Chapter 515: "I am serious about you"

Song Nuan was out of danger. At this moment, he was sitting leaning against the bed, with a lot of food in front of him, all of which were tonic soup and food.
She has a gentle smile on her face, her skin is fair, and she looks very well-behaved. After almost a week in the hospital, the blood on her face has recovered a lot.
But it still looks weak.
the most important is.
There was a teenager sitting by the bed.
He looked clean and refreshing, holding the soup in his hand and feeding Song Nuan with a spoon.
Song Nuan said, "I'll do it myself."
The boy said: "You are still very weak. If you come by yourself, it will be a little inconvenient. I can feed you."
"It just so happens that you have a taste. I heard that you were hospitalized. I went to the chef to learn this. This soup was made by myself. How do you taste it? If it tastes good, I will give it to you tomorrow. If it doesn’t taste good, I’ll go back and study it again to see if there is any way to improve it.

"You did it yourself?" Song Nuan raised his eyebrows, looking at the young man in surprise.
You know, this person is a well-known gangster in the class. Except for fighting, he is beating the teacher. There is no day when he does not fight. He can be called the school boss.
It's really amazing that such a big guy can make soup and spread it out.
The boy smiled: "What are you doing? What is your look? Is this looking down on people? This is the first time I cook this thing. Don't you hurry up and thank me, why do you still want to laugh at me? "
He was a little unnatural when he said it, and he was quite fictitious. When Song Nuan looked at it this way, he felt that the soup in his hand was not ready.
Song Nuan's eyes fell on his hand, as if he was scalded because of making soup.
Song Nuan: "I didn't ask you to do it either. You don't want to come tomorrow."
There is a smile on her face. What he said is very alienated.
If she doesn't like it, she will definitely keep her distance and won't be ambiguous.
But Lu Yan couldn't hear what they were saying inside, and could only see the two of them saying you and me, they seemed very sweet.
Such a scene fell into his eyes and hit his heart, making the alarm bells ring in his heart.
He understood Song Nuan's particularity very well. After all, he pretended to be his boyfriend at the time because of her psychological reasons.
In Song Nuan, he broke up with himself, and at this moment, it is very likely that he is looking for a home.
At the moment the boy took a spoon to feed Song Nuan, Lu Yan pushed in.
"I'm coming." He said calmly.
The boy's movements stopped because of Lu Yan's entry, and he looked up at the man at the door.
"who are you?"
Inexplicably.
Song Nuan was slightly stunned when he saw Lu Yan. He didn't expect that he would come here at this time, which was not the case before.
She doesn't want to care about Lu Yan now, she knows every time Lu Yan comes back, just pretending to be asleep.
In front of his mother at the time, he was like that. What is he doing now? For a person of this age, he should just let it go.
Song Yi was telling her that she should be worthy of his liking, but Song Nuan felt that she was here, and her performance was in front of Lu Yan.
Like or dislike is already clear at a glance.
Facing the boy's question, Lu Yan went straight to him and took the boy's hand: "Her uncle."
juvenile:"......"
"It's Uncle." The expression on his face became humble for a second: "I'm sorry, it may have been impolite just now. I thought you were here to harass Nuannuan."
Lu Yan squeezed the spoon in his hand tightly. What was it called? Warm?
The man's face darkened a bit.
Song Nuan wanted to say that he was here to harass her.
But she was too lazy to say, she had already said a lot just now, and her words hurt slightly.
Seeing that Lu Yan didn't answer, the boy glanced at Song Nuan.
Song Nuan took a deep breath, really didn't want to speak, but still had to say: "You go back first."
"Don't come over tomorrow, don't want to be quiet, you will always come over, it will be annoying."
When Lu Yan's face, she just said that, which made the smile on the boy's face more or less unbearable.
What's more, he is still the kind of arrogant and rebellious young man in school, and things like eating flat are often hit by Song Nuan.
He still wanted to say something, Lu Yan glanced up at him.
The confidence and fierceness of a mature man made him stiff.
