Chapter 1278: I can't bear her in this life!

Where is my heart?
When I heard this sentence, my mind was almost subconscious, and the firm and angry voice of the man resounded—
Are you in charge of heaven and earth, but also of my heart?
It ’s almost subconscious, and this sentence is about to come out, but my sanity still pulls me—At first Liu San'er said to those villagers who opposed our marriage in Jixiang Village, but now I am facing It is Pei Yuanzhang who has the power to kill and kill the people in the world. Even if he is unable to kill me now because of the overall situation, who knows what will happen in the future?
In the past two days, he and I were all devoted to the courageous words, and I almost forgot, when I promised to see him, what was the purpose.
I can't offend anyone who is emperor.
Thinking of this, I was holding my corner of the clothes under the table for a long time, and then silently said, "My heart is on me."
"..."
As he was about to speak, I looked up and looked at him with red eyes: "Your Majesty wants me to cut it out for you?"
Upon hearing this, his original tight breath was suffocated immediately, and the faint anger on his body calmed down immediately. He looked at me with a complex look, and his voice was a little hoarse: "You know, I am not trying to hurt you."
I breathed a sigh of relief.
Pei Yuanzhang is a shrewd and cruel person. It is one of the worst people I have ever met. However, if these people are classified as "men", that is another way of saying it.
This level has finally passed.
He went on: "Just something, I must tell you!"
"..."
I bit my lower lip and remained silent.
He took a sigh of relief, was silent for a moment, and then slowly said, "You don't want to listen, is it because that's what happened to her and her?"
"..."
"But I just want to tell you clearly."
At this point, his voice became more hoarse and silent for a while before he began to speak, and his voice finally recovered a little normal: "I met her since I was young."
"..."
"Their family and Yin-after being linked with the former queen, Mrs. Nangong walked into the palace very diligently, and took her into the palace every time."
"..."
"Her temperament is not the same as it is now, very noisy, and she likes to climb up and down. Moreover, she laughs very nicely, light and crisp, and every time she comes, I can listen when it is far away. To her laughter, every time I heard it, I thought the weather was fine. "
"..."
"At that time, I didn't talk about men
huan
female
love, but a few of our brothers really liked her very much, and they circled around her every day."
I slowly raised my head to look at him. The original calculations and scheming had all vanished at this moment. Looking at the soft light brought by the memories on his face, and the soft eyes, let me take a moment He couldn't bear his heart, and he remained silent for a long time, and said gently: "I don't know. It turned out that the concubine was like this when she was a child."
He glanced at me, his eyes darkened slightly: "Sometimes, even Li Yan, soon forget."
My heart moved a little and looked at him silently.
Then, he went on to say, "Later, it got bigger and started to know about people."
"..."
"Although a few brothers like her very much, and the former queen and Mrs. Nangong also seem to want her to be closer to Yuan Xiu, but it goes against her wishes. She and her uncle are the closest. Do you know why?"
"..." I thought for a while and said, "If there is no one beside her, there will be a kin of mother; but her Majesty's side is only her."
His eyes flickered and he looked at me for a long time before smiling slightly.
He said to me, "Isn't that the time, if it wasn't for her, but you, you would do the same, and be with you?"
I froze for a moment, thinking about it, and said, "Your Majesty, don't say that."
"..."
"What happened is irreplaceable."
"..."
"Your Majesty's thoughts are all false, but once she was with Her Majesty, she was real."
Hearing me say that, his face was slightly shocked, but he was not angry or angry, but he was a little darkened, silent for a while, and nodded gently: "You are right, the person who accompanied me at that time was her Well, it's all her. "
I nodded.
Then I asked, "What happened later?"
"Later?" He seemed to wake up from a deep dream, glanced at me, and then said, "Later, it's her age and the age of adolescents, alas, and she has also given her hair."
My heart moved.
Isn't that what Qian Yan told me before was also the two of them talked about by themselves when the accident happened on the grassland?
