Chapter 1070: You two should also be separated?

When Cai Wei took a sigh of relief, we soon left the tea house. I also listened to Liu Qinghan's words. When I arrived, the dental shop changed the time. Although this made the boss a little bit embarrassed, I gave him a little more money. Let them wait for me at the entrance of Jixiang Village at the latest when they were waiting. The boss received the money and immediately dispatched with a smile.
Then, Liu Qinghan and I took Cai Wei and quickly returned to Jixiang Village.
As soon as I entered the door, I saw Xiao Yusheng sitting at the stone table in the corner of the yard and drinking tea. He was still quiet and elegant as always, but he looked a little bit angry when he looked at this "uncontestable" Brother Liu.
But he immediately came over and saluted me and him.
Then she saw Cai Wei, who was timid behind her, and immediately frowned: "Who is she?"
Liu Qinghan said: "I'll tell you this later, now we'll clean it up."
"Ok?"
"come on."
He patted Xiao Yusheng's shoulder with one hand, then turned around and instructed a guard on the other side to let him go to the village east to find Mrs. Ruxiang, who often came here to help.
I nodded to him, and then the two of them broke up and went to work. I took Cai Wei upstairs and entered my room. She was still a little restless. After all, her body was full of mud and it was not stained. My mattress was hacked, but fortunately, Ruxiang hurried up after a while. As soon as she went upstairs, she seemed to feel that the atmosphere of these people was not right, and she was asking me, but I had taken her to help, got some hot water for Cai Wei, and brought two sets of clothes for washing. When Cai Wei was left alone in the room for cleaning, the two of us stood in the hallway, and Ruxiang frowned and asked me, "What's going on? Why do you seem to--"
I did not hide her: "We are leaving soon."
"what?!"
Her eyes were widened and she grabbed my arm: "So fast?"
"They originally set it tonight, and I planned to stay one more night and leave tomorrow, but now it may not work."
"why?"
I told her about Cai Wei ’s identity, her current situation, and Liu Qinghan ’s concerns, and Ruxiang heard the cold sweat and said,
That ’s to say, maybe, that—that man, he still Will come to get you back? "
"I'm afraid yes."
When I said that, I smiled slightly.
This man is so different from Pei Yuanzhang, but maybe they spent the same years together in the icy, walled imperial city. Although they are hostile to each other, they are too much the same. Pei Yuanzhang once told me clearly that I ca n’t leave him, even if I die, even the body belongs to him; but Pei Yuanxiu, he is countless times. When I was most vulnerable, when I was most confused, When I was most helpless, let me shout his name clearly and imprint it in my heart. He also told me countless times that I belonged to him and he was alone.
I don't want to bet his generosity, his kindness.
Ruta looked at me with a complex look and said, "Then, you really have to hurry up!"
"Ok."
"Then, are you going with the third brother?"
I glanced at her, silenced, and shook my head.
Ruxiang didn't seem too surprised, but the clear look of injury in her eyes was clear, and she looked at me with a bit of pain: "You two should also be separated?"
"..."
"Why?"
"..."
"You obviously have left that man now, he, he too-" seems to realize that there is something that cannot be said, and it is also a great disrespect to the deceased. She swallowed it hard, but still said with pity: " Why? Can't you be together? "
Looking at her regretful expression, it seems that she is the only one who will really regret it for me and Liu Qinghan, because this relationship she watched growing, including our encounter, getting along, getting married, and even later I returned to auspiciousness Village, the time when she lived on the memories of the past, she was with me. Maybe she may not understand our feelings too much, but she knows how difficult and difficult it is.
However, no matter how difficult it is, it is not easy anymore ...
After all, there are too many people and things between me and him, and I know very well-he, just after the pain of bereavement of his wife, he can't accept me without thought, just like the episode in Qishan Village today In the market, although he has been with me to help me choose clothes and pick things up, he has not touched me at all, and even when he is a little closer to me, he will leave us to distance us.
At least in the short term, he could not let go of Pei Yuanzhen.
And I—to this day, I have taken a lot of things seriously.
There is no regret for having a pleasant experience with him today, but let me go on to love and even marry again ... I don't think I have that ability.
My heart is not dead, but it is already dead.
My two husbands, Pei Yuanzhang and Pei Yuanxiu, were not so easy to let go of me. Their shadows have always been in my heart, as entangled as a nightmare, even if I escape to the ends of the earth, I can't get rid of it.
I understand better that at this moment, it is not even when we can talk about our children.
He must go to Xichuan, take over Yan Qinghan's family business, and form his own between Xichuan and the court, Xichuan and Jiangnan, enough to check the forces of all parties.
As for me ... my daughter is still with the emperor.
Thinking of this, I smiled slightly, and said, "Do you know, it is a great blessing to love someone without worry."
"..."
"But not everyone has this blessing."
"..."
"To this day, he and I have more responsibilities than blessings."
When I heard that, Ruta was only a little red eyes, and tears burst out at once, even a little bit unexpectedly. She bit her lower lip, but she couldn't control her voice and choked: "Why, why are you guys Will it be like this today? "
"..."
"In the past, when you and him were still in the village, it was so good ..."
After hearing her words, my heart lake, which was already calm, seemed to be thrown into a stone again, and ripples immediately appeared.
At this time, in the small courtyard downstairs, the man seemed to have explained to Xiao Yusheng what he had done. At this moment, Xiao Yusheng had immediately gone down and explained to the people below that he was preparing to go back to his room when he walked into the courtyard and suddenly As if feeling something, looked up at us.
In the sun, the cold mask covered half of his face, as if a layer of frost had condensed.
I smiled slightly.
"Yeah, how good at that time ..."