Chapter 1022: Can't I give you a sense of security?

I just felt a dull pain in my chest, as if I was severely punched, almost piercing my entire chest.
what did he say?
This matter-has something to do with him? Is it really him--
Just when I couldn't breathe, the low-pitched voice above my head slowly sounded again, and he said calmly: "Today, the deceased is my former sister, and it is my current suspicion wife."
"..."
"You said, does this matter have anything to do with me."
"..."
After hearing his answer, I suddenly felt like someone else had dropped from a cliff of a few hundred feet, but fell softly into a cloud. After that almost suffocating tension, it suddenly came again. The collapse of my body caused me to sweat like a tide for a moment, and almost all of my body was wet.
When I spoke again, my voice was shaking: "Really?"
"..."
I looked up and looked at his bright eyes in the swaying candlelight: "You didn't lie to me."
"..."
He looked at me silently for a long time, and then said, "No."
I looked at him for a while and didn't say anything. I just lowered my head slightly and buried my face in his arms.
After a long time, I said gently: "Don't lie to me."
"……Ok."
"Do not lie to me."
"Will not."
I clenched my teeth, slowly reached out to his chest, grasped his placket, and said in my heart: Don't lie to me!


I was sitting on the couch next to the bed all night, and Pei Yuanxiu accompanied me. The wonderful words in my sleep seemed very disturbing. Although we kept fanning her, we could still see her sweat from the forehead. The top was dripping, and the pillows and the mattresses were .
Although she didn't say a word, I knew that she was panicking in her heart, and by the morning light was slightly revealed, her lips were blistered.
I was so distressed that I just shed tears. Pei Yuanxiu looked at it for a long time, and he could only caress my shoulder gently, and said softly, "Don't worry."
"..."
"Wait for the old medicine to think of a way. There must be a way."
"..."
I was silent, and finally nodded.
After a while, the maids brought hot water and towels. One of them took warm water with a towel and twisted it, and was about to wipe the face, and I said, "I'm coming."
The maid looked up at me and froze: "Madam?"
"I said, I'll come."
"..."
The maid looked back at Pei Yuanxiu, he just nodded, and the maid handed me the towel, and I helped wash the words by myself. After the grooming was finished, a table was also set for breakfast. Pei Yuanxiu sat down and the waitress who served next immediately filled us with porridge. When she put a bowl of porridge in front of Miaoyan, I reached out and took the porridge bowl. , And then said, "Let's go down. I won't need you to serve here."
This time, a few of the maids in the house were all choked and looked back at me.
The maid who stood in front of me and prepared to give us a dish of food subconsciously said, "Mrs., have you done something wrong with slaves? Hope Mrs .--"
"It's not that you didn't do well," I said lightly, as I said carefully, carefully picked up a spoonful of porridge to taste it for myself, and then blew some more to feed Miaoyan's mouth: "but Miaoyan I will come by myself. You will not enter the gate of the inner court without my permission in the future. "
The maids stopped talking for a moment, looked at each other, and looked at Pei Yuanxiu.
At this time, Pei Yuanxiu didn't say much, only a slight wave of his hand: "Listen to his wife's instructions."
"……Yes."
Some of them are aggrieved and can only retreat.
When they were all gone and saw that I was concentrating on feeding porridge to Miaoyan, Pei Yuanxiu was silent for a while before saying, "But if this is the case, there is no one here, how do you--"
"Buy some girls back."
I fed Miaoyan a spoonful of porridge again, took Sipa to carefully wipe her chin, and then said gently: "I use people inside to separate from the outside, and the kitchenette is also left alone. The girl I bought, I want to look at it myself, and I do n’t need anyone to do it.

