Chapter 1137: He, does he want to see me?

"Aunt Qing!"
Hearing the familiar call, I suddenly fell into the maze of memory, and the shout, repeated, with the expectation and trust of the child, kept echoing in my ears, let For a moment, I could not tell what was reality and what was illusory.
The only small arms that held me tightly could make me feel a little real.
I raised my hand subconsciously and placed it lightly on his shoulder. The thin shoulder was twitching slightly, as if his throbbing heart was silent for a long time at this moment, and I finally spoke, and my voice became strangely hoarse—
"Read it deeply?"
"Aunt Qing!"


Finally, Cai Wei, who was so frightened from the beginning, lifted both of us and sat on the chair beside the promenade. I saw that the deep eyes were still red and the nose was red. Angrily, his slightly raised mouth made his expression look even more aggrieved, but he kept looking at me and refused to look away, as if I was afraid that he would not see it, and I would disappear.
He said, "Aunt Qing, you are finally back!"
"..."
"I finally saw you again, Aunt Qing!"
"..."
I smiled, one of my hands was still stuck in his palm, and he refused to let go, and smiled, "Yes, Aunt Qing has finally returned, and Aunt Qing has always wanted to see His Royal Highness."
As soon as he heard it, he hurried up again, as if he wanted me to see him now, and said, "Aunt Qing, did you recognize me just now? Me, did I let Aunt Qing down?"
The smile in my eyes deepened.
In fact, it ’s only four years since I left the palace. Four years, maybe in the life of a person like me, just one thing happens, a period of emotional annihilation, but for a child, four years of memory may Achieve the deepest imprint of his life.
He grew taller and taller. He could only hold my legs when he was holding me. Now he can bury his head on my shoulders, but he is still thin. He even feels that he is no different from being thin when he was a kid. In fact, I know that he will not grow fat at all, but it just gives me the feeling, even his face is still thin and handsome, without his father's unstoppable treacherousness and suffocation, he took him more. Mother's tenderness.
I faintly felt that it was no wonder that Pei Yuanzhang had a lot of concerns about this prince.
I smiled and said, "How did His Royal Highness let me down? I heard them say that His Royal Highness's knowledge is getting better and better, and the writing is good, and the articles are good."
He stared at me with a smile.
"In the past few years, I haven't been slack, just thinking that one day, if Aunt Qing comes back, she will have to test my knowledge. I will not let Aunt Qing be disappointed."
The smile in my eyes deepened.
but--
"But Your Royal Highness, how did you know that I was back in Beijing, and how could you send someone to pick me up?"
When he asked me that, his face was a little darkened, and he looked at me like a strange look: "Aunt Qing, why didn't you tell me when you came back?"
"..."
"Just others, why don't I even say it?"
"..."
When he asked like this, I was dumb. The child ’s world is much simpler than that of adults. Perhaps I have thousands of reasons. For the original phrase of Chang Qing,
Do n’t you leave me alone?
"I can still cope, but in the face of his questioning, I have only silence.
Nian Shen also said, "I know, Aunt Qing and your father --- something between you and your brother ---" When I heard him say this, my face sank immediately, and he hesitated After a while, I continued to say, "But I don't care about these things, as long as I know that Aunt Qing is safe. After so long, life and death are still unknown, Aunt Qing should report a letter to me!"
Looking into his sincere eyes, I said softly, "I'm sorry, it's bad Aunt Qing."
"..."
"Actually, Aunt Qing does not miss His Royal Highness."
Hearing what I said, his eyes were red again, but I already apologized. He obviously didn't have any further questions to ask, sucked his nose, and said, "I heard that day when I went back to Jingren Palace and heard The newly-registered Ning Fei's wife talked to her mother, and they mentioned you when they talked, and I knew that Aunt Qing had returned to Beijing safely. "
...
It turned out to be this way.
"I asked someone again for a long time, but later found that the Emperor ’s father had asked the people in the royal dining room to send some food out of the palace every day. I told them to follow, and I knew where Aunt Qing lived. Today, I sent someone over of."
"..."
I looked at him slightly surprised.
Although from previous Pei Yuanzhang's words, Chang Qing's worry, and my too much contact with him, I know that Nian Shen's temperament is gentle and gentle, or in other words, in Pei Yuanzhang's view, it is a little too docile, but I did He thought that he still had some ingenuity, he could understand the news of me from all sides, and quietly found my residence.
Actually want to come, he is already a ten-year-old child.
The ten-year-old child, the ordinary child's ten-year-old child, is already sensible, not to mention that he is the crown prince of the country, and Pei Yuanzhang has identified the heir to the throne in the future. His experience is more complicated than ordinary children. Thinking and thinking is not what ordinary people can guess.
I looked at him with a smile: "His Royal Highness-It's so smart."
"..."
"So, the who came to pick me up—"
"He is mine," he said, "he listens to me."
"..."
I will not ask any more.
It was him, looking up at me and saying, "Aunt Qing, don't worry."
"Ok?"
"I—you, you and your father, I, I heard something about it." Speaking here, he glanced at me and saw that there was no shyness on my face and no shame on his face. Actually, There was no expression at all, and then he said gently, "But I do n’t care about those things, and the Father wo n’t let us take care of it. I just want to see Aunt Qing today. Rest assured, Aunt Qing, I do n’t I'll force Aunt Qing to stay, and I'll send you back. "
I looked at him with a smile and said, "I know, when the picked me up, he said."
Then, I patted him on the shoulder: "His Royal Highness is here, but I don't even worry about it."
He immediately smiled at me.
When he laughed, he was a bit childish and his eyes were curved, giving a smile like a flower. It was not beautiful, but his smile made people feel extra warm.