He swallowed something he wanted to say into his throat abruptly, some of them were bluffed by Lu Yan's eyes.
A leader who has been on the battlefield and has met the world, such a young man looks too tender in front of him.
......
After he left.
Lu Yan bowed his head and fed soup to Song Nuan.
Song Nuan turned his head and didn't want to care about him, let alone eat what he fed, and there was no good expression on his face.
This made Lu Yan's face darker. His lips were tightly stretched into a straight line, and water dripped out of his dark face: "You can talk and laugh with him just now, you can drink what he feeds. I can’t drink what I feed? Can I poison you to death?"
His voice was cold.
"..." She obviously didn't drink, dog man.
Song Nuan wrinkled her face, put everything on the table in front of him on the bedside table, and immediately wanted to put the table in, as if he was going to sleep.
Lu Yan frowned and held down the table, Song Nuan couldn't move.
She stared at Lu Yan.
Lu Yan: "Drink the soup, eat the meal, and then go to sleep."
His voice was on a parallel line every word, but he was inexplicably powerful and deterrent.
Song Nuan herself was rebellious. The more he was like this, the more rebellious she was in her heart, and she wouldn't listen at all.
She was in a stalemate with Lu Yan.
Song Nuan was injured after all, and his health is not good now.
Lu Yan put the spoon in the bowl and put it on the table. In the end, he took it softly. He took a deep breath and looked at Song Nuan, "Can you say why you don't eat it?"
When he first came up, he asked her without gentleness, and he didn't know where he was wrong, so he still asked her in this way?
Song Nuan licked his lips, don't ignore Lu Yan at the beginning, it was obvious that he didn't care about him at all.
"Because I'm here, you don't want to eat, I feed you, and you don't want to eat." Lu Yan looked at her tender white face, felt her chest was blocked, and her breathing was not smooth: "Then just now Feed you and you will eat it?"
Song Nuan turned around and looked at Lu Yan: "I see you are very annoying now, so I don't want to eat, you go out."
bother?
Lu Yan frowned tightly.
Suddenly he smiled: "Being with me before that, was it playing with me?"
Her view is very unacceptable. Falling in love is not something to try and play casually.
Song Nuan: "Don't you play with me too? I'm just your friend's sister, I am nothing."
"Don't you be with me, don't you play with me? Why are you with me, don't you understand?"
As Song Nuan spoke, her wound hurt. She frowned tightly, her tone of voice became a little smaller: "I'm not a fool. I'm with you, am I just a formal girlfriend?"
"If this is the case, why do you treat love as a trifling matter and forbid me to look for others?"
What's more, after she came out of Lu Yan's house, she never thought about looking for anyone else.
Lu Yan didn't expect Song Nuan to know or understand his original intentions.
But some things will change in the end. It will become very different, which cannot be restrained or controlled by oneself.
He shouldn't treat Song Nuan as a little girl who doesn't know anything. He should talk about it with her in an adult way.
"Yes." Lu Yan brewed his tone to make his words not so serious and sharp: "I admit that at the beginning it was purposeful and formal. It was impossible. My sister and brother-in-law were afraid of you. Take a detour, and you are chasing me."
"At that time, you also made it clear that if I don’t agree, you will find other people at will, but have you ever thought about what other people will be like? They will hurt you. You can find one at random. , The one who suffers in the end is yourself."
"You just want to experience what it's like to fall in love with a man. Your thoughts at the time were very dangerous. I won't leave you alone."
The reason is that what Lu Yan said is correct. Anyone is afraid that a good girl will make detours and should take measures.
But Song Nuan didn't want to be reasonable, emotional matters were unreasonable, and love was all emotional.
Song Nuan smiled, Xingyan looked at him: "So you just pretend to agree to me and wait for the psychiatrist to see me?"
"The most self-righteous way is to think for others from your own point of view. No one will live according to another person's thinking."