Pei Yuanxiu didn't speak, but the folds of his brows gradually deepened.
After a long silence, he said, "Green baby."
"Yuan Xiu."
This time, I interrupted him without waiting for him to finish, and turned to look at him: "Actually this should have been done long ago, since I am your wife, and since this inner courtyard is where I live "I can't control what you do outside, but in a small way, I should be in charge?"
"..."
"I have been dragging this matter to this day, not because I have been perfunctory, but because I know that you have not been easy in these years. I do not want to ruin you and everything about you. You have been with them for years In contrast, no matter what, people-there will always be feelings. "
"..."
"But that's it."
"..."
"I don't want to tell you unreasonably, there are them without me, there are me without them, but it is sooner or later to separate."
"..."
"Just to see who you are apart from."
He didn't talk anymore, but just sat there watching me silently. After a long time, he said hoarsely, "I can't give you a sense of security, do you?"
"..."
"Beside me, you don't feel safe and you don't feel at ease anymore, right?"
"..."
He slowly reached out to my face, stroking my cheeks with rough fingers, but without the familiar temperature, but with a touch of almost trembling, he said, "How should I protect you?"
"..."
I also looked at him, and felt his fingers tremble slightly on my cheek, and for a long time, I buried my head slowly, and also left his touch, and said gently, "You know . "


This meal was arguably the hardest meal I ever had with him. There was no quarrel or cold war. He even helped me to make wonderful porridge and add vegetables, but the two had never had it again Face to face, after eating, he sat with me for a while, until he couldn't delay any longer, he got up and left. When I came to the door, I looked back at me again: "If you have something, come to me immediately. I'm in the study."
I nodded.
"Later, I'll let them bring in the girl you bought and show you."
"Ok."
He turned to leave. I suddenly remembered something and looked up to stop him: "Yuan Xiu."
He turned around and looked at me.
"That case-if there are any new developments in Yangzhou, let someone tell me."
"..." This time, he was silent for a long time, then nodded: "Um."
After speaking, he turned away.
As in the past, when he was away, it was quiet here.
And when the good words no longer speak, my world seems to be completely silent.
But I can't do anything.
In the past, when she was good, I could reward her and play with her; when she was not good, I could tell her the truth and let her change, but now the good words are sitting alone There, she didn't speak, didn't move, and had little response to her surroundings. I could even feel the fire in her heart burning all the time, tormenting her.
Although I knew that at this time I was her only reliance, and I must not collapse, but watching my daughter become so disheartened, the pain in my heart was still making me miserable.
After a long silence, I gently held her face and choked, "Wonderful words, tell your mother, what did you see?"
"..."
"What the did you see that made you look like this?"
"..."
"Fantastic, you tell your mother."
"..."
"You talk to your mother!"
However, no matter what I said, even when she cried, she still didn't react a little. When those disgraceful pupils looked at me, they looked like a cold mirror, reflecting my painful appearance.
Just then, there was a loud noise outside.
The inner courtyard is very large, with the dense bamboo forest, except for those who really walk into the forest, there will be few loud noises coming in, but now listening, it seems like someone is arguing outside, and After a while, the voice didn't stop, I could not help frowning, and got up and went out.
As soon as I arrived at the gate, I heard that the voice of the dispute was louder. When I walked over and saw it, I saw Han Zitong standing there, arguing vigorously with others: "Let's go! When is it your turn to decide!"
"Miss Zitong, this is what the son ordered. Please also ask Miss Zitong not to be embarrassed."
"what?!"
Han Zitong's face was iron and blue, and he was about to have an attack. I have walked over: "What are you doing?"
When Han Zitong heard my voice, he immediately turned his head to look at me, and said very angry, "Why don't you let me go in to see the wonderful words?"
"..."
"Yan Qingying, don't go too far, I also brought up the wonderful words, I'm her aunt!"
"..."
"Now she's sick. Can I go in and see if she can't?"
I was silent for a while and then said, "No."
She froze, and she never expected me to be so simple, and relentlessly answered, and her face was suddenly discouraged: "You--"
I still said faintly: "You care about wonderful words, I'm grateful, but since you know she's sick, don't bother. Wait until she's fine, maybe some of you are upset."
"..."
Her complexion suddenly changed, but unexpectedly, it was the previous aggressive momentum that went down a bit, and even her expression seemed to be a little tangled, but she stubbornly said, "You, what are you talking about?"
Instead of answering her again, I turned my head coldly to look at Butu: "You--"
Before I finished speaking, I saw a small, familiar figure emerging from behind him: "Miss."
"Susu ?!"
I was shocked. Standing behind Butu turned out to be Su Su. Since I left Xichuan, she didn't follow, but stayed behind to guard Li Xiaofu's filial piety. It had been a long time, but she did not expect her to appear suddenly.
"How could you--"
She still had a small bag in her hand, and she could see that she was very tired. The hair on both sides was sticky to her cheeks by sweat, but when she saw me, she immediately showed a happy expression: " I can see you, miss! "
"..."
When I heard this, I felt something wrong.
He looked up to Butu subconsciously, but he didn't say much, only reverently said, "Mrs., the subordinates will immediately do the work. When the girl Susu arrives, she needs to arrange anything ?"
I looked at Su Su, she shook her head in a hurry, and I said, "No need. You just have to do what the son confessed to you."
"Yes."
He nodded in agreement, as if preparing to leave, but turned to look at Han Zitong again.
After I stabbed her with that sentence, she didn't make a big noise with me, but her complexion seemed very complicated, like she was tangling something, but at this time I didn't have much thought Regarding her, Su Su's arrival was a relief to me. I said to them, "I'm going to take Susu in and settle in. You can do it yourself."
After speaking, they turned to leave.
Han Zitong looked hesitant, and suddenly said, "Hey."
I had turned around, heard her calling, stopped subconsciously, and looked back at her again.
Although she stopped me, but when I stopped, she didn't know what to say, and hesitated for a long time before Nie Nuo said, "Well, she-what's wrong with her?"
I looked at her lightly for a while, and returned two words: "Good."
Having said that, he turned around and went into the inner courtyard without turning back.


