Chapter 56: Distant or intimate

Early in the morning, the light rain last night stopped unconsciously in the dream.
Someone was washed away from the dust, reopened the new green branches and leaves, and looked at the next tomorrow; but others were buried in the cold puddles, unable to see the sun on the water, and praying for the future with a frozen past.
The stagnant water on the street is still a bit deep. The usual limousine cars are all safe and secure today. Only the tall bus can ride the wind and waves and continue to gallop on the street.
Lin Xingchen felt very guilty when she thought of the situation yesterday when Lu Yibai went to buy strawberries and then brought herself the newly made cake. Is his status in the squad leader's mind really worth it?
Lin Xingchen opened his phone and slowly entered in the chat box: "Squad leader, I have received all the cakes and gifts you gave me. Thank you so much. I really like it!"
Soon, the profile picture of special interest jumped: "Uh."
Seeing the squad leader reply so succinctly, Lin Xingchen seemed to feel his deep grudges across the screen. Could it be that I did n’t hear when he gave the gift last night, so I was angry?
"Squad leader, how about I take you on a new route when I come home this week? There are not only a lot of delicious food there, but also two very affordable bookstores."
This time, Lu Yibai's reply waited a long time, and Lin Xingchen's heart also fell into the ice cave at the moment of waiting and seeing the answer. "You will go home by yourself this week. I have other things. After school, the supplementary classes will be moved to the weekend library."
"Oh, yes, thank you squad leader."
Lin Xingchen responded to a well-behaved smile with some frustration, and then buried her truly sad face under the pillow. Oops, it seems that the monitor is really unhappy this time.
In the new week, Lin Xingchen always felt that his world was missing a piece. He clearly wanted to have a more exciting and smooth life, but he was stuck in an incomplete melody.
During the class, Lu Yibai still brushed his beloved Olympiad questions, but recently, even though Lin Xingchen asked questions in the past, he seems to have become somewhat ignorant and difficult to access.
Lin Xingchen tried to comfort himself. The squad leader might have encountered some special situations in addition to being angry with him. So he has been tired and busy recently, and he does n’t want to take care of others. But if you have never been able to find a chance for reconciliation, the relationship between the two people is likely to only maintain this cool state of mind.
On the bus, Lin Xingchen was still thinking about the breakthrough of the strategy leader. But on the road close to the school, the two familiar figures flew by.
Squad leader?
Taking advantage of the small pause in the traffic lights, Lin Xingchen hurriedly looked towards the rear. As a result, Lu Yibai and Yang Luoying were walking side by side, and even a lot of brilliance poured out on Yang Luoying's face from time to time. Nuanyang smile.
Thinking of Lu Yibai's reply to himself that something could not be together after school this week, Lin Xingchen's heart clicked, as if the collapse of the world was not a missing piece of the world, but the entire world was digged.
So the real reason why the squad leader no longer accompanies himself is actually for Yang Luoying?
Looking at the smile on the face of the girl looking up at the boy, Lin Xingchen involuntarily licked his lips. At noon, he ate a lot of lemons. At this time, only the sour lemon juice remained in his mouth.
Yang Luoying, she is taller than herself, and has a better figure than herself. Even she does not smile like a stupid grin like herself, but is gentle, dignified and elegant. The most important thing is that in Yiling Middle School, only she can barely follow the pace of Lu Yibai's first grade.
Except for her, there is nothing.
That's how she is, she accompanies the landing from a white to a young, a sweet boy, a golden boy and a girl.
Suddenly, Lin Xingchen was confused. For the question of whether the squad leader had a good opinion of herself, she could find the answer in his eyes. But recently, Lin Xingchen had no chance to see even Lu Yibai's eyes.
Perhaps everything in the beginning was an illusion of wishful thinking?
After all, since the birthday, the monitor has never returned home from school with him, and even the small stove that has moved to the weekend has died several times. Once school is over, Lin Xingchen can always see Lu Yibai pushing his bicycle silently beside Yang Luoying on the way home. Except that he had to stay in Olympic Mathematics Class for a while every Wednesday, it was the same every day.
One was wandering by the side of the car under the car, and the other was lonely in the car on the way.
The relationship between people is really wonderful. It seems to be a thing and a half when they get close, and it seems to be a moment when they are alienated.
As if the leaves waved away from the tree in an instant, the clouds inadvertently crossed the sky. Although I do n’t know, whether the leaves were abandoned by the branches or were taken away mercilessly by the wind, does the sky not retain the clouds or the clouds want to take the initiative to get out of the arms of the sky. It was only when we saw the backs that were gradually moving away that we suddenly realized that the close people around us had long ago left.
Lin Xingchen had already experienced this kind of feeling before his family. In relation to Lu Yibai, she found that she was still so small and powerless, and gradually evolved into a self-doubt and pessimistic self-doubt.
Would it not be possible to meet him on the bus the day before the start of the semester, and in the morning of the new semester, he would not be blamed for soy milk in the morning of the new semester?
After all, I'm just an inconspicuous, stupid, stupid girl; and he is the high-profile, high-ranking iceberg school bully.
If it weren't for some coincidence, the two would only be like their names, one was dazzling and brilliant day occupying the C position of the sky, and the other was like a humble star, hiding in the corner of the night and sending out an invisible faint Bright light.
Daylight and stars, like the front and back of a coin, will never intersect, let alone the same.
Feeling like a falling Malaysia Airlines, he sank to the bottom of the Indian Ocean without any hope at all.
...
Until the gray head shot jumped again after a long silence.
"Lin Xingchen, the new class for this semester has almost finished. I will sort out the notes at home recently and give them to you in a few days, or you can find me to get them."
"Thank you monitor!"
Seeing the flames about to extinguish, it seemed that there was a trace of hope again, Lin Xingchen was happy, but also confused. Does he want to get close to me, or just want to help me in learning?
Lin Xingchen would like to ask one more time to find out why the class leader has to go to and from school with Yang Luoying these days, but she is afraid that the answer she gets will make the relationship between the two people and even friends impossible to maintain.
Because I and Yang Luoying grew up together when I was young, she is a very, very important person for me.
Probably he will answer like this?
Because you are just my deskmate, but she is my more important sweetheart.
It even compares directly between the two.
In short, he would not speak directly, and his eyes could not answer for the time being. And she has no courage to ask.
On the way out of school on Wednesday, Lin Xingchen walked slowly home. Because today is the day when Yang Luoying went home alone, and it was also the day when the squad leader would go home from Olympic team a lot later. Maybe as long as you walk slowly enough, you may be able to say hello to the squad leader on the road.
"Yo, your bodyguard is busy today, not accompanying you?"
"You are really amazing, obviously knowing that we are looking for you these days, and even dare to come out alone."
When passing by an alley, Lin Xingchen heard some unharmonious words.
"I still hope you can delete all the photos ..." The girl's voice sounded very elegant, but at this time it was weak, as if humbled into the dust.
"Delete? How can such good photo material be deleted? How can we blackmail you after deleting it, hahaha."
Hearing these bad voices, Lin Xingchen was furious. It's just in a hurry, how can I let go of such scumbag speech?
Just when she took a step and wanted to get ahead, she found that the girl surrounded by the middle of the gang actually turned out to be Yang Luoying, who was like the flower of high mountains in everyone's eyes.
I thought I would meet Lu Yibai, but I didn't expect to meet her!