Chapter 712: No feeling

"Okay, I will go to the studio tomorrow, don't worry."
Did not let Qi Changfeng wait too long, Gu Yan's information, and soon came back, Qi Changfeng knows that this is his expected answer, but somehow, some lost, and this loss seems to In the gradual devouring of him, he did not have the mood to continue to send more news with Gu Yan, and did not even want to thank Gu Yan.
Qi Changfeng said that it was for Gu Manman to look for Gu Yan to say this, but he also has his own selfishness. He wants to find a chance to talk with Gu Yan, or that this is a kind of temptation of Qi Changfeng. He is Exploring Gu Yan’s attitude towards him, he also wants to know if Gu Yan is with him, if there is any feeling of friendship.
However, it is obvious that all the things that Gu Yan has done are for you to come and go. This kind of behavior that seems to be cumbersome is actually the door that Qi Changfeng pursues to pursue Gu Yan, and completely blocked it.
He hates Gu Yan to make the relationship between the two people so objective and even formatted. Qi Changfeng usually has a chance to communicate with Gu Yan, but now he is embarrassed and does not want to go on. I threw the phone into the corner.
Qi Changfeng suddenly felt that his heart was like blocking something, and he couldn’t swallow it, but he couldn’t spit it out. He stuck in his heart and made Qi Changfeng uncomfortable crying.
Qi Changfeng picked up the bottle and began to drink directly at the mouth of the bottle. The place where the wine flowed was like the one that was burned by the flame. It was so hot that Qi Changfeng was hot.
Recently, alcohol seems to have become the subject of Qi Changfeng's life. Qi Changfeng knows that this is not good. Alcohol will make him become unconscious, but there is no way. He now feels that he cannot do without alcohol, just like leaving. Not like Gu Yan, it is clear that all the people who attract themselves are poisons, but Qi Changfeng is still willing to do so.
Gu Yan waited for a while and didn't wait for Qi Changfeng's reply, so she didn't delay in the office, because now it is a bit late for a girl. Now it is not Gu Yan who goes off work every day. With Mo Yichen waiting for the downstairs, Gu Yan must pay attention to his own life safety.
Today's work intensity is very large, and it is a big challenge for Gu Yan. Gu Yan feels that she is really tired today, and she is exhausted. Gu Yan drives herself home because she is sitting. In the car, she did not feel very comfortable with Gu Yan, she was eager to go home and wanted to lie down in the warm bed.
Gu Yan’s speed was involuntarily improved. Gu Yan did not realize that the speed of the car was unknowingly getting up. Gu Yan didn’t know it. She knew that a car suddenly came out at the corner, and Gu Yan quickly stepped on the brakes. When I stopped the car for a long time, Gu Yan realized that he was actually driving when he drove.
Behind him came the voice of the other party, Gu Yan did not want to take care of it, just parked the car on the side of the road, regardless of other people's views, Gu Yan alone sitting in the driver's seat.
On the surface, Gu Yan looks calm, but what is the ripples in her heart, only Gu Yan knows that she does not know how she is driving the car so fast, unconsciously, this is It used to be something that I have never had before.
Gu Yan didn't know what happened to her. She thought that after working all day, she could use her work to paralyze herself and let herself stop thinking about anything she shouldn't think about, but Gu Yan took control of her thoughts, but she controlled it. Can not live her own heart, Gu Yan's own heart, even her can not control.
Gu Yan feels that she is always a rational and rational person, and will not interfere with the work at hand because of these emotional factors. But what has just happened has been a perfect proof that Gu Yan is not sober-conscious now. She doesn't even know that she is still driving, or even knowing that she has already speeded up.
Gu Yan himself is also very clear about what it is for.
Ming Ming has just stopped working on the matter, but the memory of Mo Yichen has been swept away without a stop, Gu Yan nowhere to hide, had to let these emotions drown her.
Gu Yan has always felt that she is rational, but at this moment, Gu Yan’s eyes are sour, and I don’t know when, Gu Yan’s tears have flowed out of control. This is not her expectation. The appearance of life.
Gu Yan thought that there would be no more people under the sun, and she could be more loving than herself and Mo Yichen, but now the reality has become like this, like a slap in the face of Gu Yan, Gu Yan has no Hide in the body.
Gu Yan is very clear, she should not let negative emotions plague her for too long, but she can’t control the negative emotions of Mo Yichen. She can’t even call the ink, just because she can’t In the mouth of the ink, I heard any news about Mo Yichen.
Gu Yan knows that she is too weak, this is not what she wants to see, but once she has a relationship with Mo Yichen, Gu Yan is completely unbalanced, and she does not know what she should do.
Gu Yan stopped for a long time on the side of the road and poured a cold wind until her tears finally stopped. Gu Yancai regained the courage to start the car, but this time, Gu Yan concentrated on twelve points. the spirit of.
When I got home, Gu Yan didn't do anything. She sat quietly on the sofa, took out her mobile phone, and looked at the picture of Mo Yichen in the dialog box. Although she was always topped by Gu Yan, but in the recent period, it There is no message reminder at one time.
Gu Yan deliberately opened the voice of the mobile phone. Every time a message was sent, she couldn’t help but take a look, but every time Gu Yan could not restrain her inner disappointment, there was never a message, it was sent by Mo Yichen. of.
Gu Yan feels that if she wants to continue thinking, she will become a kind of deep-stricken woman. This is not the situation that Gu Yan wants to see. She puts her mobile phone on the coffee table and forces herself to be far away from the mobile phone. Determining your own heart can no longer be affected by these things.
Gu Yan numbs into the bathroom, opens the shower, watching the drops of water fall down by drop, Gu Yan feels that these drops of water, as if poured on her heart, Gu Yan does not care, so stand Under the shower, let the water slap on her face, Gu Yan did not feel anything.
Gu Yan did not know whether his tears had slipped along with the water drops.