Chapter 1337: I want you, give him back to me

"I forbid you to come in, you go out, you give me out, you are not allowed to enter my mother's room, and you are not allowed to approach my father!"
After saying this, Miaoyan opened his arms and stood at the door, almost blocked our way, and stared at Nangong Lizhu fiercely, like a little dog guarding his family. Further, she will fight for you.
I did n’t know for a while to compliment her, or to comfort her, looking back and seeing Nangong Lizhu leaning against the door, her face was pale, as if she was going to pass out at any moment, I said gently: "Well, don't do this . "
"Mother!" She was anxious immediately: "She is a bad woman, she bullied mother like that!"
I passed by Nangong Lizhu, and walked to the front of Miaoyan. Looking at her stubborn and unwilling to step back, she smiled with relief, and I stretched my hand to caress. Holding her hair, she said softly, "That's all, then."
"It's not so easy to get over," Miao Yan said resentfully.
"..."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly. This girl must have reported and didn't know who she was, but having such a personality is not necessarily a good thing. At least now, when I hear the woman behind me, even breathing becomes difficult.
I didn't look back, but just silent for a moment, then said softly: "Well, she did bully her mother before, and she has suffered a lot because of it, but it has passed. If the mother always remembers it, she will never forget it. , Then the mother has been bullied by her and has been suffering. "
She froze and looked up at me.
I said calmly: "Only if you release yourself, can you really get out of trouble."
She seemed to understand, but it was still a bit vague, and she was silent for a while before slowly saying, "But, mother, I'm not convinced!"
The smile on my face deepened: "Don't be convinced, you just defended your mother like that, and you've got everything back for your mother."
She blinked: "Really?"
I nodded. "Of course."
In fact, the wonderful words may not be understood, but I, and Nangong Lizhu who are having difficulty breathing, fully understand-I did suffer a lot of grievances and suffered a lot, but now, I have recovered my status. There is someone in my heart who gives me unlimited strength. I have my daughter everywhere to protect me. My life is not perfect, but it is complete. And Nangong Lizhu, after so many years, although she is still beautiful, but as women, we It is known that the decay of Hongyan may not take a long time, it may only take a short day, or even an instant. After Hongyan fades and her appearance fades, the only thing she can catch is the man's pet.
However, Pei Yuanzhang said that he was broken.
I do n’t know his stubbornness, Nangong Lizhu does n’t know, and I do n’t plan to take it seriously, but if it is true, then she is too pathetic.
The age is like water, and it will never return, but I really don't know what is left in her palms.
Under my persuasion, Miaoyan finally did not have the aggressive gambling as she just did, but she was still angry and still staring at Nangong Lizhu fiercely. This way, it was to Nangong Lizhu who wanted to get close to her. Said that it was tantamount to an invisible knife, and her heart was dug out with blood.
Eventually I persuaded her to go back to her own room and let Susu go in to guard her. Then I turned to Nangong Lizhu and said, "His Majesty is in bed. If you want to see, go and see. "
Until this time, Nangong Lizhu struggled and slowly stood upright.
She walked towards the quiet bed in the inner room.
However, just when she was outside the bead curtain and was about to reach out to open the curtain, she stopped suddenly, but did not look back, but with a strange, husky voice slowly said, "You look at me now, yes Don't you think I'm pathetic? "
"..."
I don't know why she asked so suddenly, but when I looked up and looked at her slender, trembling back, I didn't speak.
In this case, not speaking is the default.
Then she laughed softly.
"I'm really pathetic, aren't I?"
"..."
"I never put you in my eyes, thinking that I can win you by just moving my fingers."
"..."
"I thought that as long as I win you, you have everything."
I looked at her back slightly: "What about now?"
"Now?" She seemed to chuckled again, but in the laughter, I heard a crying noise inexplicably, although I knew that at this time, she had to keep the last bit of dignity anyway, not Really crying in front of me. I heard her slowly say with a depressed voice, "All I want is in your hands."
"..."
