Chapter 1736: There is where i should go

Shen Xiaokun, the name, apparently surprised him.
He looked at me with his eyes wide open, and then slowly said, "He's not dead?"
"Originally it," I said, "when he refused the river valley, he and I, and-and the light cold, the three of us fell down the river valley together. At that time he was lucky to die; later, he wanted Doing it to us and being under my control again, I could have killed him, but I spared him, so he left Juma Valley with a wound and left the north. "
"He arrived in Jiangnan?"
"Yes."
"Then why did he capture Lier and Ruo Shi? What did you do in Wohuzhai?"
I took a deep breath and said calmly, "He didn't really want to catch Lier, but because he owed me a life, he saved Lier them. This incident happened by accident. He didn't plan it in advance. So recruiting your soldiers and horses surprised him and caught him by surprise. At that time, he thought he had no escape route and wanted to die with you. "
Pei Yuanxiu frowned slightly.
I said, "But I don't think either side wants to see a situation where both sides lose."
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"Including me."
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"So, he listened to my suggestion, gave up lying tiger village, held me away and waited until he could safely get away before leaving me."
There was a flash of light in Pei Yuanxiu's eyes: "So at that time, he held you-did you let him hold him?"
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"I offered to trade myself for you. He had originally promised, but you—"
I lowered my head.
Feeling his breathing was a bit rapid, as if his heart was beating at this moment, the two were silent for a long time, and he slowly said, "So, he is also yours, is it a nail you buried in Jiujiang? "
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I didn't speak again.
Shen Xiaokun is not my person, but it is indeed a nail I buried in Jiujiang. However, when this nail was buried, it was not him who guarded it, but Xichuan's soldiers and horses, but I did not expect that now Shen Xiaokun was really used, but he and Yangchuan attacked Yangzhou together.
Changes in world affairs are often caught by surprise.
Seeing my silence, Pei Yuanxiu understood more or less.
I heard him take a long breath.
The heavy voice made me feel clearly the torment inside him at this moment, and I watched the place where I had planned everything perfectly. Now I am completely out of control. The two major towns in Jiangnan fall into Shen Xiaokun and Wen Fengxi. In his hands, although it was not his defeat, it obviously caught him off guard.
If he did not win the capital, he would have no way back.
Even me, at this time, it is impossible to be calm and right.
I thought he would be furious at this time. Although the two major towns in Jiangnan are no longer under his control, Yangzhou is different from Huai'an. Yangzhou and Jinling Linjiang face each other. If it is in his hand, it will be a fang in the Central Plain If it fell into my hands, it would become a scene of confrontation with Jinling Linjiang; moreover, it was a city that he won so hard to win, and it was also a child with my belly that I replaced with him Yes, but now, being attacked by Shen Xiaokun and Zhao Yuncheng in this way, he is unwilling and natural.
So, when I saw him slowly raising his arms, with both hands reaching my shoulders, maybe it was my neck, and I closed my eyes calmly.
As soon as I closed my eyes, in the darkness, there was an unconscious shudder.
However, those hands with warm body temperature were slowly placed on my shoulders. I shuddered, opened my eyes to him, and saw that his eyes were dark, as if there was no light at all, but The mistaken surprises just disappeared. He seemed to have swallowed the bitter fruit of this reality calmly, resting his hands on my shoulders, and even smiling slightly at me.
It was just that bitter smile that was indescribable.
"Lightness," he looked at me, and said softly, "you always surprise me."
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"A lot of times, I think things that have already been settled, but they can be turned over by you."
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As he said, he looked at me as if he had met me again, and slowly said, "I really want to know how many faces you have on my body that I have never seen before. How much power is there in your body? "
I stood there with a little stiffness, and my throat was a little groggy, and after a while, I reluctantly said, "As long as people live, they will have strength."
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"In order to live, man will give unlimited power."
He looked at me and smiled slowly: "That makes sense."
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"So that year, you can walk out of Hongyan Tower alive."
Seeing his calm appearance, listening to his calm tone, I was still a little bit shy, and said gently, "Don't you hate me?"
"hate you?"
He seemed to hear a night of fate, and this time he really laughed.
He looked at me with a smile: "I love you, I won't hate you."
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I don't know why, at this moment I heard his words, but I was more frightened than a simple "hate". I even subconsciously wanted to step back, but he was firmly controlled by his warm hands. There is no room for retreat.
I looked up at him and saw that his smile slowly narrowed, and the sober light in his eyes flashed slightly.
"But you made me understand one more thing."
"……what's up?"
"I have no retreat."
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"No matter what happened on my way, I can't look back."
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"Yangzhou, Huai'an, even Jinling, even if all these places are lost, it doesn't matter, because that's just my way of coming."
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"I want to enter the capital, where is where I should go."
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"Actually, I understand this, but today you made me understand a little more-if people want to fly, what they need is not to put on a pair of wings, but to cut off their own back road so that they can no longer stay The place."
I felt my heart twitched slightly and bit my teeth, "Well, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to get up and fall?"
He smiled slightly at me: "People like us, there are only two ways, or two choices, in front of me."
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"Unsuccessful, then Chengren."
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"Now I know exactly what to do next."