I subconsciously held my breath and looked at him. Pei Yuanzhang also seemed to be caught in the original memories, and his face became more and more dignified. He said, "That year, I was hunting in the valley of horses. On the first day, the Prince Twelve rabbits, two mules, and a deer were shot, but nothing happened. "
I'm a bit surprised. For so many years, he even remembered the number clearly, but when I looked back, I realized that he was sensitive and suspicious since he was a child. It's a shame that he hasn't named Wang at the age, but he's afraid that the contrast is as clear as cloud mud, how can he not remember?
He sighed lightly: "I don't know what to think, I don't know if the sky is high, I will take her to the world."
"..."
I probably understand why.
Because he lost too thoroughly-the Prince returned with a full load, but he found nothing. If all this fell into the eyes of the emperor, it would have fallen into the eyes of Nangong Lizhu, but Nangong Lizhu was originally Yin The queen wholeheartedly wanted to point to the Crown Prince.
I smiled softly: "You are young, you should be so."
"Then we met the wolves."
"..."
Having said that, he glanced at me, but I was still immersed in the words he had just said. He had already known about the encounter with the wolves, and he was not surprised. "You already knew?"
I looked up at him, thought about it, and then said, "I was in the Juma River Valley, when Her Majesty and the concubine were chatting by the river-the civilian girl was nearby."
His eyes blinked at me without blinking.
After a moment of silence, he said, "I remembered it, and then you met the tiger."
I nodded.
He sighed and said, "So you guessed what happened."
I said, "The old troubles of a concubine ..."
He nodded again: "It's not good to be crippled, I don't know the sky is thick, I took her out, met the wolves, but I didn't know what to do. The horse was eaten by the wolves, and the two of us rolled down the mountain along the river. Then escaped a life. I was hurt all over, and so was she. "
"..."
"But that's not the most troublesome thing. The most troublesome thing is that no one finds us."
"..."
"Haw has been bleeding, so has she."
I looked at him, and I couldn't help but feel a little sadness.
"Neither of us will stop bleeding or heal. Just watching our blood flow out little by little, we also feel that our body is getting colder, little by little, and we do n’t know how, Now. "
"..."
"If I ever gave up in my life, that was the day."
I said softly, "Your Majesty ..."
I don't know what kind of desperation it would be to let someone like him give up, but when I think about it, I seem to understand it.
I ca n’t see tomorrow, and there is no light around me. The desperation he gave me turned out to be something he had experienced before.
"But she, she never refused to give up. She thought she was going to die, but she refused to let the cricket die. Every time he closed his eyes, she would wake the cricket; every time the cricket couldn't support her, she Will hold on to your hand, sing to her, and even use her life to continue your life. "
Use her life to continue his life ...
I shuddered slightly and looked at Pei Yuanzhang, but I didn't know what else to say.
Although I have heard both of them and Qian Qian said this, but I really heard him tell me this way, so that I can really understand the dilemma that the two of them faced, and I can really understand that Nangong Lizhu is here. Why is it so important in his life!
If I were him, in the face of such a woman, I would have nothing to ask for in my life.
but--
I didn't forget what happened later.
In the first year of Zhaosheng, Nangong Lizhu married Pei Yuanxiu. This pair of little lovers who had shared the same sorrows failed to become dependents, not because they did not have a chance, but Pei Yuanzhang chose not her, but the prince. It was also at that time that they ruined their future.
I can't help but think, that night that changed my life, when I was drowned by Drunk Pei Yuanzhang and called her name over and over again, what happened to that woman?
She said that night she fell in love with the dedicated Prince Yuan Xiu.
But in the end, is she in love with her husband or a caring man?
At this moment, I knew I shouldn't, but I still couldn't hold back the ache in my heart, and there was a mist of water in my eyes. At this moment, the fisted hand slowly moved over and covered it. On the back of my hand.
I was stunned in my heart, rushing to withdraw my hand, but he stepped forward and clenched.
He said: "Lightness."
"..."
I looked up at him, my vision was a little fuzzy, I could not see his expression, but I could feel his heartache and palpitations at this moment.
No one knows why he and she are here today.
He said dumbly: "I told you all this today, not to explain why I want to send her back, nor to explain why I still want to return to you."
I looked at him, silent.
"I owe her a life, I can't bear her this whole life!"
"..."
"But in my heart--"