Chapter 1587: I'm easy to be content with, but hard to please

"You're back here, that's enough."
Hearing this sentence, deep and hoarse, with deep feelings of love after years of hardening, if in the past, even just a year ago, maybe I would be moved.
But this time, I just lowered my head, smiled slightly, and looked up at him.
I said, "Pei Yuanxiu, do you know-"
He looked at me pale.
Do you know that this house is not considered to be Qionglou Yuyu for me? The life I have here is not carefree. For people like me, Ronghua is rich and gentle and considerate. It's not what I pursue throughout my life.
It's easy to be content, but it's hard to please.
Do you know, Xue Xue has not only two dreams but only one, and I also have two dreams. I wished that I would not grow up when I was a child, I would like my parents to accompany me, and I would always love them. But this dream was broken when I left Xichuan that year, so my second dream was to have my own home and be with my beloved. But now, Liu Qinghan, because of your poisoning, has endured such great pain, and I am still alive and dying. The only thing I comforted in those days was to "recover" my mother.
But you killed her!
Do you know that I and you haven't walked the same road at all from the beginning, but you have to tie me to your side and this road.
I may not be able to ruin you, then I can only ruin this road.
...
At this moment, too many words, too many emotions came to my heart, but he faced his pale face, even with a little eager anticipation, but I felt very weak, and probably already understood that saying nothing was useless Now, I shook my head, and then said lightly, "Just be happy."
After speaking, he went inside automatically.
My sentence did not express one tenth of the emotion in my heart, but he seemed to be deeply pierced into the heart by an invisible needle. When I turned around, I could He heard the sound of his breathing stagnation.
He said behind me: "Lightness-"
I stopped and looked back at him, but after he yelled it out, it seemed as if he didn't know what else he could say, just stood at the door and looked at me without a look.
I ticked the corners of my lips, and then said lightly, "Since I've caught me back, you still need to worry about eating and dressing. I do n’t eat much, but I do n’t want to eat three meals; I like to be quiet, Please do n’t disturb too many people in the usual time. As for the wear, ordinary people use it, and these are never my concerns. "
I spoke softly and lightly, but his brows grew more and more tight.
"Lightness ..."
"That's all."
After that, I held the door frame with both hands and watched him standing at the door, staring at me with solemn eyes, and there seemed to be endless words to me, and I didn't give him any chance, and slowly I The door closed.
After closing the door, I held the door with both hands and paused for a while, only to hear the sound of wind outside, the bamboo forest shook even more, but suddenly I remembered something, and hurriedly opened the door again.
As soon as the door was opened, it was discovered that Pei Yuanxiu did not leave at all and was still standing at the door.
Obviously he was standing outside the door, but as soon as the door was opened, his dark and deep eyes lighted up, as if the sunlight was in the room instead. At this moment, the door opened and illuminated him. The spirit looked at me with wide eyes, "Lightness!"
I said, "I have one more thing to ask you."
"..."
"Where's Nangong Lizhu?"
""
His face was a little brighter, like he was very happy, but as soon as I heard this question, all the sunlight seemed to be blocked by dark clouds, and his pupils were darkened. Came down.
And I looked at him: "She, isn't she here?"
"..."
"She was held by you-where is she?"
"..."
"She should still be in Jinling?"
"..."
He had been silent for a long time, and after watching me for a long time, he said dumbly, "You will want it even if you are her."
"..." I was stunned.
But after this sentence, he didn't say anything, but was tired, as if he would be overwhelmed by something in the next moment, and said quietly, "Let's rest."
"..."
"I promise, I won't let her, let anyone bother you."
After speaking, he turned away.
I frowned for a moment, but I still wanted to ask something, but at this moment I was a little bit indifferent. I just watched him turn slowly and walked slowly into the bamboo forest along that path. After a while, the figure disappeared before my eyes.
I stood at the door and watched his figure disappear, and then slowly returned to the room and closed the door.
Outside the door, everything was silent except the wind.


At noon, it started to rain lightly.
