Chapter 1047: Remember the best time between us

I stumbled-"I heard it so soon"?
What have you heard?
When I asked subconsciously, I suddenly noticed her red and swollen eyes, and there was a bit of tears in her eyes. After thinking about it for a while, she suddenly understood something.
I spoke, my voice a little bit astringent: "They ..."
"Yan Qingying," Han Zitong's eyes became a little redder before waiting for my words to come out. Even when she opened her mouth, she had a choke on her throat and glared at me. "If you still have a little heart, please, please To hinder them. "
"... hindering?"
"Isn't it? If it wasn't for you, my sister might have dreamed it out, but now, it's because of you—" she said, her voice hoarse: "Now she's seriously injured, Maybe she's going to die. Didn't you let her complete her last wish? This may be her last wish in the world, the last request! "
"..."
"Do you have any people?"
"..."
"Do you really want to force my sister to death, so that she will not stare ?!"
I was standing under the shade, maybe because the shade was too dense, or maybe at this moment there was a sudden wind blowing water vapor from behind, my hands and feet were cold for a while, but there was a ray of sunlight from the top of the head. The leaves creaked in the cracks, and they were shining directly on my face. There was a strange, hot feeling on my cheeks, as if I was slapped hard, and when I raised my head subconsciously, it was dazzling. The sun's rays shone down and made me have the illusion of almost dizziness.
At this moment, a familiar voice sounded ahead—
"Zitong!"
I fixed my mind, and Han Zitong also seemed to have been shot with a needle. When he turned around, he saw the doorway in front of him, and Pei Yuan corrected it.
The sun shone on his pale face.
As soon as Han Zitong saw him, he turned his head and looked away, but his eyes became redder.
He came over slowly, passed by Han Zitong without squinting, and walked up to my face. The hand that was across the chest and belly was pale, and I felt like he wanted to lift it. What to do by hand, but only half raised, and his clothes fluttered, and immediately there was a strong smell of medicine. The medicinal scent like this usually has a faint aroma, but now it smells, but it just feels astringent.
I frowned subconsciously and took a step back.
His hand froze there.
After a few moments of silence, his fingers slowly gathered, and he squeezed into a fist, retracted into his sleeve, and then said without looking back, "If Ruo Shi just woke up again, go back and see her."
Han Zitong has been looking at his back, and almost tears are about to fall. At this time, when I heard him, I almost saw a drop of crystal tears popping from the corner of her eyes, and fell to her feet, but she said nothing. And turned away.
Then we were left in the shade of the two of us.
Although it is a close distance, at this moment, each other seems to feel clearly that there seems to be a deep and boundless gap between us.
Even at this moment, when I looked into his eyes, I felt that I couldn't see anything clearly, as if looking beyond ten thousand miles, looking at this man who has never seen clearly, my husband.
He looked at me again, and when he spoke, his voice had calmed down.
"I'll take you home first."


The two walked back and forth. The attendants and maids looked at us, and even the courage to ask An was gone, one by one, whispering, and Pei Yuanxiu didn't care about them, only stayed with him. I walked all the way back from the racecourse.
With countless ulterior motives, we finally returned to the inner court.
I walked to the center of the house, then stopped and looked back at him.
He stood at the door, somehow, where he could step in in one step, but made him feel very difficult.
I smiled instead.
He frowned, "What are you laughing at?"
"I laugh-just right, I don't want to have another child."
"..."
This sentence was a bit headless, and he heard it for a moment, but he returned to his mind in an instant, and his face suddenly became a little dull.
Because Han Zitong told me at first that the agreement between Pei Yuanxiu and Han Ruosi was to wait until I gave birth to his eldest son before getting her started. Aspiration, whether I have a child or not is not that important at this time.
He didn't speak, he just looked at me quietly.
I went on to say, "Since you are going to get married, are you going to give people some benefits as well?"
This is another sentence without a head and end, which makes people inexplicable.
He looked at me for a moment and did not respond, and I already said, "The two girls around me, Xiao Ni and Xi Xi, they are too young, and they have just come from the countryside. I ca n’t use them. Let them out Go, I don't need them both. "
He frowned: "Are they, what did they say?"
