: Rehabilitation and renewal tomorrow!

I originally wanted to take the medicine and went to bed directly, but after the medicine strength came up, I couldn't sleep at all, and I was even more and more excited.
The amount of renewal has not been up in the last two months, the reason is that the last healthy left hand, because of repeated bleeding in the elbow, the accumulated hematoma can not be eliminated, and now it is almost paralyzed.
In recent years, most of the daily life has been relying on the left hand, but now both arms and one leg are half disabled, and the right leg is completely disabled. Now it is really even more difficult to stand up than before.
Two days ago, the right hand that was half-stumped was bleeding again. I found that relying on my left hand was even more difficult to brush my teeth, shave my beard, and wash my face, because both hands were hard to touch the face.
I played eight factors today, and my right hand started to reduce swelling.
But every time hemorrhage is accompanied by more hematoma and more crippled joints.
Now I can code both hands, but I don’t know how long I can hold it.
Recall carefully that it is not unreasonable for hemophilia to survive beyond the age of thirty, because every bleeding will make the body worse, especially when the age is getting older and the recovery ability is getting weaker.
When I was born on the first day, my right arm was a little deformed and could not be straightened completely. The elbow of this arm was also the earliest part of bleeding.
But when I was 10 years old, I could make the PE teacher think I was the best candidate for the PE committee without bleeding.
But when I was 12 years old, my first semi-mutilated left ankle caused me to endure severe inhuman pain every day to go to school, and eventually dropped out of school when I was 15 years old.
When I was 16 years old, a severe bleeding on my right leg knee made it impossible for me to bend my right leg anymore, and it was difficult for me to leave the room.
At the age of 25, because of repeated bleeding on the right shoulder, he could no longer lift his chin height, and he could never lean to the right when he was sleeping.
I am 30 years old this year, and the last left hand can no longer be straightened and I can no longer exert force.
Instead, it is deformed from birth, and the right elbow with the most bleeding is the healthiest, but the right shoulder...
I really don’t know how long I can live, and I thought that the big-hearted big brother in Macau passed away a few days ago. "You are my fan" amused me directly.
Then, I started thinking about it. When I think of how many celebrities are dying every day every year, it seems that I should close my eyes earlier for such a small existence.
Of course, I am not really a suicide, but just prepared for that day to come. After all, people will usher in that day sooner or later, especially for me, this day may not be difficult to accept.
If there is any regret, it is the day when I really want to see [University Fiction Net] China's semiconductor industry can completely get rid of the United States.
I want to see the day when HiSilicon and SMIC can rival Texas Instruments and TSMC.
Can you see it in 2025?
I feel like I should be able to go to 2025.
Well, now I have the motivation to live actively.