On this way, Susu didn't speak, but just after I took her into the room, before she put down her baggage, she saw sitting on the couch with a motionless utterance, and immediately sensed something, and turned back. Looking at me: "Miss, Li, she--"
"She has a name now, called Yanyan."
I said, my eyes were red again.
"Wonderful words?" Susu only repeated one sentence, but her focus was not here, and she immediately asked: "What happened to Miss Wonderful words? She looks like--"
"She is ill."
"Sick? What is it?"
"Dementia."
"...!"
This time, Susu didn't talk anymore. The white, red face that had been tanned by the sun suddenly frosted into frost, stared at me in horror, and then looked at Miu Yan again.
She hurried over, even if the baggage fell to the ground, and ran to the side of Miaoyan, watching her up and down for a while: "Miss? Miss Miaoyan !?"
"..."
"Miss Mysterious!"
I slowly walked over, picked up the baggage she dropped on the ground, and said, "No need to shout."
She looked back at me, and I looked at her with almost the same look: "She can't hear it."
"What then? Miss Miao Yan won't do this all the time, right?"
"..."
After hearing her words, I held my baggage hand tightly.
After a while, I said, "No."
"..."
"I won't let my daughter do this!"
"..."
When I heard that, Susu still could n’t be completely calm. Accepting this fact, she looked at Miaoyan Mune, almost crying several times, but the lessons she learned in the past still made her try to suppress her feelings. I just rubbed my eyes, got up and took the baggage in my hand, and said, "Miss, this time, I will take good care of Miss Miao Yan."
I nodded.
Looking at the wonderful words that still don't have any feelings, I can't help but feel depressed, but it can only be suppressed.
I can't fall until the words are sober.
When I turned around, I saw that Su Su was already familiar with the beginning of organizing things. I thought about it and asked, "What happened to you just now? Why was Butu brought you here?"
Although Butu is the governor of this house, he is not in charge of the trivial matter. Pixels have been here. Although it was brought by an attendant, how could he bring it in and have a dispute with Han Zitong?
When I heard such a question, Su Su's eyes reddened again.
I subconsciously felt wrong, thinking of the phrase "I can see you" when she first met, it made me more confused, and frowned and asked her, "What's going on?"