Chapter 1048: I've been crazy

I gritted my teeth and choked and said, "You let go, I won't hurt."
He froze, raised his head and looked at me, and saw my already red eyes and bitten white lower lip. Then he looked down at the arm that had been slightly reddened by him, and remained silent for a while, he Still didn't let go, just felt his fingers cramping, and then slowly let go.
Then he asked, "Are you still in pain?"
I just feel sore, almost tears are coming out: "Yuan Xiu, let me go."
"..."
"You are about to marry Han Ruoshi. I have no meaning here. You let me go. It is good for you, for me, and even for Han Ruoshi."
"..."
"You let me go, okay?"
"..."
He never spoke, but only faced my painful and intense eyes, his red eyes slowly cleared, as if a layer of frost had condensed, and he reached out and stroked my arm, his shoulder was Where it hurts, he said softly, "Qingying, do you know, you will say these things now, just because it's too sad, so you start talking nonsense."
"..."
"It doesn't matter. When you rest and calm down, you won't want to leave."
"..."
"You will figure it out when you calm down."
"..."
"Now, I don't force you. Take a good rest, take a good rest."
After hearing these words, I slowly stiffened, watching his face calming down and his eyes gradually calming down. At this time, he stood up, leaned over again, and kissed my forehead , Then turned to leave.
I sat on the couch softly, and watched him go to the door, and then opened the door to go out. I suddenly said, "Yuan Xiu."
He stopped.
"Yuan Xiu," my voice trembled slightly. "You want to lock me here, don't you?"
"..."
"If one day I'm crazy?"
"..."
He stood at the door. In the dazzling sunlight, his figure seemed to tremble slightly, and after a long time, he heard the husky voice sounding, strange as if another person was talking—
"I've been crazy."


Since that day, I have been completely confined.
It is said to be confined, but of course the days are much better than real imprisonment. Every day my table is filled with mountain and sea food, and new gadgets are constantly being sent to me for my enjoyment. I can still walk around in this house. Even after being notified, I can still produce this. Jinling House, play on the street.
But when I knew this "privilege", my heart was cold.
Tolerating me to play on the street proves that Pei Yuanxiu has completely controlled my whereabouts and controlled everything in Jinling. He is not afraid that I will take the opportunity to escape, otherwise, he will not be given such a chance.
After realizing this, I rarely left the inner courtyard. The only person who could accompany me was the new personal niece.
Pei Yuanxiu fulfilled his promise. After that day, Xiao Ni and Xi Xi were released from the house. The next day, a slender, very smart maid entered my room in the inner courtyard and began to serve me. Seeing that unfamiliar, Juan Li's face, I frowned subconsciously.
The maid saluted me respectfully: "Madam, slavery sees his wife."
"It's you?"
The maid in front of me is the maid who sent me a letter several times in the past and wanted to be attached to me. I never expected that she would serve me.
Seeing my slightly surprised expression, she also seemed a little uneasy about the situation between me and her at present, but she was quite respectful, saying, "Madam, my son asked me to serve my wife. All the guards in the inner court The son-in-law arranged it personally, and there were a few young girls who bought it to do some rough work. But the leader needs the elderly in this house to be familiar with the affairs in the house, so the son-in-law assigned me.
"..."
I do n’t know if Pei Yuanxiu feels it, or really knows it, or this is what I have to do for a long period of confinement, so I made these arrangements, but no matter what, this arrangement should make me next confinement Better life.
Seeing a little faint flash on my face, with a cold smile, the maid looked at me carefully for a while, then lowered her head for a while and said quietly, "Madam."
"Ok?"
"Actually-slaves look, the son still cares about his wife very much."
I smiled: "Really?"
"Yes. If Miss Shi ’s condition worsens, it can be said that she is in danger. The son and Yao Yao, as well as Ms. Zi Tong, haven't closed their eyes for a long time, but the son still explained to the slaves all night yesterday. Take good care of his wife. There can be a little slackness. If we fail to serve the wife, he will enslave their lives. "
My droopy eyelashes trembled slightly.
The maid also looked at me pitifully: "Madam, in fact, the son really cares about his wife. So don't think about it, lady."
Seeing her like this, I understand her more or less. She is afraid that I can't do anything to hurt myself. She will be involved at that time, as well as all the new girls in this courtyard. They are all innocent. of.
I thought about it, and said lightly, "If you don't want to be here, I can also talk to the boy."
She looked up at me.
"Rest assured, I don't say you don't want to stay, I just say I want to be alone."
"..."
She looked at me for a moment and said nothing. After a while, she said gently, "I, I still want to stay here and stay with my wife."
"..."
After hearing what she said, I was a bit surprised. I looked up and looked at her again.
This girl surprised me a little last time. Her cleverness is indeed rare among other girls in this house, and now, even simple and simple, such as Xiao Ni and Xi Xi, are afraid of the atmosphere in the house and my situation. Everyone knows that Pei Yuanxiu didn't have a good life after I married Han Ruoshi. Why did she want to stay with me?
I smiled: "Are you still counting on me to make a comeback? If so, then I think you may be expecting it wrong."
No, the girl shook her head, still looking at me, and after a silence, she said, "I think Mrs. is an extraordinary person."
"..."
"Follow Madam, there must be a big day."
"...!"
This time, I was shocked.
I know she's very clever, and I know that she doesn't see things from the same angle as ordinary girls, but I didn't expect that she still had such a "big ambition"-big head. A maid, with such an idea, can be said to be alien.
I thought about it for a while, and smiled slightly: "It's up to you."
"..."
"Hope your own decision will not disappoint you."
She stood in front of me without saying a word, only pouting.
I asked, "What's your name?"
"Cai Wei."
"Okay, then from now on, follow me. Caiwei."


