Chapter 26: Li Kuiyong's home

"I envy Dean and I like the feeling of being" on the road ", it is nothing more than to experience a free lifestyle." This sentence can be said to be Zhong Yuemin's declaration of his pursuit of life.
He also said when he was in Qinling in the Northern Shaanxi team, "Kailuyak's words are so good. I'm still young. I am eager to go on the road. With my initial passion, I pursued my original dreams and felt Experience, let's go on the road. "
Back in Beijing and Zhou Xiaobai met again, he said, "Unless you are like me, voluntarily choose to live a 'on the road' life, can you do it?" Zhong Yuemin has always maintained this belief, he has the ability and capital to live like this Life is different for Zhou Xiaobai. It wasn't until many years later that she recovered from Zhong Yuemin's influence.
Shen Long was affected by her kindness and did not want her to struggle for so long in her life, so she only came to talk so much, whether it was Zhou Xiaobai who made the change, or whether he was resolutely awakened.
Shen Long continued, "Since you like him so much, there is no harm in looking at this book after all."
Zhong Yuemin realized when he saw "On the Road" many years later, he suddenly realized that all the beliefs he followed for many years were all in Kailuak.
After finishing speaking, Shen Long stood up, "Okay, let ’s say so much today. I should go back to the hospital. When I go to northern Shaanxi, I will help Yuemin to serve as a soldier earlier. Think about it. . "
"I know, I will look for this book in a moment." Zhou Xiaobai woke up and listened to Shen Long, she only realized that she knew too little about Zhong Yuemin.
Came out of the park, the two parted ways, Shen Long returned to the hospital, Zhou Xiaobai did not go to Zhong Yuemin's house, she went to find the book "On the Road" Shen Long said, and watched it at home for several days.
After reading it, she didn't have a smile on her face, making Zhou Zhennan think that something was wrong. Zhou Xiaobai was about to leave home, and they were reluctant to deal with it.
On the day before Zhou Xiaobai left home to join the army, Zhong Yuemin saw her off at home. If it were before, Zhou Xiaobai would definitely be moved, even flattered, but after reading "On the Road", comparing the words and deeds of the protagonist and Zhong Yuemin, Zhou Xiaobai felt like Li Kuiyong said In that way, I am afraid it is difficult to tie Zhong Yuemin.
Zhong Yuemin ’s living room was quiet, and Tchaikovsky ’s Melancholy Serenade came from the phonograph ’s impression. Both of them felt a little sadness flowing in their hearts.
Zhong Yuemin and Zhou Xiaobai each held a glass of red wine in their hands, and they stared at each other silently; Zhong Yuemin raised his glass and said, "Xiao Bai, you will leave tomorrow, I will practice for you and made this glass."
Zhou Xiaobai's eyes blurred, "Don't do it, take a sip, okay?"
"Why?"
"The wine in the glass is gone, the banquet is over, but I don't want it to end." The two took a sip each.
Zhong Yuemin sighed, "there is no banquet in the world."
When Zhou Xiaobai was impulsive, he almost stubbornly retorted, "Yes, there will be a banquet, and my banquet will never end." Think of "On the Road", and then think of Li Kuiyong's words, but her words have changed at her lips. In this way, "Yuemin, when you arrive in northern Shaanxi, what are you going to do?"
Zhong Yuemin said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "The fight can't be done. The fault of taking pictures of the wife can't be changed in a while. You can get married and have children in the local area, otherwise how to build a new socialist countryside."
Zhou Xiaobai raised his head to stare at him, and did not speak for a long time, which made Zhong Yuemin a little uncomfortable. Ordinarily, Zhou Xiaobai should cry and scold him for hearing this?
Tears came from the corner of Zhou Xiaobai ’s eyes, but she insisted on not crying. She knew that the story of herself and Zhong Yuemin was over. She took out a yellow book from her bag and handed it to Zhong Yuemin. The person of the book said that you are very similar to the protagonist in the book. I did n’t believe it at the beginning. It seems to be the case now; I ’m going to be a soldier tomorrow. I guess you do n’t want me to be a burden, so this book The book should be a separate gift. You know the troops I went to. If you still remember me, write to me. If you do n’t remember, forget it ... "
"Xiaobai!" Zhong Yuemin froze, what happened to Zhou Xiaobai today? In fact, originally he planned to break up with Zhou Xiaobai today, but he did not expect Zhou Xiaobai to say it first, leaving him at a loss.
Zhou Xiaobai left quietly, the book was placed on the table, Zhong Yuemin froze for a while, picked up a glass of wine and sipped it out, picked up the book and looked over, he was curious about what was said in this book. Zhou Xiaobai has such a big change.
This book is not a publicly published book. It is only available in the internal bookstore where senior cadres come and go. UU Reading www.uukanshu.com is said to be for their critical study. The cover of the book is yellow or gray, without any decoration, commonly known as "yellow book" "Or" gray book ", these books are very popular in the circle of the courtyard, Zhong Yuemin and Zheng Tong have read a lot.
The story of "On the Road" is very simple. In order to pursue personality, the protagonist Thrall rides or drives along with several young men and women such as Dean and Marilu, traversing the continental United States several times, and finally arriving in Mexico. Talk about Eastern Zen, stop the car when you are tired, stay overnight in the village, wander from New York to San Francisco, and finally disperse.
However, Zhong Yuemin was attracted by Dean Moriarty after turning a few pages. He defied authority, ignored tradition, and driven by instinct and personal will. He did things madly regardless of the consequences, which is quite similar to Zhong Yuemin ’s own behavior preferences. , Looked at him and could n’t help but read aloud,
I ’m still young, I am eager to go on the road. With the initial passion, chasing the original dream, feeling the initial experience, let ’s go on the road ...

Zhong Yuemin read the novel with more than 200,000 words over and over again until he could not bear it before going to bed. When he woke up again, it was almost night.
This also made him miss the opportunity to see off Zhou Xiaobai. At the train station, Zhou Xiaobai's eyes kept looking at the platform, but until the train started, she did not wait for the figure of Zhong Yuemin.
Zhou Xiaobai finally couldn't help but cried in Luo Yun's arms, she knew her first love was over, and the handsome young man full of rebellion did not belong to her after all.
And at this time, Shen Long sneaked out of the hospital again and walked to Nanheng Street in Xuanwu District, where his home was, his mother, three younger brothers and two younger sisters.
"Brother, how did you come back?" As soon as I entered the alley, I saw my third brother Li Kuiyuan.