Chapter 1315: I remembered that night

As soon as I called out her name, she suddenly seemed to be pierced with a needle, and immediately stepped back a few steps, but I couldn't help myself at all, and hurriedly reached out to her: "Well, you coming!"
Just as I was about to catch her, she flinched hastily and avoided my hand.
My hand was so stiff in the air, staring at her completely blank, seeing her expression of aggrieved, angry, and even overwhelmed expression, looking at me tearfully, but stubbornly refused to say a word, just He glanced at me again and turned to leave.
I panicked and stepped forward: "Well done!"
At this time, the father-in-law Jade, who had been waiting for a while, came forward, and seemed a little embarrassed. Look at me, and then look at the stupid words there. What's wrong? Haven't you come to see your mother every day for the past few days? Every time the emperor goes to the royal study, you force the slave to bring you over, not just to see your mother? Why, now I see Face to face, but leaving? "
Come here everyday these days?
Suddenly I remembered the dark shadow I saw at the window yesterday, and Susu beside me suddenly realized: "It's really Miss Miaoyan!"
As soon as I knew this, my heart melted, but I was even more at a loss. Looking at her small, stubborn back, I stood there slowly, and said softly, "Well words, what the is this?" Out? Why are you angry? "
She refused to move.
"Do you hate your mother?"
"..."
"Do you want to see your mother again?"
"..."
I reached out my trembling hand and wanted to grab her hand, but when she touched her, she was shaken away by her force, her fists were tightened, her shoulders were twitching, but she was reluctant to turn back, Refused to say a word to me.
Susu beside was also anxious: "Miss Miaoyan, how can you treat your mother like this? You know how much your mother is worried about you these days, neither eat nor sleep, so I hope you are good, but you "
I raised my hand and prevented her from continuing.
The father-in-law Yu also seemed a little angry. He slowly walked over, watching the stubborn words, and said positively: "His Royal Highness Princess, the world's all-time parents, how much has your mother ever suffered for you Grievance, do you know? Now, are you going to be a little wronged for yourself, is this to your mother? "
When he said these words, I saw the little body shaking constantly, as if something could not be restrained in her body to burst out, and when the father-in-law Jade finished speaking those words, she suddenly turned When I came over, I saw that she was already in tears and looked at me angrily: "It's not good for you! It's you who deceived you first!"
"..."
"I don't like you! I hate you!"
"..."
"I never want to see you again!"
These words are like a few invisible punches hitting my chest fiercely. I just feel black in front of my eyes and turn around in an instant, and I can't see anything. The next element is hurriedly helping me. Shouted in fright: "Miss!"
The father-in-law Jade was also terrified, worried that I would faint, and worried about the good words, and he stomped anxiously, "His Royal Highness!"
"..."
I couldn't feel anything, I just felt the thunder thunder rolling in my head, hitting my whole world into powder.
Coquettish ...
Coquettish ...
My daughter, I think day and night, exhausting everything and wanting to find her, giving her a happy life, a daughter who lives with her peaceful and happy life, I did not expect that the most severe knife in this life is She got into my chest.
I don't know how long, I slowly lowered my head, there was no tears in my eyes, but it was a little dry and I couldn't even blink. I looked at her, looking at the angry expression on that stubborn little face, but at the moment when I met my gaze, I was at a loss.
I was silent for a long time, looking at her, she was more afraid to look at my eyes, and even shrank away from me.
I spoke, my voice hoarse: "You don't like mother, you hate me, do you?"
"..."
"Never see your mother again, do you?"
"..."
She heard me repeat her words so calmly, but for some reason, she was even more at a loss, and the light in her eyes flickered as if to be gushing out of her eyes. She looked around hurriedly, but no one At this time to help her and give her the answer, she still couldn't choose, and looked up at me.
I said, "Okay, then never see your mother."
Having said that, I labored to get up from Su Su's arms. I didn't look at her or anyone anymore, walked calmly from their side, and walked back to Yihua Palace.


At night, it seemed as if she would die at any moment.
