Chapter 92: Waiting for the days when she woke up (2)

"Xin Haoyue will never return to you! You will be alone and old!"
Shi Shi’s words circled again and again in the ear.
Die alone?
If she never wakes up, then he will always guard her.
Shen Sinan opened his eyes and looked at the faint light. The white scorpion was almost bloodless, and he reached out and touched her cheek. He whispered, "Women, wake up! Wake up!"
If he goes on like this, he is afraid that he will not be able to support himself and surrender first.
The days in the hospital were so lonely and lonely that Shen Sinan had never returned to the home that only belonged to him and Xin Yueyue.
On this day, Weng Yulin brought a letter to him when he came early in the morning.
Shen Sinan looked at the letter and asked before saying: "Mom, what is this?"
"When this morning, when your house wants to bring something up to pick up the moon, I found this letter in your bedroom and pressed it on the dressing table."
Shen Sinan realized what he was, and immediately reached out and took it apart in a panic.
The beautiful font of the paper is indeed her!
It says:
Shen Sinan, if you can see this letter, I think you must be very upset at this time. I often worry too much after I have a child, because I feel that when this child is born, it is when I leave you.
Shen Sinan, I can't bear you.
Without you, I don't think I will meet happiness.
Thank you, let me experience all the love and warmth.
If I really left, I hope you can not forget me, take the children up. If you have someone you like in the future, please ask her to be kind to our children.
Shen Sinan, if you really want to forget me, forget it. If you forget me and can make you feel relaxed, then forget it. It is too painful for a person to live in memory.
Child, I regret that I didn't have the opportunity to grow up with him.
I think, I will always remember him, and I will fantasize all his growth experiences in my mind.
Shen Sinan, there are children to accompany you, I think, in the future, you can have a companion. Let the child replace me, spend time with you in the absence of me.
By the way, you said that the child’s name was taken by me. I thought for a long time. If it was a boy, it was called Shen Chen’an. If it is a girl, it is called Shen Chenning. Are you saying good?
I only hope that our children will grow up healthily and peacefully.
Shen Sinan, take our children with you. I love you.
Shen Sinan saw this letter back and forth for countless times.
Tears spilled over the corner of his eye. He looked up and closed his eyes.
He also loves her.
He will wait for her to come back.
He will wait with her son and wait for her to come back.
On the side of the station, Weng Yilin saw him and reached out and grabbed his shoulder. "She is always with us all the time. Even if she doesn't wake up, you have to take care of yourself. Otherwise, she will be sad."
"Mom, I know." Shen Sinan finished, and then said: "The child's name is called Shen Chen'an... Mom, I called the grandfather and dad to discuss it."
"it is good."
Therefore, Shen’s little grandson was born for nearly three weeks, and finally had his own name—Shen Chen’an, Xiaoming An’an.
Anan has been particularly sticky since he was a child. Whether it is drinking milk powder or sleeping, as long as it is not Shen Sinan's hands, he will cry and cry for a while, but if in the process of his crying, Shen Sinan came over and reached for him, even if he didn't have to say anything, With a look, he will immediately stop, and even wave his hand to him, laughing very happy.
The elders said that the children are especially smart, so small, they already know how to recognize people.
Shen Sinan also thinks that he and her children may not be smart?
At the full moon of the child, Shi Shi died in prison.
The cause of death was suicide.
When the friend told Shen Sinan about this news, Shen Sinan was silent.
"How could she choose to end her life at this time? I can't think of it."
What Shen Sinan didn't tell him was that she probably felt that her wish had been fulfilled, and Xin Haoyue would never wake up, so she wanted to leave this world that was false for her.
However, Shi Shi is dead.
The world is still working.
The days are still needed.
Shen Sinan seems to have been accustomed to keeping Xin Xiyue and living with children.
He has accepted this situation, when I don't know when she can wake up, and slowly began to re-do the previous Shen Sinan.
During the day, suits and trousers go to work.
In the evening, accompany the child to guard her.
Shen Chenan is indeed a very intelligent child, learning things faster than others, of course, also naughty. Ever since he learned to turn over, he was able to sleep all night, just in his own cot, turning over and over to have fun.
During the three months of Xinyue’s sleep, the people who came to visit every day continued.
Mao Shiyuan witnessed Shen Sinan's day-to-day weight loss. Every time he came to the hospital, he hoped that Xinyueyue, who was lying dead, could sit up and swear by himself, and it would be better than nothing.
For Shen Sinan, he had a lot of words to say in his heart, but when he saw Shen Sinan, he did not know where to start.
Advise him not to wait? too cruel.
Let him live well? Too weak.
Mao Shiyuan believes that he can make a contribution. He is to share the work for him and support him silently.
Zhuang also often comes to the hospital. However, he has recently been in a bad mood.
Once, he teased Shen Chen'an, smiled and Shen Sinan said: "Your son looks very lovable, I really want to have one! Only the child, his mother does not know where? Shen Sinan, you said that we are not brothers and brothers !"
Zhong Qin and Gu Yu, who are preparing to enter the house, heard this sentence and looked at each other. No one answered.
My good friends are inexplicably awake, and they have never been able to accept the heart of today.
Hope, by now, it has already become a star point.
Xin Xinyue can wake up, they have no idea. They thought that if she didn't wake up again, they would lose the strength and courage to persist.
Shen Sinan alone has always believed that she will certainly wake up.
On the weekend of the day, he warmed her face and wiped her hands.
The sun is very bright.
Shen Si’s southern side skillfully rubbed her fingertips and said:
The weather is very good today. An’an was brought back to the old house by his mother. With him alone, he feels quiet. If this time You can talk to me, that would be fine. My wife, I know you will wake up. So I have been waiting. I will wait until the day you wake up."
Shen Sinan spoke to her intermittently and many things. When he got scrubbed and got up to pour water, what he didn't find was that the curtains blown by the wind passed over the corner of the bed, and the bed was quiet and silent. The finger moved slightly.