thank Sister Li, I don't want to drink." Zilog said.
"Mr. Qiao told you that you have to persuade you to drink the milk every day. There is also a change of three meals a day. He also said what you like to eat. But he said that he wouldn't let me tell you."
"Oh!" She replied softly, took the milk and drank it.
"Sister Li, thank you! You don't need to tell me what he doesn't let you say in the future. I don't want to know what he thought and did."
Since last night, she understood and remembered that there was no trust between them.
It is a matter of time to leave. Whether he misunderstood her or was angry, everything will end with the end of this relationship.
Sister Li sighed and went back to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for her.
"I'll go out for a while and go shopping on the street." After breakfast, she told Sister Li that she actually went to the bookstore. She didn't understand something in the book last night, so she wanted to find information.
Sister Li needs to report, and she can only give her a reason Qiao Yushi is willing to accept, and keep the phone on.
Walking in the square, the dazzling sunlight was shining on her, maybe because she didn't sleep well, her piercing eyes couldn't open.
Walking in a trance, a car drove up quickly when crossing the road and wiped past her.
For a moment, she was stunned. It was like the car accident in her memory, it was also the road in the square, right there.
Obviously a car drove, why didn't it hit her?
"Miss, are you okay? The green light is on!" A man's polite voice sounded in a daze.
"I'm fine, thank you!" She replied politely, trying to look back at the man who was talking, but because she thought of the tramp, she didn't look back. A few steps across the road, the man also crossed the road with her.
"Miss, how can I get to Bailu Bookstore? I am a foreigner and I don't know him." The man asked again.
"Egret Bookstore? It's over there, just across that street, I want to go..." Zillog stopped and pointed to him.
When she saw his face, she suddenly felt a terrible headache and frowned.
"Miss, what's the matter with you?"
"It's okay, the bookstore is over there, you go, I'll take a rest and go."
Because her head hurts too much, she has to squat down, hold her temples with her hands, and rub them vigorously.
"You don't look good, I'll take you to the hospital?"
"No, thank you!" She thought it might be because she thought about the past when she just crossed the road.
Xiao Gege, why are you so kind to me? You really don't remember me at all? The man gathered his eyebrows and thought sadly.
If it weren't for me four years ago, you wouldn't have had a car accident. If you don't remember I deserved it.
The man thought about this in his heart, and Zilogg was uneasy, but there was no reason to follow her to take care of her.
Fortunately, Zillog's headache stopped after a while, she stood up and smiled at the man beside her.
"Let's go, I'll take you to the bookstore!"
There was a pain in the man's heart, how familiar these words were. The once innocent little girl always called him innocently: "Brother Xiufeng, let's go, I'll take you to the bookstore!"
"Brother Xiufeng, let me take you to eat the hot and sour noodles from our school!"
"Brother Xiufeng..."
When she said this today, her innocence and tenderness had already faded away.
Her expression was no longer so innocent, instead, she was deeply sad.
And these sorrows were caused by the him, he was too impulsive, and it was his fault!
He asked his father how Xiao Gege was, and his father said nothing.
She went to ask Xueer again, and Xueer said that everything was fine with her, and he really believed that she would be fine. But where is she? She is not good at all, even if she forgets everything in the past, it will definitely be a trouble for her.
Who can tolerate a blank in his memory?
"Sir, are you going? If you don't go, I will go by myself." Zillog reminded him when he saw him in a daze.
Xiao Gege never said that in the past, she always forced him to do things he didn't want to do.
Lu Xiufeng remembered that the first time he saw the cute little Gege was at the intersection just now. When she was crossing the road, she could not open her eyes because of the reflected sunlight. She did not notice that a car drove towards her through a red light.
Seeing that she was in danger, he rushed forward without hesitation and rolled to the ground with her in his arms.
The car stopped, and she was not injured. Since then, she has determined that Lu Xiufeng is the bravest man in the world.
After saving her, it happened that her father drove to pick him up. Coincidentally, Lu Xiufeng's father and Zilog's father were separated family acquaintances.
After the two came closer, Qi Jiaan also arranged for Lu Xiufeng's father, Lu Yuanchen, to work in his company for management.
Zilog also often stalks Lu Xiufeng, like chasing an idol, as long as he is there, she can always see her playful figure.
Just now she was in a daze at the place where she was crossing, and then she had a headache. Does it mean that she remembered something?
Think of it, Xiao Gege, if you think of me, I will make you happy forever.
"Why are you in a daze again? If you don't go, I'm really gone!" Zilog said.
"Ah, go!" He wanted to spend more time with her, she really remembered, maybe he won't forgive him.
He wants to be friends with her, let him look at her from a distance and guard her.
Zillog led the way, he followed, and when she reached the first floor, she stopped.
"Here, I'm going to the second floor, please!"