Chapter 1254: Light, just be yourself

"But the question is who will be the queen after I was abolished."
She said, raising her head to look at me: "Of course I hope it is you and, no matter what, it must be you!"
"Madam."
"But I watched for so long," she said, and there was a tinge of pain in her eyes, and she covered my cold back with her backhand: "I just realized that you didn't mean to look back."
"..."
"If you do have one, then the Emperor will definitely dethrone me immediately."
"..."
"But you didn't."
"..." I was silent for a moment, and said gently: "Even if I don't, can no one else be in this position?"
Chang Qing shook her head gently: "Although there are many people in this harem, few people can really get into the eyes of the emperor on this issue. Jin Qiao she-she is of course a good one, but after all, if it is not, Because of her background in the Shangyang Palace, she was afraid it would be difficult to find even a concubine. "
"Well, where is the concubine?"
"Sisi?" Chang Qing still shook her head. "She gave birth to a son. If she came to be a queen, it would be difficult for her to protect the prince. Her brother is a soldier, which is more difficult to control than others. Moreover, I heard that her brother told Liu Qinghan has been making good friends, hasn't he? "
I nodded silently.
Chang Qingdao: "The emperor must also consider this point."
"..."
After hearing her say it and thinking about the other people in the palace, I realized that even from her perspective, there are no people who are qualified to sit in the lower position, not to mention Pei Yuanzhang, it is more natural for him to consider many.
I thought about it for a while, and then said softly, "What about the concubine?"
Chang Qing looked up at me.
"The emperor loves her, and she has the heart to be the queen."
"she was……?"
For a moment, Chang Qing's eyes became dazed, but only for a moment, she gave a sneer and then said, "If she really dismisses me on the grounds of 'no queen', then she won't even think about it."
I immediately understood it.
By the way, I have forgotten that Nangong Lizhu has been sterilized and can't bear children. If Pei Yuanzhang wants to depose Chang Qing, then Nangong Lizhu shouldn't follow this cheap!
Thinking of this, I couldn't help relieved.
Chang Qing then said: "That's why I can't be dismissed."
"..."
"Once I've been abolished, and you insist on not accepting this post, there will be a vacancy in the post. Do you know what will happen?" I shook my head, and she looked at me with cold eyes After a while, she said, "If that's the case, she would be the concubine, and she would lead the harem for the queen. That would be troublesome, she still had a deeper education, and she needed someone to take care of him. That would naturally be the concubine who led the harem. , Then, who knows what she will do? "
"..."
My heart was as cold as her eyes.
I think of those words that Nangong Lizhu said to me in my yard-the princes and princesses in the palace have a common mother, the queen mother. Maybe at that time, she had already counted, I ca n’t accept it It was sealed off, and Chang Qing ’s abolition had almost been placed on Pei Yuanzhang ’s face. She was probably ready to step into the post. Even if she could not, she was enough to be her concubine. Rampage in the harem!
However, today's saying that Bai's resignation disrupted everyone's plans.
At this time, Chang Qing sneered again: "Actually, she really thought too much. Regardless of the emperor's consideration, in fact, she really didn't intend to make her queen."
"is it?"
She looked at me: "What do you think?"
"..."
I thought for a while and nodded.
Pei Yuanzhang is still a very sane person. From the reason Nangong Lizhu married to Pei Yuanxiu, he can see that although he loved her, he never slacked his own Jiangshan community. If it is true that Ligong Nangong Lizhu is no different from Chang Qing's time, only one surname is often and one surname is Nangong.
Come to think of it, she really thought too much.
Therefore, in the scene yesterday, after the saying that Bai Bai resigned, Pei Yuanzhang left Nangong Jinhong there, and I also understood what he meant. For one thing, the North and Central Korea cannot lose two important ministers at the same time. For another, since Nangong Lizhu will not be sealed, the development of Nangong ’s power is also limited. As soon as the saying goes, Pei Yuanzhang ’s pressure has been reduced by half. The remaining Nangong Jinhong, if he is smart, naturally knows to converge, if he is not smart ... Yesterday, all his party feathers were completely exposed under Pei Yuanzhang's eyelids. , That can't be easier.
