Chapter 1121: Sorrow alone

"I look at you in this palace.
When Chang Qing finished this sentence, even though she was across the door, I could feel Yang Jinqiao's whole body was suffocated, as if a wild animal suddenly found itself in the hunter's trap. Her face was pale and pale, but she said nothing, but lowered her head.
Then, she knelt slowly in front of Chang Qing.
I seemed to see a pale gray on her pale face.
At this moment, listening to the uneven breathing of those people outside, whispering whispering, and Chang Qing's questioning like a stone breaking, suddenly, the cause and effect of the whole thing was completely clear in my mind.
Yang Yunhui ... Yang Jinqiao ... Sun Jingfei ...
It turned out to be this way.
I looked back at Pei Yuanzhang, he was still silent, and the expression on his face was extremely calm, as if something happened outside, it had nothing to do with him.
At this moment, Chang Qing had come in front of Yang Jinqiao, and a gust of wind blew into the apse. My face was freezing paler, but I still looked outside without blinking, and saw Chang Qing Gently closed the leather cage on my hand and slowly said, "Raise your head."
"..."
Yang Jinqiao slowly raised her head.
Several people in the crowd took a breath of air.
"Oh my God, that's not--"
"Is it really her?"
"how come?!"
"Isn't she ... dead?"
"You don't know. At the birthday feast of the Yang family, I heard she appeared. And ..."
The whispers of the surrounding people did not disturb Chang Qing and Yang Jinqiao's gaze at all, and when I looked at them like this, I suddenly felt a little strange—they were, once, and now, Pei Yuanzhang Women, and women who helped Pei Yuanzhang stabilize his harem in different periods, but after his success, Yang Jinqiao "retired", while Chang Qing took the mother's world throne. If Yang Jinqiao was still with the emperor at that time, then she and Chang Qing didn't know what way they would go.
Alliance? Or opposition?
When Chang Qing died in Dongzhou that year, the only thing he remembered before he died was these two women. But now, Jin Qin sent by him was held tightly by Chang Qing. The two of them were facing each other, what did they think of?
Chang Qing looked at her for a while, then took a step back, glanced at the concubines that followed her, and slowly said, "The other day, this palace often called the second lady of the Yang family to come to the palace to accompany him. Come, this person is a bit similar to that Miss Yang Jinyao. "
As she said, she glanced back at the people around her, "You say, right?"
People around Nono all nodded and said yes.
But no one broke that sentence.
Chang Qing glanced down again at the stick in his hand and slowly said, "Why do you want Sun Jingfei to steal such a thing from your palace?"
"..."
"Do you know what kind of crime it is to steal objects from the palace?"
"..."
Yang Jinqiao's face grew paler, and at this moment, my heart tightened a little.
Chang Qing asked Yang Jinqiao for these words, none of which directly named her "Miss Yang Family" identity, but knocked sideways, blocking Yang Jinqiao's road from any aspect.
In fact, before Pei Yuanzhang appeared on Yang Wanyun's birthday party, Yang Jin lifted up and took the glass of poisonous wine. It was impossible to hide it. Besides, I also told the queen, but she is carrying so much now When people come to block Yang Jinqiao, things will be said differently.
One is to make Yang Jinqiao "appear". Second, she is still waiting for Pei Yuanzhang's position.
After the Yang family met Yang Jinqiao, Pei Yuanzhang has never had a clear attitude on how to deal with this "resurrection" wife, and Chang Qing is unlikely to rashly recognize her identity and reinstate her. After being included in the harem, after all, Pei Yuanzhang hasn't opened up this mouth; but for Chang Qing, Yang Jinyao, who knows nothing and even recklessly, will blame himself, knows the harem survival rules, and knows how to balance the parties Yang Jinqiao is the real helper.
I never knew that Chang Qing was such a deep-witted person, or someone with such a wrist.
Or, in fact, she should have been this kind of person, otherwise, her post position could not be in Shen Rou, and she was still stable under the impact of Nangong Lizhu so many times.
But, in the past, she did not have such a clear edge.
Since returning to Beijing this time, I have found that she is different from the past. After all, she can no longer have children now, and Nianshen has been registered as a prince, but there is still a prince born in the palace. Bead's reset must be a great threat to her, and to deepen her mind, so she can't sit still.
but……
She is still waiting for Pei Yuanzhang's position.
