Chapter 1229: I will use myself and lock you forever

He asked in a whisper-what do you want? What are you going to do?
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I looked at him in the dim eyes and couldn't say a word. I just shook my head desperately, and the tears fell. I choked and raised my hand to push him away, but the weak hand could not shake him for half a minute. Realizing my resistance, I immediately hugged me tighter.
I leaned weakly in his arms, and tears fell along the thin shirt on his chest, and soon his clothes were moistened.
The icy wetness came to his heart with his clothes.
He embraced me with one hand and kept struggling with me with one hand. He pushed his hand against him, put it on his chest, and whispered, "It was hard for me to summon you into the palace. You thought he was For what? I just want you to come back to me, I just want to keep you with me! "
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"Well, I just want to lock you here like this, and never let you see you. What Liu Qinghan, what Pei Yuanxiu!" When he said here, his teeth were rattling, almost kind. The hatred of broken human bones, even if I leaned against his chest and was surrounded by his hot body temperature, I got a chill out of bones, "They should not wish to touch you again!"
After speaking this sentence with almost anger, his chest also fluctuated violently, as if repeatedly suppressed, before finally suppressing his inner anger.
Then he looked down at me.
During this period, no matter what he said or how angry he was, I didn't say a word. The tears were dry, but tears slipped from the eye sockets, and dropped drop by drop on his robe wrapped around me. Tears fainted little by little, like a wound on a dragon robe.
He hugged me hard, as if he didn't dare to see my tears, and said hoarsely, "Lightness, what are you going to do? How about you? Will you stay by your side willingly?"
"..."
"You said!"
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"Even if you want to be a queen--"
Suddenly, my heart was pinched severely, and my breathing was painful for a while, and I said, "Your Majesty asked me what I want."
"Yes, what do you want?"
I don't know why, my face was still full of tears, and even my eyes were still full of tears, but I suddenly smiled slightly: "Your Majesty remember, when my first child had an abortion?"
This sentence was like a burning needle that penetrated into my chest through his body, and I felt a slight tremor, even him, as if trembling with uncontrollable pain.
Rarely, he and I will have the same perception almost simultaneously.
It turned out that I never forgot.
I smiled suddenly and said, "Your Majesty asked me that too."
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"I've answered Your Majesty at that time. It's been more than ten years since then."
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"But my answer has not changed."
All of a sudden his breathing became heavy, as if my answer had turned into a boulder and weighed on him.
I slowly said, "I can give you nothing."
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"Even the most honorable position in this harem."
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"I want it, Your Majesty, you have not only refused to give it, you have ruined it yourself."
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"Why ask me now?"
At this moment, I can't hear his breath.
I probably also know that it is difficult for me to be good tonight, but he called me and started to do something to me. This place is messy and my body is full of pain. In fact, he didn't intend to be good to me. He has come to this point, he doesn't let go, I can't go far, so entangled, when will it end?
Or did it really answer my original sentence?
He wants to entangle with me for a lifetime, and in this life, is doomed to hurt each other?
He also seemed to think of the night, the pale and thin, standing in front of him like a ghost, and those words that said, suddenly his whole body became cold.
I slowly closed my eyes, and two more hot tears slipped from the corner of my eyes.
At this step, I already knew that it was difficult for him and him to be good, but I didn't know that he and his daughter were in his hands. How would he treat me and how to treat the wonderful words?
Is it true that he will lock me up as he said, and no one will ever see me again?
Just when my tears were flowing like spring and my whole body was shaking slightly, his hollow voice sounded above my head—
"So, what's the good word?"
I shuddered slightly and opened my eyes.
He lowered his head and looked at me: "What's the good word? Our daughter, don't you care about her?"
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"Don't you see how wonderful the words are? We want our family to be together well. She was thinking about you when she was by your side and thinking about you when she was by her. Didn't you understand what it meant? "
I froze in his arms, looked up at him, and tears blurred my vision again.
"I……"
"We owe our children over the years. No one except you and you can make up for it. Do you have to break the child's dream?"
I closed my eyes in pain: "Don't say any more!"
I even stretched my hand to cover my ears, but he didn't give me the chance to escape, holding my two hands hard, struggling to make me face him: "You dare not listen, or say, you would rather To make the child miserable, rather than let her accept the original injury again, she must also resist me ?! "
Every word and every word of him stabbed into my heart fiercely, and I felt painlessly to fight back, even for a moment, I thought I would die there.
Maybe, if he really died, he could be a hundred and no longer face him.
I cried and lost my voice: "Don't talk anymore, don't force me, don't force me ..."
He gritted his teeth and clenched my hand that was struggling to resist: "I have only forced you alone in my life."
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"What do you want to do? What can you do to you?"
"..."
I looked up at him and listened to him in pain: "Is it true that I have to kill you to get rid of you and get rid of you?"
At this moment, my heart hurts no more.
Is it really necessary to use death to release each other?
If that's the case--
Just then, there was a sudden cry in the palace.
Originally, my crying and his gasping had been intertwined, completely disturbing the quietness of this dormitory, and even forgetting everything around, but when the voice sounded, he and I shuddered.
That cry is-wonderful words?
She cried in the inner room, and the cry grew louder and louder, even calling me and calling him constantly.
Pei Yuanzhang and I looked at each other. Both of them were struggling to stand up, but just now I was almost violated by him. Although there was no injury on my body, I was almost completely at a loss of power at this moment, even without strength to support my body He hurriedly reached out and hugged me.
