Chapter 129: Escape than face

For the next three days, Gu Hai really did not eat anything, more precisely he never left the room at all. When Bai Luoyin was infused with the nutrition solution, Gu Hai was also following the infusion. The doctor couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't help complaining: "How can you guys be too lazy to get this? Go down and eat How much work? "
Without saying a word, Gu Hai directly stretched out his arms and raised his chin towards the doctor, letting you pierce you, but not giving money.
After three days of treatment, her body had recovered almost, but her movements were a little inconvenient. As soon as physical strength was restored, appetite followed, so he knew how to feel hungry. It's better to lie in bed every day like him, and go to bed every day when hungry, and time will slowly pass. For a healthy and healthy living person like Gu Hai, there is still a sick person waiting for him every day. Hungry is simply living and suffering.
"You go eat," Beloin said.
Gu Hai shook his head, leaning his back on the head of the bed, his eyes narrowed slightly, wondering what he was thinking.
"At this point, the bitter plan is useless. Eat it. If you starve to death, you can't change anything."
Gu Hai's face was a bit waxy, probably boiled these days.
"I don't use bitterness, I just have no appetite."
Beloin stopped saying anything, closed his eyes and felt a hand moving on his waist.
The doctor is going to give him medicine.
The first few medications were the most tormenting period for heroin. After all, the doctor was a man, and it was not a glorious thing to be manipulated by a man, especially because he was so humiliated. So every time the doctor came over, he covered his head with a pillow, and the doctor asked him not to speak.
Fortunately, the doctor has good medical ethics and attitude. Not only did he not ridicule Beroin, he also said a lot of matters needing attention, telling them how to have healthy and harmonious sex, and also said many similar situations encountered before . Although it's a bit out of place to say now, it does dispel a lot of worries about heroin.
Now he no longer covered his head with a pillow. He would say two more polite words when the doctor left.
But the communication between him and Gu Hai was still poor.
For three days, the dialogue did not exceed ten sentences.
If Bai Luoyin doesn't open his mouth, Gu Hai won't say anything. He occasionally asks if he wants to go to the toilet or something. If Bai Luoyin doesn't answer, it means he doesn't want it. The sea will naturally go to the other side to help him.
Before going to bed at night, Gu Hai brought a basin of hot water as usual, and he was going to clean Bai Luoyin.
Bai Luoyin said, "You don't need to wipe it today, you're going home anyway. Just get dirty, just take a bath when you get home."
Gu Hai's hand holding the towel stopped in the air, hesitated, and opened the quilt.
"I'm leaving anyway. I can wipe it several times. I won't be able to wipe it later."
Bai Luoyin did not speak, closed his eyes, and under the constant massage of the hot towel, he soon entered the dreamland.
After scrubbing, Gu Hai stared at Bai Luoyin's sleeping face for a long time, couldn't help kissing, and suddenly felt that doing such things at this time could only make him more uncomfortable, so he got out of bed.
In the middle of the night, Bai Luoyin woke up, Gu Hai fell asleep, the sleeping face was close at hand, but Bai Luoyin couldn't sleep.
This is the first time since he lived here that he saw Gu Hai sleeping. Whenever he woke up, Gu Hai kept his eyes open. Sometimes standing at the window, sometimes sitting on the bed, most of the time lying next to him, staring at him with a pair of black eyes.
One night, Bai Luoyin asked Gu Hai.
"why do not you sleep?"
At that time, Gu Hai didn't answer. Later, Bai Luoyin fell asleep, and Gu Hai told him.
"I want to extend my time with you."
Today, he probably can't stand it. He has stayed for a few days and hasn't eaten. It's no wonder he can hold it up!
Early the next morning, the doctor came to see and was pleased to pat Beloin's ass.
"The young man's physical fitness is great! I thought I had to lie down for a few days depending on your injury. Now I have no problem. Go back and pay more attention to rest, remember to apply medicine on time.
For the first time, Beroin stood up, faced the doctor, and asked a question he most wanted to ask.
"Can I eat?"
"This ..." The doctor hesitated, "It should be okay. Eat as little as possible, eat more liquid food, eat more fruits and vegetables, and less easily get angry."
Beloin smiled and nodded. "I see."
The doctor patted Beloin's shoulder. "Then I'll go back, and I'll call me if something happens."
Beroin took the doctor to the door. "You walk slowly."
"Okay, don't send it, just go back."
Back in the room, Gu Hai stood by the wall without moving. From the time the doctor came in to the time he left, he didn't change a pose and didn't say a word.
