Chapter 1320: Win the world but can't lose you
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Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort
- Leng Qing Shan
- 1727 characters
- 2021-02-26 11:43:14
"If I say that now, is it too late."
"For the rest of my life, I only knew that I had fallen in love with her, and I have loved her. Other people, how to fall in love and how to fall in love, I don't really understand."
"I thought I didn't have to understand it."
When I heard these words, I smiled lightly, and it was no surprise—he is an emperor, he can truly love a woman, it is already rare. As for who that woman is, it can only be said that he has a destiny in this past life Doomed. If Nangong Lizhu is the most difficult time in her early years with her, it is also her death with her, even her, pulled him back at the edge of life and death. In their feelings, I am a person who should not exist. All the expectations and delusions I had for him were unfair to the woman, and even an invisible harm.
He loved her and was not wrong.
However, if he is to be taught how to love, then, it really sounds ridiculous.
He is the emperor. He only needs to let the woman in the harem touch Yulu, and he only needs to know the rewards and graces. As for love—he does n’t need to, not to understand.
Just as I thought about it, he said slowly, word by word-
"But, now I know something."
"..."
Immediately, before I could react, I felt that he slowly raised his head to look at me, and those eyes were shining in the dark night: "Oh, I want to understand."
"..."
"Well, you want to make good compensation for the suffering you have suffered in these years."
"..."
"I want to learn and treat you well."
"..."
"Love you well."
"..."
I looked at him silently.
This night, this quiet, formed an invisible realm around us, maybe only at this time, this place, he will take out the words in his heart for the first time, and I dare to tell him that the past has never been If you dare not speak, who knows the first rays of sunlight coming in in the morning, and what kind of future I will see after I hit his face.
This moment, maybe only this moment.
I lowered my eyes and said calmly, "Your Majesty, this has nothing to do with me."
Sure enough, I heard his breath suffocate.
It was a throbbing sensation. After that suffocation, I heard his rapid breathing sound, as if a hand was soothing the pain on the skin, so rapid.
After a while, the rapid breathing sound calmed down slowly.
When he spoke, there was a bit of sourness in his voice, but unexpectedly, without a little bit of anger, as if with a bitter smile: "I know, it has nothing to do with you."
"..."
"You changed your heart."
"..."
"Well, even if you can control the world, you can't control people."
"..."
"I have no way to order you to change your mind or force you to put your heart back on you."
I smiled gently in my heart.
In fact, this was originally an obvious fact, only for the emperor, and for the people in his position, he could not understand, and it was not easy to understand. From childhood to age, he had obtained so many things too easily, so it was taken for granted, and if someone didn't give it, he would offend him.
Recalling the moment when I was out of the house, the day of his anger and my despair, it is still the purpose of the day.
But it has passed.
Now, I am no longer the Yue Qingying who had no self-protection ability at the time and could only listen to the arrangement of heaven. He also knew at this moment that imperial power could force a person but could not keep a heart.
At this time, I still want to redeem it. After all, even if I can't reunite emotionally with him, there are still other things that can be done together, so I said gently, "But Her Majesty can get people's hearts."
He chuckled: "Lightness, people's hearts are different from yours."
"..."
"I want to win the world, but I don't want to lose you."
"..."
My breath tightened, and the skin all over the body suddenly tightened, like a hedgehog who was frightened and put the spines all over his body, and looked at him nervously: "You-what do you want ?! "
"But you can rest assured," he said immediately, his voice even deliberately softened: "He said that he would never hurt you again, he really wouldn't."
"..."
You don't hurt me, but you have too many ways to give me heartache.
Maybe it was because he was too close, maybe it was because he was holding me so tightly, and my heartbeat and every throb was clearly noticed by him. At this moment, it seemed as if what I thought was in his heart. In time, he looked up and stared at me with a burning gaze: "It's true."
I looked at him and shook my head gently.
He said, "You don't believe me?"
