Chapter 1639: But yes, a use

I sighed and Shen said, "How do you know, I won't tell you the truth?"
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"How do you know that I haven't left a way for you?"
Han Zitong looked at me and smiled coldly: "I already know your plans now, you can say whatever you want. Even if you want to say now, you planned to run with me from the beginning, you can."
I know she has some thoughts of giving up now.
I said, "I really didn't want you to escape with us."
She looked at me and laughed.
There was no surprise, but tears fell again.
Nangong Lizhu frowned, and took a step forward to say something. I raised my hand to stop her from speaking, then looked at Han Zitong and said, "You are the daughter of Jiang Xia, and you can leave Jinling. ? "
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"She and I escaped, but you escaped and died."
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"You must stay in Jinling."
Han Zitong smiled lazily, not even looking at me, ready to turn around and return to her own room: "What else do you have to say?"
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"Stay here."
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"I was born here and died here.
I took a step forward: "I said I'll leave you a way of life, not I will leave it for you, but-your sister will leave it for you."
This sentence seemed to explode a thunder suddenly above his head. Han Zitong's shoulders twitched a bit, and he hurriedly turned back to look at me, his eyes seemed to ignite a flame, but his tone was completely unbelievable The voices were trembling terribly: "What did you say? She gave me a way to live?"
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"She, will she?"
I said, "You said just now, there are some people's roads that I designed, but in the end I can't go, in fact, it is her own choice."
This time, Nangong Lizhu couldn't hold back. She came over and asked, "So, what did you design?"
I glanced at them both and said calmly, "Do you know what I have been doing with Ao Jiayu every day these days?"
Han Zitong frowned slightly: "Aren't you choosing her wedding dress with her?"
"Then you know, what suit did I choose for her?"
"……what?"
"Dragon and Phoenix are awesome."
"Long Feng Cheng Xiang?"
She was still at a loss, perhaps because her mood was too chaotic and she couldn't react, but after all, Nangong Lizhu came out of the palace, her frown frowned, and she said immediately: "Dragon ... Feng ...? You want to hint What? "
I nodded. "Yes."
As I said, I turned my head to look at Han Zitong: "There is a daughter in the Han family, and the mother will dominate the world. I believe you are not the first to hear this sentence. Your sister can allow Ao Jiayu and even watch me marry. It ’s because of this sentence that she didn't say anything to Pei Yuanxiu, but I have been defending you so much. I think from the moment she saw Pei Yuanxiu, she should have been planning for this sentence in her heart. "
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"She wants to be a queen, mother-in-law, right?"
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Han Zitong's face became paler. She bit her lower lip and nodded gently, "Yes."
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"She has always believed in this rumor, and she also believes that she has the queen's fortune. She once told me that as long as she can become the queen, the children of the Korean family can be prosperous and rich for generations to come, and she let I have to help her, I have to help her to the back! "
I sneered in my heart, but Nangong Lizhu put the sneer directly on my face, and I turned to her and said, "I already told you before, she wants to kill us both because we are both here. She had previously married a woman of Pei Yuanxiu. If one day in the future, Pei Yuanxiu really has the opportunity to be in the Ninth Five-Year Plan, the first is you, the second is me. "
Nangong Lizhu nodded and sneered again.
Han Zitong raised his head and looked at us. I said, "She wasn't very wary of Ao Jiayu, because this little girl is too young, and she started after her. In the spirit of your sister, you don't have to treat her at this time. In your eyes. "
Nangong Lizhu said, "But if you choose this wedding dress for her, just—"
"That's right," I nodded. "Long and phoenix are something that ordinary people can only look at with joy, but your sister has such a deep obsession with the queen's position, which is extraordinary in her eyes. "
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"In addition, the identity of Ao Jiayu, the daughter of the Bohai King, is almost the same as the daughter of the King of Jiangxia. What's more terrible is that you only have two sisters in your family, but beside Ao Jiayu, there is a brother who looks good. Ao Zhi, the Bohai King himself is also in his prime. "
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"Imagine that in the future, if Pei Yuan was to succeed in the throne, wouldn't Ao Jiayu be a strong contender?"