"Yes, I admit that I was psychologically overwhelmed at the time. I sought stimulation and wanted to find one, but this was my choice. You were afraid that I would be injured and could not prevent me from looking for others, so I simply agreed to stay with me together."
"Then have you ever thought that you helped me avoid that kind of harm and brought me another kind of harm? If so, I would rather choose the path I chose at the time."
"Do you think I will not be hurt when I am with you? Do I just want to play and fall in love? Too much, I am true to you, and you only want to have a formal relationship with me."
"I want to go to the end of time with you. I treat you seriously with my feelings. I want to experience the kind of unswerving love. Every point I have for you is true. There is no emotional foundation. Love is growing for a long time, but you still want to have a formal love with me."
"Aren't you hurting me?"
Song Nuan's eyes flushed slightly, and she turned her face away, not wanting to look at the expression on Lu Yan's face again.
She took a deep breath, and her tone was flat: "The last thing you should do is a choice to interfere with me, but since you promised me to fall in love with me, you should treat me well instead of pretending to talk to me. in love."
Song Nuan can understand their thoughts, and it is indeed good for her, but since it is for her good, why can't it be more real, why can't you really fall in love, it must be fake, fake.
She had been trying to make Lu Yan like her. She didn't think it mattered. Even if he promised to weigh the pros and cons at first, she could wait for her to like herself.
She has always kept it open because Lu Banquet introduces her to the people in the team and will introduce her to the friends around him.
His openness and generosity gave her a sense of security and made her feel that even if he weighed the pros and cons, he was a very responsible man.
But when his mother appeared in front of her, his introduction made her give up.
It turns out that men can pretend so much and can pretend everything is so realistic. When they reach the level of family members, they finally show their true colors and don't want to pretend.
She came out of Lu Yan's house, and as long as Lu Yan came to coax her, she wouldn't have the same attitude.
"No." Lu Yan said, his tone a little anxious: "I didn't take you seriously."
He never thought that there would be so many of these thoughts in Song Nuan's heart, and never thought that she would know everything.
Lu Yan pursed his lips, and when he said something, he felt very embarrassed.
He brewed his emotions for a while, with a low brow and serious expression: "I think it's very unreal."
"We are very different in age. I don't dare to extravade or imagine anything." Lu Yan: "In the beginning, it was indeed the purpose you said, and it was a decision made after weighing the pros and cons."
"But introducing you to my friends and team members is recognition of you. I have to admit that I like a little girl like you when I grow older."
"I also have to recognize that I have had a good feeling since the first time I saw you. These ideas conflict and entangle in my thinking. On the one hand, I think the age difference between me and you is indeed very large."
"On the other hand, I don't think I should take advantage of an ignorant girl. This is not something I can do."
So he would refuse Song Nuan's intimacy, even if he wanted to.
But reason told him, that's not possible. The girl is still young and her ideas are very immature.
She was fooling around, fooling around, he couldn't do that with connivance.
Song Nuan was slightly taken aback when hearing Lu Yan's words.
She didn't know that Lu Banquet had these ideas.
What separated them were these misunderstandings and influences from the outside world.
Obviously the two of them like each other and want to be together.
But each has ideological misunderstandings and opinions about each. Sometimes, people really can't imagine other people's ideas based on their own worldview.
There will always be deviations.
Song Nuan's lips moved: "Then your mother..."
"I know my mother. I didn't do ideological work for him. If I admit, she will make things difficult for you and make trouble for you." Lu Yan said: "She wouldn't come to see me all year before. I went home. We will get together."
"Even if she came, she would tell me in advance, but she came without telling me anything that day."
Lu Yan looked at Song Nuan: "Your sister and they also came back that day. You were angry and wanted to leave and separate. I thought about explaining."
"But," he lowered his tone: "Initially, you and I are the world of two people. If you want to be separated, you will receive good treatment, and there may be people who are better than me in the future."
After all, Lu Yan wasn't sure about Song Nuan's feelings, and only thought that Song Nuan was playing around.
But now, it seems that everything is not what I thought...
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