Chapter 945: Continuation (25)

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"Especially a while ago, after I went back to her hometown with her, I couldn't make any effort to let myself accept you."
Yang Sisi's lips opened slightly: "You... didn't be in Beijing a while ago, did you go back to her hometown with Song Xiangsi?"
"Yes."
"So, that night, you suddenly left from the dinner without saying hello, but did you actually go with her?"
"Well." Xu Jiamu knew that his confession was very hurtful, but he was still honest with her, because he had hurt her from the beginning when he asked her for a phone number, the only thing he could do now, That is not to deceive her, this is the respect he gave her.
"Then I will call you and say see you in Beijing, you say yes, and you have something to tell me, in fact, to separate from me?"
"Yes." Xu Jiamu nodded gently.
Yang Sisi's tears finally fell uncontrollably: "Aren't you ending with her and preparing to start a new life? Why did you change your mind again? Is it because you are with her again?"
"No." Xu Jiamu shook his head, and his head shook his words before father's death. His expression became a bit trance: "It is because I found that in so many years, the person who first shot to hurt the other person Not her, but me."
Yang Sisi blinked his wet eyes, watching Xu Jiamu silently, waiting for his continued words.
"She followed me for eight years, from nineteen to twenty-seven. The best time for a woman was given to me. During those eight years, she didn't know she dropped out of school, she didn't know she was sick, she hurt me. I don’t know. She was bullied by the crew. I still don’t know. I didn’t know that she was alone during the Chinese New Year. I didn’t answer when she called me...

"Eight years, three thousand days and nights, I actually knew nothing about her."
"The way that hurts the most is not that I say bad things to you, that I don't take away your child and don't want you, but is indifferent."
"I ignored her for eight years."
"She gave me eight years of time and opportunity to wait for me to cherish her, but I never thought of cherishing it."
"Even, in those eight years, I haven't given her care or warmth. I haven't even given her happiness..."
"Did you know? I carried a bag for you and hugged your shoulders to prevent you from being hit by a car. In a crowded place, I will protect you in my arms. I will give you a cup of hot tea when you come. To drink a milkshake, I went out to buy it for you on a hot summer day. I gave you whatever I wanted, but, did you know? These things, I didn’t do anything for her in those eight years. ."
"My current excellence and impeccability have all been changed by Song Xiangsi."
"Without her, there cannot be Xu Jiamu, now attentive."
"It took her eight years to change me into what I am now..." Xu Jiamu's eyes turned slightly red. "How can you let me use the things she taught me to treat another woman with peace of mind?" "
"So..." Xu Jiamu's voice became a little weak: "I'm really sorry, I really can't continue with you..."
Because... it was she who made me good, so these good things can only belong to her.
Yang Sisi looked at Xu Jiamu for a long time without saying anything.