Chapter 1233: trust

In fact, Shuyin hates Shucheng Mountain more and more, Jing Rui should be more happy, because this way, he forced Shuchengshan to commit suicide, there will not be much embarrassment in Shu Yin's heart.
However, he did not want to feel that he was not seen by his father because of his selfishness.
At other times Jing Rui did not know, but at least before Shuchengshan died, he was thinking about his daughter.
He was very sorry to push his daughter into the fire pit.
Shu Yin started the letter paper, and the calm look began to see Shuchengshan’s last words.
The last words are very long. On a piece of A4 paper, all the dense words are small characters.
The handwriting is Xiao Xiao, who is familiar with Shu Yin. When she was a child, Shu Chengshan taught her to write. Even after ten years, she still remembers his handwriting.
Shuchengshan did not send Shu Yin to the institute in his last words, nor did he apologize to his daughter for remorse. He emphasized that he and Jing Rui were confronted at the time and the reasons for his death.
He clearly wrote in his letter that he voluntarily chose to commit suicide.
The defeat of the king, he as a killer, the mission failed, it is normal to be killed by the target, but he does not need Jingrui to do it, suicide can retain his dignity.
He also said that he and the Jingrui agreement, he helped Jing Zhi to restore memory, Jing Rui protect her life.
All his property was also handed over to Jing Rui, who handed it over.
If it is someone else, he is not at ease, but Jing Rui's reputation is very good, he believes in Jing Rui's character, so he will hand over huge assets directly to him.
If possible, he hopes that Shu Yin can compete for a little, fascinated Jing Rui, marry him, be the young lady of Jing, and live the best life.
Shu Yin finished reading the last words, and his look remained calm.
Not touched by Shucheng Mountain, nor angry because of his death.
She is even a bit like seeing the last words of an insignificant person, and there is no wave in her heart.
Family, I have already died in Shuyin here!
If Shucheng Mountain is alive now, Shu Yin will never recognize him.
She handed the letter to Jing Rui, a faint saying: "Receive it, it may be useful later. If Jiang Manshu is to entangle again, give her this letter, she should be able to shut up!"
Shu Yin no expression, Jing Rui can not guess her inner thoughts, can only accept the letter first, take her downstairs to eat.
Usually, the appetite has always been a good comfort. This time, I only ate a little. Even her favorite chicken wings only ate one.
"Don't eat, I went back to the room for a while."
Shuyin said, and he got up on the floor.
Jing Rui did not force her, watching her calm upstairs, but there was a burst of pain in her heart.
Her parents wore masks, and even he did not tell her the truth. Shuyin’s strength and calm at the moment were all pretending.
Jing Rui put down the chopsticks, took a shower and went into the bedroom.
The room was dark and lacquered, and there was no light. Jingrui turned on the light and walked gently to the bed to lie down, then took Shuyin into his arms.
"Sound, I didn't mean to stare at you, I was afraid to say this, you will leave me."
Shuyin lies quietly in his arms, no words, no movements, like a lost puppet, numb, stiff.
"Don't misunderstand me. When I first asked you to trade with you, I didn't know Shucheng Mountain. Later, the institute fell. I protect you because of his commitment to him, but now I am with you, not because of him.

"In my heart, you have nothing to do with each other. I will not change your feelings because of the death of Shu Chengshan. I couldn't find you in the last two days. I am going crazy, afraid that you will be in trouble, afraid that you know the truth. I am leaving."
"I have already solved the problem of the family. I heard the recording on your mobile phone. Don't believe that others are talking about it. I believe that I can do it. Our business, we are the masters, and the building has no qualifications to intervene."
Jing Rui said a lot, he usually has less words, and there are very few times when he is so embarrassed.
Because he didn't know which sentence Shuyi would like to hear, and he didn't know which sentence would give her peace of mind. Simply ask the place where Shuyin might misunderstand.
For a long time, Shu Yin asked him softly: "Can I still believe in you?"
She is a little scared, sometimes the more she trusts a person, the heavier the injury.
Her inner sense of insecurity was too heavy. She never believed in anyone before. Later, she spent two years as a teacher. She became familiar with his style and personality and dared to trust him slowly.
However, Shuchengshan died in such a big thing in his hands, but she did not know.
She couldn't imagine whether there were many other things and she was deceived.
Her trust in Jingrui has almost arrived. He said that black is black, and white is white.
The reason why Shu Yin fell in love with Jing Rui was originally because of the worship of other people's charm. She surrendered to such a man from the bottom of her heart. She believed in all his decisions and she obeyed all his arrangements.
Whenever she has her own independent thoughts, if she goes to the left with Jingrui's opinion, she can always prove that she is wrong.
During the two years of cooperation, Shu Yin saw the true charm of a man and let her know that she was really just a frog at the bottom of the well.
Therefore, after the Institute, in fact, she also wants to follow Jing Rui.
Until she realized that Jingrui had to arrange her life and even control everything about her, she gave birth to a rebellious heart.
Later, Jing Rui pursued her, she actually did not let Jing Rui embarrassed, and she agreed.
It is not that she wants to agree so quickly, but that she trusts him, worships him, loves him, and no one in the world can match him.
He said that he would make her happy in the future, she firmly believes.
If her trust in Jingrui completely collapses, her whole person will collapse.
This result, Shu Yin can not bear.
For Shuyin, how did Shuchengshan die? Jiang Manshu is alive or dead. It doesn't matter. Ten years of hatred can't be dissipated overnight.
What she cares most is what she has now, her Jing Rui.
Her feelings for her parents have been exhausted in the torment of time and time again, but her feelings for Jingrui have accumulated over time and more and more.
With the prospect of Rui holding her, she will feel happy and warm, why is it now in his arms, she only feels cold?
"Sound, believe me, of course you have to believe me, you must believe me!"
Jing Rui lifted Shu Yin's chin and let her look at herself.
"I only concealed you in this matter, other things, all my secrets, never deliberately concealed from you. You have to know, in the case of Shuchengshan, if I want to lie to you easily!"
"I can even push this matter to Lucas. After all, you have assumed that people are killing him. Lucas has a way for him to admit that he is killing him."
"But I didn't. After you have doubts, I still choose to confess with you! I am hiding this thing, but I have not deceived it."