Chapter 1630: negative

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"you really……"
Listening to Bai Ling's sincere words, after Lin Cheng was silent for a moment, he finally couldn't help but shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Actually, I'm really fine, it's just...just..."
Speaking of just, he suddenly didn't know what to say, and the expression on his face became embarrassed.
"You're just a little tired, right?"
Although Lin Cheng did not finish speaking, Bai Ling had already guessed his thoughts, and said softly: "Actually, I guessed it downstairs just now. Since the two of us met, we have either been on the road or fighting. There is very little time to rest and relax along the way, and I know better that you have always lived like this before meeting me. You have kept your nerves tight for more than two years, even if you are an iron man. You can't stand it. This situation is normal for you..."
Listening to Bai Ling's soft words, Lin Cheng finally stopped being strained, and shrank himself on the sofa, smoking a cigarette in silence, but he didn't mean to refute.
Bai Ling guessed right. He was indeed tired. From the moment the end of the world came, he was like a clockwork doll, dealing with all kinds of things non-stop, at first he just He wanted to find Aunt Qin to accompany them, but when he really arrived in Qiongzhou and found Aunt Qin’s family, he was pushed by new clues to continue to explore further. Before he knew it, he had already finished most of the journey. China and most of Oros have encountered countless people and things, as well as various dangerous experiences.
In fact, he had already realized one thing when he was at the Blue Ocean Base, that is, he is no longer an ordinary person, and it is impossible to be an ordinary person anymore. There are some things he must do, and only he can do it.
But no matter how firm his own conviction is, after all, he is still a flesh and blood body. After a long time in a state of nervous tension, sooner or later he will feel tired. It is just because the goal is in front of him every time. He was forcibly suppressed, but with the end of the apocalyptic tiankeng journey that had been pressing in his heart from a very early time, this exhaustion could no longer be suppressed and completely conquered his body and mind.
The journey to Dongying is very long. He can guess what he will encounter on the road without thinking about it. But because of this, he felt bored for the first time in his heart. He felt that he had had enough of these repeated days. Now, as long as he wants to get out of the capsule house and enter the ice and snow again, he feels extremely irritable.
He could control this irritability at first, so Bai Ling and the others didn’t notice it for the first time, but after two days of rushing down the road, the boring process finally forced out the irritability in his heart, until he confronted Bai Ling just now. After sitting down, he suddenly realized that the breakfast in front of him smelled like chewing wax, and he didn't want to listen to what Bai Ling said. Only then did he realize that the negative emotions he had been suppressing in his heart finally broke out...
But unlike ordinary people, Lin Cheng can always restrain his emotional exposure. Even if he is already on the verge of an outbreak, he still restrains and returns to his bedroom, but unfortunately, he is on the verge of an outbreak. At that time, the person sitting opposite him happened to be the Bai Ling who knew him best, so the result can be expected. Bai Ling, who has always been extremely sensitive to his various reactions, instantly realized what was wrong, and quickly guessed why he would When this happened, I finally found it here, looking at him softly, making him feel that his irritable emotions have calmed down a lot.
Lin Chengwo was on the sofa, smoking cigarettes one after another. Bai Ling had already confiscated his cigarette case, but this time he did not do so, instead sitting quietly beside him. , Ignoring the choking smoke that has filled the entire bedroom, as if there was nothing in his eyes except Lin Cheng.
"I'm like this... is it too negative?"
After smoking a cigarette for a while, Lin Cheng finally raised his head, his voice a little hoarse, and his eyes were lonely.
He is very aware of his current state, and feels a little uneasy, because he knows that this is not him at all. Normally, he should be having breakfast with his companions now, and then he will walk out of the capsule house vigorously and continue to the east. However, he couldn't control the outburst and exposure of this emotion now. The trip to Dongying that was very important to him now seems to be less important.
Walking to the window and opening the window to let the smoke dissipate, Bai Ling returned to his seat and looked at Lin Cheng with a depressed face and said softly: "Since we met, you seem to have always maintained a state of full energy, no matter in normal times. When you get along with you, you are always full of calmness and wisdom in the battle. You are so powerful, and even so powerful that you can catch the enemy without even having to shoot, but in my opinion, you are very reliable, but you lack it. A very important thing..."
Having said this, Bai Ling paused subconsciously and saw that Lin Cheng did not interrupt her as usual, so he continued: "I trust you and even rely on you, not just because you are strong enough~www.mtlnovel. com~ but because in our constant relationship, I found that under your strong and almost impeccable appearance, there is actually a soft heart hidden. This soft heart makes you always so when making some decisions Unexpectedly, it may seem to outsiders that you are completely weird who made those decisions, but in my opinion, that is the most shining point of your character!"
"In such a chaotic world, everyone has to make all kinds of changes in order to protect themselves. Many people are obviously not bad people, but under the pressure of survival, they have done many incredible things. You are such a person, you are obviously very smart, and there are many beautiful things hidden in your heart, but under the pressure of the big environment, he can only hide those beautiful things in his heart deeply, forcing himself to be a ruthless To kill the gods in the last days, it’s even clear that many times you can completely solve the troubles you encounter in another way, but in order to prevent the resurgence of the crisis, you resolutely eliminate the roots without leaving any troubles, and these troubles are for you In many cases, it doesn't work at all. The reason why you insist on doing this is more to prevent our companions from encountering danger..."
"It’s hard to take off the mask after wearing it for a long time. That’s why you have the situation now. I don’t think you want to hear more, so I just want to say a little bit. If you want to continue, From today on, don’t live with this mask anymore. Use your most relaxed state of mind to face anything you encounter in the future, so that even if you occasionally feel tired, at least it won’t happen again. It's..."