Chapter 1603: Baiyi crossing the river
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Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort
- Leng Qing Shan
- 2322 characters
- 2021-02-26 11:55:11
When I closed the door and turned around, I saw Han Zitong standing in the middle of the room, staring at me with a deep eye.
There was a slight smile on the corner of my mouth: "What's wrong?"
"..."
"Look at me?"
"..."
"Are you watching, have I been hurt?"
She glanced and said, "You know it's me?"
I laughed: "Many people want to kill me, but they can do it in Jinling, and they have just been offended by me two days ago, and they threatened to kill me, only Miss Zitong, you."
"So, do you let me in?"
"You are the host family. I can't keep the host family out of the door."
After speaking, I went to the table and raised my hand to the opposite stool: "Sit."
This time, she seemed to have lost the anger that she had carried with her in the past. I didn't provoke the slightest mood swing by talking so calmly and smiling so calmly, but I felt that her own heart was excited. It was terrible and very depressing. When she walked across to me and sat down slowly, I could see her hands holding the table in the dark and the green tendons on the back of the hands exploded one by one.
The two sat down, facing each other calmly.
She said, "Then you let me in now, do you have anything to say?"
I laughed: "You came to me, didn't you have something to say?"
"..." She was silent again, then raised her eyes and looked at me. On such a silent night, the two women sat in front of the swaying candlelight, facing each other, but there was an indescribable sense of loneliness. Come, but more, it is exuded from her, not only loneliness, but also an almost desperate mood.
She finally said, "Actually, I don't hate you."
"……Oh?"
"We have similar backgrounds and the same environment for growing up. Maybe you do n’t know. In fact, my sister and I are also teenagers. Although my family business is big, but there are more people, she is so sick. If I am not strong, I will not I put on thorns all over myself. She and I couldn't survive today, nor could we meet Yuan Xiu. "
I opened my eyes slightly.
I didn't expect that she would suddenly tell me about her childhood. Although her tone was so bland when she said it, I clearly heard her from decades of deliberately bland and even indifferent words. Hard work soaked into the bone marrow.
But when she said that, I seemed to understand.
Jiang Xia's descendants sound like a good name, but such a huge family business, the roots of the intricate roots, ended up on the shoulders of two weak and slim girls. If you think about it carefully, there will never be only wealth and wealth. Have fun.
I looked at her, and I felt a little bit of empathy in my eyes, and said gently, "Is it?"
"Now, finally, there is a chance. My sister met her life-long dependence, and our family business will not be embarrassed by others, and can even be carried forward. Our Korean family can be celebrities forever. How can I easily give up?"
"..."
"How can I easily let go of people who block our way?"
"Do you think I blocked your way?"
She looked at me and sighed lightly, saying, "Actually, it doesn't matter what you say now. I know, whether you like you or hate you, neither of us can get along peacefully, You can't do it, and I can't do it, so I want to kill you, you're not surprised at all, and you want Yuan Xiu to marry me to the son of the Ao family, I'm not surprised at all. "
My heart moved slightly: "I--?"
"Isn't it you?" Although she said very calmly, at this moment, I still saw her slightly red eyes, and when I stared at me, there was a slight tremor: "Is it not your idea? ? Because you know that I'm going to do something to you, you know that I've always been hostile to you, so you figured out a way to make me disappear from your eyes once and for all. "
"..."
"As soon as I leave, my sister-can I leave it to you?"
I frowned slightly, my heart was almost subconsciously trying to argue, but when I opened my mouth, my voice was a bit dumb, and I probably knew in my heart that what I said at this time was useless. Han Zitong is a stubborn person. Believe that you are willing to believe, stubborn enough to protect the person she vowed to protect even if it is covered with bruises.
Regardless of that person, she needs her guardian.
At this time, I saw her shoulder twitching slightly, groping one hand from the waist, then holding something on the table, and snorted softly.
Looking down, it was a heavy, gray-black knife.
Although it hasn't come out yet, I can already feel the sharpness of the blade.
I frowned and looked up at her again: "You, kill me by yourself?"
She kept her eyelids silent.
"Do you think you can succeed?"
"I must succeed!"
This sentence made my heart sink slightly, and I also felt that she had come with a determination to die today, and no matter what the price, she must kill me.
I sighed softly.
In fact, I see Han Zitong more thoroughly than others, but the human heart is like this. Even the simplest mind often has the most thorough part, which can reflect the most beautiful light. Those words, I knew how stubborn she was, but I was still shocked.
I saw that she was about to reach out, and I was about to pull out the short knife. Just when her fingertip just touched the handle, I suddenly said, "Have you ever thought about it, if you kill me , What happens next? "
Her eyes flashed and her fingers froze nowhere near the sword.
I looked at her: "Have you thought about these things?"
She lowered her eyelids, and the long shadow cast by her eyelashes was on her face, shaking every bit of her, every bit of trembling being made clear. After a few moments of silence, she said softly, "If both of us died tonight, there would be nothing to be concerned about. Even after the death, even the horrible war?"
I was stunned by her and laughed bitterly.
Most people have this mentality.
But she, her determination this time, is also extremely great.
I said gently, "Have you thought about it, if you killed me, would you be alive?"
Her face jerked violently.
I can see her face faded, the expression that seemed to be suddenly struck by thunder-in fact, she could not be sure that there was such a result. When anyone wants to punish and kill another person, the most Of course, the hopeful ending is that she survived and the other party was killed, but she seemed to have never thought about it.
Probably because she didn't dare to think.
