Chapter 1359: A **** hand!

"The two of us, who is the important one?"
When she asked this sentence, I was a little hesitant, but didn't answer her immediately, just sat there calmly.
Which two women are more important? This kind of question can't be easily asked. If it ’s usually asked like this, it ’s not the Ming Dynasty ’s irony, but I ’m afraid that it ’s been a long time ago, but neither of me and her spoke easily. Just look at each other like this.
This quiet, I don't know how long it lasted.
I can still calm down, but she seems to have been unable to hold back, her body trembling, and the tears in her eyes are blinking, but she refuses to cry easily, but just looks at me in such a stalemate. , Gritted his teeth and smiled, "You said!"
"..."
What else can you say?
I held the armrests on both sides of the chair, and my fingers kept on moving, but I couldn't move.
Nangong Lizhu laughed softly: "Yan Qingying, what are you going to do?"
"what?"
"You have won me."
"..."
"The only two men I care about in my life, they are upset for you, they hurt me for you. I have asked nothing, just stay with him, you have to come and tell me these . "
"..."
"You have to let me admit that I'm not as important as you. For them, you are the most important person, and my Nangong Lizhu is nothing, is it?"
"..."
"Do you have to step on my feet to be willing?"
I watched her collapse, and an indescribable sense of indifference erupted in my heart.
In the past, I always felt that there was a win or lose in life.
The man who won won naturally stood high in the clouds, while the one who lost lost fell into the quagmire, embarrassed and ugly.
In the past, I always thought so, so when in Yangzhou, Pei Yuanzhang slaped me to the ground in front of her, my heart was as dead as ever and never ignited.
But now, when she said that, and when I looked at her like this, I realized that it doesn't make any sense to say what to win or lose.
I have no joy of victory.
Seeing her wolverine did not make me have any joy and happiness.
Human heart and human nature are the same and the same. Human nature is good, loves goodness and hates evil, all are the nature of engraving in life and bone marrow. I ca n’t be happy because of the pain of others, no matter what this person has done to me What have you done.
Thinking of this, I sighed and said, "I didn't talk to you about who matters."
"..."
"I talked to you about how to deal with the matter before us to minimize our casualties."
"..."
"Nangong Lizhu, I have not won or lost with you."
"..."
"In the end, it's only life and death."
She stared at me blankly, like a hedgehog who was fully armed and set up acupuncture all over her body, but suddenly found that she had no enemies at all, no target that could be targeted, and suddenly the whole person collapsed, only to collapse. The hand holding Pei Yuanzhang barely supported her.
I said calmly: "If you want to be sad, you can be sad to the fullest, but not too long. We only have half an hour, and now, two moments have passed."
She shivered again, then looked up at me.
After a while, she said, "You really--"
"I know you won't believe what I say, but there is one thing you can see yourself," I looked straight into her eyes. "The two of us are important, but they are not important. The last life or death is what matters. "
"..."
"People are dead, nothing wins or loses."
"..."
She seemed to be shocked, staring at me with wide eyes, as if she didn't know me at all, and as if she heard someone talk to her like this for the first time, or say something to her.
To my eyes, she was full of complicated and contradictory things, as if something intangible was hitting her soul, once and again, shaking her soul.
I don't know how long it took, and in the end, she finally sighed: "You are right, in life and death, there is no winning or losing."
"..."
She looked at me and smiled suddenly: "Is that what they value?"
I was stunned and had not had time to respond, and she chuckled again:
"I go."
My breath tightened.
However, the smile was fleeting, did not stay on her face longer, and left no trace. Although I was trying to persuade her, I was hesitant to hear her say: "Are you really willing to go?"
She looked at me: "Is there any other way?"
"..."
I pursed my lips.
She smiled again and said, "Since there is no other choice, so be it."
I thought about it and said, "But you also need to know one thing."
She looked at me: "What?"
"After you go out, you are in the hands of the rebels."
"..."
"Victory, you are the daughter of Nangong Jinhong, theirs; negative, you are also a member of the rebels."
"..."
She was unexpectedly calm, without any surprises and fears, but her eyes were lowered slightly, and her long eyelashes covered those autumn eyes. I could not see her eyes, but felt a thick loneliness and helplessness. See through it.
She smiled lightly: "It doesn't matter."
"..."
She turned back again, looked at the sleepy man on the bed, and said, "Go out, I want to be with him for the last time, and stay a while."
I held the arm of the chair with a little force, and finally stood on my own, looked at her and said, "Don't take too long, half an hour, it will be here soon."
After speaking, I turned around and went out.


