Chapter 315: Is his unforgivable sin

It’s more painful than when the bullets were shot into the body on the battlefield. It’s more painful than a bone break, and it’s more painful than a dagger.
It hurts more than all the pains he has ever suffered.
In this life, Jane Zechuan is not so painful.
Jane Zecheon has never been a painful person. When he was injured before, he took no bullets and took bullets. He didn’t scream, he didn’t care...
But this time, he feels that he can't keep up, and people, probably, will really be hurt.
That pain, let Jane Zechuan's eyes stunned, let him... almost at that moment, I want to faint.
The pain, not a moment, it has been, and it is getting more and more painful.
The blood on the face of Jian Zechuan, who was hurting, was a little bit fading. The body that was hurting was shaking. He felt as if he felt it. Someone took a knife and cut his heart and hid it in the deepest place. The feelings of Xin Ai, born out!
Yes, he likes Xin Ai, he falls in love with the woman who has been cheating him. When he didn’t know, she got into his heart. In his film, he was always very strict and he was not allowed to be removed. The place where anyone else enters, takes root and sprouts, grows up a little.
When Jane Zechuan discovered it today, he was already a towering tree. He stood under the tree and looked up, but he could not see where the tree top was.
That feeling is actually not difficult to find, but he is too stupid, he is too proud and too conceited.
I thought that I could see through everything, thinking that there was nothing to beat myself, thinking that I knew how love is going, but when his love came, it was unknown.
Unfortunately, he found it too late and understood too late.
Moreover, I understood this when I didn't understand it the least.
This fact, he did not want to admit, so when Xu Chaoyu said Xin Ai's death, Jane Zechuan was afraid that his brain could not resist, this would bring him great news of injury... So he chose to escape.
Because it was his previous reluctance to bow, and the result of his pride is that Heaven and Man will always be separated.
He always thought that he had never thought about Xin Ai in this year, and he really forgot her.
In fact, it is only that he uses deliberate forgetting as an excuse to escape, and that deliberate is an illusion.
After all, he is the weakest person in his relationship, because he never dared to admit that he likes Xin Ai.
Xie Shenzhou said that if you meet the right person, you will get married, because you don’t know if you miss it, the next one will not be met.
And the right person is the person he likes.
Xie Shenzhou is right. If you meet someone you like, if you miss it, you really have no chance.
People in this life will not be so lucky forever, they will not miss one, and they will be ready for you for the second time...
Xin Ai said before, Sanye, you are my life. Without you, I am really dead.
As a result, she really... no more!
If he could care for her a little bit at the beginning, if he can bow his head slightly, if he can... know it, it will be the result now. At first, he would not let Xinai’s hand be released anyway.
But now that's all... It's too late!
Jane Sawakawa sat down slowly, and Mrs. Jane shouted: "Zechuan... Zechuan..."
"Let's go first..."
Jane Zechuan’s voice was hoarse, as if for a while, the soul was taken away.
He said that he had finished building his body. He had no one to live in a year. There was a thin layer of dust on the stairs. After he passed, he left a string of footprints.
Once, he and Xin Ai had walked through the stairs many times, and Jane Zechuan felt that every step was so difficult. His whole body was taking time out...
"Zechuan, if you listen to your mother, since things have already happened, you have to face them bravely, and the days will continue to go on... Zechuan..."
Mrs. Jane shouted the name of Jane Sawakawa. He didn't look back and didn't stop.
Jane Sawakawa pushed open the bedroom door, went in, and turned back from inside.
Mrs. Jane chased the door outside the bedroom and tried to push the door open. She screamed at the door: "Zechuan, Zechuan... You are coming out, isn’t the mother saying something, wrong... Mom with you Apologize... don’t shut yourself in, mom is worried about you...

However, there is not a little bit of sound inside.
Mrs. Jane’s tears fell sharply, and her hands slammed the door, and the palms were red:
Zechuan, you are opening the door, don’t scare my mother...

For so many years, from small to large, Mrs. Jane has never seen Jane Zechuan like this now. She lost her soul and walked away. It seems that the moment she accepted Xin Ai’s death, his soul was taken away.
The son of Jane Zechuan’s eyes is always in the face of anything, no matter how difficult it is, it will not be overwhelmed. His face will never look like a bun, he will always be the expression that I can control everything. He is cold, it is the flower of Gaoling in other populations, he is not dyed.
But now, the son who is arrogant and self-confident, and who is always at ease, has turned himself into a small room.
Mrs. Jane remembered the beast that healed alone.
Xin Ai is dead. She knows that she will have an influence on her son, but she did not expect it to be so big.
Mrs. Jane used to say that her son was too scum, but now, she really would rather, if Jane Sawakawa is really a personal scum.
It’s scum, it’s not so sad.
Mrs. Jane’s face was full of tears, and she was confused and confused.
What to do, Zechuan does not come out, you, Jane... You are quick, think of a way, open the door, I am worried about Zechuan... he I can't think of it..."
Jane IV decisively shook his head: "May not, the three masters will never do this kind of thing..."
He believes that the three masters he has been following will never commit suicide.
Sanye, he just... takes time to accept this.
Jane sighed and said: "Mrs., Sanye, he is too self-blaming. Miss Xin has been dead for a year. He knows this. He... It’s too late... he could have many opportunities. of……"
Yes, it’s too late.
Jane Zeche was lying on the bed where he and Xin Ai were lying, thinking about this sentence.
Too late!
Did not see her heart early, did not protect her, did not catch up with her, did not catch up with her to deal with the aftermath...
Originally he could protect her, he could save her...
But he didn't, he completely missed her step by step, until he couldn't recover it anymore.
The later it is known, the deeper the self-blame of Jane Zechuan’s heart, the sin that bears on him, and he is forever... unforgivable!
Even one day, Xin Ai came over and said that he forgave him, and Jane Zechuan could not forgive himself.
This is always in his heart, there is no way to heal the wound.
In the future, whenever you look at it, it will always be vague.