Chapter 1197: For me, is there more tempest than my friends

Hua Miaomiao smiled and said, "What's the matter with you? Is it because the news is still unsuccessful? Then you are not clever. You know, I am not afraid of being called me. It's base."
But after Chu Qing heard it, she was even more unhappy: "It wasn't me who burst out, but it was also because of me. It was cold and crazy. I knew that he did everything because of me. I'm sorry, because this harmful mother Hua entered. hospital!"
"That's his business, why do you want to apologize for him? Man, I really don't like you like this. You do for him like this, making me feel that you don't treat him as an outsider at all." Hua Miaomiao said Then, he took a deep look at Chu Qing and suddenly lowered his head.
He seemed to want to try to calm down. When he raised his head again to look at Chu Qing, a helpless smile flashed in his beaming eyes: "You still love him, don't you?"
Chu Qing felt that Hua Miaomiao had to clarify some things.
So, she nodded: "Yes, I still love him, always love him, but also always hate him, hating him is too bad for me, I feel sad to be with him, so I always I want to stay away from him. I feel that only if I stay away from him can I live happily."
"..." This passage made Hua Miaomiao instantly feel that she was speechless and could not say anything.
Chu Qing gave a bitter smile, and then continued: "I am a coward. After being injured, I was afraid of giving and being afraid of being hurt. Because of desperate love, it ended tragically, so I understood everything. I also wake up in an instant. There are not many people in this world who can have the great love between the mountains and the sky. I can’t say that those beautiful romantic TV dramas are all false. After all, the things about Yu Da and Li are before my eyes, but Not every girl can become a heroine in a romance novel. She is lucky, but even so, I don’t believe that whoever leaves in this world can’t live. I love him, but if I leave him, I will feel that I should You can have a happier life.
I also believe that even if I don’t marry you, you will definitely not seek life, never marry forever, and never commit suicide because you are Hua Miaomiao, the heartless Chu Qing’s best friend. You are the best Hua Miao Miao, and the most handsome Hua Miao Miao, and even the one that many women clearly misunderstand that you are Ji, but they still like Hua Miao Miao. You are so good, but I am not a good woman. You, I once really thought about spending a lifetime with you, I know your heart, but I pretend to know nothing, thinking about living like this for a lifetime, I just want to get it, but don't want to pay, you see how bad I am..."
Chu Qing ridiculed herself, laughed at herself, and then said: "If time can go back, I will choose to miss the coldness without hesitation. It is best not to meet him in this life, it is best to start from I didn’t know this person, but time didn’t turn back. We met again and were entangled, so Miao Miao, give up, please don’t make me feel worse! That will only make me more guilty, please make me selfish once."
Hua Miaomiao listened, all eyes were hurt and sad.
He stared at Chu Qing closely, took a deep breath many times, and then asked softly, asking questions he thought he would never ask in his lifetime: "Have you ever asked me such a little bit? ... tempted? Just a little bit... surpassing the tempest of friends?"