Just now, I felt that time passed slowly, and every moment seemed like a torment, but at this moment, I felt that time passed too quickly. After a while, the prescribed time limit was about to come.
A few students ran from the outside and told me anxiously that the rebels below were starting to move.
I sighed, walked directly and knocked on the door of the side hall, then pushed in and walked in.
As soon as I walked in, I saw Nangong Lizhu sitting on the bedside. I didn't know how long she had been sitting in this posture. When I walked in, she was bending down, and she was gently on Pei Yuanzhang's lips Last kiss.
"...!"
I froze and stopped, but Nangong Lizhu didn't even notice that I came in, and felt nothing, and reached out and gently stroked Pei Yuanzhang's cheek.
My face couldn't help getting hot, and I stepped back subconsciously.
This retreat, but slammed into the door behind him, with a snoring sound, Nangong Lizhu straightened up and turned to look at me.
I just saw that her face was paler than it was just now, and almost integrated with the white wall behind her. The only bright color on her face was her rosy lips, but she just saw her because of blood loss. And the lips are pale.
Just looking at Pei Yuanzhang lying there, I realized.
is blood.
Just after she was injured, the blood splattered from the wound fell on him, and also on his face and lips. This kiss made both him and her lips stain the blood red.
I don't know if the kiss also smelled of blood.
I was standing in the doorway, a little embarrassed, and she had said, "Time is up?"
"Arrived."
"Ok."
She finished, and finally looked down at Pei Yuanzhang, then slowly stood up, and the hand that had been holding his hand tightly, finally slowly released.
Maybe it ’s because of holding for too long, and the fingers of both people are entangled together. At this time, it seems a bit difficult to separate, not to mention the blood, because it was opened, the wound was cracked again, and there was red blood from her It dripped from the hand and fell into the palm of Pei Yuanzhang, dripping from the fingertips little by little along the fingers.
Looking at this scene, my brow frowned slightly.
Nangong Lizhu said nothing and just got up and went out.
I stood at the door, watching her go out like this, dripping her blood along the way, as if all the way was stained with blood red ...
She went outside.
Those court ladies and eunuchs didn't know what was going on. They only looked at the concubine with blood on her, and went out pale, but when Sun Jingfei saw her coming out, her expression was complicated. Set aside and didn't know what to say or what to do.
Only Ning Fei Yang Jinqiao stood at the door. When she saw her, she said calmly, "Where are you going?"
Nangong Lizhu only glanced at her without saying a word, and walked over to reach out and open the door.
I cried suddenly, "Nangong Lizhu."
She held the door with one hand and did not look back.
I asked her, "Do you have anything to say?"
"..."
"Tell him."
"..."
She was silent for a moment and said calmly, "No need to say."
"..."
"He understands."
"that--"
"Also," she said without looking back, "I want to tell you that I really like your daughter and like wonderful words."
"...!" My heart leaped heartily, for some reason she suddenly raised a good word, it was like a stab between me and her, which couldn't be touched easily, and a touch was a heartache.
I felt her shoulder twitch slightly, as if to be crushed by the pain, and she finally raised her head and took a long breath, saying, "But don't worry, I will take her away."
"..."
"It's yours, and no one can take it away."
After that, she pushed the door open.
The sun shone in from the outside, and I couldn't open my eyes for a moment. I closed my eyes, leaving her outline in my sight, and when I opened my eyes, she was gone.
The door was closed again.
I only saw her slender back at the moment when the gates were closed, stepping down the steps step by step, towards the rebels who shouted loudly.


I didn't let my emotions stay here too much. As soon as the door closed, I turned around and said to Sun Jingfei and several other students who were with me: "The next time, you must keep here. "
They hurriedly looked at me.
I said, "You can't let them attack. In any case, it will take half an hour."
"Half an hour?" Sun Jingfei seemed a little worried, and looked around: "Ji Xian Dian is almost unguarded. In such a place, once there is a strong attack, there is no capital to hold."
I said, "Yes."
He hurriedly asked, "What is it?"
As soon as the words fell, they heard outside the gate, and the rebels below began to shout.
At the beginning, the vocals were noisy, and they couldn't tell what they were shouting, but gradually, their voices began to be neat and uniform, and then they heard clearly that they were shouting a name—
"Yan Qingliang!"
"Yan Qingliang!"
As soon as those around me heard it, they all looked at me in shock, a student came to me subconsciously: "Sister Yan?"
As soon as Sun Jingfei heard the shout, he suddenly seemed to understand something. He hurried to the door and opened the line to look down, and my eyes just happened to be there, and he saw that Nangong Lizhu had been betrayed by those few The leader of the army seized.
Surrounded by some blood-stained tiger and wolf masters, her slender figure stood in the middle of the square, like a weak flower in the sea of ​​swords and mountains.
It can be swallowed at any time.
And all of them are holding up the sword in their hands at the moment, waving constantly, the cold light flashing in the air, they are still shouting--
"Yan Qingying! Yan Qingying!"
They want me out!
At this time, Yang Jinqiao had fully understood. She looked at me and Shen Sheng said, "You plan to do this for half an hour?"
My heart was sorely agitated by those shouts, as if I had to jump out of my chest at any time, I could only endure with my teeth, and said to them, "Half an hour, keep it up anyway!"
After speaking, it was like fleeing and left here.
I walked all the way and walked outside the side hall, and saw Wen Sisi they were all staying at the door, but maybe because of the special situation at the moment, none of them dared to enter, all hovering around the door. When he saw me coming, he hurried around: "Miss Yan, you are here!"
"My concubine Nangong, where did she go?"
"What happened to the emperor?"
"Miss Yan, we want to see the Emperor, how is he doing ?!"
I was surrounded by them, and people were a little embarrassed for a moment. It seemed that the door was just opened, and the dazzling sunlight when sending Nangong Lizhu out ...
After a moment of silence, I said, "You guys want to see him? But he hasn't awoken yet."
A low voice said, "I just want to know, he is fine."
This voice--
When I saw it, it was Ye Yunshuang.
Looking at her anxious and worried eyes, I was silent and said, "Okay."
Whatever, let them guard him.
So I turned around and the door was still hidden. I walked over and reached out to open the door of the side hall. Suddenly, my wrist sank.
I looked down and saw that a hand, a hand, stuck out of the door and held my wrist!
My heart sank suddenly.
this is--!