Chapter 19:

"Because I don't know, I don't know what happened." He took a few steps forward, carefully pulling Jiang Tang's sleeves, and his tear-stained eyes almost begged, "Mom, don't divorce your father, don't stop the first day ... "
"I will be very obedient, don't leave me."
He was so scared that he couldn't hold back his tears or that his body was cold.
He knew that he was an elder brother at the first day, so tolerating brothers and sisters everywhere was to be sensible, to be strong, and to be a good boss.
but……
He didn't want to be without a mother.
"The first day." Jiang Tang held his face. "I just want to know why you encouraged your brother to put a pushpin in her mother's shoes."
The first day suddenly stunned: "I have not done ..."
Suddenly, his expression changed and his voice was trembling: "Yes, is it Awu?"
The strange name from his mouth made Jiang Tang stunned for a while. She looked at Chuichi and let out a soft voice: "Who is Awu?"
"Awu is Awu." Chuichi tilted his head. "He always said he didn't like Liang Shen, he always liked pranks, did he hurt you?"
In the last question, there was deep anxiety and fear in the first eye.
Her throat seemed to be stuck with a thorn, causing her to have a brief aphasia.
Jiang Tang was chilling in the back, looking at the pure and clear child in front of her, she realized that things might not be what she thought.
"On the first day, you go back to the room first."
Nodding at the beginning, after two steps, he looked back and said: "Mom, will you divorce your father?"
"You go back to rest first."
Without asking much, he went out with his eyes closed, and returned to the room silently.
Sitting at the small desk on the first day, he couldn't write half a word while holding a pen.
He pursed his lips and suddenly began to write on the paper: "Did you let the nails be deep in the shoes?"
His wrists slipped and he started a new line. Compared with the juvenile font, this time his handwriting has obviously changed, messy and scribbled, like it came from an adult.
[I just do n’t want my mother to leave you. ]
Frowning on the first day, wrote: I don't like you doing this.
[I'm protecting you. ]
He bit his lip: I do n’t want you to hurt your mother. You did that last time.
[I've been protecting you, since the beginning, why are you angry? ]
At the beginning of the day, his wrist moved faster and faster, and the pencil dropped heavy marks on the paper. As if he was falling into a frenzy, the fragile paper was pulled out of a deep scar.
[why? ]
[why? ]
[why? ]
Countless reasons why two full pages of paper were filled. It wasn't until the click and the tip of the pencil disconnected that his expression was clear again.
When he woke up at the first day, he stared at the mess in front of him, and for a moment, he lay on the table and choked with weakness.
Jiang Tang stayed in the house for a while, and turned back to find that Liang Shen was still in the yard. She asked Xiao Gao to take Liang Shen back to her room, and made a phone call to Lin Suizhou. However, after a long delay, she stared at the illuminated screen. Jiang Tang set aside one after another, and finally, the mechanical female voice reminded that the other party had shut down.
He forced her again.
Jiang Tangxin was still in the water, opened the address book and dialed another phone number.
After a few seconds, the call is connected.
"Hello, this is Xia Huairun."
He sounded like water, gentle and elegant, Jiang Tang suddenly relaxed: "Mr. Xia, this is the case, my foot is hurt, maybe I can't pass it tomorrow ..."
"is it serious?"
Jiang Tang shook his head: "It's not serious, but there are some other things to deal with. It may take another week to pass. If you are in a hurry, you can hire other dance teachers. After all, I ..."
"It's okay." He smiled lowly. "It happened that Lolo had an exam. You have a good rest."
"Well, thank you."
hang up the phone.
Jiang Tang was left on the bed as a whole. After two rounds of irritability, she opened the chat message in the group.
The evening was the most active time for the members of the group. As soon as she went in, she saw everyone talking.
[Zombie King-Tian Tian: Ah-! Kill me! I want to eat human flesh! ! ! I don't want to eat bamboo rat meat! ! ! 】
[Good wife and mother-Jiang Tangtang: Everyone is so cute, why do you want to eat everyone? 】
[Great Eunuch-Ning Ling: Ah, Candy, what's the task today? 】
【Good wife and mother-Jiang Tang: It's relatively simple. Have lunch with the children. 】
[Satan-Virgin: Sun ...]