I used my own strength to support myself and walked back, Wu Yan just stood at the door, and when I saw my pale complexion, came to me in a hurry and asked me what was going on, and Susu behind me looked like Finally came the reaction, hurried in and looked at me: "Miss."
I said lightly, "I don't want to listen to anything. Don't talk either. Help me over."
The two of them have never seen me like this, and they really did n’t dare to speak easily. They hurriedly helped me to go to the window and sit down. I asked Susu to bring me another candlestick, and then leaned half by the table by myself. Gasping slightly.
The pain in the torn chest is still reminding me that everything just now is true.
My daughter said those things to me.
And I said that to her.
I ca n’t think about it, every time I think, those words are like a sharp knife on my chest; but I ca n’t help but think, those words are like the ghost of an owner, repeatedly in my My mind echoed, and I suffered such a severe pain, being stabbed and stabbed, Ling Chi.
In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, I could only hold the edge of the table severely, pierce my nails into the table, and let myself continue to breathe.
I can't fall!
I have too many things to do and too many doubts to uncover. Even if I had survived for my daughter, but now I ca n’t do nothing for her.
Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, barely propped up, took the letter out of the sleeve, and slowly unfolded.
On the paper inside, write these lines of words. I have already seen Yan Qingchen's handwriting, but whenever I have to work hard to see exactly what is written on it, I can't see it clearly.
Tears did not shed, but they refused to recede.
Everything I saw through tears was distorted and vague, and I felt so anxious that I couldn't wait to yell, scold, and release all my grievances and anger.
but I do not have.
If some of your life is brought from a previous life, then maybe-this is, I will not laugh and scold, I will not be chic and unrestrained, and there is no temperature in my blood that makes me boil, nor let me Can be desperate.
I must be calm, and even when no one can calm down, even more calm down.
But I couldn't avoid the pain.
When I was so painful that I couldn't even breathe, a very light footstep came from outside.
I slowly raised my head and saw out the window, a small, thin figure slowly walked in on the small road, slowly walked to the center of the yard, and stood there just like that, Looking at me in the window.
The candlelight flickered, illuminating my pale face, but she did not illuminate her. I could only see her big eyes under the dim light, as if something was flowing inside, almost It was about to break out, but she was controlled by herself.
Just look at me like that.
I ignored her, just unfolded the stationery in my hand and looked down.
Finally, I can see those words clearly.
The little figure in the yard was still standing and didn't understand, staring blankly at me.
I can finally read them, but I ca n’t see any of them. Those familiar and simple words, I face this letterhead that makes me a little numb. All this mess was finally shattered in a little weeping sound from outside.
"mother……"
This soft, low call stopped all my breathing and heartbeat.
I slowly raised my head and saw her standing in the yard, approaching step by step, and finally the little face was illuminated by the candlelight, full of tears, looking at me wistfully and helplessly.
"mother……"
She called again.
At this time, the wind was a bit cold, and Han Lu came down. Although she was wearing a beautiful little shirt, she stood outside for a long time, and the cold gradually leaked in, making her a little bit shy, even when she called me, her voice was Also stunned slightly.
I didn't say anything, just looked at her calmly.
Her tears were even more fierce, dropping drop by drop from the eye sockets, sliding along the full cheek to the chin, and then dripping down the path.
The night breeze made tears so fast.
Her sobbing sound echoed in the yard, and those tearful eyes stared at me without blinking: "Mother ..."
I slowly put down the stationery in my hand and looked at her calmly.
"Think about what to tell your mother?"
"..."
"If you think about it, come in yourself and tell me why you are doing this and why you are talking to your mother."
"..."
"If you don't think about it, still hate your mother, or lose your temper, then you go back and continue to be angry."
"..."
She stood in the yard, sobbed again, and finally walked slowly inside.
I heard the sound of the door being pushed open by her, and saw her stepping in, all the way to the window, and the candlelight illuminated the mottled tears on her face, and even the pain, grievances, and embarrassment in her eyes. Photos at a glance.
I said, "So now, what are you going to say to your mother?"
She stood in front of me, still crying a little, and said softly, "I remember that night."