Then, I saw her slowly turning back, and now a pair of bright eyes were like a pool of muddy water at the moment: "I lost."
I sighed softly: "I don't know what it means to win or lose. Just like now, no matter how you win me now, those that belong to me cannot be taken away."
Her eyes flashed: "But there is one thing I want to come back to."
"what?"
"..."
This time, instead of speaking immediately, she slowly turned to look at the other side of the curtain, the figure lying quietly on the bed-he still did not wake up, although now, Nangong Lizhu was as dead as a ash. When he looked at him, his eyes blew a bit of charcoal red, as if his heart had been rekindled.
I gradually came to understand.
What she wants is--
Nangong Lizhu slowly turned around and stared at me flashingly: "I want you, give him back to me."
"..."
I do n’t know why, at this moment, it was clear that I and she could say something clearly, probably for so many years, when my grievances with her finally resolved, but when I heard her say that, I still bear Could not help showing a little cold, smiled slightly.
How ridiculous?
From the beginning, I have always understood the relationship between them. I tried my best to control myself. Even when I loved him the most, I kept my heart closed and controlled my feelings more because I knew that a period of affection There are not too many people, the extra one must be the injured one.
But I failed to manage myself after all.
In other words, I failed to escape.
So my first child was lost in the cry of her name.
I have no way to hate others, nor can I blame a woman who has not even been involved in my life. The only thing I can blame is myself.
Then she appeared again ...
I think of my mood when I jumped off the dragon boat, that is, I still remember it now, not because I keep remembering that period of pain and hate, but just because I was grateful for that despair, that gave me New beginning.
I thought that everything could pass, and I thought I would no longer be trapped in the mire between them.
But now the man told me he was broken.
The woman said to me that she wanted me to return this man to her.
Still not laughable?
Thinking about it this way, I laughed even harder, and the smile overflowed from my eyes directly to the corners of my lips. Looking at my unscrupulous smile, Nangong Lizhu's face tightened immediately.
With a hint of offended anger, she stared at me: "What are you laughing at?"
I looked up at her and still smiled, but there was a hint of helplessness in the smile: "He's not in my hand."
"..."
"Instead, I am in his hands."
"..."
When she heard what she said, she calmed down, and looked back at the rafters, her eyes softened as if the wind was blowing in from the door at the moment, she said gently, "This is enough, this enough……"
As she spoke, she opened the curtain and slowly walked to the bed, looking at the pale, unconscious face through the layers of curtains, and I could clearly see the light flowing in her eyes, as if It was dripping at any time, and she said gently, "Nothing matters, as long as he ... he is enough."
I stood on the other side of the curtain, looked at her across the slightly beaded curtains, and slowly said, "This is the decision you made these days?"
She trembled slightly and looked back at me.
I also looked at her calmly.
From the time Pei Yuanzhang fainted at the entrance of Yihua Palace, to the third day I went to see the queen in Jingren Palace, and today Li Li made a big noise. For such a long time, whether it is the former dynasty or the harem, so many things happened She didn't show up all the time, but she appeared today and played such a scene. I understand that in the past days, she couldn't know anything about this side.
It was after she made a decision that she would stop here to stop them.
And this decision will lead her to what kind of path, from the confrontation they just had at the door and Fang Yanjun, I almost can already feel it.
I looked at her, and the complexity of my heart almost came to my eyes.
"Your decision is this?"
She looked at me lightly: "Is there anything else?"
"..."
I felt her trembling slightly, and then I turned to look at Pei Yuanzhang on the bed. It seemed that I had to draw a little strength from seeing him, so that I could go on, and slowly said, "In my life, I want Too much and gave up too much, and now I just want to go back to him, to go back to our past ... "
I took a deep breath: "Do you know what your decision means?"
She smiled faintly, and the unspeakable Chu in her smile seemed to be, with a little sense of powerlessness: "It means that I am about to be an unfilial girl."
"..."
It was almost too late to breathe out, and my breath was choked.
I looked at her, my eyes narrowed suddenly.
"Master Nangong, what are you going to do?"