[Our Lady-Satan: Sun. 】
[Zombie King-Tian Tian: Oh. 】
[Eunuch-Ning Ling: Sun. 】
[Good wife and mother-Jiang Tangtang: Oh yeah, being a housewife is also very tiring, okay? 】
[Zombie King-Tian Tian: Looking at my Doomsday World, I expressed my desire to be a housewife. 】
[Eunuch-Ning Ling: Looking at the battle in my harem, I said I wanted to be a housewife. 】
[Satan-Virgin: Looking at the Virgin Marys by my side, I expressed my desire to be a housewife. 】
[Virgin-Satan: Looking at the around me, I said I wanted to be a housewife. 】
After that, he sighed neatly.
Jiang Tang found self-confidence in the group every day, and she felt that compared with them, she was not too bad.
[Satan-Virgin: I made a few pills, please share a bottle with you. 】
After talking, Jiang Tang saw that he had added a column of props on his personal page, which showed the change of small pills X10: unused.
[Satan-Virgin: After eating this, it will return to the five-year-old state, and each one lasts for an hour. 】
[Virgin-Satan: This seems to be something in our Holy World, why do you have it? 】
[Satan-Virgin: Smile. Jpg, because I am the Virgin now. 】
Can't refute.
Jiang Tang glanced at the pill and found it useless.
After closing the page, she started searching for authoritative psychologists online, and finally locked a psychology hospital in the city center.
Click to make an appointment online, Jiang Tang remembered the contact information and went offline.
She had a lot of thoughts throughout the night and almost didn't close her eyes. She thought about all the signs before the first day. I wonder if the original owner didn't care about the first day or deliberately forget the memories of the first day. She has very few images and impressions of him.
Lin Suizhou did not return overnight, and the phone call in the morning was still off.
Jiang Tang gave up completely, and after packing himself early, he took the first day to the reserved psychological hospital.
On the first day of today, I wore a plaid shirt. The denim shorts with patterns were very cute and cute. Maybe it was rare to be alone with my mother. On the first day, I swept the previous silence. Well, I was very excited and happy.
"Mom, where are we going?"
Jiang Tang didn't dare to say that he would take him to a psychiatrist and gently touched his soft hair: "You will know when you arrive."
The first day smiled warmly: "As long as my mother doesn't leave me behind, you can go anywhere."
Thinking of the destiny that might be faced, Jiang Tan suddenly felt that his smile was sour. She tried to touch the corners of her lips, but she still couldn't hide her uneasiness.
"Madam, here you are."
"You are waiting for me here. If your husband calls you, let him come directly."
After instructing the driver, Jiang Tang took the first ride.
In order to ease the tension of the patients, the decoration of the Psychiatric Hospital was very gentle and even a huge oil painting of Xiangri Gui was hung on the wall. Explained to the front desk that the situation was good, Jiang Tang hugged the first day and waited quietly.
A moment later, the nurse came out from the inside: "Next, Lin Chuyi."
"mom?"
"It's okay, go in."
After a deep look at her first day, the nurse pulled in.
The waiting time is extremely long, and I don't know how long it took. When he came out with a candy on the first day, he was in a normal mood and couldn't see why.
"Family, please come in."
Jiang Tang took a deep breath and pushed in.
In the huge office, the middle psychologist looked down at the file and saw someone coming in. He couldn't help looking up. Jiang Tang was extremely gorgeous in appearance. From the appearance and temperament, it was not like a mother.
"You are Lin Chuyi's mother?"
"Yes."
"Please sit down."
Jiang Tang opened the chair: "How is my son?"
"I want to ask you a few questions before that."
"Please speak."
"Have he suffered physical or psychological violence?"
Jiang Tang shook his head: "No, although my husband is busy, he is very kind to him, and he will not be left out."
"What about the school?"
"School ... I'm not very clear."
He nodded, his expression thoughtful, and finally dropped a few strokes on the medical record: "If the diagnosis is correct, your child must understand alienation. Commonly known as split personality."
Jiang Tang couldn't help leaning back. Although he knew it was the result, he still couldn't believe it when he heard it.
"We have contacted some children patients, most of them have suffered domestic violence or other injuries. In order to protect themselves, patients will dissociate these painful memories and consciousness activities from the entire spiritual level to protect themselves. But in sick children , The situation on the first day is a bit serious. "
She tightened the strap of her backpack, her eyes silent.
"The personality he split out has a strong self-emotional and extreme behavior. In this way, the first day may be seriously affected ..."
In the end, Trance Jiangtang heard only one sentence: "Please receive treatment as soon as possible."
When he came out from the inside, he was watching the goldfish in the hall.
