Chapter 249: Fatal blow

Xin Ai bent down and wanted to get out of the car and shaken twice. The bad feeling is getting stronger and stronger. She has to shake her head and not let her think more. What can I do? What else can I do?
After getting off the bus, Xin Ai smiled and said: "What are you calm down? You can't give me a quick talk if you are incompetent."
"We, go ahead." Shen sighed, this is undoubtedly a huge blow to Xin Ai.
He didn't know, when she really faced the cruel reality, she would be a young girl, she was a sophomore, and she had experienced more than this age, but now the reality is Another cruel and fatal blow came.
Shen Ce brought Xin Aijin into the police station. She was summoned and asked, so many people know her.
After some police officers, those people greeted Shen Ce, Xin Ai felt that they would look at her subconsciously after they had finished greeting with Shen Ce, and all of them had two words of sympathy in their eyes.
Xin Ai always had a smile on her face, but her fingernails were already close to the meat. She didn't feel it. She was nervous and afraid.
Xin Ai followed Shen Ce through the first floor office, then went upstairs, turned a corner, and stopped at the door of the forensic room.
When Xin Ai saw the three words, his body suddenly chilled, and then he turned around and turned away.
After discovering it, he caught up and shouted: "Xinai, Xinai"
Xin Ai went very quickly, and in the twinkling of an eye, he went downstairs. He took the arm of Xin Ai: "Xin Ai, wait a minute."
Xin Ai's body is shaking, her teeth are very tight, she is trying very hard to restrain her face's panic, but she can't control it. Her squatting her hair behind her ear is so simple. The action, she tried four times to succeed, she did not go to see the policy, the eyes of the restless eyes have been watching the passage ahead, it seems that as long as she gets out of here, she does not have to be afraid.
Seeing the three words of the "forensic room", Xin Ai is not good. There is only one thought in his mind. Hurry and go as far as possible.
Xin Ai said to Shen Zhe: "I think that one thing is very anxious. I have to do it. Sorry, I may not be able to cooperate with you today. I will have time later, then I will talk. I will go first."
Xin Ai said very urgently, very quickly, the voice, the lips are shaking.
Her whole body up and down, even every hair is revealing her fear at the moment.
Shen Ce looked at her appearance, and her heart was very uncomfortable. After he knew the incident, he was always troubled. If he was not a policeman, he would not let Xin Ai know that he hoped to take her for a lifetime.
However, as a policeman, the truth must tell Xin Ai that this is his duty, and Xin Ai has the right to know the truth.
Shen Ce is on the shoulder of Xin Ai, he said: "Xinai, you"
He wants to persuade Xin Ai to always face it, but he can't say it, it is too cruel. Finally, he still said: "Well, if you don't want it today, even if I give you back first."
Looking at Xin Ai's appearance, Shen Ce did not squat, and pulled her back.
Xin Ai stood there and did not move, bowed his head, his hair hanging down, covering her face, only to see a thin pointed chin.
Shen sighed and sighed gently across her shoulder and took her out.
Go to the front of the car and open the door to help her get on the bus.
On the way back by car, Shen Ce wanted to relieve Xin Ai but didn't know how to say it. Later, he thought about it: "When I was a soldier, you probably couldn't imagine me. I was very jealous when I first joined the army. No one is convinced, I always feel that I am the best in the world, because I was sent to martial arts by my father very little, I thought it was very powerful, but I couldn’t climb up with our company’s then company’s company, so I got up. He became my target and the first person I admire. Later, I entered the special team with the company commander. Once I got out of the mission, my old company commander had a gun in order to save me and other players. He fell into the hands of the militants. He was already hurt very seriously. At the end of the day, he made a gesture that we can understand. He let us kill him. He didn't want to be our burden."
Shen Ce’s face showed a smile, a bitter smile. He said: "But after we saw it, no one moved. We all wanted to fight together. I wanted to try and see if I could save people. I also Think, unfortunately"
Shen Ce said that this stopped. He said: "The militants are extremely vicious and ruthless. I don't want to look at my old company commander. I am humiliated by those people. So I fired a shot, shot a head, killed the spot, and then Later, I retired and came to the place to be a criminal policeman. I never went to his graveyard once and didn't give him a cigarette because I didn't dare."
These are very long-term things. When Shen said about this, it seems that I can still see scenes that were born and died together with other comrades in the sound of guns.
However, the reality is that he killed his brother who died with his life.
He can no longer be forgiven by others, and he will never be able to face the family of the old company commander.
In these years, the policy has been like an ascetic, self-abuse to seek atonement, in order to have a moment of peace in mind.
These words, since that incident, he never told anyone, today is the first time.
The dusty memory is the color after being dyed red by blood. It is and does not dare to look back.
Every time I look back, waiting for them is all painful, and it is another torture.
When Shen Ce and Xin Ai complained about this, it was like holding a knife and cutting a wound with a knife. He slowly said: "The Xin Ai people live in the world, there are not many relaxed, everyone has a heavy weight. The shell is a tough step. Like me, living is for redemption. In fact, I don’t know what to say to you. This seems to work for you. Probably, I just want to tell you, long. The darkness will pass, and the hard way to go can be completed. The reality is indeed cruel, but we must face it because we are still alive."
Shen Ce is not a person who can preach. He does not know whether it is useful to tell Xin Ai.
But always have to say something, always find a way to open her solution, Xin Ai can escape this time, but can not always escape.
Always have to face, if she is not strong in advance, she will collapse.
People are alive, what is easy?
Stopping at a red light junction, Shen Ce heard the voice of Xin Ai: "Go back."
Shen said a moment, "What do you say?"
Xin Ai’s voice is hoarse:
Take your head back.