I dare not think, if I am dead and she is still alive, then what kind of Pei Yuanxiu will she face as the murderer of me?
I said gently, "Have you thought about it, do you have to face Pei Yuanxiu?"
This time, her reaction was much bigger than just now, as if she was suddenly stuck with a needle, and she suddenly got up from the stool, grasped the short knife tightly with one hand, and held it in her arms.
That posture is like protecting yourself.
I know how much Pei Yuanxiu touched her.
This is something she probably didn't dare to think about before, let alone survive.
So I immediately said, "You actually thought about it, but you didn't dare to face it. If you kill me, if you are still alive, you have to face Pei Yuanxiu, no matter what kind of punishment, even anger, It's not something you can bear. "
"..."
"Because, you love him."
"..."
"You love him more than anyone in the world!"
Her face was pale, as if she was finally stabbed by the needle in my words to nowhere, and shouted loudly at me: "Don't say it, don't say it again! Shut me up!"
Her hands clearly held a short knife that could kill me for an instant, but at this time she did not mean to pull it out at all, but held the knife tightly with her hands, as if holding a life-saving Like straw.
Instead, I was firmer and bolder than she with a killing weapon in my hand. I stood on my desk and slowly approached her, saying, "Isn't it? You think you can hide everything from everyone?" In fact, no one of you can hide it. Everyone knows that from the way you look at him, from the way you talk to him, and by your side all these years-do you think you are guarding your sister? . "
"..."
"I know you are here to stay with him."
"..."
"To give yourself an excuse, stay by his side and watch him and help him, so you keep telling yourself that you want to protect your sister, but in fact, your sister is married, and she has her husband There are so many people who protect her, why bother you alone? "
These words of mine completely hurt her. I saw Han Zitong's eyes were red, as if a beast was pushed into a desperate state. She shouted at me loudly: "You give me a mouth! ! "
"..."
"I didn't! I didn't want to grab him from my sister!"
"..."
"Even if I'm in my heart--"
When he said that, it seemed to be stinging again, and he stopped struggling and looked at me with tears in his eyes, and I looked at her indifferently. The pain was clearly caused by others, but I wonder if it was because she left me too Recently, all her expressions of despair and pain are reflected in my eyes, and the mood of despair and pain seems to have infected me.
I looked at her and slowly said, "It's already time, don't you dare to say this?"
My words are like the last straw that crushed a camel.
When I heard a bang, I looked up, and Han Zitong's hand was involuntarily released, and the short knife held in her arms as a life-saving straw fell to the ground.
A tear dripped from her eyes.
"I……"
She murmured, not like talking to me, or like talking to herself, but completely unconscious, the most afraid to face in the bottom of her heart, maybe a cage locked in a corner of her heart Here, desperately did not dare let it see the secrets of the sky, day and night.
"I ..." Her lips trembled so hard, finally she said gently, "I have always loved him in my heart."
My breath sank with it.
She finally said it!
At this moment, I don't know if it was because of her mood, or for some other reason. I felt the wind outside was a little bit more stagnant. The bamboo forest outside the window shook constantly, making a rustling noise, which stirred the whole night anxiously.
At this time, Han Zitong had no consciousness to control everything around her. Even me, she seemed to have forgotten, and only talked with herself at this moment.
"I've always loved him."
"..."
"When I first saw him, when he was crossing the river in a white suit, I saw him at the ferry. It was like seeing a fairy walking down from the Tianhe. From that moment on, I could not forget him. "
"..."
"But as soon as I turned my head, I saw my sister's eyes ..."
"..."
"I know that my sister has him in my heart, and later I know that he has you in his heart."
"..."
"Only me, nothing and nothing."
"..."
"I can't do anything, let alone say that my sister's health is not good. She managed to find her own wishful gentleman. I must protect her and not destroy her happiness."
"..."
"So, I have to stay in this house all the time to help him deal with all the annoying things. Only then can I have a reason to stay with him, even if I only look at him from a distance every day, I am satisfied."
"..."
Suddenly, I felt a dryness in my throat, as if it had been burned by fire. When I wanted to speak, I felt a torn pain first, and I looked at her with a sorrow and a sense of consternation.
Contrary to the day and night of his beloved one, but can't reveal the slightest, even let him know it. How many people in the world can realize this pain?
I looked at her and Shen Sheng said, "Do you think your sister doesn't know this?"
"...!"
She trembled suddenly, raised her eyes and looked at me, and the tears in her eyes continued to flow down.
I said, "She knows, just don't say it, but even if she doesn't say it, do you think there is a woman who can keep her sister beside her for a long time and let her marry her husband?"
The more I said, the more she trembled, as if my words were an invisible knife, deep into her heart. When I finished that last sentence, Han Zitong raised his head sharply and looked at me, only to find out that she was already in tears.
The embarrassing marks on her face exposed all her weakness and weakness to my eyes.
I don't know why, I know all this, but looking at her like this also makes my heart hurt a little.
In emotion, no one is a complete winner.
She looked at me helplessly, even a little at a loss: "You said, she knows?"
"..."
"My sister, she knows me—"
"Not only does she know," I said in a deep voice, looking at her hazy eyes, and said, "Even Pei Yuanxiu knows."
She opened her eyes sharply. "What?"
This time, I didn't explain anything, and didn't say anything, but walked directly to the door and opened the door.
I heard a "squeak", and the long, husky voice sounded in the night, with a feeling of extravagance.
A tall, familiar figure stood silently at the door.
At this time, he slowly raised his head.