Chapter 1756: Am I really so unforgivable?

Snow has not stopped since the beginning. At this time, it was still rushing down. Soon, both of us were covered with a thin layer of snow.
Obviously it should be very cold, but I can't feel it at this time.
About these days, numbness is what I feel most.
It was his hand. Although he spent more time in the snow than I did, his palm was so hot that it passed through the thick clothes so clearly that I even had a kind of body temperature The illusion of burns, but this time, there is no room to struggle.
After a while, he said, "What happened to you?"
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Speaking, he looked up to the quiet big room again, and he could hear a heavy coughing sound from a distance. Looking at him, Tianjin City should have fallen into him without objection. In his hands, this trip to the government office should not have surprised him so much, so he has no extra curiosity about this mansion and the people in this mansion, instead he put all his attention on me.
He said, "Is that what Xie said to you? About me?"
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He took a deep breath and said, "Did he already tell you that he watched the stars at night and knew that I had at least ten years of the Universiade and could be crowned emperor."
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I looked at him and couldn't say a word, but at this time, the coldness of the whole body was entwined with the blazing heat under his palm, which made me a little shudder.
Pei Yuanxiu smiled instead: "Lightness, are you also a weird person?"
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His smile touched me slightly.
He slowly said, "You are under the guidance of Fu Bayi. You should not believe too much about these things."
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"Even if the royal family set up the Emperor Tian Qin, it was only for the purpose of promulgating some decrees that the people thought could be convincing. Who would really believe that God would reveal what the world ’s opportunity is. It corresponds to the change of the world, wouldn't it become, can human beings control heaven? "
My throat tingled slightly: "You don't believe it?"
He smiled lightly: "I won't believe it."
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"If I truly believe, then where can I dare to kill a soldier easily before I know the horoscope signs, shouldn't I watch the stars every night and wait for the instructions given to me by heaven?"
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Somehow, I think these words gave me a little comfort.
Originally, after hearing the news, the internal organs became choked up. After hearing these words, they gradually relaxed a little.
Indeed, just at that moment, when I heard Xie Yi say that sentence, I was a bit magical.
I ask myself that I am not a believer in ghosts. I am more convinced of retribution. I believe that there is an inherent fairness in this world. It is as simple but timeless as "grow melon and grow beans." Fine technique algorithm. The reason why Xie Yi's words just messed up with me is probably because these days, my mind is always messed up.
I watched him start his army from Jinling. He almost broke through Tianjin and almost broke the ground. The capital city was just around the corner. As long as he met with Sheng Jing's soldiers and horses, the overall situation would be fixed!
I'm really scared, probably this.
However, what he said seemed to show me something. I looked at him: "So, when did Xie Xi come to you and tell you about this?"
He was silent for a while and said, "After you go to sea."
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I froze for a moment, but at this time it seemed like some reaction came over.
After seeing Xie Xie, and after knowing that Pei Yuanxiu had begun to plan his great cause, I realized that there were many people and things he concealed from me, such as the appearance of Xie Xie, and he and Nangong Jinhong The contacts, including the chess pieces he played in various places, and now I know that the acquaintance between him and Xie Yi was when I went to sea.
I calculated it silently, but I understood it.
When did Xie Yan enter the Central Plains, he didn't tell me, but if his goal was Pei Yuanxiu at first, then it should be after Pei Yuanxiu occupied Jiangnan and the momentum became huge; and after Pei Yuanxiu and I became married, we went right A trip to Xichuan happened to be in Nian Baoyu Ze, leading the army to fight against the cavalry of the East Chaga.
Xie Yan, it should have been in the Central Plains at that time.
But at the time, I was here, Liu Qinghan was here, and Yan Qingchen was there. These forces were intertwined, and they checked and balanced each other. Any rash move would cause unpredictable results, and collusion under the eyes of so many people, It is not an easy task.
So, after we left Xichuan and returned to Jinling, and I went out to sea immediately, there was a gap beside Pei Yuanxiu.
Xie Yuan appeared to him at that time.
He was also told that the sign of this astrology.
However, Pei Yuanxiu did not seem to care.
Watching my head bowed slightly, I couldn't even feel the snowflakes falling on the eyelashes. He sighed slightly and lowered his head to blow into my eyes.
I shuddered and looked up at him.
Looking at me with some unpredictable eyes, he didn't say much. The hand holding my arm slowly moved to my hand, only to feel that my fingers were frozen, and he immediately turned to the side. Made a gesture.
Immediately, a guard came forward and brought an umbrella.
He said, "I'm going to pack up there and go first."
Now that Tianjin has been occupied, everyone in this city and anyone belongs to him. I don't bother to ask them how to arrange it, but I just broke his hand and walked forward.
He held an umbrella and walked beside me.
The heavy snow fell, and the surrounding white snowy scenery would almost be lost if I lifted my eyes. I could only look down at the snow and watch myself contaminated with muddy shoes stepping into the snow step by step. Creaking sound.
He walked aside, almost in step with me.
Neither of them spoke. The only sound was the sound of heavy snow falling on the umbrella and the sound of stepping into the snow with their feet.
I don't know how long, he looked down at my drooping eyelashes and sighed, and said, "You shouldn't be such a person who is easily affected. Does that thank you really make you so convinced?"
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Actually at this time, I was more strange.
Not only did he show no interest in those words, he also comforted me.
But in his comfort, there is a certain degree of conviction and determination.
It took me a while to understand. He was convinced that what he was determined was what he did.
It was himself.
He really doesn't have to believe in Xie Xing's stargazing results completely, because people like them, if they really want to believe in ghosts and gods, they can't do too much, and they dare not do something at all; all they need is to follow themselves People, let those who help themselves believe these words.
I lowered my head and said lightly, "In fact, to this day, it's useless to say anything."
He looked at me.
After I took a step, I stopped and looked back at him: "Beijing is already in front of your eyes, and you only need one step to get what you want. You don't have to believe that pretext, what you believe is just You yourself; you do n’t have to prove that proverb, because those who believe it will go to great lengths and help you prove that proverb, wo n’t you?