"No, you don't have to misunderstand, I just don't want to serve someone anymore."
"..."
He looked at me silently for a while and said, "OK."
After speaking, he did not speak again.
After all, after knowing that, I actually talked to him about the two girls' staying, which was probably a matter that surprised him, and even was at a loss, so I hurriedly terminated this conversation.
With this termination, the two seemed to have nothing to say.
I stood in the middle of the room, just as I had just stood under the shade of the tree, with only a cold numbness in his fingers, and he was still pale in the sunlight, as if the hot sunlight could not warm him.
After some time, he finally spoke, and his voice remained dry: "You, do you have any questions to ask me?"
"..."
I thought about it: "So, what do you do to me next?"
"what?"
"Since you are getting married, what about me?"
"..."
"What are you going to do with me?"
"..." He took a deep breath, then said, "I said it yesterday."
"..."
"You are the wife my Pei Yuan Xiuming is marrying, and you are my wife."
"..."
"Nothing can change this."
I looked at him for a while and then said, "Can't I change myself?"
He frowned.
I looked at him without hesitation and said in the calmest voice: "What if I don't want to be your wife anymore?"
...
What if I don't want to be your wife anymore?
I never thought that one day, I would say this to him; when I said this, I didn't hesitate, but when I said it, I did n’t know why I felt empty for a while, as if suddenly being evacuated. Nothing so.
Maybe it's because I also realized that everything in these years has disappeared in this sentence.
At this moment, I seemed to hear the sound of something broken, and when I looked up and saw the extra pale expression on the face like ice sculpture in the sun, I also knew that something was broken.
However, he was not angry.
There wasn't even a sign of anger, he just—extraordinarily disturbed.
I even saw him reaching out and holding up the door frame, and after making sure that he stood firmly, then he slowly walked in. As soon as he left the dazzling sunlight and walked into the shady room, I also thoroughly saw his pupils. Maybe it was because he had left the sunlight, his eyes were dark, and even the light was gone. It only reflected that I was standing there. The extra thin figure seemed to be deep in his eyes.
I did not retreat, just stood there, waiting until he came to me.
After a long while, he took a deep breath, and then reached out and held my shoulders. I was motionless and didn't even dodge, so I was caught by him, looked up at him, and saw him calm. His face also heard his voice trembling with a trembling voice: "Green baby, don't do this."
"..."
"I won't let you leave me, so don't say such things, don't think about it."
"..."
"Anyway, we are already married."
"Yuan Xiu," I was held in the palm of his hand, and I could almost feel that his hand was shaking like his voice, and even had some uncontrolled force, which caused my shoulder to hurt, but I didn't struggle, I just looked at him like this, with a little calmness and a little helplessness: "Our husband and wife, we're done."
"..."
"I once said that I and them, you can only choose one. But what I want to say now is that even without them, it would be impossible for us."
"..."
"You're going to marry her. This is probably good for you and for her. The beauty of my adulthood will not stop it. But please let me go."
"..."
"Anyway, you have been very nice to me all these years. I am grateful that you have loved me so much. I am also willing to remember you in the future, remember the best time between us ..."
"Do not!"
Just before my words were finished, he suddenly growled and interrupted me.
At this time, the pain on the shoulders on both sides almost came through.
"what!"
I whispered in pain, and the whole person shrank. He immediately felt as if he was frightened. He quickly let go of me and carefully held my arm: "What's wrong? I hurt you. ?"
"..." I bit my lower lip, but couldn't speak, and he couldn't wait to hug me and sit down at the couch, and said anxiously: "Sorry, I just didn't control myself, I'm sorry green baby! Did I hurt you? Does it hurt? "
I looked at his almost red eyes, he was still handsome, as elegant as a fairy, but at this time, I seemed to see a craze of madness coming from his pupils, even if it was At this time, when he grabbed me to look at my shoulder injury, the strength on that hand was still uncontrolled, causing pain that was beyond words.