Even with the sayings Bai Bai gone, how long can he sustain?
I sighed and shook my head to set aside these things. After all, it wasn't the Nangong family who was worried now, and I asked, "What about Master Taishi? His ambition is unpaid, and his wish is over. Is he really willing? "
"Not willing or willing."
Chang Qing's face was a little dull, saying, "His words in front of the main hall yesterday were true."
My heart trembled: "Teach him--"
"He is old, and he will be even older after the elder brother is gone. I know that his eyes are almost invisible and his spirit is much worse than before. For many things in the DPRK, he does not care, but Without the energy to manage it, he is not turning a blind eye, but is really going to be invisible. "
"..."
"He's right, North Korea should use some young people, like-the one from yesterday."
I didn't speak.
At this time, it's actually not good to say anything, although I know that Chang Qing is right to think about it. Even Chang Yanbai should already be prepared for his own downfield.
Yesterday, Chabixing sued them for party and private business. Under such accusations, it was said that when Bai Bai knelt down and pleaded guilty, there was no one around him, but in fact, as a veteran of the Three Dynasties, even if he did not enter into party private business, would n’t his friends in North Korea How many will there be? How many of his students are there? Seeing him in such trouble, wouldn't he even say a word?
However, it is true that no one is present, which is really abnormal.
Therefore, there is only one explanation. The proverbial Bai has already been arranged. When he falls, but does not affect anyone else, his young students can continue to serve in the North Korea. In this way, even if he is gone, the prince will also Don't become alone.
Even, I somewhat understand why, in the beginning of spring, the Prince followed Wu Yanqiu to govern the Yellow River.
Pei Yuanzhang and Chang Yanbai probably didn't want him to be involved in this matter.
Chang Qing also said, "In fact, early this morning, the emperor decided to withdraw the two people over there and demote them from the capital. Although the official positions of these two are not high, the meaning is quite clear."
I nodded.
Nangong Jinhong is not a stupid person. If he doesn't understand the meaning, he has been an official for so many years.
"And I also heard that last night, the emperor planned to seal Yan Yanqiu as a young guard, and the decree had been sent to Henan early in the morning."
"really?"
"Ok."
I took a deep breath.
Although Wu Yanqiu has been floating in the sea for so many years, in the officialdom, he is still a young man. He is currently living in the Ministry of Households and Social Security at the current age. This is almost the peak of a young official. It seems that the saying After Bai leaves, this vein will not easily fall because the group of dragons has no head.
He, and Nangong Jinhong-still have a long way to go.
Suddenly, I felt sore in my heart. Looking at the quiet and gentle woman in front of me, thinking of the tremendous pressure she was under these days, I just thought that there was a feeling of being stabbed by a knife. I said bluntly: "The queen Why didn't your mother say it earlier? If you tell me earlier, even if I can't do anything, at least, I can share some for my mother ... "
She smiled bitterly: "How do you say?"
"..."
"My father wants to kill Liu Qinghan. How can I discuss this with you?"
"Madam ..."
"But it's okay now," she sighed with a long sigh, and smiled: "My father can tell my old man to return to my hometown and be a comfortable man, and I can ... go as far as I can go, Right. "
Looking at her droopy eyelashes, she cast a long shadow on her pale and thin face, making her look even more sorrowful and lonely. I was sore, my eyes were so hot that I could hardly open, but I could n’t cry. After a long time, I choked and said, "I, what can I do for the Queen Mother?"
She looked up at me.
"What can I do for my mother?"
"What? Nothing to do," she smiled lightly. "Lightness, just be yourself."
"Madam ..."
"If you must do something for me, my father will leave Beijing in two days. At that time, I will ask the emperor to send him, and you will go with me."
