Chapter 1401: What the **** do you know?

"Oh, baby."
These short words made me tremble with trembling.
So strange and familiar name.
In fact, outside Yangzhou City, after that chaotic and sad night, after I and Jingxu met on the boat, I seemed to have given her the name "Yue Qingying". In these years, I haven't thought about it, nor thought about it Life when I still called the name.
But now, she shouted the name, as if the dusty past had been taken out of the ashes of time.
Susu frowned next to her: "What's her name?"
I didn't explain more to her. Zhao Shuyuan called it like this. I don't think she saw me and recognized me, but that she was not so clear.
Sure enough, she stroked the back of my hand and said softly, "When did you come back?"
Susu listened more inexplicably beside her.
I handed the parcel in her hand and asked her to clean up the water basin. When Su Su went out and closed the door, Zhao Shuyuan said to me gently, "You're not saying that you want to go out and travel, don't you Will you come back? "
"..."
What she said should be Yue Qingying, that is, going out quietly to travel. That was because Pei Yuanzhen said "Yan Qingying" in the hall. She was worried that someone would really go to Huangze Temple to find out the roots. With a blind eye, he lied that "Yan Qingying" had died of illness, and Jingxu naturally left Huangze Temple to avoid being stabbed by this lie.
In the past so long, Huangze Temple was destroyed, but Zhao Shuyuan also said that it seemed that she was really confused.
Without breaking it, I followed her words: "I miss you, so come back and see you."
"Miss me? What do I have to think about."
I laughed and helped her to go to the bed and sit down. She suddenly raised her head and looked at me, and said, "Where did you go and what did you do?"
I thought about it and sat next to her, smiling, and said, "I have been to many places, but I haven't done anything well, nothing has happened, and I'm still struggling in the dust."
"Stupid child, if people don't struggle in the dust, wouldn't they be Buddhas."
"Haha."
I laughed.
I want to say that I am very strange to this lady. I used to have little contact with her when I was a palace girl, let alone no contact. Today is the first time I have talked, but I find that I only have a chance to speak. feel.
She is not so sane, but she speaks methodically, like an ordinary old man who cares for her, and asks me a lot, and I patiently answers her. The two talked for a while, and late at night, I let her lie down to sleep, and pulled the quilt over her shoulder to cover her.
As she was about to blow out the candle on the bedside, she suddenly pulled my sleeves and whispered, "Quietness, did you find my son?"
"...!"
I was shocked and slammed the candle out.
The room was suddenly dark, but it seemed that something was lit in my heart.
I turned around and barely saw the darkness. Her thin figure was lying on the bed, her eyes flickered slightly, and she was looking at me.
My heart was beating, almost all of it was about to come out of my mouth. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. I said, "I found it but I didn't find it."
"what……"
She gave a sigh. Although the voice was very light, I felt her loss clearly from that sigh. Suddenly, the whole person collapsed, as if it had collapsed.
I reached out to touch her subconsciously, but she reached out and caught my hand.
Her hands, just washed with hot water, still had a little temperature at this time. When she rubbed her palms, she even felt a little heat, as if she was eager, she said, "Then you have to help me find it well Ask more people, find out more, and help me find him. "
My heart beats even harder.
In fact, I do n’t want to ask about it, but I just received her today. I also worry that asking about the past will touch her sensitive nerves and make her scared. Instead, I will make trouble on the road, so I do n’t speak. However, she did not expect that she mentioned the incident first, and she was so confused that she had forgotten everything that had happened before, and only focused on letting Xuxu find her son.
Repressing my throbbing heart, I said as calmly as possible: "It's so easy to find someone."
When she heard me say that, she gave a lost sigh.
"what……"
"Moreover, it's been so many years."
"..."
"How many years have passed, do you remember?"
I felt a little shudder, and after a long time, she said very lightly, "Last thirty years, more than thirty years ..."
My breathing became tighter, and then I said, "Yeah, it's been more than thirty years. If your son is still alive, he's also an adult, maybe he has already married his wife and had children."
"... marry a wife and have children."
"Yeah, it's too hard to find a child that was lost more than thirty years ago."
When I said that, I approached her slightly, and looked at her blinking eyes with a touch of moonlight coming in through the window: "Do you have any credentials for that child?"
"certificate?"
"Yeah, the voucher for future recognition."
She shook her head blankly: "I didn't, I didn't leave him anything. When he was born, I didn't even have time to look at him, and he was taken away."
"...!"
My heart trembled, and I could not help but secretly said: Queen Yin is too vicious!
Even if it was Emperor Tai Pei Ji, in order to protect the coffin that was regarded as ominous, he exchanged Pei Yuanzhang's queen's child, but he still allowed the queen mother to spend some time with that child. After all, there was still a trace between mother and child Reminiscence time, but Queen Yin did not let Zhao Shuyuan see her child, and sent the child away. This kind of viciousness, such cruelty, is too much!
I even think that those she went through afterwards were mad and wandering after the cataclysmic changes in Huyuexia, maybe they were revenge for evil!
Only pity Zhao Shuyuan.
I looked down at her Cangjie's eyes, and there was growing sorrow, as if to overwhelm her, I could hardly bear to ask any more.
However, the confusion of doubts that kept coming out in my mind kept on twitching.
I couldn't help it at last, and asked tentatively, "She, why are you doing this to you? Why take your child away?"
"..."
"What the do you know?"