The water surface refracted a shimmer, and the light reflected on his face.
He smiled, clean and warm.
Jiang Tang couldn't help feeling sad. She closed her eyes and tolerated the soreness of her eyes, strode forward to pull his soft little hands: "On the first day, shall we go to the playground?"
"But I've been there before."
"This time there are only two of us."
Blinking on the first day, it seemed to be thinking, and finally nodded.
In the car.
Jiang Tang gently embraced the first day: "Can you tell mom something about Awu?"
"Hmm ..." First day raised his head, "But A Wu didn't want others to know him."
"I'm your mother, so it doesn't matter."
"Okay." The first bite his lower lip, "A Wu called Lin Wu, Wu Wu is meaningless, he always said that he is optional. A Wu is 15 years old this year, he doesn't like places that are too noisy, I really like pranks, but I do n’t like him, but every time I say, Awu is very angry. "
Talking, Jiang Yi looked at Jiang Tang's face cautiously: "Mom, Awu didn't hurt you deliberately."
"I know……"
The first day was in her arms, talking intermittently about A Wu.
This is an individual who completely coexists with him. He has a complete life, memories, hobbies, likes and dislikes, and even likes to eat sour plums, hating sweet ice cream and macarons.
Jiang Tang listened to his naive voice and felt more and more unbelievable.
The first day of school is so small, the psychology is not yet perfect, but ...
The doctor's words suddenly hovered in her ears, maybe when she didn't know, someone had acted violently against the first day.
"Madam, the playground is here."
Jiang Tang's thoughts were pulled back.
"What do you want to play on the first day?"
"Mum's foot is hurt and can't go far."
"It doesn't matter, I watch you play."
"Then ..." He rolled his eyes. "We'll go to the ferris wheel."
Jiang Tang said: "Last time you said you didn't like the Ferris wheel."
"Awu does not like the Ferris wheel, but he doesn't say why."
Jiang Tang didn't ask any more. After buying some snacks and drinks, he led the first day to the ferris wheel.
Perhaps it was tired, and she fell asleep in her arms not long after entering the first day.
The child's sleeping face was clean and beautiful, and her long fingertips gently touched his temples.
"I want to see the memories of Junior One."
system:"????"
The system is small: "What do you say again?"
"I said I want to see the memories of Junior One."
"are you joking?"
Jiang Tang countered: "Do you think I'm kidding?"
"..."
Not like.
Xiao Ke really feels that the dog is getting older. Generally, when the host passes through, it is the memory of the original body. Now it is good. The host is brave and wants the memory of the children!
but……
Jiang Tang's host is different from other hosts. She is a violent temper and often doesn't play cards according to common sense, that is to say ... this heroine can do nothing but coax!
Xiao Ke bitterly said: "It's not that I don't give it to you, but that it is illegal to peek at someone's memory. It's unruly. Think about it. I will show you the first day memory now. Then tomorrow you will have fifteen memories. This ... … "
Jiang Tang lay down on the small window and looked down: "I don't know if I jumped from here and would immediately die."
"..."
"It's boring, I want to die."
"........."
"Forget it, anyway, life is no longer alive, just die."
"................................."
"Stop-!!!"
Xiao Ke can compromise again.
"I, I give you, give you, give you all! Don't threaten me !!"
Hearing the sound, Jiang Tang showed a smug smile on his face.
It's not going to end like this, she was wasting so much tongue.
"Hurry up, don't linger."
Xiao Ke cursed his mother's approval while arranging the memories of the first day.
There were not a thousand or eight hundred TV series that he had filmed, but there was never a heroine like Jiang Tang. Well, there have been, but the essence of those people is to survive and not to die. Unlike Jiang Tang, the essence is to live casually and die on the spot.
so tired.
World editors are not good.
Want to resign ...
"Immediately import the memory. During the process of absorbing the memory, the host may sleep for an hour to three hours."
"I'm ready."
"Is it okay on the Ferris wheel?"
"It doesn't matter, the driver will renew me if there is not enough money."
She said so, and there was nothing to hesitate.
Soon, Jiang Tang felt that his brain began to heat, and only felt a violent shock from his brain. In the next second, Jiang Tang was completely placed in a strange picture.
Her soul seemed to be trapped in a mirror called Chuichi, and through the mirror, she watched with cold eyes what was happening in front of her.
Then, Jiang Tang saw herself ...
Or, the original Jiang Tang.