Chapter 1653: This world will be different

His voice was low and dull, and his deliberately soft tone and the warm breath that followed it could shake almost anyone's heart.
But at this time, I just felt fear.
He clasped his hands on both sides of his body, and there was no room for struggle. The whole man took a pose that he wanted, which not only made me feel humiliated, but also scared me.
Afraid of his violation.
Even more afraid of his never-ending plunder.
Feeling my stiff panic, he sighed and slowly relaxed the strength of both hands, but did not completely release my hand, but slowly along the arm exposed from the sleeve, slowly Stroking, stroking my shoulder all the time, gently rubbing it twice, and then whispering, "All said, you don't have to be afraid of me."
"..."
"Even if I kill everyone in the world, I won't hurt you."
"..."
"Why are you afraid of me?"
"..."
When he said these words, the silence around him had been completely broken. I could hear another war begun. The ship was shaking violently in the current of the river, some people were shouting, some were yelling The thick killing gas filled the whole night.
He is going to attack Yangzhou again.
This night, what a fierce battle, will the river be red again? Will the sky be dim again for the night's killing? How many people will die for it? How many homes will be broken? How many hopeful eyes will fall into despair?
I slowly closed my eyes, and hot tears gushed from my eyes.
He immediately felt the wet ironing on his cheek. There was nothing to hide between the two men's skin, and even the pain and helplessness in my heart, his body became heavier and weighed on me. Almost breathless-he seems to want this, let me breathless, let me think and see.
I couldn't hold back the pain in my heart anymore and cried out.
In such a dark night, the cry of a woman is enough to break anyone's heart.
Hearing my wailing cries suppressed in the night, he slowly stood up, leaned his head, and kissed my cheek.
Tears, he kissed softly.
However, the next wave of tears came uncontrollably, as if the river at your feet, from tonight, there will be no time to calm down.
His hands slowly stretched towards my back, holding me tightly in my arms, and the two people's bodies were close together without even a trace of space, even if I wanted to struggle, A little away from him, he would immediately fill that gap with another posture.
All breathing, heartbeat, are under his control.
He kissed my cheek, and finally printed my trembling lips, murmuring softly: "Don't cry, light, don't cry ..."


That night, he didn't touch me and I didn't faint and lose consciousness under his violation.
Was forced to suffer another kind of pain.
I couldn't sleep at night. I was hugged by his hands. I felt his breath blowing across his ears and neck. He could see his quiet silhouette in the dark, and the thing that kept me awake most was the sound outside.
He probably was conscious to stay by my side during the war. He was afraid of my collapse, but in this way, I could hear everything happening outside in a sober state.
Roar, scream, scream--
Helpless, hopeless, painful ...
By the time all the sounds and emotions had subsided slowly, my empty eyes widened all night and had dried up.
There was a faint light, and I didn't know where it had penetrated into the room.
Pei Yuanxiu opened his eyes.
The eyes that were close at hand were filled with red blood, as if he had not slept overnight. I do n’t know if he was asleep. Although he closed his eyes all night and breathed evenly, the pair held me The arm has not been released too much overnight.
He looked at me with sober eyes.
"Did you sleep?"
"..."
"I know it was too noisy last night. It must be so noisy that you can't sleep."
"..."
"Anyway, it's a while before dawn, would you sleep a little longer?"
I curled up in the quilt, only showing a pair of eyes to look at him.
Last night, it was really too noisy. I heard the sound of slaughtering all night, and only slowly calmed down just now. What is the situation like? do not know. How many people have died? do not know. Is Yangzhou there already--
do not know!
And he, as the cloud-covering hand behind the whole war, never left the room all night.
Of course, he doesn't need to go out to the deck to face the danger, and he doesn't need to fight with one shot at a time. Even under normal circumstances, he shouldn't appear on the river when the battle starts, because of his safety. Not only is it related to the war situation, it is also related to the situation in the whole world. The son of thousands of gold can't sit down, let alone him. But under normal circumstances, everyone will worry about the development of the battle situation, and anyone will want to get the information on the battlefield as soon as possible.
He didn't.
He didn't step away from me, and no message came in from outside.
If it is not indifferent, it is that he is very confident.
Faced with my blinking gaze, he smiled again, propped his hand on the bed, leaned down, and kissed gently on my forehead.
"You sleep, I'm out."
After speaking, he got up and put on his clothes, and even turned around and stabbed me again with the quilt, then lowered the curtain and turned and walked out.
As soon as the hatch was closed, I saw the dark-skinned child again, who was walking through the door with a basin of water.
The flashing figure made my original chaotic head jerky.
The next moment, the hatch was closed.


