: Same Go (3)
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Black & White
- Chao Xiao Cheng
- 1444 characters
- 2021-03-04 03:40:45
When Ji Yining finished speaking the last sentence and the last word, the whole space seemed to be silent for a second.
She lowered her head and leaned her back in his arms, so she couldn't see his expression, and she didn't plan to see it because she didn't have the courage.
In the next second, her whole person was suddenly lifted into the air, and when she opened her eyes, she was already face to face with the man behind her. She saw Tang Yi, looking at her with interest, with such a calm expression, as if she had already See her through.
She heard him speak slowly and slowly: "...You denied yourself so completely in front of me, what are you afraid of?"
Sure enough, he had seen her all through. Even though her rhetoric was eighteen twists, it was far from difficult for him to understand the true meaning of her complicated rhetoric.
Ji Yining didn't dare to look directly at him again.
Suddenly she leaned in and hugged him tightly, raised her hand to circle him, and buried her head in his neck, taking unprecedented initiative, revealing such obvious panic, like a frightened little beast.
Tang Yi was silent for a second, as if he couldn't bear it, he raised his hand and patted her on the back softly, "Yining..."
"Don't speak, you let me finish it first..." She suddenly interrupted him aloud, even with such obvious anxiety in her voice: "...I used to dislike a story very much. There is a person in Greek mythology. After being tortured, he was immersed in water, and the water still had to endure thirst when the water reached his lips, but once he lowered his head to drink, the water receded, then rose again, and then receded, like a cycle that he could see, but never...
Tang Yi understood it, and continued for her, "Tantalus, the punished god. Yu asked too much, greed too much, and finally angered the gods."
Ji Yining couldn't help but press his fingertips and touched his skin tightly. She hugged him tightly, almost hurting him.
"Tang Yi..." Her voice was a little tired, it could not be said that it was more fearful or more coquettish: "I don't like this story, do you understand? I don't like..."
Tantalus, he is greed, longing, and attempt.
He is but seeking but never available.
Just like Ji Yining's greed for Tang Yi now. She could see him, but she didn't know if she could reach him.
She didn't want to be the Tantalus who couldn't ask for it.
She leaned over his shoulder, her voice weak and helpless: "I deny myself, because I don't want to be denied by you in the future... I don't want to one day, Tang Yihu regrets it and regrets that Ji Yining is not worth his bet on marriage and x Life is coming."
He is all her heart, and all her greed, desire, and attempts in this life are all maintained by him.
He is perfect, almost impeccable. She had the most unspeakable feeling for him, and no one could share him, she just wanted to monopolize.
People who are in love in ai will discover a different personality, and she can't escape this fateful law. She gradually discovered that there was a totally different Ji Yining deep in her heart. There was no big ai, no s, no morality, and even no tolerance, only s heart, only exclusive s heart towards Tang Yi.
This heavy personality is so secretive, but it is real, so she will be so sad when she hears that Qian Ren denies her position next to Tang Yi; therefore, she will know that there are many nv people suitable for Tang Yi. , So panicked.
If one day in the future, Ji Yining loses Tang Yi, then what Ji Yining will lose is not only Tang Yi, but also the one who already exists in his heart, who exists only for Tang Yi.
In other words, losing ai to her is no different from Si once.
...
After she finished speaking, she was silent for a long time, only knowing how to hold him numbly.
At that time, Tang Yi once commented on Ji Yining. He didn't know any means to attract men, and he was terribly jerky. Two years have passed, but she still hasn't changed at all, she doesn't know how to make promises, nor does she know how to protect herself. She would only open herself up to let him see, she didn't have any thoughts, she didn't know at all, in her relationship, once she let a man grasp the weakness of the nv person, she would lose.
Fortunately, it was Tang Yi that Ji Yining met.
Tang Yi hugged her, then suddenly let her down.
He stood up, put on his shirt, and simply buttoned two or three buttons. Then picked up her clothes f that had been scattered on the ground, and put them on for her one by one. The zipper of Yangao's skirt was slowly pulled up by his hand, then he raised his hand and stroked her face.
"..."
She looked at him and didn't understand what he meant.
Tang Yi smiled slightly: "Have you seen it?"
"……what?"
"The content on your second painting."
Ji Yining's face immediately turned red, nodded and admitted, "I have seen it quietly once, you were in the study, and you were dancing Latina late at night..."
Only seen once, the memory will never be annihilated. She painted it, and even felt the thrilling rhythm when she painted.
He suddenly said: "From now on, you will not."
She froze.
Tang Yi smiled slightly, stretched out his right hand and made an inviting gesture.
"Forget it, I will take you to dance again."
How could it be possible to escape such a lure.
Before she could think deeply about the meaning of his words, she consciously raised her left hand and put it on his right.
Tang Yi laughed, closed his palms, and squeezed her left hand. With a slight force, she fell into his embrace.
late at night. living room. The dance of two people.
No music, no audience, no applause, only him and her. Ji Yining had to admit that the man in front of him was a master of sentiment, and that by himself, the unmanned space could be as gorgeous as the dance floor.
A round dance goes round and round, as if going to dance to the world. The most common dance party in the fairy tale world is the waltz.
She pressed his x mouth and said, "I thought you would take me to Latina."
Tang Yi shook his head, "My Latin is not for you."
"why?"
"Because it is not happy."
Ji Yining looked up at him, puzzled. He didn't explain, Ji Yining could only lower his head ignorantly, and suddenly thought, thinking of what Tang Jin once said to her
"Have you seen Tang Yi dance?"
"I saw it secretly... he danced beautifully."
"Heh, Yining, if next time you see Tang Yi dancing Latina alone, stay away from him. Don't get close to him at that time."
"why?"
"Because of danger."
"Tang Jin..." She was sleepy and a little scared: "I don't understand..."
Tang Jin didn't say much, as if this was a taboo topic, even Tang Jin avoided talking about it.
"Take an example," he told her in a low voice, "Tang Yi's latest Latin dance was in the year my father was murdered by Si. He danced all night. The day after the dance, He went on to kill..."
It is a signal, a signal for Tang Yi to open the bottom line. After every Latin game, it was and sad.
As sung in a certain Latin dance song, daheendoflife.
...
Tang Yi suddenly hugged her waist and bit words against her ears.
"I used to think, in this world, will there be such a person, she and I are two extreme opposites, who don’t know any means, nor have any delusions, even if the world collapses in front of her, she can still do it. If you continue to walk on without holding any resentment, it is the same in your feelings. If you don’t know how to disguise yourself, it will only expose your weaknesses. She doesn’t know that this will only make it easier for the people she loves to attack her... People like to exist in fairy tales, but in the cHeNrEn world, I don’t hope to meet them."
"But in the end I met you and Ji Yining..."
He laughed, there was a kind of joy in it.
"Yining, you will not become a Tantalus who suffers from greed, you will not die of ai due to loss of ai, let alone one day when you will be denied by me..."
because--
"...You are the last fairy tale in my life."
Since then, a person's Latin came to an end, and the round dance of fairy tales began.