I nodded hurriedly: "OK!"
She smiled and patted the back of my hand gently.
At this moment, the door was pushed open, and Kouer ran in from the outside: "Madam, here is the emperor!"
"emperor?"
Chang Qing froze slightly, holding her up subconsciously, and I hurriedly turned around to see Pei Yuanzhang coming in from the outside.
There was a chill on his body, as if taken by the chill, his face was a little pale, and his expression was tired, as if he had not slept overnight, and there was a faint black circle under his eyes. When I came in and saw me sitting next to the bed, it was no surprise, but when I spoke, my voice was tired.
"You're here too."
According to the previous arrangement, today the Queen should have brought the whole life to the silkworm ceremony, but because the ceremony of yesterday ’s in-farm cultivation was like that, she also exchanged a
superficial effort
from Chabixing. Besides, the queen I was sick with the concubine, and naturally the gift of pro-silkworms was gone. I just heard that Chang Qing said that Pei Yuanzhang had so many initiatives early in the morning. I also thought that he was afraid to be too busy today, but he did not expect that he would come here.
I hurried to stand up: "Folkwoman meets His Majesty."
"Why are you here?"
"I heard that the queen lady is sick.
"sick?"
Pei Yuanzhang walked to the bed. I hurried away and asked, "What's the matter?"
Chang Qing struggled to get out of bed to greet him, but he stretched out his hand and pressed it back: "It's all ill, so don't get up on your knees, take a good rest. What's wrong?"
"It's not a disease, it was just blown by the wind yesterday, it was a little feverish. The emperor need not worry."
"You-you ..."
Pei Yuanzhang seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, only sighed.
When they were talking, I moved behind him step by step, moving quietly away, standing at the door and seeing me like this, my expression was a little hesitant, and the words seemed to remind me so It was wrong to leave, but without waiting for her to speak or waiting for me to move to the door, Pei Yuanzhang said without looking back: "Light."
"what!"
"I heard that the wonderful words are also a little hot?"
"It's gone, it's fine."
He then turned around. The red blood-stained eyes were full of burnout, and looked at me for a while, as if he had something to say, but hesitated for a long time, and finally did not say, Said: "Then you go back and watch her."
"Yes."
I finally got the "amnesty", I was relieved, and quickly ran out from the side of the button.
As soon as I went out, I felt a cold air coming from outside, but it made me feel a little invigorated by the warmth and medicinal fragrance in the room. Just after I took a step, I heard Pei Yuanzhang sighed, "You are affected Aggrieved. "
"Don't say that."
...
When I heard the "reconciliation" of the empress, a big rock in my heart really landed.
I certainly understand that Chang Qing's staying here is indeed a waste of her youth, but if she is really abolished, her destiny will only be more bumpy. After all, I still have a light cold in her heart, but she-Huang Tianba even linked her No one remembers who it is.
She had left no trace in the world of the man who had given her all the love.
But who is weird?
A drop of tears slipped from the corner of the eye, fell into the snow with a click, and disappeared suddenly.
I can't stay any longer and leave in a hurry.


That night, it snowed again.
This should be the last snow since the beginning of spring. When I listen to the sound of fluttering outside the window, I can feel the cold spreading with the falling and accumulation of snowflakes.
But, after all, it's spring.
This snow is no longer an endless bitter cold, but it also reveals a vigorous vitality of spring. No matter how cold or hard it is, winter will pass after this snow, and everything is warm and happy. Days will come.
Thinking of this, I fell asleep quietly.
The next morning, it was early in the morning, but she was full of spirits. She touched her forehead, and she did n’t burn it. She just did n’t feel comfortable sleeping, and I did n’t force her.嬷 When they came to serve, they got out of bed and got dressed.
Just dressed, I heard footsteps from outside.
They came.
I was about to walk over to open the door, but as soon as I reached the door, I heard the footsteps stop, Su Su's crisp voice suddenly exploded: "Well? Emperor? Why are you standing at the door?"