The heavy robe was still wrapped around me, and the messy hair of the two was even tangled together.
I was taken aback by his arms and startled, saying "No."
He was so eloquent: "Don't say no at this time!"
After speaking, they hugged me inside.
From the outer room to the inner room, it was only a short distance, but countless curtains fluttered, and the bead curtain was shaking. He hugged me hard, so that I could only lean against his chest weakly and listen to him. Every heartbeat, every breath, as if this road has become endlessly long.
Finally, we walked into the inner room, and he put me gently to the bed.
The wonderful words on the bed haven't woken up yet, but I don't know what she saw in the dream, crying so hard, both hands were holding in the air, as if trying to catch something, or even-wanting to ask for help?
I hurriedly reached out and grabbed her hand: "Wonderful words, don't be afraid of wonderful words, mother is here!"
He also reached out and took the other hand of Zhuo Yan: "Chuo Yan, Dad is here."
It seemed to be our hands, and it was also our voice, to give her a little comfort, and finally, the wonderful words slowly calmed down, tearful eyes opened to look at us, chaos for a long time, and finally said gently "Dad ...? Mother ...?"
As soon as I saw her waking up, I finally let go of my heart: "Wonderful words, all right. What's wrong with you?"
She also looked at me: "I dreamed, dreamed of someone bullying ..."
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"Mother, are you okay?"
My heart sank suddenly.
I do n’t know what the wizard of the country protects her from the soul. What did she recall? But it seems that she thinks about the past little by little and is sensible, at least as soon as that sentence, no Like the innocent and ignorant child who can speak out the previous two days.
I hurried to comfort her to say that it was all right, but the words hadn't come out yet, and the words of wonderful words suddenly changed.
She saw my embarrassing clothes, messy hair, and even the robes that couldn't be masked, and the large red traces on the neck-those were just left by Pei Yuanzhang.
Suddenly, Miaoyan's eyes became frightened, and she stood up: "Mother ..."
Pei Yuanzhang seemed to be aware of something and suddenly froze there. The desperate man at the time of the violence just now seems to be a helpless child. He may not be remorseful. When the man has no remorse, he just does n’t know how to deal with the scene in front of him. I gritted my teeth, hurriedly gathered a smile, and said, "I just rushed over to see you, it was frozen. Your father gave me a robe, but the mother couldn't put it on."
With that said, I also pulled up the clothes on one side: "Look, is it a lot bigger?"
The wonderful words are still a little dim, look at me, and look at Pei Yuanzhang: "Is it?"
He nodded in a hurry: "Yes."
At this moment, Miaoyan finally felt relieved, and lay back softly, and murmured, "Daddy, don't bully your mother."
Pei Yuan paused: "Dad didn't bully her. Daddy won't bully your mother."
"... Mother can't be bullied, otherwise mother will cry."
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"Miao Yan is most afraid to see his mother cry."
At this moment, my tears were almost gushing out, and I could only suppress it by myself, and reached out to caress her cheek: "Mother is also the most afraid of crying."
The coquettish words seemed like he hadn't heard the words again, squinted his eyes, and then said gently: "Daddy don't bully mother, father must take good care of mother."
"Of course he will."
After listening to the wonderful words, he squinted and laughed.
And this time, it didn't open.
The two of us were still lying in front of the bed and guarding her carefully. After a while, we heard her breathing evenly and long. The child still had tears on her face, but fell asleep again.
However, her sleepiness was obviously free of her innocence, and she was no longer relaxed. Even though she fell asleep so peacefully, I could see her brow froze from time to time.
This time, the soul returning from her was very different from her previous one.
My heart was also a little heavy.
What else does this child have to endure, just like an ordinary child, and his own joy and sorrow?
When my heart hurt, my hand stretched out and hugged me gently. I hurriedly turned around and saw Pei Yuanzhang sitting in my hand. This hug almost made me all Caged into his arms, and he didn't look at me, just stared at the wonderful words: "Look, the child can only be quiet if he sees us two."
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"Even if the child is not sensible, can't tell his own mind, don't you understand?"
I bit my lower lip and didn't speak.
He moved a little further. This time, both hands wrapped around my waist, and my chin rested on my shoulder, rubbing gently, saying, "You say you do n’t want anything. , Then I asked you for something. "
I said hoarsely, "What do you want?"
"I asked you for a chance."
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"Give me a chance."
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"Also give the child a chance."
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"Don't you really want your child to watch us fight and confront each other? Isn't life peaceful?"
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"In the past, she was still young. We can come round no matter what lies, but now? She recovers little by little and grows up day by day. I don't believe you can't see it. The truth is better than other children Du Zaohui, do you think you can round those lies again? Or, do you think you can't see the wonderful words? "
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"We obviously can give her a happy life, why do you have to tear this happiness in half?"
How gentle his words are, how much strength he has on his hands, and I can feel that he has been imprisoned again, not only being unable to struggle, but even the struggling strength being taken away by him.
I lowered my head and looked at the sleepy words. She didn't know anything. She was praying that no one should hurt her mother. I didn't know that all the harm was in the deepest part of my heart.
I don't know how long, I finally said softly: "You can use this child to keep me for a while, but you can't use her to lock my life."
The man behind was silent for a moment.
He slowly lowered his head, rubbing my shoulder lightly with his lips, and kissing all the way, all the way to my ears--
"By then, I will use myself to lock you in forever."