As Cai Wei said, I saw some new faces in the inner courtyard. Perhaps it was Pei Yuanxiu who explained that the small kitchen in the inner courtyard was reopened, and my days began to nourish again, at least materially, in life, without What to complain about, facing a large table full of colorful dishes, if you want to complain, I'm afraid they will be blamed.
But when I raised my chopsticks, I still had no appetite.
Immediately, Pei Yuanxiu, who was sitting beside him, said softly, "What? Can't you eat? Do you want something else? I ask them to make it again."
"..."
I glanced at him and said nothing.
These days, he will try to find time to accompany me to eat, every day lunch and dinner, there will always be a meal with him, when eating, he will always find some topics to talk to me, although I often Don't say a word for a meal.
Now, I am the same. Cai Wei, who is standing next to me, said in a hurry, "Maybe the wife thinks the taste of the dish is too weak."
Pei Yuanxiu looked up at her.
"My wife likes spicy food. The weather has been a bit hot recently, and my wife has no appetite. You may need to eat some spicy dishes to have an appetite."
"Then why don't you do it?"
"Yes, the slave tells the kitchen to do it."
After that, she turned and hurriedly went out.
The two people in the room were quiet in front of the fragrant dishes. It seemed that even the scent of the meal was a bit boring at this moment. He said gently, "Will you drink some soup, wait for them? Let's make it again, let's eat again? "
I didn't say anything, he went to a bowl of soup and put it in front of me: "Drink a little."
"..."
I looked at him and glanced down at the milky, stewed soup.
He would also persuade me to say a few more words. At this time, an attendant came outside, and stood at the door to sue, and a visitor came.
Pei Yuanxiu walked over and asked who it was, and the man whispered something in his ear. He calmed down, looked at me again, then walked to the table, and said gently, "You drink first Soup, wait for them to bring the new dishes to you. I'll see you when a guest comes. "
I still didn't say a word, he said nothing, and turned away.
When he left, I sat by the table alone, sitting quietly for a while, picking up a spoon and scooping a spoonful of soup, and gently put it in my mouth.
Immediately, the savory flavor filled the entire mouth.
However, after taking only one sip, I felt a bit tired and let it go slowly.
At this time, Cai Wei returned to the kitchen after explaining things, and she returned with a look of confusion, frowning slightly, and it was not surprising to see me sitting at the table alone, so I just hurried up. He said, "Mrs. Madam, do you want something else?"
I shook my head slightly.
Although she didn't speak, I felt her doubtful look, and she stopped talking several times and asked, "What's wrong?"
She glanced outside again, and as soon as Pei Yuanxiu left, there was only us, and the rustling sound of the numerous bamboo leaves swaying in the wind outside the bamboo forest. Then she said to me again, "Mrs. Madam, do you know what your son just went out for?"
"Isn't it a visitor?"
"Does the lady know whom to meet?"
"..." My eyebrows frowned slightly: "Who?"
"I heard them talking as if they were an official from Yangzhou."
"what?!"