After the autumn, the weather is naturally like this. In the past, my favorite thing to do was sitting on the bed or lying on the couch on a rainy day, covering a thin blanket, holding a book, a cup of tea and an incense burner on hand Listening to the sound of drizzle falling on the bamboo leaves, it is probably the best enjoyment in the world.
But this time, I don't have such a feeling of enjoyment.
Although the boat and car have been exhausted for so many days, my body and mind have been exhausted, but I can't sleep, so I just covered a blanket on my leg, and then leaned on the bedside, the surface was quiet, but my heart was like the lake in the rain. Thousands of thoughts rippled like little ripples.
I didn't take a gamble to come back to him with a sigh of relief, but when I really arrived at this place, I didn't regret it, but it was a lie.
I don't want to keep myself in such a situation. Han Ruoshi is not an ant who can pinch to death as soon as I reach out. Although the matter of Xichuan was ordered to be arranged before I left, but Jinling The side events are not something I can arrange.
There are too many to consider and even trouble.
And before I came here, one thing I hadn't considered was the information revealed in the letter of wonderful words.
Coming here now, if you do n’t spend a little bit of effort, the outside message may be difficult to receive, no matter how much I want to return to the wonderful words, or let the wonderful words come to my side, it is very difficult.
Thought of this, could not help but frowned.
Just then the door was pushed open.
When the door opened with a squeak, my thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and I hurriedly looked up to see that two young girls came in from outside, holding food containers in their hands.
Come here to bring me food.
I could not help but frowned again.
Although the words he said in front of Pei Yuanxiu were just to remind him not to let Han Ruoshi come to me again, obviously he also understood what I meant, and he did not let the lady who led all the affairs in his backyard take charge of my affairs However, these two girls—the steps were a bit too light. There was no sound in the inner courtyard. I didn't even hear their footsteps.
It's like the previous Mr. Xie Xie who appeared at my door every time.
As soon as they came in, a wind with a cold rain blew in, blowing the curtain in the middle of the room constantly, and through the gap between the curtains, I saw them placing their dishes Looking at the dishes from a distance, it is not extravagant, but the home is rich, but it makes people appetite.
After being placed, they didn't bother to say hello to me, so they held the food container and were ready to exit.
I hurried to get out of bed: "Wait a minute."
The two girls came to the door and stopped when they heard me call them, "What else does Miss Yan tell me?"
I walked in front of them, and looked at them up and down. When I saw the looks of both of them, I could not help but snorted.
These two girls, however, are as beautiful as flowers at the age of seventeen or eight, but on closer inspection, the beauty of the two of them seems to be a little different from those of ordinary people-the nose is high and pointed, The eyes were deep, and the pupils of the eyes were lighter. When they looked up at me, I had the feeling of looking at amber.
This appearance-I'm not familiar with it, but it doesn't seem to be completely new.
Seems to have seen such a person somewhere.
I asked, "Who are you? Why haven't I seen you here?"
She glanced at each other, and one of them said, "We are sent by the master to take care of Miss Yan."
"Master? Who is your master?"
They blinked twice, and I immediately remembered the strength of the foot that they could not hear the footsteps when they came in, and said, "That—Xie Ye, is your master?"
They nodded. "Yes."
"..."
After getting this answer, I calmed down, they looked at each other in pairs, and then asked me, "Is there anything else for Miss Yan?"
"..."
"If not, we're leaving."
"..."
After speaking, he turned and retreated.
The door closed again in front of me.
I stood at the door, listening to the sound of rain outside, but still couldn't hear a little footsteps, and my heart felt a shock.
They turned out to be Xie Yi's apprentices, although I'm not surprised that Pei Yuanxiu would let his people take care of me. After all, there are such people, which can prevent the possibility of my escape from Jinling before, and can guarantee that I will not be attacked by others. Harassment is indeed killing two birds with one stone, but I was still surprised that they were Xie Yun's apprentices.
This person is indeed not simple.
Although he was working under Pei Yuanxiu's command, he obviously had his own power, and to a certain extent should not be under the control of Pei Yuanxiu, or even completely separated from Jinling Mansion, and Pei Yuanxiu would let his people rest assured. The inner court takes care of me.
However, the looks of these two girls--
I thought about it for a while, and suddenly my mind flashed!