She must know that Pei Yuanzhang is in the apse, and those twists and turns that Yang Jinqiao now says are waiting for Pei Yuanzhang to come forward.
As long as Pei Yuanzhang comes forward and publicly acknowledges the identity of the wife of Jin Qiao, Yang Jinqiao can no longer stay outside the palace and must enter the palace.
If, at this moment, Pei Yuanzhang does not show up, that is, she is silently told her that he does not intend to accept Yang Jin into the palace again. In this case, in the words before Chang Qing, none of them directly pointed to Yang Jinqiao's identity. Of course, you can find an excuse to leave this matter alone.
Thinking of this, I looked back at Pei Yuanzhang, and there was a hint of anxiety in my eyes.
How would he stand?
At this time, he also looked at me slowly. Although the atmosphere outside was already tense, his expression was very indifferent, even a little cold.
He slowly said, "Why, are you still waiting for your position?"
I looked at him and said, "Who does the emperor mean?"
"What do you think?"
I said, "The emperor's heart, how light can be speculated."
He slowly came to me, with a slight tick on the corner of his mouth: "Yan Qingruo, what you did is more than speculation on the heavenly heart?"
I looked up at him without speaking.
The two were facing each other in such close proximity, and their breathing slowly tightened. He could almost feel my shudder and extreme depression, but after taking a deep breath, he did not go any further. Instead, he relaxed a bit and whispered, "What do you think, how should I choose?"
"..."
"Is Yang Jinqiao or Yang Jinyao?"
"Here, this is the emperor's business."
"If, I ask you to make this choice, who do you want?"
"..."
"I know, in your heart, you want me to go out now, recognize Yang Jinqiao's identity, and include her in the harem again."
"..."
"In that case, Yang Jinyao won't have to enter the palace again, right?"
My eyes flickered, I looked up at him, and the business shuddered a little: "Emperor, would you choose that?"
He was right, deep in my heart, I really hope so.
Because, I know very clearly how painful and desperate a person will be when he is forced into the harem.
Obviously there is a person whom he loves deeply, can't love, even dare not to approach easily, because every wrong step on foot is not simply misbehavior, misbehavior, punishment, nor is it simply being poked by the backbone It may be the wrath of the emperor that affects the scourge of relatives.
If it were me, if it was Yang Jinqiao, we could tolerate it, and we have learned to tolerate it long ago.
But Yang Jinyao, she won't.
If she enters the harem and waits for her, sooner or later it will be a disaster.
But I also know that this choice is unfair to Yang Jinqiao, although she can tolerate it, although she has endured it for so many years, after all, she should have her own life, even if Yang Yunhui is dead She also has the power to grieve alone and remember for a lifetime. A woman like her does not necessarily have to be attached to a man in her life, let alone sacrifice her loneliness for the happiness of her sister.
This is like a dead game.
No matter how you choose, there is a woman crying.
I was full of sorrow, and the sorrow between my brows was entangled. Pei Yuanzhang looked at me quietly and said, "Because Yang Jinyao has a heart, so you want her to have a good dream come true, right?"
A dream come true?
When I heard these four words, I seemed to be stabbed.
Once upon a time, someone also promised me with these four words, making my dream come true, and I naively believed it, but in the end, it was almost an end in the sky. All my expectations and longing are in my In front of him, it was destroyed by this man.
And Yang Jinyao, her dream, has already been shattered.
Wu Yanqiu will not marry her, whether she is in the palace or not, this dream cannot be fulfilled.
I looked up to Pei Yuanzhang and slowly said, "I think whether the good dreams of others will come true, should it be the consideration that can affect His Majesty's decision."
"..."
"The dreams of others are not what the emperor wants to care about."
He looked at me and smiled slightly.
There seemed to be more in that smile. Perhaps the scene from many years ago was not only unforgettable to me, but also not so easy to forget for him.
"You're right. Whether other people's good dreams can come true is really not something that he would care about."
"..."
"So why must I accept Yang Jinqiao instead of Yang Jinyao?"
My heart sank.
"If so ..."
"If that's the case," he cut off my words, looked down at my eyes, and said, word by word: "What about the question you just asked?"
My face suddenly turned pale.
His eyes flickered, like a needle tip, with sharp sharpness that made the skin hurt, and stared straight at me, saying, "If now, I still want you to go back to four years ago?"
"..."
"Would you like it?"