Thinking back to those years when I was held in Leng Gong, the only warmth was that this child gave me.
How can I be willing?
I said softly: "His Royal Highness has grown up and no longer looks like a child, but an adult. Aunt Qing is not worried at all, but feels that he can rely on His Royal Highness."
He listened to me, the smile on his face deepened, and he could not help but straighten his chest.
At this time, every child wants to grow up faster. When he grows up, he can get rid of the nightmares of the past, and he can protect the people he wants to protect, and he can have everything he wants. .
At this moment, Nianshen suddenly seemed to think of something and said, "Yes, Princess Miaoyan."
As soon as I heard it, I was suddenly stunned.
He looked at me: "Aunt Qing, Miaoyan sister, is your daughter, right?"
My breath tightened as soon as I heard the name of the wonderful words, and I nodded hurriedly: "Yes, has your Highness seen her?"
He nodded, and looked at my face again, as if pondering something, and slowly said, "Although they didn't say any of them, as soon as I saw my sister, I knew that she must be Aunt Qing's daughter. She It looks like Aunt Qing is so beautiful, especially when she laughs. "
"What ?!" I was shocked and couldn't believe my ears: "She--laugh?"
I still remember that when she sent the wonderful words from Jinling, she had no awareness of everything around her, could not speak, could not move, let alone cry and laugh at those emotions. Why, now, would she laugh?
I asked in a hurry and nodded deeply and said, "When she first entered the palace, she didn't know anything, just like a puppet doll. The father asked me to see her and held hands with her. She also He didn't move. Later, the emperor told me that Miao Yan's sister is sick. If she can't cure her, she will do so in the future and she will be served by her whole life. "
"I greet my father every day, and my father will let me go to play with my sister for a while, but I never saw my sister have any expression."
"..."
"But a while ago, after the emperor took her sister to Taimiao to pray for her blessing, she moved a little and she would laugh."
"..."
"Although she smiled very little, I still saw it!"
"..."
At this moment, I just felt that the thrilling joy in my chest would almost burst my chest, and it would be rushing out—I did n’t expect, I did n’t expect that the condition of the wonderful words would really improve, and she obviously would have laughed. It's great!
Great!
Seeing that my eyes were all red, as if about to cry, Cai Wei beside me also hugged me and said happily, "Mrs., that's great!"
I choked and nodded.
Nian Shen looked at me beside him and said after a while, "Aunt Qing, is your sister's illness so serious? Is it really incurable?"
"..."
If it was in the past, I ’m afraid that this problem will pierce my chest like a knife, which makes me anxious, but now, just now, when I heard him say good words, I already have some emotions, I just feel full Hope, maybe she will really have a day of recovery and not spend her life like that unknowingly.
I laughed with tears: "Although she is seriously ill, I believe she will get better."
Hearing what I said, I nodded: "I also often hear them say, Ji Tianxiang, I think the beautiful girl such as wonderful sister, if God let her like this for a lifetime, it is a pity. God must not be willing to . "
When I heard him say this, I almost cried again, but laughed again.
And in my heart, there are some faint feelings.
Before listening to Chang Qing, they said that Pei Yuanzhang had always cultivated her own wonderful words. She had no artificial hands, but she let the prince go to play with her for a while, and told him about her condition.
Yes, he also has some ideas.
In case, the wonderful words really ca n’t be cured, then her life may be unknowingly spent, and I and him-parents will always grow older than the child, even if he and I Distressed words, it is impossible to accompany her for a lifetime, and in this imperial city, everyone has their own thoughts, during which the intrigue is no less than the flesh and blood fight on the battlefield. When Pei Yuanzhang won the battle, he would The king of the cloud Pei Yuanchen was burned to death at the Qingmei Belongings. It is known to everyone in the world that there is only a fight for power in the palace, not to mention people's love. Throughout the dynasties, the princes and uncles killed their mothers, let alone such a little princess.
But deep reading, he is kind.
Moreover, he has never forgotten my aunt, and he understands better that my daughter is my own flesh and blood.
If in the future, it is really he who is in Dabao, no matter what, he should give this sister a good place, a future without haze.
Thinking of this, I looked into deep and supple eyes and said gently: "Yeah, I do n’t think God would be willing to let it go, let alone a good brother like you, she will definitely want to get better."
As I said, I smiled: "She is naughty, will Nianshen bother her in the future?"
"Of course not!" Nian Shen said in a hurry: "I want a younger sister like Wonderful Words. I will take good care of her. If someone dares to bully her in the future, I will definitely not let that person go!"
The corners of my eyes bent with a smile.
Today I really did not expect that when I entered the palace, I could see Nian Shen, and I could better know some good news. Although I know that to see my daughter, the road is still very long, and Pei Yuanzhang is not so. It's easy for me to reach, but at least I know that the condition of Miaoyan is developing in a good direction, which has made me unable to thank God.
While the time was still early, I talked with Nianshen for a while, and I felt more and more that although this child was small, although his temperament was soft and not necessarily in line with Pei Yuanzhang's, he was quick-minded, full of mind, and kind and respectful. No matter which way I look at it, it's a child I would love.
But I don't know if it will be a good guardian.
After talking about it for about an hour, Nianshen stood up again and gently pulled my sleeves: "Aunt Qing, do you want to see someone alone?"
I suddenly froze.
"He, does he want to see me?"
"Although he didn't say it, I think he must want to see Aunt Qing."
"..."
"Moreover, I think it's better for Aunt Qing to talk to him personally about some things."
"..."
"He, I think, he also cares about Master."
"..."
I didn't speak, but after a long silence, I got up slowly: "His Royal Highness Prince will take me to see his old man."
Nodding deeply and nodding, pulling on my sleeve again, then turned and walked inward.