Chapter 34:

When Yan Zhenchen woke up, he found that he had already gone up three times. He first touched his face with his eyes open, touched the quilt and the pillow for a long time, and slowly realized that Chu was not there, but he did not care too much at first. He took the phone on the bedside table and took a look at it. It was already one o'clock in the afternoon.
He hasn't slept so late... Is it so tired last night?
Has Chu Hao already got up?蔺 尘 尘 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 坐 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺 蔺He gets up.
Yan Yanchen called out two voices: "Auntie... Auntie... Auntie?"
No one responded to him, maybe it was downstairs.
Yan Yanchen was slightly suspicious, but when he went to wash his face, brush his teeth, comb his hair, and wear clothes, he saw the clothes of Chu in the closet, as well as the small bags of Chu Yu, and the souvenirs they bought around. He feels that everything is there, and Chu Yu is definitely there.
Yan Yanchen didn't think too much. After cleaning himself up, he felt hungry and ready to go to Chu, and he should eat lunch.
Yan Yanchen found a circle, did not see the figure of Chu Yu, went downstairs to the living room, saw Aide, asked: "Chu Chu?"
Ed tells the truth: "He is gone."
Yan Yanchen didn’t react at first:
He’s gone? Where are you going? In the yard?

Ed said: "The plane that departed at six in the morning, Mr. Chu returned to China by plane."
蔺 尘 尘 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间 瞬间You scare me with him? Don't scare me, it's not fun."
Ed seriously said: "Young Master, I did not lie to you, Mr. Chu left, I drove him to the airport."
Yan Yanchen suddenly angered: "The airport you sent him to! Why did he go? I don't know! What the is going on?"
He was angry and panicked and grievances, saying incoherently: "Impossible! He promised to fall in love with me... He said that he likes me, we also have a kitten together, he said that I am a child and his father." Auntie won't lie to me... He left last time, I didn't force him, he took the initiative to stay, how could he suddenly stop saying goodbye? Auntie is not such a person, he is going to leave, I will definitely tell you. And I opened the closet and his things are still in the closet. He obviously didn't leave. Don't play with me, is he hiding where to see me in a hurry? I am very anxious, he Where is it?"
Ed shook his head: "I don't know, Master, I only sent him to the airport, I don't know which flight he is doing, but you..."
Yan Yanchen is very angry: "I said no kidding!!"
Ed was paused by him for a moment before he said, "When he left, he told me that he had left a letter to you, it should be in your room."
Yan Yanchen gradually realized that Ed was telling the truth, but he didn't want to believe it. He still had the last glimpse of luck. He yelled at Ed for a moment, then turned silently and went back to the room. Walk, then go faster and faster, then trotting up and rushing back to the room.
蔺 尘 尘 心 心 心 心 心 心 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘 尘He first looked at the bedside table, no. Then I went to see the closet and took out the things of Chu Yu. The clothes were probably there. He couldn’t remember which ones he bought. It seems that one set is missing. Chu Yu’s backpack is still there, and Yan Chenchen pours out all the things in the bag. There is still cash in it. There is not a lot of banknotes, but the silver-line-card is not there. The marriage application received by the hall is gone.
A few days ago, he took the paper out and said to Chu: "Are we going to submit this application some day?"
Chu Yu said: "If there is a chance in the future."
Yan Yanchen did not hesitate to write his name and said: "You just fill in the name."
Chu Xiao smiled and said: "I don't fill it, I am not so easily kidnapped by you."
However, Yan Yan’s chest is well-founded and I think this is a matter of time.
Yan Yanchen sat on the side of the closet, surrounded by a pile of banknotes, looked up, finally saw the table, under the vase, pressed a letter.
Even the flames of the flames did not dare to approach. He took courage and finally walked over and took the letter out.
He took a deep breath and opened the stacked letterhead. The above is the font of Chu Xiuxiu. The opening is a sentence that makes his heart bleed: Xiaoxi, sorry, I am leaving, please don't come to me.