Beloin was about to pack, and Gu Hai pointed to a bag on the bedside table and said, "Your things are packed."
Bai Luoyin was carrying a bag and going to the door to change shoes. He could leave this bed, and it felt good to leave this room.
Gu Hai also packed his belongings. This is a house of his cousin, which he borrowed. Now that Beroin was leaving, there was no need for him to stay here.
The two walked downstairs together, and no one spoke. There was a road in front of them, and a taxi would be driven every few seconds. You only need to wave to stop the car.
Bai Luoyin walked a few more steps, and just before his arm was raised, Gu Hai was caught.
"Are you really leaving?"
Bai Luoyin turned to look at Gu Hai, his eyes carved a little firm.
"Now that you have anticipated the consequences before doing this, accept it willingly."
Gu Hai hesitated for a few seconds, decisively releasing his hand.
Then he took his wallet out of his pocket and pulled out some change and stuffed it into heroin.
"I forgot to put money in my schoolbag and kept it for the car."
After speaking, he turned and left.
Bai Luoyin looked at Gu Hai's back, fortitude, loneliness, and a little bit of shackles, just gradually blurred from his vision.
After getting in a taxi, Beloin opened his schoolbag.
There were medicines in it, and all the medicine boxes and medicine bottles were replaced. Maybe I was afraid that my family would see them. There were still a few clothes, all washed out. Then the hot ones below, took out a look. It's a few lunch boxes, wrapped tightly layer after layer. I opened it and took a look. As the doctor asked, they were all porridge and vegetables, but for people who haven't eaten for three days, it is already very delicious ...
After eating and drinking, Beloin did not go home directly, but went to find someone.
After the incident that day, Shi Hui could not get out of that shadow, and the whole person became extremely depressed, unwilling to communicate with anyone, but just silently dazed. His parents were so anxious to see the baby daughter like this, they asked a lot of psychiatrists to get rid of them, but the result was still no improvement.
Until the nanny at home came over and said to Shi Hui, someone outside is looking for you, and he said that his name was Beroin.
Shi Hui's face paled for a few days, and finally a little blood appeared.
She quickly changed her shoes and ran out.
Bai Luoyin saw Shi Hui and saw his ex-girlfriend of Man X that day, without the panic and shame he imagined. On the contrary, he was very calm.
On the contrary, Shi Hui couldn't hold her emotions for a while, and she cried when she saw Bai Luoyin.
"You told me that what I saw that day was fake."
Beloin was silent for a long while and said quietly, "What you see is true."
Shi Hui madly hit Bai Luoyin's chest, punching one another, venting her indignation.
"Why? Why did you become like this? I don't believe it, I don't even believe it."
Bai Luoyin grabbed Shi Hui's arm, and the expression of compassion and sorrow was gone, and he spoke relentlessly.
"If you don't believe it, you have to believe it. That's the truth. The person I like is Gu Hai."
Shi Hui shook her shoulders, and her eyes filled with tears looked straight at Bai Luoyin.
"Don't you find it particularly cruel?"
Bai Luoyin smiled slightly. "I think you have enough mentality to bear it. After all, you have also directed a scene of being humiliated on the street."
Shi Hui's face turned pale, and she didn't dare look directly into the eyes of Bai Luoyin, all her delusions were swallowed up.
"When did you know? Who told you?"
"No one told me that I wanted to understand it myself. You are smarter than Gu Hai. Gu Hai has lied and he will never be round."
Shi Hui's voice shuddered, "Since you ... have known for a long time, why don't you break through me?"
"I don't want to tear you apart, I know girls are thin-skinned, and I don't want you to leave the stage in front of me. I originally wanted to keep it in my heart, pretending not to know it, and then I told you clearly and let you This heart died. It turned out that I hadn't had time to tell you, maybe he was more anxious than me ... "Bai Luoyin smiled bitterly.
Shi Hui lost her soul and sat down on the stone bench beside her, feeling cold and bitter under her body.
"Shi Hui, you do n’t have to do this. I am not insulting you. I respect every girl, especially the girl who likes me. I can understand why you do this, and I can understand your motivation to let me go abroad, what you did for me I have everything in my heart. However, if you don't like it, you don't like it. I hope you also respect me and respect my choice. If you can do it, I will be more grateful to you. "
"Beroin, you have changed. Where has your reason gone? What is your principle?"
"Now I believe more in my heart."
If the scene witnessed a few days ago is a fatal blow to Shi Hui, now it is the end of the world for her.
Beloin finally advised in a friend's tone.
"Be kind to yourself, after all, you are the most important person in this world."