"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not," I said with a light eyebrow. "I just said that, it has nothing to do with me. The past is over for me. The past is the memory, There are sweet and bitter memories, joys and sorrows, but no love and no hate. In the past, there is no way to change, so I will not spend any energy in the past, and what has not happened in the future is what I want to do. "
This time, his breath was choked, but immediately he smiled and looked at me: "Yes, it has nothing to do with you."
"..."
"It's just a decision to hit someone alone."
"..."
"I want to do this."
I frowned slightly, and just wanted to say something, but then he said, "He knows what you are going to say-it has nothing to do with you. You face each other, love and hate the things in the past, because everything is already It ’s over. Then what I want to say is, okay, I just listen to you and stop making up the past. What you want to do is the future that never happened.
As soon as my heart sank, I saw him staring firmly at me. The eyes seemed to have ushered in the morning light, bright and warm, and almost penetrated all the cold in the darkness: "He will start from now, everything, Every sentence and every action is to win your heart. "
...
I can't believe my ears.
He was going crazy.
How can an emperor do this?
Pei Yuanzhang, how can you do that? !!
After knowing that I no longer have love for him, and knowing that everything is irretrievable, why did he still do this, and still make a stubborn decision? !!
I said, "You know it's impossible."
He said: "Let this fragmented and fragmented world unify, many people find it difficult, but I want to do it!"
"..."
As soon as I hadn't had time to think about how to answer, he went on to say: "Everyone has been divided for many years, and everyone knows that maintaining the status quo is easier than unification, but there are always some people who are unwilling to accept this fact, even No matter how difficult it is, we need to bring the world back into unity. Only in this way can we usher in a real prosperous age. Because some people have done it before, no matter how difficult it is, I have to try it and even believe that I can do it. "
"..."
"And you, light."
He looked into my eyes and said seriously: "You just told me, you once loved me."
"..."
"If you haven't fallen in love with me, then it's all right. Maybe God didn't give us that seed. Maybe you can't grow such a relationship in your heart."
"..."
"But you've fallen in love with me, so don't blame me for holding such hope."
"..."
"Hopefully one day, you will still fall in love with me."
"..."
I was entangled by his eyes and breathing. It seems that people have fallen into a bottomless abyss at this moment, and every time I struggle, I have been faintly resolved by him. At this moment, I am even a little weak, more Helpless, looking at him: "If you can't do it?"
He looked at me and said seriously: "Which is more difficult to win the world than to win you?"
"..."
"If I can win the world, then I can win you back?"
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I looked at him sullenly, for a moment I didn't know what else I could say.
What else can I say?
This is Pei Yuanzhang. Didn't I know it already?
He's gentle, he's petting, but it's all under one premise-he's Pei Yuanzhang.
He never gave up his faith in himself and never let go of what he wanted. I knew it early in the morning, but he still hoped that he could let go of me calmly.
He looked up and looked at me with a bit of eager expression. The flashing light in his eyes made him look like a serious and focused child. Such strange Pei Yuanzhang is also something I have never seen before. He said, word by word, "I ’m like you said before, I will treat you well, I will treat you well, and I will respect your choice. But all of this is based on a premise-I have to chase well you."
"..."
I looked at him weakly.
At this moment, I don't know if he is too stupid or if he is too stupid.
What kind of person did I provoke, so that I could not find life when there was no retreat?
Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly and desolately, but my eyes had already shed too much tears, and now only dryness, even some pain, just a single tear could not flow out.
Pei Yuanzhang, Pei Yuanzhang, what should I do with you?
The night is coming to an end.
I seem to have seen the faint morning light on the horizon. This night, I clearly did nothing, but it seemed like I had gone through a war. At this moment, I was physically and mentally exhausted. I lifted my head, took a deep breath, then stretched out my hands, slowly took away those hands that held me tightly, supported them on his shoulders, and pushed him away.
He raised his head and looked at me, his eyes were as firm as ever.
I said, "If that's the case, can my Majesty ask my Majesty, can your Majesty promise me?"