Yan Yanchen closed his eyes and his fingertips shivered. He felt that he could not read it.
Stop, take a deep breath, sit down on the sofa in Sui and Tang, let yourself go and read the letter.
I have nothing to do with you, you have done nothing wrong, it is my fault.
I am too selfish and indecisive, saying that I have to go, but come back, giving you hope that you should not have. Sorry.
I didn't tell you that I was terminally ill, and only a few months of life was left when we first met. I am sorry to be holding you all the time.
Because I am dying, I want to find someone to accompany me. You are a good person. The greatest fortune in my life is to meet you, but I should be your misfortune, sorry.
I have been very happy this month and more.
After I came to the manor, I finally understood that our encounter was probably a misunderstanding. You didn’t sell it. Although I still don’t know who you are, because I have to leave, I didn’t ask you, you. Don't tell me either.
People who are selfish and selfish are not worthy of your liking, and you are dragging you down.
I know that you will definitely think about it when you see it. You don't really care about my illness, maybe I still want to come to me. I have to tell you clearly, I don't want you to come to me at all, even though we only get along for a long period of time, but you should know me a little bit, I am stubborn, sometimes self-esteem is too high, I don't want It is seen by you that I am seriously ill with the appearance of the yellow muscles behind me. That is too embarrassing.
Let you watch me die day after day, it is good for you, for me, it is better to see you.
I also know that you are rich, maybe you are trying to help me find a great doctor. Please don't do this. I checked, my illness has no cure in the world. If I choose treatment at the time, I might live for a few more months. But I chose to be with you, delaying the treatment time. You don't have to blame yourself. I didn't regret it a bit. I used to spend half a month with you for a year and a half. I think it is very, very worthwhile.
The aurora of Youlian Lake and you are the miracles that I am fortunate in my life.
Thank you, Xiao Yan.
I don't expect you to forgive my brazenness, unbelief, and lie, I am too bad, I really don't deserve your favorite.
You are still young, the future is long, and so good. In the future, you will meet a very good person. Not as bad as I am, I will grow old with you. I am here to bless you in advance.
Sorry, Xiao Yan, if you really like me, please respect my will, don't come to me.
Really sorry.
Chu Yu
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Yan Yanchen saw several small circles on the letter paper, which was dry tear stains.
He saw tears falling on it and licking fresh tears.
Yan Yanchen never thought that he was so overwhelmed at the moment, unable to do anything, even more than the last time he could not retain it.
He finally figured out what he had always felt, and Chu Yu tried to hide the sorrow that still lingers.
He wants to collect the letter, but there is no place to settle it.
The hand could not help but tremble, and the letter fell to the ground. He bent over and slammed, and accidentally hit the table, and the glass vase fell.
"boom."
The vase broke, the glass spattered, the water poured on the letterhead, and the withered rose began to fall into the mess.
Yan Yanchen remembered these flowers, and Chu said that he would not pick it up, let the flowers grow on the branches.
He is going to pick it up, even if he changes the water, the flowers are gradually dying day by day.
The flames of the flames were on the ground for a long time. Regardless of the glass slag, they quickly rushed to pick up the letter, and they were wetted by half, the ink was turned, and the words became blurred.
This is the aunt left to him, but he got dirty when he got it.
What did he do?
The hand was cut by the glass, and the blood beads immediately rushed out, making the letter paper more dirty.
Ed heard the sound of something smashing upstairs, and hurriedly caught up, and saw the flames full of blood.
He walked over and held the wrist of the flame: "I will clean it, your hand is hurt. You need to calm down. Calm down."
Yan Yanchen asked abruptly: "He loves me."
"He loves me, so he doesn't want me to go to him."
"I still want to go to him, should I go?"
Ed thought about it and said, "This is your life. I am not qualified to make decisions for you. However, I think you have always been a firm person."
Yan Yanchen finally calmed down. He stood up and said, "You are right."
"I am going to find him."
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