He looked at me for a moment and said, "But you never believed me."
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"Until now, the capital city was close to our eyes. Just one step away, I can take you back to the place where we met. I can put aside all the troubles and let you go back to the peaceful days."
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"But you never believed me."
I smiled sadly: "I believe it or not, what's so important?"
His eyes have always been self-confident and determined, and at this moment, there is a bit of bleakness: "If I say, I have you in everything I have determined; in the future that I believe in, There is you too. But you do n’t believe it, does n’t it matter?

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"Lightness, you have never believed me!"
The heavyness in his words seemed to be soaked in the surrounding atmosphere. I was shrouded in that atmosphere, and I couldn't move for a while. I just watched him holding an umbrella, stepped forward to me, and looked down at me. "Why don't you believe me? Are those things I do really unforgivable?"
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"Even if I say a word, he decides the life and death of the He family; even if I and Luosh agree that the army will suppress the soldiers around Dongzhou; even if I occupy Jiangnan by some means ... but which of these emperors did not do it? Who has made a great cause without using such a method? Who else does not want to make a career? "
He watched me look up and wanted to say something, directly interrupting me: "Even Liu Qinghan, he did so much in Yangzhou, bought people's hearts, and even recruited troops to buy his own forces in Xichuan. He is not the same, Want to start your own business? "
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"Lightness, my origin is in the imperial city, and my goal is not to be a male farmer or a female weaver, but to rest at sunrise and sunset. If my origin determines my goal, it is necessary to take the highest step, say me There is no end to the fight between Pei Yuanzhang and you; I am in a desperate situation, and I am stuck in the mud. There is no way back-but, good man, should n’t you set a goal for yourself, fight for it, Work hard until you die? "
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"The prerequisite for gaining power is gaining power. I want power and want power. What's wrong with it?"