At this moment, Han Zitong seemed to suddenly wake up: "You made her understand this on purpose."
"Yes."
"Then your purpose is--"
"Ao Jiayu has an elder brother by your side, and by your elder sister, only you."
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"If even you die, then she is really left alone to fight."
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"I deliberately chose that wedding dress for Ao Jiayu, and deliberately concealed it before, and let her see it today, just to let her have no other choice. If she still wants this posterior, if she realizes Ao Jiayu's threat to her, she can't kill you! "
I said so much, but Han Zitong was silent, and his face was almost pale, and Nangong Lizhu gave me a glance-although she didn't know much about the sisters, but Han Zitong also understood those words very well, she valued My sister has almost defeated life, but those words I just said clearly have nothing to do with sisterhood.
But it is--
Han Zitong smiled suddenly, his eyes were hazy, "It's just a use."
"But at least you can survive."
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She lifted her head and looked at me with almost empty eyes, and I added a little tone of breath, and said slightly dryly, "Han Zitong, you don't understand, what does it mean to survive?"
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"It means that everything can be changed, it means that what you want is likely to come to you."
She said softly, "Why are you so concerned about living?"
I was silent for a while and then said, "Living is the most important thing. Instead of dying for one person, it is better to live for someone worth living for."
Han Zitong looked at me and was silent.
At this time, Nangong Lizhu came to me and whispered, "Then what you just said, to give her a way to live, in fact, let her sister--"
I nodded my head and looked at Han Zitong. Her head dropped deeply, almost buried in her chest. I could feel her frustration and bewilderment at this moment. In the first half of her life, she almost lived for one person, but this one However, people will abandon her when everything is about to happen, and may even kill her. This kind of blow is not acceptable to ordinary people. I ask myself, even if I am in such a life, I will never do it better than her. Better.
I can only comfort her: "Han Zitong, although you have been told from all ages to take care of her, protect her, and even complete her, it does not mean that you live for her. You have the same origin, the same identity, the same Look, even-you are much better than her, she has such a life you gave her, why can't you have it? "
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"Why do you want to be the shadow behind the happiness of others?"
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"Why can't you be the one who enjoys happiness ?!"
Listening to my nearly aggressive questioning, Han Zitong's stubbornness and stubbornness disappeared at this moment. She even raised her head to look at me with no strength, she just kept her head down, already on both sides. The shoulders, which were so thin and bones, twitched slightly.
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I know that what she is experiencing now is the heaviest blow in her life. Some people will be stunned by such a blow, but those who are resilient will stand up again under the pressure and not take a bath. Rebirth.
What kind of Han Zitong would be?
I looked at her pale face and thick eyelashes and slowly said, "You asked me before if there was a way for you to live, and now I want to tell you that there are two ways for you to live, but none of them are for me. of."
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"I designed so many things that Ao Jiayu put on such a wedding dress to stimulate your sister and make her realize that she can't live without you. If she realizes this as I wish, then later today , She should send someone to the inner court, please go out and watch the ceremony, and escape this calamity. "
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"This is your first way of life. It's for her."
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"But if no one comes in to invite you to Licheng outside, it means her choice, and she has no trace of kindness towards you!"
She shivered awfully, and then suddenly smiled and said slowly, "Well, do I still have a second way to live?"
Looking at her almost desperate smile, I said Shen: "Don't you want to live by yourself?"
"...!"
She froze slightly, looking up at me, and there seemed to be flashes of light in her eyes.
I said, "The second way to live is yourself."
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"I've arranged everything I can arrange for me, and I can design everything, and it's up to me how I go."
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"You too."
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"I told you all my plans. What to do is up to you."
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"If you want to survive, survive yourself!"
After saying this, I did n’t open my mouth again. My lips curled into a line, and I looked at Han Zitong almost blankly, and seemed to have eyes with twinkling candle light, while Nangong Lizhu frowned all the time. She slowly turned her head and looked at the closed door outside.
At this moment, she, and I, as well as Han Zitong, were silently waiting for an answer.
Han Ruoshi, will you come?