From that day, almost every night, Pei Yuanxiu would come to my room.
Sometimes, he does n’t touch me. After bathing, his warm and fresh body is just behind me to pass his body temperature and breath, but there is always a hand stretched out to grab my waist and hold me firmly. He lay in his arms and slept quietly for one night-of course, the kind of quietness was only relative, often at that time, there was a killing sound outside.
But sometimes it ’s all night--
My resistance, struggle, begging, crying, in the end will only make his aggression more domineering and more unscrupulous.
Gradually, I became numb.
When he arrives, I will tremble and fear, but I dare not resist anymore, even if the thin body embraced by him is cramped and cold, I dare not resist him in the slightest.
Almost every day, someone will be dragged out of this room and killed after begging hard.
For a variety of reasons-refusing to eat well, refusing to drink water, refusing to add clothes when it is cold, there is only silence when facing him ...
I became a terrible doll.
Sitting in front of the dressing table, looking at the pale face reflected in the mirror, her eyes were completely stunned, and a maid stood behind me carefully and combed my long hair, each comb was so soft that I could barely feel it.
Because just yesterday, a maid was dragged out because I frowned when I combed my hair.
After combing the last point, she sighed softly, and then took a step back.
"Miss Yan, combed."
I raised my eyes to look at myself in the mirror, but said nothing.
At this time, the hatch opened.
No one else will come uninvited. Most of the time, no one wants to step into this room. I used to hear someone outside whispering in this room that he was living in a shame after everyone left before he fell into a coma Nothing at all would not be willing to approach this door.
His figure was reflected in the mirror.
The maid hurriedly aside, leaning over and saluting modestly: "My son."
He walked behind me and put his hands on my shoulders naturally. After feeling a slight twitch, he slowly stiffened and calmed down, and the handsome face reflected in the mirror floated up. A faint smile.
"How is your spirit today?"
"..."
"I see you much better than before."
"..."
"It's just that you don't look good. Look at you, don't you eat well?"
Upon hearing this sentence, the maid who combed her hair took a subconscious step back, and Cangjie almost fell.
I raised my head to face his gaze in the mirror, he was looking at my pale cheek with concern, because he lost a lot of weight, his jaw became sharp, he just let me wash it, but not Forced me to dress up, so the pale complexion and bloodless lips showed the accumulation of these days.
He held my hands on my shoulders with a little effort: "Why can't you always take good care of yourself?"
He said, holding my shoulders, slowly lowering his head, and said in my ears: "Lightness, not long, this world will be different, it will belong to us, until then, you What you want the world to look like, it will look like. "
"..."
"You need to be good to see that all happen on that day. Do you understand?"
"..."
"If you can't take good care of yourself, then--"
Seeing that the maid behind was so scared, she almost knelt down. I suddenly raised my eyes and met his gaze in the mirror: "I don't."
He raised his eyebrows slightly and blinked in his eyes.
This is the first time these days I have spoken to him.
Since I knew that I could not fight and I saw too many deaths, I became well-behaved. At the same time, I didn't have to resist and beg for mercy. Although Muran's appearance was not interesting, he was satisfied.
But when he heard me talking, there was a flash of joy on his face.
"Ok?"
"I just--"